Words to the Wise
what did you expect after all you did to me ?
ruin my life, my future and my dreams ? a SOLUTION?
you tell me about others, others have it hard too
i know that ... i probably know more of them than you but
what does that have to do with me ?
what YOU mean to say is :"be quiet and swallow like a fatalistic bitch"
like they do
but they are them and i am me
so i dont see the connection

the Blog Block

12/15/2017 11:56:33 pm
december 16th , 15 more days until another year of life is lost to hell, hickville, gravelpits, flanders, Hellgium

"So i missed my trip to London, will be stuck in hickville hellgium flanders for the rest of the year, pissed off (why are you always so angry?) for no reasons given as if i got satellius up my ass (hahah) ... yokel interference clearly tried to steer me today. I wish to stress again, it is one year more of my life ruined in this hellhole, a year i'll never get back. That's one year of less giveafuck added to the already depleted pool of try to pretend i give a shit and smile ... no threats no cops, no nothing changes that. Violation of my privacy is a capital offense, i hate this fucking place. I will not have friends or a life here . Unless you have my money, every cent i didnt make since the day you stuck me here you can suck my fucking dick and if i find out who then maybe that will be my last day cos I NO LONGER CARE, AND YOU HAVE PUSHED TOO FAR ... FUCK YOUR HICKVILLE, FUCK YOUR FLANDERS, FUCK YOUR HELLGIUM and fuck pc-principal or the fat mom or WHOEVER IT IS with the remote, cos the moments when my pc shuts down is clearly not coincidence, so FUCK YOU, violation of my privacy is a capital offense, one that carries over to your spawn. FUCK YOU
stick your cops and your little niggers and your youtube gangster, your copcalling rats and your yapping yokels up your ass, stick phoneboy, nailpolish girl and the bitch who knows how its done together with de familje we zellen em nekiejer UP YOUR FUCKING ASS


whatever the plan, i'll sabotage it like you sabotaged my life, SPARE me the threats and FUCK YOU, i find you, I GET YOU
let me concatenate this shortly and to the point : i cant go to london, i aint going anywhere for the rest of the year thats NOWHERE except catfood, dont bother, cos i wont, dont push cos you'll get aggression (which always comes at a later date cos im not scarface and im beyond being pushed)
DONT, simply DO NOT? you already fucked my life ten times over, i shit on this fucking whole shit ass country, fuck your yokels, i do NOT have money, the money i would have spent anyway in London is no longer available cos it would have been spent anyway ... so NO NEW YEAR, NO CHRISTMAS (as if i need to repeat that) there will be none of that, no friends, no love, no sex, no socializing as long as im stuck in belgium, so unless you have my money, bitch?
best i can do is nod and smile .. worst you get is a nervous breakdown after eight years of van drukkerland and dat zal niet zijn van "tan sla ik met tie hellem en je hept niet eens een blauwe plek"
fucking shitass hellhole
FUCKYOU ... 16 more days and another year of my life gone forever in this hellhole, fuck your cops and your copcalling rats, fuck your little shits and your nijge masjers, FUCK DE PESJOENKAS
and let me sleep when i need to sleep and
meet me ? yea sure, once i'm out of belgium with my cat, living on the other side of the planet, until then, NOTHING
hmz, i only had to reinstall GG about three times today and my pc has shut down only ten - 12 times, but not when im gaming, its steering me to drop all display of being able

Until i know what the new masterplan is to fuck up my life a bit further i have no clue, so i'll be stuck in hellgium for the rest of the year , which won't make me very good company, which doesn't matter because i'll be avoiding humans like the rotting plague oh and, FUCK YOU unless you have my money, every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here so i can leave to asia with my last remaining cat, its not worth the effort and its not gonna happen, save yourself the trouble and the threats and try some phoneboy who is susceptible, hasnt had or tried anything and isnt fucked over 1000 times by inbreed retards yet yea thats it for today

12/15/2017 01:31:05 am
december 15th ... 16 more days until another year of life is lost to Hell, hickville, gravelpits, flanders, Hellgium

"i would be getting ready to get my bus to London now, alas, hellgian interference had me postpone it, among a few others. Until i know what the new masterplan is to fuck up my life a bit further i have no clue, so i'll be stuck in hellgium for the rest of the year , which won't make me very good company, which doesn't matter because i'll be avoiding humans like the rotting plague
oh and, FUCK YOU
unless you have my money, every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here so i can leave to asia with my last remaining cat, its not worth the effort and its not gonna happen, save yourself the trouble and the threats and try some phoneboy who is susceptible, hasnt had or tried anything and isnt fucked over 1000 times by inbreed retards yet
yea thats it for today

12/14/2017 09:06:02 am
oh, no, last minute cancellation

"for no reasons given other than my own.
it wont be the last one either
sick of the shit still ofcourse, but that has nothing to do with this. Pure practicalities and i dont want unnecessary shit ... insert jack vance quote here ...
yes im still coming, no i dont know when
i dont owe explanations, just like i dont owe jack fucking shyte to anyone until im living where i need to be and have all the money i didnt make since the day you stuck me back here PLUS heads on pikes from all and everyone responsible for and knew about it
thats it ? no its never "it" dont you know that by now?
yea, and fuck you, do i HAVE to repeat that every time?

12/14/2017 05:53:38 am
yes ofcourse, i will let you steer me by predictable reactions

"so you can control what comes in and what goes out
how about


i can not not be me but i can not be me HERE
i'll try some tekken and dark souls to see if that shuts down the pc or if its actually interferenc to prevent me from showing that i would have been easily able to do what i claim and that you actually DID ruin my life (want dat was niet masjen)
Re:why is this shit even on slashdot? (Score:1) by KingBenny ( 1301797 ) on Thursday December 14, 2017 @05:45AM (#55736137) Homepage dry season ... the newletter needs its quotum my opinion on UFOs is "plato and the cave" i once saw a guy talking for 30 minutes straight to his hamburger on acid too (well the hamburger wasnt on acid as far as i know) and two people reach out at the same time for a "ball of light" that came down and hovered in front of them (at the same time ... yes on acid too .. it was a "thing" when i was 20 ...no , i'm 44 now) no peer pressure, just availability and quite fun in the right company other than that, plato and the cave ... perception is reality, if you got ufos on your mind, anything from a distant flashlight to ball lightning might be one ... which doesnt mean there arent any ... as to why they would come fly over like "HAA HAA here we are, you cant have what we have LAlalala" then make like jack and hit the road ? well, who is to say how aliens would reason if there were actually any here ... i'm more inclined toward Sagan and the Dolphettes (-ins, not nazis) that it becomes more unlikely to encounter "intelligence" (lets not call it life i mean the hackers-on-meth are "life" too, so is phoneboy-the-floormanager and that government official dyke who thinks she has power cos a title) lets call it "intelligence" (encompassing all kinds of Q from I- to E- and between and around) its more unlikely the further away from the center of "a" galaxy (or in the homocentric plato and the cave view) "the" galaxy ... which means its more unlikely the further away from the center of "a" universe or (blabla etc...) "the" universe as you get less galaxies per cubic (what would that be ? per cubic lightyear?) so statistically sapients (lets call it earthlings are slightly fucked) living in an old box on a shelf in a forgotten barn at the backside of a trailer park in the far side of the desert of "a" galaxy which doesnt make it impossible reasoning on "alien" reasoning is a waste of time imo, most sapients are quite homocentric in a way such as that they "assume" rules of logic apply (while not even rules of nature might all apply depending on where they're from) "what hooood yuw at ?" so , ufos might be a construct but they dont have to be, alien life might be "drill" the alien in your lightbulb flashing, thinking to itself GODS DAM that homo (sapiens) doesnt understand jack fucking alien morseshyte SO, thats my opinion, part of it (maar dat was niet masjen and no college degree so shut up and do as you're told i suppose) SURE .. (nods and smiles) -- Free speech was meant to be free for all... how can anyone grow up in a nanny state ?

12/14/2017 05:22:02 am
hm ... it HAS to be windows

"ofcourse it IS this place .. i DID have a life, i DID have a future and i worked very hard to get in that position and i HAVENT had anything since you stuck me here ... my vocore unpinned itself from lying on the shelf so i wonder what im gonna find broken by just being away for just one night ... its probably the aliens or the ghosts i mean i cant imagine my own parents coming inhere to purposely break my shit
unless they're like under threat or something, which would make them unreliable since family choose family first
(as far as i understood that bit anyway but in rightwing hickville you never know)
vocore is working again, that made-in-china-thing turns out to be quite resilient ... DHL express hm, you didnt get time to tamper with it at customs ?
the buy-local mafia didnt get to it, did they now?
well FUCK YOU, i have no clue whats on since that last update, i know my cpu has 100% load on one core just sitting on the one single windows desktop ... while this machine runs 4-8 desktops at once with browsers and whatever (no gpu shit ofcourse) on a celeron without lagging
so ITS DEFINITELY THE O.S. ... if it doesnt stop i will disable all telemetrics and backbround shit next week and see what that gives
as for the rest ... do you have my money, bitch ? every cent i didnt make since the day you RUINED my life and stuck me back here ? cos if you don't the best you can get is nod and smile
i, for one, will TRY to remain friendly, but when threatened i cant give any guarantees on how i'll react
you already ruined the rest of the year for me, i suppose that was the intention
after all
ik heb niet nijg genoeg gemasjt

12/14/2017 04:53:26 am
told you to leave me alone, i tried everything, maar dat was niet masjen and that's not how its done

"you gonna sit there and establish autority ? i'll nod and smile
ofcourse ... so what have i gotten so far ? stop and frisk "for looking at a car" ... harassment by tjoeppen and the boys ... spitting at 80 year old people foaming at the mouth ... im sure i abducted someones 8 year old daughter too and probably killed a few who are buried in my basement. Shits like you dont impress me just cos you got some state seal, you're fucking control freak plebs, dont know the backside of your desk and sure as hell dont know the consequences of your "ruling" over someones life ... I DONT CARE, I HATE YOU
but i'll nod and smile ... after all, jumping over your desk and smacking you into it face first will only keep me stuck here longer
you already ruined my life once, whatever you try is futile, no matter the threats or manipulations, i dont play your game no more, i dont give who was the rat, even if der fuehrer himself, you can tell the rat rats have one goal in life : to be exterminated ... so what did i get ? youtube gangsters and minicent threatening me in my street, coming onto MY property and threatening me at MY door, the ME having to go give a statement at unclo po (its their state after all, hence the -ment)
donce, je m'en fous
en souriant
i have tried everything, maar dat was niet masjen
so whatever it is, unless you have the money you owe me
FORGET ABOUT IT ... you already made me lose the little bit of joy i found in creativity again
with a smile
try one of the other 600.000 and take care i dont accidentally set the office on fire, these meds make me hazy

12/14/2017 03:45:31 am
its the cops, yea, its a rat, i thought der fuehrer or something ... but like Spike Jones

"FUCK YOU, too much harassment has fucked me too far. You coulda let me do i would be out of belgium for years. Now you can suck my dick no matter the threat
with a smile ofcourse ...

article title
CATched my eye
09/11/2017 02:12:56 am
the hall of shame
what WE've been reading
07/15/2017 15:05:35 am

Astrophysics for people in a hurry

20171002 08:40 am
and there you go again , right ... the four most common elements happen to be
its like if there's an infinite number of timelines then everything WILL exist
the chance that you get 1 infinity of exactly the same is exactly the same as you get the chance that you get one infinity of slightly different every time
the chance
is EXACTLY the same
and you KNOW it
you smartass motherfuckers suffer from wishful thinking
not from too much sci-fi, one can never have read enough decent sci-fi
van-voght level sci fi
but you motherfuckers?
kaku and all that ?
NOTHING in the whole wide world of multiversial mathematics says that because its infinite it will have variable instances
nothing says that ANYWHERE
are you challenging the facts ?
i know it sounds better
an infinite number of this would be the ultimate divine joke
but nowhere in anything AT ALL it says infinite options means infinite variations , infinite exact the same is just as probable, and YOU KNOW IT
you roll a fucking die, there is zero reason why the number 6 and 1 are valued more in games

20171002 08:28 am
as much as i love physics and especially quantum mechanics , the new magic as the undiscovered country, where everything is possible until proven
just as much i hate hippiecrites and dustballs
see 40 billion potential earthlike planets in "the observable universe" that makes baby jesus cry, he just made his daddy die for crimes against the universal common sense
now you tell me there's 40 billion more potentially infested which even you can see or think of ?
i think thats scary ... a universe of locust humans
i think thats very scary
very .... very very very
very scary

20171002 08:22 am
well, not the numbers guy told you, but that wont stop me okay, i know an earth with tennex size, tennex iron core would have tennex traction so you better stay anorexic there
but thats not what i mean by factor, its complex, its a complex mess for numbers guys to find out
i mean mass is not size
its not yo momma right
in her case size is totally massive i know that
in case of planets size is not
so factors might scale not simply on sight
do they ? looking for "earth-like"
and shit
yea i know ... CRANK
now go have a nightmare and bite your nails
if i were an alien i wouldnt WANT to discover you

20171002 08:17 am
for lack of simple math abilities i clearly had not too long ago
i dont believe in earth-like exoplanets
i believe in scalable factors
factors, similar conditions under different factors
like a subculture to a mainstream
having all the same traits, they're only like, projected differently
same thing for a sun ten times the size and a planet ten times the size
wouldnt be detected as potential life harbour, right ? not for life as we know it, but if the factor is exact and the scale is right, why not ? as far as i know physics comes down to what the numbers guy can calculate
so if its all multiplied or divided by ten e is still mc²
no ?
am i wrong (again, like last time when i wasnt but i simply had no paper proof so it couldnt be ?)
i'll not go into "alien" life then
homocentrist basterds

20171002 07:49 am
i have lost all ability to think , i can visualize causality from the big bang but i cant find a simple equation to get a four-step displacement algorithm for a picture on canvas
in short : no tea-time if you want to observe far away shit ... it clogs the vision, water is bad
invest in alcohol however
i doubt that will make it better
20171002 04:51 am
wow, i actually have a hard time even getting through audiobooks lately, i'm either braindamaged or something here in the water or the food is keeping me on a mental flatline
that professor there suffering from what i call "homo-centrism" without the dash actually ... (but everytime i use it i get the gay rights movement trying to burn down my house cos they're too stupid and too stuck up)
that's latin for human you dyke
don't be such a fucking sexist fascist
educate yourself outside of your subculture instead, but what i was saying euhm...
yea, homocentrism is quite commonplace, even among erudites, mostly among dustball department class erudites ... you know the type who speaks in quotes as if they're a tv-preacher, all he said she said and thus on the day of ble he sayeth the -ism of blah
you know the type, right ? no vision, no imagination, WAY too much time in school , lives in a book, no visualization ..
homocentrics ... despite galileo proving the sun does not revolve around they momma's ass
however i detect some other bias there, "assumptions" on the alien mindset ... call your local linguist and have him explain what alien means, it means its unsafe to "assume" anything about it, what you do is wishful thinking and projection
you have no clue how the alien mind would reason if they were looking or not
also, humans found their place in the universe, i know you dont take it like that but for those who do : that assumes you know the relative vector to the singularity (in this case the exact origin, the one dot where the big bang banged) to where you are
which, to the best of my knowledge
nobody does, it would be awfully nice but i think getting as far as the center of this galaxy is about the best locational tool, which relative to the whole universe means being LOST as to where we are ... all we know is we're in a bit of the galaxy that makes it unlikely to encounter, statistically, ask your local Sagan
now the doctor professor here will know that, so i will assume, since he's not an alien, that he used a somewhat misleading terminology with no ill intent there
but on knowing what aliens "most certainly would do" i have to disagree
you can always crank me, discredit me for having no degrees and a criminal record when you feel threatened, thats okay, but i know you'll lose sleep over it if you do that lol
myeah ;) great book btw, all rights to educate myself reserved i'm sorry for that, you can blame whoever put me here and left me stuck in a cage with bars made of no money
i'll put it on my to have list for when i get out of hellgium
somewhere close to 'cosmos'
20170928 18:23 pm the pm is obsolete there yes, so ?
o its national or global rabies day btw, did you get your shot ?
i got a few more comments there lePelouse ... you know i just put it on repeat since i can't focus since i'm back in this place and gradually whatever i didnt get seeps through, and after that the words ?
so ...
i think you have a problem with perception there :
why is a problem to a child not a real problem ?
perception is reality
the problem to the child is VERY real even if it exist only in its world, if it does not learn to solve it, it does not gain the skills for the set
in short q.e.d. cos i'm not in the mood
so it's you lacking perspective and perception there on that particular opinion
that hypothetical childs hypothetical problem is VERY real indeed, sir
not going into the hypothetical matter that doesnt interact with photons ... at all
i'd say its quite funny that we are not made of stars but laughing gas more or less, compressed under self-righteousness
no wonder the world is that funny
well i like your style, it wouldnt be here after all that time if i didnt get past the first chapter
not just the style ofcourse, i think like Sagans cosmos (although maybe not exactly THAT level of epic, it would benefit humanity if it were to be turned into a tv series for the mythbusters crowd and inbreeds who have no choice but to wurm themselves through a school system until they get a piece of paper to define who they are since they have no clue
pardon my sarcasm ... it's sarcasm, yes, ... but i'm not a bottle of wine, it won't get better with age
Einstein WAS a badass ... literally, as anti-establishment as it comes, adultery, fucking his niece, begging his wife to divorce him with money he didnt have yet, like the gangster of physics avant la lettre, in a time where going against the grain was absolute intellectual career suicide
unless you were THE SHIT
i'm not the numbers guy but on my wall of fame he's next to escobar, paracelsus, galileo ... tesla ... others ... you know Newton has never been on my wall despite being the most influential , statistically
i think newton, the most mentally deranged of all perhaps is still just a petri dish for the other freaks
but so were those before him
i totally agree, on K-pax, astrophysics is kindergarten mandatory after all, kids under four learn how many times faster ? its a reverse exponential curve if you were to look at it (basic k-paxian knowledge, told you i'm full of references to the point half the time no one knows what im talking about ... but you might have seen THAT movie at least ?) a child learns like at FTL at birth , the first years are amazing and the suddenly the curve goes steep, downward ... exponentially slowing down the intake ? no not the intake
the interpretation / understanding of the intake
yea-hea, ... einsteins god might not play dice, sometimes i simply takes the oldes coin in the house i can find and leave it to that
just like that, for no reason
just sometimes
alexander the great conquered the known world by 25 by doing that
julius too ... maybe a bit older, but still
chicken entrails, coins ...
the gods among men surely played a lot of dice ... i would mainly use it when i felt forced ... would ... not do
its been a while, theres nothing here really but existing 20170918-02:33am
well i almost got my stuff downstairs, lost a WHOLE month, time slows down over time in hell, its dantes freezing (you dont have that principle in physics yet ? well i do have my own names for laws that apply across the metaverse). I just noticed something i noticed a few times before and the best part : i can say whatever i want especially cos im a crank
the "no you can't" part
einstein NEVER said its impossible to go faster than light, he SAID you need an infinite amount of energy to propell any MASS at the speed of light, am i correct or is my crank ass euh, correct?
right, so, time machines ... pardon my crank ass, laws of causality and all that, thou shalt not take to the heavens either, which makes sense living in the backyard of the galaxy, more like the trailer park at the back of the desert beyond the backyard of the galaxy, makes sense that we dont meet aliens and makes sense we'll "never make it back" if von danichens gods really implanted base knowledge from the ancient south americans and hindus (mucho similarity over the pangaea who KNOWS, who really KNOWS when mouth to mouth started ? signs to signs ...)
if you go across dimensions , which MAYBE is what you need to do to travel time instead of space (who KNOWS ? anyone gonna crank my ass cos they KNOW?) if you go across dimensions , you can call them timelines if that makes you feel better , there is A) no reason any timeline should be different from this one (its just a possibility you WANT thinking about the possibility of infinite universes, but nothings says it HAS to differ, it might be an infinite number of 'this')
in which case causality up yo momma's ass dictates :
thats right ... nothing, you slip to the next timeline b/c this one is one way traffic, piercing the dimension as you go back in time (going forward seems to not be a problem except that time itself might not really exist as such, as far as can be observed from what i know the only thing that EXIST is the now ... BUT lets stay in gedanken :-)
you pierce the veil and travel back, you end up on another timeline, you can kill yo momma as much as you want
does anyone think i'm wrong there cos they KNOW, cos i have no intention of giving a Ted talk, just my opinion and if you talk back i'll clap back that you're stuck in your books and raise paracelsus to wipe your ass
cocky huh ? you think ? you KNOW i'm wrong or you just can't stand that i make perfect sense in theoretical gedanken ?
hm ?
time and date as posted hm well, i need a script to automate the adds here yes but who gives a shit, less and less really with every day i'm stuck in hellgium
well, i cant just stay on the same topic, right, im not a dustball, before you know it i try sounding smart by saying he said she said there and there and that makes me the bestest parrot in the world
the quark and the parrots maybe i could write a book too there (no offense mister M., you know thats not what i meant i dont consider you a dustball at all, multitopic person et al)
that said the first interesting that stuck while i was sitting waiting yesterday :
your god makes mistakes :p it's fallible ... the imbalance between matter and antimatter fucked up the whole let there be light cool oneliner so he was left with overs, which lead to you
sapients ... no wonder its flawed

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