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07/27/2017 03:05:45 am
o "le post" huh? yes ofc..WHAT? ... CREATE?

"are you making suggestions again ?
did i not tell you baby jesus will hurt someone for every single unasked for suggestion or attempt at manipulation ?
i AM creating ... two lines of code a day if im not too busy fending off crHackers-on-meth , trumpians and local inbreeds in het land van de slimste mens ter wereld (lets not forget tjoeppen but he qualifies as the latter)
do you have my money, bitch ? every cent i didnt make since the day you put me back here? NO ? then dont talk to me ... YOU are not invited
FUCK OFF

07/26/2017 04:06:26 pm
meanwhile in Soviet Belgium, the capital of democratic Europe

"just like that ?
Dear MEGA user,

Thank you for your support and thank you for using MEGA.

First of all, is any of the following your Internet service provider in the machine you have mentioned that you have the issue?:

Unfortunately the ISP Scarlet has blocked access to mega.nz (the actually blocking seems to come from the Belgian federal government. FEDICT seems to be a government linked body).

Please complain to your ISP and demand an explanation from them.

just like that .... ?
yea i will, so NO ONE, and thats NO ONE informed me of this, its a typical fascist hellgian move ... they get some ruckus over a law , wait for a scandal then pass it "behind closed doors" and the hellgians suck dick like their name was Satellius, the NSA-lapdog. Its the united lobbies of the free world AGAIN isnt it ? Trump has drones and microsoft sucks NSA dick (as in they give your shit without a warrant). Mega can't cos you have to keep your encryption key yourself. Meanwhile the news goes SCANDALOUS! IRAN WANTS TO BAN ENCRYPTION !
and meanwhile in soviet belgium ... use the cloud they say, microfags will ban you for no reasons given and you dont get to back up your shit. Google respects your privacy SO much that on an account with 2600+ videos (among lots of ther shit lie a few 1000 pics and dozens of documents) they wont let you talk to a human to prove its you (how hard can that be over thousands of files ?) and you get the recurring script (thats not an a.i. ok) BUT YOU CAN GET A NEW ACCOUNT AND ITS ONLY HALF THE PRICE OF AN SSD TWICE THE SIZE
per month ... ITS the lobbies isnt it ?
blocking mega?
FIRST ONE to ask me why the hell i would wanna leave here cos "ITS SOOOO GOOD" can get his teeth handed to him well, think again, mister most number of cops per square metre in europe YOU STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHY IM SO FUCKING TICKED ABOUT YOUR RUINING MY LIFE AND MY CHANCE TO GET OUT OF HERE BEFORE IM 40 ..? you still dont understand i'll never wanna be here in this retard neonazi controlfreak fascist stasi hole ?
yea well ...

07/26/2017 06:58:46 am
i might have said it once or twice but heil Satoshi

"as in : all these protocol suits making the world turn 100 times as slow as it would without actually pushing it forward to 5x or 10x ... HOW COME a few scruffy squatrats like satoshi and amir-sama whip up a fucking thing called blockchain that does NOT need monkeys to turn a swing to keep it going, does not need human supervision, RUNS GLOBALLY 24FUCKING7 without a fucking glitch FOR FREE ... give it to the world and then JP Morgan rises from the grave like OMG THAT CANT BE, REGULATE, then TEN YEARS LATER o well euhm ... we HAVE to be the FIRST to GET THAT, its FFA ALL MAN, i know all megasoft and banks is on it like vultures now, thing is : sofort and bancontact dont work between 3 and 6 am ... WHAT THE FUCK MAN ?
the blockchain does, its just HARD to pay if you need to buy with bancontact isnt it ... i dont like keeping in a wallet, I HAD, and then mtGOX happened so im cool with the taxes, if i count loss the state probably owes me on top of what it took and kept from me AHAAAHAHAHA (not funny, that would have been some money by now, maybe even A LOT if i was smart with it) but no, it just HAD to be fucked
AND YOU , SIR, YOUR SYSTEM SUCKS
step aside for the next gen, and make sure they're not like harvard yale or oxbridge, its clear where the talent lives
in squat dumps and dark rooms, doing unpaid programming just to PISS YOU OFF ... i really understand why ... i used to be like well why waste time on pissing those fuckers off but since a while now i REALLY REALLY GET THE POINT .. you got me so riled im on cs after 2 minutes with tor but ofCOURSE its all fixed , done and back up in five ... its just you lot ... you make me look i got issues, but i got fucking knives in my back, my shadow looks like sonic
sir ... MOTHERFUCKER, fucking slag bat bitch ass motherfucking suit shit oldworld bastards

07/26/2017 06:21:40 am
heh ... blah en bleh, nothing changed nothing will while here

"added another transition to slidpic, im gonna be left with a basket of snippets by the end of the year to do nothing with cos there is no business and you put me here so there will be none as long as im stuck here ... also not hug & kiss or schoenen kopen morgen in de solden, not zuipen bij sintj annaken or masjen ba remong en rap trakteren, mijn oeër es al lank af, lek nen echte moun, ik oug mijn annn liever om a wijf te vingere jong, PLAT e, ge ziet ik pas ma oeën aja ...
id do top and bottom (its kinda simple if you just build on blocks you built isnt it, just tweak some add a variable here and there and the more you go the more it moves hah
but i need to pay my vpn, nothing but shyte with okpay since moneypolo took over, cant use crypto anymore, i need to prove who i am AGAIN ... wtf is up with that shit man ? bancontact and sofort doesnt work between 3 and 6 am ? WTF MAN ?
YOU DO KNOW THE EARTH IS FOUCKEN ROUND YE ? IT HASNT BEEN FLAT FOR QUITE A WHILE
and so i post my website on every profile and woe the ppl who read this HHAHA, i think you do it on purpose to ruin my image like you ruined my life thing is I DONT WANT AN IMAGE, THE PLAN WAS AND IS TO MOVE OUT OF HERE and to NOT be heard from

07/26/2017 04:33:22 am
backups, backups, backups, backups

"you never know when crHackers-on-Meth4Trump, Satellius and the fairy squad or tjoeppen's inbreed coalition and the fatass milfs are gonna try and strike that same old strike again
so another day passed, it got me absolutely nothing but the same hate i always had for the place and stupid 1830s shit like

Oh snap! You got an error!

    Bancontact / Mistercash can be used between 06:00 and 03:00.
Oh snap! You got an error!

    Sofort can be used between 06:30 and 02:00.
can anyone tell me WHAT THE FUCKING POINTS IS OF ONLINE PAYMENT IF IT CLOSES AFTER OFFICE HOURS ?
i havent found anyone, server maintenance are the only obscure words i got so far ... like SERVER MAINTENANCE ? GLOBAL PAYMENT SYSTEM DOES SERVER MAINTENANCE DURING 3 AND 6 AM BELGIAN TIME

REALLY

07/26/2017 01:57:37 am
dont do dishes

"thats not cool
fine, do you have my money bitch ? money for the maid ? for my place in asia for me and my cat ? no ? well then i guess ill be doing dishes when dishes need doing, wasting time on menial shit. As for skype, i cant talk at night now , people sleeping, can text ,not talk, im sorry but i barely live by day, shouldnt be a problem for people living on the other side of the planet :)
few weeks then i got the house to me can talk 24/7 (-ish) , K, so k, do i need to repeat anything have repeated daily since the day you stuck me here ?
good ... cos nothings changed

07/25/2017 05:35:34 pm
did i sound anti-american again ?

"well i'm
not sorry ofcourse since i dont see why i should apologize against edisonians , sateliusses who ban me from skype for no reason given cos we dont have to, facebook refusting to connect me to anything outside my category, youble respecting my privacy SO much they wont even let me talk to a human cs rep to prove the account is mine in five seconds AND the united lobbies of the free world ofcourse, not to mention anything from the scum that fled europe wasted the natives over guess who funded the nazi party and started the eugenics program to copyright guantanamo to we didnt start al qaeda, the terrorists did (0_o) ... you HAVE to admit, its almost entrapment, they kinda seriously give way to it ? excessive use of sarcasm, and fail to see it , hence my use of the words "american narcissism" as a unique cultural trait ?
no ?
cos i'm not anti-american dude, i like kid rock and 50 cent, i like jim morrison and i like lots of shit, i dont like mcdonalds or edisonians and im sure id get along with methhead inbreeds there as much as i would with the ones here , be they white or black (a black racist is a racist , dude ... get out of your geopolitically limited bullshit)
and dont point that shit at me, when i slam the door it might get caught
im FUCKING tired, i wake up mummified again, sore, feeling like a vampire drained me then waltzed on top of me broke me, put me back in place and left me to heal for a decade, thats how stiff
as stiff as your moral compass more or less
motherfucker ... is this box gonna be blacked out on the next reboot again for speech against ?
dont bother, got backups

07/25/2017 03:57:36 pm
here we go again ? i just woke up motherucker

"cycle part ? "im too boring ..." why do you keep repeating me ? i keep saying im no fun since the day you put me back here and theres nothing here for me, all i have is hate and stick your belgian bitches up yo mommas ass. It wont happen here, or there, as long as im stuck here. Am i on sale again ? An "item" ? trying to find "a match" ? "date" ? Have you not been listening since you put me here to what i repeat daily? Do you have my money bitch so i can get out and start and actual life again?
i dont rock ? thats right i dont since you put me here, and im not really interested in crackbaby methstyle korsakovv homeless rock either. Rock cost money ..
going out cost money ... what I want cost money
you ruined that for me ? so no i dont rock ? what do you mean btw ? "have you seen my phone" ? the ultimate pickup line ? and then you say its ME whos sad ? like "watch me swipe?"
DUDE
come here, ill smack your head against that desk until you notice theres a world beyond it
AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE UNLESS YOU HAVE MY MONEY, ITS YOU WHO FUCKED ME OVER and ITS YOU WHO KEEPS ME ON EDGE ALL THE FUCKING TIME. i told you, you're scaring the natives but well. I was cool with "harmless fool" when you stuck me here ... but you know how inbreeds are, they're like dogs, once you get three or more of them they start acting like gangs or cops and need something to pick on so harmless fool was cool until it started pissing on my legs where i stood (figure of speech) so now im cool with "unpredictable weirdo" ... better watch out or he's gonna freak out
FINE WITH ME as long as it keeps the inbreed leeches off my back. Invasion of my privacy is a capital offense. Rock does not exist here. I DONT DATE, i meet random encounters and from that happens or happens not friends enemies, sex, romance or love, with no money i dont go out so i dont meet
YOU ARE ON MY NERVES and im only awake for an hour and a half
FUCKING RETARD ... dont you have anything positive to say ? about what? you ruining my life or this shithole where you stuck me ? NO I DONT

07/25/2017 05:47:14 am
testing onetwo

"linux sure does patch fast and hard , sometimes a bit too hard ... that xorg update is clearly orange level but its checked in mintupdate ???!? 0_o so i gots to manually check, but i DIDNT update thats the whole thing
well, got skype again ... am not telling ... i can be found here and i can be found there ... am NOT telling .. i wonder how long before the nazi-milfsquad thinks i can "only speak to women my age and close by as in buy local" cos nationalist is the flemish way to win the world with 5 million zombies
they're not even infectuous, just DULL
DUDE ... who's spreading that propaganda like belgium is a great place to be i hear that from all sides, "belgium is nice" and at one time even "but everyone there drives mercedeses and bmw's"
come again, girl ? ... are they like putting up posters overthere b/c it couldnt be further away from the truth, come here, i'll show you around. Under the bridges in brussels ... the refugees at the border ... or just ... the total lack of beemers lol
other than that, i'm all up for hooking up as long as its not about how much money you make so i can marry
no romance until out of here anyway so dont worry about that
i'll only contact asians, but anyone who contacts me i wont turn away dude
and thats where we are until we're somewhere else

07/25/2017 05:41:42 am
dude, you're scaring the natives

"trying to push me by poking me all the time until im so numb i dont react to anything. From social worker to a-social in six months and now years later, still here, you just dont know when to quit. You're scaring people from connecting. PEOPLE I CHOOSE TO CONNECT WITH AS IN "not presented by you"
i dont need your approval, certainly not your sympathy, i need the money i didnt make since the day you put me here and ruined my life, until then, i'll be doing whatever i can to not do whatever you want and in the meantime try to get where i set out to be and was getting before you ruined it ... you fucked up my whole life, precious, COMPLETELY, theres nothing in this place for me, nor will there ever be

07/25/2017 05:03:22 am
day dawns ...

"and again another day of life lost forever in hell. SO I BOUGHT SHOES, YOU GONNA LEAVE ME ALONE NOW, GILBEIR VAN MARKETING?

07/25/2017 04:48:10 am
took longer than expected ? myeah

"watch me not care ... was busy ... besides .. i can only think it upgraded the x server while its clearly still marked yellow orange zone so im quite sure i didnt do that. I blame Trump and the crackers on meth for speech against the united lobbies of the free world. Normally this takes about 15 minutes , maybe ten but
mwell, since satellius and youble i need seven cold backups before i reinstall anything
o and btw ... its been a while : FUCK YOU , YOU OWE ME OVER A DECADE OF LIFE AND ALL THE MONEY I DIDNT MAKE SINCE THE DAY YOU PUT ME HERE
GO DIE, STAY OUT OF MY WAY STAY OUT OF MY LIFE AND RID YOURSELF OF THE ILLUSION THAT YOU GOT ANYTING TO SAY IN OR ABOUT IT
clock is ticking, i hate this fucking place
o i bought morgen schoenen kopen btw but i suppose the subliminal was supposed to make me go "sales in ratcity"? i bought them in holland ... costs less for something i actually want
mwell bro, buy local is nice if you're a local biz owner and id wholeheartedly support it

IF

you didnt ruin my life, my future and my dreams and my getting my own right at the starting point AND

IF

they actually HAD what i want and

IF

they deliver it to my door for less than the dutch , the chinese of zee germans .. its called FREE market , not tax up yow-ass until nothing is affordable
BRO
have you gone and fucked yourself yet ?

07/24/2017 04:07:56 pm
what im capable of

"is none of your business, im not capable of rolling over for snickers money, thats for sure. Im quite capable of running myself but you fucked that so you'll find out what im capable off anyway, for better or worse, depending on wether i get out of here with my cat or not. TOWARDS WHERE I NEED TO BE under no conditions set by you. YOURE TOO LATE TO MAKE ME CARE. keep yourself, your tjoeppen and your inbreeds FAR AWAY FROM ME, preferably out of sight. I try my best to avoid this place like the plague, its alas not possible to go anywhere without moving through it since im stuck in the middle of it. if you wanted to know something i got the same thing to say. Do you have my money, bitch ? every cent you owe me since the day you put me here plus intrest? NO? then FUCK YOU

07/24/2017 07:22:02 am
i love the smell of reboot in the morning

"see, if you got money, like an extra 100, you can run all on a test machine, then after succesful reboot push it to the live one ... but i dont really have a 100 for that
so , i have no clue since i didnt update or mess with config files so i can only assume Trump enlisted hackers-o... o wait no, CRACKERS-on-meth to issue a gagging order fro speech against the united lobbies or else some Satellius lapdog with a k-lock mindset gets paid way too much to have time to get my celeron server 10 minutes of downtime while i make ANOTHER backup before booting it, i dont know what but it runs so reinstall can wait ..
its daylight dude, catpires need sleepies or crankies does ouchies to plebbies and suits
and dan moet tjoeppen aangesneld als een megamindyheld
so you think i should spend another 100 for prestige and COMPETITION !!! i dont compete dude, if i think you're in my way i might push you down the stairs or under a train, but that would mean you would be like SERIOUSLY between me and my life , other than that i dont give A SHIT about the size of your phone, but you just cant seem to get that can you?
well it seems to be running i have no idea why but it is isnt it

07/24/2017 06:26:22 am
sixdurrty hm ? ... gisteren schoenen kopen !

"pause is buggered on slidpic, ... its getting too daylight to think and my back and neck hurt as hell, the setup gives for breathing, not for comfortcoding im afraid

07/24/2017 05:27:02 am
never liked summer

"but i liked back to school even less ... hayfever a-grade kid grew up to be a creature of the night, first they try to make him tough and teach him to roll-over on command, zijn oeër was af when he was 8 ... didnt work out very well, then they made him a criminal ... then after everything was paid and settled and he cleaned HIMSELF up .. they expected shit
and the hand said talk to me cos the ears aint listenin'

07/24/2017 12:33:30 am
strange cars and phonecalls after midnight ?

"in front of my house ? lights on ? DUDE i get frisked for walking around after dark or LOOKING at a car ... and i dont trust ANYONE or ANYTHING HERE, so, ... the part where it goes nothing does not imply maybe something, im not paranoid, im over-harassed beyond the point of no return by both inbreeds AND inbreed nazis
motherfucker , AND in a broke sunday mood...i suppose the gentse feesten will be done by now ? not like i have money to go so maybe for the best i sit here rotting in a dark room
no i DONT trust anything or anyone here and with good reason, it doesnt MATTER what you call it, what you think or say about it, id just be careful what you say, wind from bags blows far in a place like this

07/23/2017 05:17:13 pm
that again ? fuck love, i aint got no love left since you put me here

"fucking dog throws up all over the hallway from RIGHT OUTSIDE my door to down the fucking stairs, carefully planted in every corner so i'd step in it five times if i wasnt used to youkai mansion house rose white on top of the hill here
I AINT GOT NO LOVE FOR ANYTHING BUT MY CATS SINCE THE DAY YOU STUCK ME BACK HERE, and thats not gonna change until the day i get out of here WITH MY CATS, of which i have only one left, so you try the math
its not gonna happen while im stuck in hellgium, and europe isnt far enough away from here. Trumpians have even infiltrated slashdot now so i wonder how long its gonna take for gagging orders to be issued on one of the last bastions of free speech, local inbreeds already dont make it easy, having to listen to that narcist un-educated shit but i have degrees and trump has drones makes me feel bad about not letting that puke lie there cos its a fucking dog and not mien but that would be bad manners right ... serves him well for stealing my cats food
YOU WOULDNT BELIEVE THESE PEOPLE, THEYD FIT RIGHT IN OVERTHERE, but you wouldnt fit in here, yo momma ass too big as yo hed bitch, motherfucking shit gods DAM asshole
WTF DUDE, i knew this was gonna happen since i felt like sunday all saturday ... double sunday
can i kill gilbeir from marketing now ? just a placeholder until i find who put me here?
can i ?

07/23/2017 03:30:59 pm
i open my mailbox

"copyright trolls keep the movie industry revenue down and american narcissism comes oozing out. someones gotta check that potty mouth bro, its getting annoying, you think cos you got lasers and drones your laster and spaster is appreciated ? united lobbies of the free world ? what? Trumps gonna issue me a gag-order ? Welll ... aint that EXACTLY what im talking about.

07/23/2017 07:26:21 am
sure thing .. figuurcorrigerend ondershirt voor mannen ?? 0_o

"orley ... so when you get back to the hotelroom with your Riga- pickup your flab bobs out the moment you take it off ... REALLY ? CORSET FOR MICROFAGS ? its probably something my phone is bigger than yours boy would even buy hm?
you lot NEVER cease to amaze me, as long as its illusions right , IN THE NAME OF SELFIE, i think american narcism has spread throughout the world, infected everyone via facebook, its the most dangerous worm ever. I see slidpic needs and array of imageObj ects cos over vpn tunnel it doesnt load the pics so im guessing it just keeps loading them from zip on every switch since it runs fine on localhost or without tunnel
but i shouldnt ... on de dagh desg heeren of all days lest zeus strikes me down with the hammer of thor
unpaid programming (twas the intention to do paid BUT YOU FUCKED THAT ... well that took at least ten minutes before i mentioned it again, i must be really , REALLy tired
and not just of yo shit and yo momma
(and fuck you)

07/23/2017 06:53:51 am
cops, robbers, priests and rapists ...

"what better place to hide than where you can protect yourself ... a place where the name and image of the institution outweighs the dmg done by the individual since in ancient nazi times it was important to stand united as an example to the plebs ?
dont look at me, i dont write the books, i dont make the docus i dont direct the movies (although thats one thing i always wanted to try when i get into money, but id probably go find students who arent polluted yet to do it with)
that flash drive is clear not what it says ... SO DUDES, TRY THAT WITH SOMEONE ELSE PLOX, if it says 34 and i copy 34 and turns out 16 of it is corrupt and not even there, if i were a carefree guy that 16gb gone (dont talk about cloud ... cloud is synonymous with "its your data until we say its not and then you cant get it" ... which is not really very enticing to start paying for you know ... so flash drives since ssds, the whole market is stagnating, you know upgrading a pc cost about the same every year ? in franc-times about 20-30.000 and you had a workable pc for a year... now ? ssd drives and cpus ? an i5 costs the same as it did years ago
tablets and laptops cant be un-soldered can they ? o they can ? really ? if i void everything ? and after a year its void anyway , no thanks ...
mwell ...wwwwwww, my cpu is going bonkers on rsync figuring out the checksum on files it cant put on there, its RUINOUS for my custom chassis fans DUDE, you trying to break my machine or something? i dont know the technics on hacking it ... i understand the controller gives a false size and the memory chips are reduntant stolen from factories by workers who dont make enough and someone in the middle isnt checking their suppliers ... so after two hours, rsync is 100% ALL the files are there, it SHOW the exact number and size it should be but about 50% are empty, they're just entries in the allocation table i presume ... are you gonna leave me with no choice but to resort to 32gb kingston ssds only ?
i understand poverty mate, but you're barking up the wrong cat here, scam all you want but not me, you send me mail scams i have to clear them, you send me flash drives that make me lose data cos all there is i a fat-entry (yea fat ... F ile A llocation T able) ... back in the day when i was C64ing away doctor disk editor taught a man a lot about how those things work, specially since the load "$",8 list could be made to look KEWL if you knew where to edit, right ?
AND SO .. now what ? if i knew up to how much i CAN store ? i think its about 16 gb, not 34 its still not bad for €5 but it would be nice if it said so in a little paper in the bag it comes in , DUDE

and so ... you know i thought it was sunday all day yesterday,
you know what that means ? I HAVE TO SURVIVE TWO SUNDAYS THIS WEEKEND, id say goodnight, but its almost time for church (for the church go-ers so good morning it is not but night it will be to me
AND SO , rapist cop-sons protected by daddy, coppers gangbanging together and , honestly ladies, i dont think even ONE pedo-priest in belgium actually got convicted ... there was a trend here too, like everyone came out at once, the church did nothing, courts did some public image thing raiding some cardinal house, confiscating his pc then made big of some picture they found
someone did a search on jpg ... turns out there was a pic stuck in the browser cache from the website of a popular radio station, a girl in a shower, i dont think it was very pr0n either, see, a cop who cant find anything after making noise is a dangerous dog not to shoot, it will fabricate or look until
there is no justice, only law

07/23/2017 01:56:21 am
father nazghûl vs. ronald janssen, round one ...

"yea, andras pandy is the referee here while kim de gelder watches ... Marc Vandeput sponsored the match ?
mwell ..
oh .. that ? the only reason why you wanna gang up the power of idiots in large numbers combined with your idiot igotitfromdaddymoney on my is cose i'm ANNOYINGly fucking RIGHT about that shit all the time, you treat people not like shit, more like chewing gum and someone should literally BEAT yow ass down to reality for a change so FUCK OFF, theres about your side but legalist bullshit WHICH YOU WROTE for the sole reason of otherwise being FUCKED at every turn where you try to manipulate or rip people off ...
in the case of father Nazghûl (ye i think its a fitting nickname, with the black robes and all) vs. Ronald Janssen is those people are like euh, surprised about how he could have "two separate lives", its the most classic example of a psychopath you could get. Unlike darksiders like de gelder or yea dutroux ... its their 'thing', its like someone who likes power over others , is afraid alone gangs up, in gangs or police (same thing to me : they carry guns and uniforms) its where they wanna be. if you're deviant AND intelligent first place you look for is the place where you can most easily get what gets you off. Its bossing around or beating up people or putting your dick in little girls mouths ? well whats the ideal place o do that? well tahts whwere you gonna find the most dangerous specimens. Where are the top hackers of the world hiding ? in unemployment ?(lol) ... yea, there's amir taaki ... granted but the dude had several very non-squatter projects ... and also fought real war instead of fps games ... thats a mutant okay ... doesnt count to profile your run of the mill normals
so yea ... all your psychopaths who are dangerous wont show it, they have normal lives, teaching jobs seem to be very popular ... janssen, pandy, father nazghûl ... de gelder was a total gotham batcrazy flippo who just flipped while dutroux was another class with a special megan-is-missing-room in the basement.
i betcha fiver they didnt have porn on their pcs or a screensaver collection of japanese cosplay kanojo's and waifus
DUDE
dont think this gets me of my microshit rant, that kind of treatment is UN acceptable (i hear they wont let you keep your tracking software either on the EU-pcs when rolling up to windows 10, SUCKS HUH)
from my pov ? im SURPRISED they actually consider windows 10 lol
well it might as well be dubbed "nsa-soft", right ?
dunno ... custom linux has everything afaik and ALOTMORE intelligent mutant community members if you ask me , yea they sound a bit l33t, like you when you use your wallet to hide the size of your
.... ego

07/22/2017 11:51:49 pm
thank you for reporting the issue

"'s good right, then you check community and "the issue" thats part of a long and arduous process of constant patching has been there since 2014 , so suddenly it translates as "pleb, you're not worth the time" ...
tsk ...
also ... people who say things like "i have no recollection of that" are neither affirmative or negative, they're already going for deniability. Im not throught the book yet first time and its come up somewhere else. It doesnt mean they're lying, its a legalist way of obtaining deniability by saying neither yes nor no. Its BULLSHIT in short lol. Cousin EU came by today, they're upgrading to windows 10 within the year. Compu-farm of over 35.000 machines from win 7 -> 10 ... he does IT at , mwell, a department so its a REALLY, fucking GREAT JOB allright, thats like not working for copper pieces and actualy doing interesting shit, rolling out a new os over a few thousand machines logistically ... mwell, considering most people are still illiterate to anything other than the stuff they work with daily its gonna be support nightmare lol
so i guess the german stasi finally gave the A-ok on windoswiss cheese is acceptable . I wish i could get my hands on that image it must be one of the best win 10 versions around , zero tracking installed (clearly for governmental use) or else hardcore nsa-backdoors only lol (clearly they dont use the cloud since ms makes it no secret they give the key to the nsa for free ... skype too)
i REALLY dont understand how they are still in business if it were not for their monopoly on operating systems ...
no, travel advice, dude, i see the guy maybe once or twice a year (busy as they say)

07/22/2017 08:15:41 am
well, sorry gets me nothing , so

"i cant pay with sorry, i cant eat sorry, i dont think it comes with waxed pussy either so i cant fuck it so fuck your sorry
it gets me nothing ... unless you are responsible for or knew about the people who put me here and ruined everything my future and my dreams, your sorry can come as an i.o.u. i'll take all your keys in case i need a door open and i'll take your ways in case i need a pass.
unless you got my money ? 0_o ...
clearly sleepies time ...rsyncing that ass wondering why its missing 50 files ... COS FAT dont do case or permissions (go figure) YAY for standards (what is that, a standard, daddy ? its a thing from ancient mythology, son, where people agreed on the one best thing instead of branching into 1000 crApps for copperpieces
meh, im tired ...

07/22/2017 05:10:12 am
i probably am under superscamzion again

"either eebul chinese haxxors got insulted cos i scan that drive cos i ACTUALLY USE IT FOR STORAGE, it shows 15gb ... then again the 32gb one shows all clear "its a genuine 1gb drive" which it is clearly not since it fits a live mint install
whatever it is, wether its megacorp, eurostasi, or poor factory haxxors stealing dumped shit to solder to the wrong controller to sell for twice the price ... I TOLD YOU HACK WHOEVER YOU FUCKING WANT BUT DONT DO THAT WITH ME .. and suddenly on reboot my x-server is gone again, and half my backup got lost in transfer ... dont worry, i got many backups now and whatever, im NEVER gonna rely on cloud to "keep it safe" anymore since satellius was a gay fuck ... send me shit as advertised cso you're gonna hurt yourself like this ... i dont care if its the store (i doubt it) but dont do that shit on me
now i have to fucking reinstall
AGAIN, ... yesterday that fan just quit, white sticky shit all in my pc case, today, reboot and xserver gone, it seems to be a classic, really lately ... is that a scriptkiddie hack or something?
its not gonna get me back into your "cloud-service" where you decide wether i get access or not okay FUCK THAT
fuck you too, and dont send me drives half the physical storage advertised, check your fucking suppliers ?

07/22/2017 02:05:31 am
"bad news", lol, i just found the most INTERESTING snippet of tulz atm

"

celeroncat@cerebro ~ $ sudo f3probe /dev/sdb
F3 probe 6.0
Copyright (C) 2010 Digirati Internet LTDA.
This is free software; see the source for copying conditions.

WARNING: Probing normally takes from a few seconds to 15 minutes, but
         it can take longer. Please be patient.

Probe finished, recovering blocks... Done

Bad news: The device `/dev/sdb' is a counterfeit of type limbo

You can "fix" this device using the following command:
f3fix --last-sec=32390455 /dev/sdb

Device geometry:
	         *Usable* size: 15.44 GB (32390456 blocks)
	        Announced size: 31.25 GB (65536000 blocks)
	                Module: 32.00 GB (2^35 Bytes)
	Approximate cache size: 511.00 MB (1046528 blocks), need-reset=no
	   Physical block size: 512.00 Byte (2^9 Bytes)

Probe time: 21'59"
celeroncat@cerebro ~ $ 

07/22/2017 12:37:53 am
dansen, morgen schoenen kopen en radijsjes, lachen aan tafel

"bourgondiër zijn, hobbit? maybe an exorcism but i dont believe in gods who cares and my demons and i dont fight ... none of them has names, thats how old they are, whatever's lurking in the shadow at your neanderthal ancester ... it doesn't speak latin , so ... i think its old nazi brainbutchery and buy local cos trump has drones, mostly aimed at holding me back (cos thats all its ever done) its not like im hearing voices or anything , in the local caste system want dat was niet masjen so only one out of 90 posts, sentences, words and paragraphs might shine with a certain degree of above average luminosity while the rest is ranting nutcase (want dat was niet masjen and that was no -ism at the end) i think so no dansen, no schoenen kopen en de radijsjes waren mislukt. I didnt know seeds are so potent, i remember grandpa doing it half-fistsized knolls and roots but these things ,one seed gets one plant ... GMO hm ? mwell i dont mind it should say so on the package, so i had a few pots full of green leaves but virtually no edible roots cos there were so many they just ate each others food ... yea its in "your nature" , but you're turning your nature into something nasty after all its also in "your nature" to defend itself isnt it ? im just tidying up my dark room a-bit, a-byte, and when the last cable is behind the desk an awesome d-word, word ... a few cubic metres of visible space makes for more mental oxygen, its still a prison with bars made of no money, you still fucked up my life, my future and my dreams, and i will forever hate this place ... extend a few 100 km around ... whats this "amsterdam" thing im getting all week ? someone wants me to spend money on a condom-hoe ? WHY WOULD I SUDDENLY DO THAT? the part about not as long as im stuck in belgium doesnt compute you demented fuck ? ... i know after a while of too much you see the number 23, im aware of all of that so i stick to statistical improbabilities, and thers plenty of those , im sure its not "the will of gooohd" id be flattered but id bitchslap the fucker (he has to turn the other cheek anyway) .. phew its hot, im broke ? no , the money needs stashing for future getting out of here, even if its coppers, good thing i found a working fan or id been out one computer for at least a month. You think that would make me "dansen", "schoenen kopen" or "amsterdam"?
HOW STUPID ARE YOU CANT YOU READ?

07/21/2017 06:59:37 pm
MI TSU KE ..... DA !

"a slightly disturbed noise came from thirdspace ... its very hard to reach me here since the place is kryptonite ... "the closet where yo momma gets a heart attack", INDEED ! remnant of another tale of twilight zones and houseghost stories, inbreeds and buy local or else trump had drones and daar kwamp tjoeppen aangesneld als een megamindyheld want tstond er een te kijken naar een auto van de rijken. Wanst sure but. When that pc caught fire like three minutes when i was downstairs taking a leak and grabbing a quick-wich. CAUGHT FIRE, as IN CAUGHT FIRE ... no shit (no shit) ... right next to the cpu, like RIGHT FUCKING NEXT TO ... my super sturdy gaming mainboard (caught fire so ... well) NEXT TO THE CPU?? ?! ?? so , mwell ,so far that x-core amd i got at cheap ...
not sure i got the new one blunt or boxed so the resonance from distant birdies still shoved me to the closet that shant be opened by day and lo and behold a fan came out, mi tsu ke

DA


im in sleepy mode overtime already so a quick plug in that linux flash drive you ALWAYS have at hand (you never know what computers you get close to, right?) boot it up, linux 18.2 live session software rendering (uses more cpu actually) ... sensors say CPU/MB: 43 / 30 -2102rpm after one minute thats .... that LESS??!? 38/31/1901
ten minutes later seems to stable idle state then .. apart from cinnamon running in software rendering 37/34/1814
i think we have a fixer
doesnt take away the ectoplasm in the case and on the outside of the fan OUTSIDE OF THE FAN DUDE, you still on that farting coolpaste shit? there would be coolpaste shit in the grills of the dispersal block at the very least and there is none, NO IT DID NOT EVAPORATE FROM THE HEAT, the core is still full of it DUDE, FUCKING COMPUPLEBS ... nerd you say ? talking to me or to bill gate ? or torvalds or einstein cos .. where i might be a dabbler whos got nothing to do and NEEDS these machines for his mental health since flanders funny makes me hostile
so i dont socialize here (repeat), THEY are TRUE fucking nerds man ... so be carfeful where you point that word , last week i was up all night drinking and pouncing to a tekno dj, all by myself just me in a place i never been before full of big strong men and a few that looked suspiciously like it was a homo bar (but it was a remnant of chiro or something type bar) ... well its van drukkerland after all
these temperatures seem just fine, thats without cooling paste, not running windows or darks souls, or gods forbid Ark Evolved (the new crysis if you want to know if your pc will last for another decade without falling behind is what that was)
guud, but no, the 30 for that fan doesnt mean i suddenly have money for zuipen en skirt chasing, and i wont in belgium dude GET IT IN YOUR FUCKING HEAD? I WONT WHILE IM STUCK IN BELGIUM I WONT UNTIL I LIVE WHERE I NEED TO BE and i dont "chase" skirts ... i believe in random encounters
and right now thats the last thing i could use, a woman to bring me off balance with womenly things ... i have a great deal of patience for those things, but this is not the time and my mind is not SET on dealing with those things
it would be (im gonna use a wordcount on that counterproductive, i dont think love at first sight will happen here, the place interrupts my brain as if my perception were an old c64 demo so im safe from instalove, before that happens im already back to "I HATE THIS PLACE"

07/21/2017 05:54:55 pm
well its a surefire way

"to paint me as a paranoid disgruntled nut i suppose but i told that other bitch years ago ... im not bitter, THIS IS HATE, PURE, not undoable for what was done to me, vengeful HATE ... the point is statistically i talk about things that are either what your lot would call impossible or what i prefer to call highly improbable (it IS possible that a plastic card travels by itself stuck on a windshield blown by the wind 30km into a copstation mailbox ... it IS , technically possible, for instance, however, highly unlikely so ...)
breaking computerparts, yea sure ... moving parts first usually hard drives, the other parts last for , mwell , about the real expiration date of big pharma meds, not what you get on the package ... since no moving parts means no friction means bla etcetera, compuplebs. ..the old lady too like well THAT looks like white sticky stuff YES, it is but thats pressed under lock against the chip and it doesnt bubble or melt ... it would be kinda counterproductive and the company selling it would have zound lawsuits against them by now ... leaving out the splatter patterns, i dont like discussing my visual brain showing that its clearly not a lavabubble fartlike splosh squirting through the ducts in the cooling dispersal block ... it leaves kinda the only high probability that a bird flew in the room, managed itself between the wall and the side of the pc thats open (for cooling dude i dont have watercooling money) and shat in it, after which it found its way out perfectly without making noise or leaving a trace in a machine i have cleaned out completely with air pressure and what not not a month ago and havent touched in two weeks ... see thats what i call highly improbable and stinking of trump has drones so buy local for 10x the prices, parts THEY have in stock cos they sure as hell wont have what you are looking for ...cos the nationalists won the election so either that or you're a hippie or a syrian in disguise
brings me to the point of (insert everything i repeat daily to inbred demented nazis and hippies here) and FUCK YOU BITCH, you OWE me a decade plus all the money i didnt make since you put me here ... and even then i wouldnt be the guy to buy a laptop unless maybe i found one i could literally plug together myself i havent seen one like that yet (counterproductive to sales but not to the waste mountains)
SO it leaves me with high probability of sabotage ... thats paranoia for ya (no its not, if you ever HAD paranoid psychosis YOU WOULD FUCKING KNOW THE DIFFERENCE) the numbers are against you, the frequence and correlation between situations when things like this happens
ARE AGAINST YOU
call it paranoid so your world doesnt shatter i dont really care, call tjoeppen cos im looking at a car, ill be looking out for you as long as im stuck in belgium for just one chance to get even SO
my privacy being sacred and raping it a capital offense, me NOT being a clown (im truly sorry (for me) that i had to drop the act but the point where people piss against your legs (figure of speech) where you stand is somewhat a breaker there ...) i wouldnt if the numbers didnt tell me (hard for a non number guy huh but tell me how likely it is ?) i brushed my teeth while sleepwalking, spat at the wall and it bounced off at the exact angle ?
its kinda hard to believe, especially since the mysteriously appearing passport around the time dateraping cop-sons were in my field of vision
AND MORE, theres alway MORE, BITCH, and you already owe me more than you'll pay so
what now ? steam client on linux is clearly a "meh"-project thats not maintained (makes sense since linux is supposed to be maintained by the community itself, it updates daily, it makes sense lame ass dusty devs from nine to five wouldnt keep up with it, but it doesnt make sense if you want it to WORK that you dont source it to the community GABE
i downloaded the client from the site, i had to manually delete two or three folders, re-run it a few times so it updated itself and now im at the point where so far one game in my library (tab : steamos+linux) .. o what happened to steamos ? it got a room with google glass ? oh ... okay ... thats too bad ... You know, the concept of needing a whole drive for it alone that was probably a breaker too to all these minor to halfgod to deity class hackzer types who WANT it modular to the brim of MODULUS IS GOOHD
but at least the joypad works now without installing zound extra files
TOO MUCH OF A TRESHOLD THERE FOR NOOBS BRO
people WANT to linux, they WANT to, but sadly maintained mainstream shit like this, almost makes me wonder if you're getting handouts from satellius the gay microfascist SLANDER YOU SAY ? its not like i call him a merry homo do i?
how about "for no reasons given" ? how about that . what subsection of consumer protection law is that then? huh fucking microfags

07/21/2017 04:01:46 pm
repeating bullshit for demented dummies

"no money = no money . Pc suddenly having sticky stuff in it and not wanting to boot due to (i hope its the fan only) means LESS MONEY than no money so thats like minus money equals "i aint going out like that" since the money is spent ... so next month : no money, the month after : no money
and fuck your snickers money, you owe me a decade and every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here. This means = equals not one day gent and probably not one pair of new pants, are we clear , demented fuck ? are we clear gilbeir van marketing ?
i didnt put that sticky shit there, either its ectoplasm or someone did ...
also thermal paste does NOT melt, you actually made me look that up with your compuplebs bullshit, and like i said the splatter would be very much inconsistent with the laws of physics if it "farted" through the grilss of the cooling dispersal block in to outward ? the laws of physics would be pretty weird in there, more like a spacetime distortion in that case mister worf. I see they think we still use lasers too, fucking cro-magnon inbreed plebs, beam a foton torpedo onto their bridge and attach an note : no money minus less money equals zero days outside in hellgium
what was the intention here exactly other than the usual buy local shit ?
tell your locals to give me a price that competes with non native inbreeds and i might consider it after they apologize for all the insults AND tell me who put me here or offer their heads on a platter themselves
in that case i might

07/21/2017 07:37:23 am
yeaah, well you know how people can sometimes make you doubt

"about shit you dont even have to think about , i actually looked it up, even though i was 99% and the angles under which it would have splattered without anything oozing out of the side of the metal cooling dispersal block would be more than defying the laws of physics
ectoplasm maybe? call ghostbusters? one things for sure, ... that fan is fukt
NOW WHAT ?
well the celeron in what is now my webserver ran at about 70-max80 before i installed 2 €5 chassis side fans (its a really cute super baby mini itx case) theres no fan on top of it, no thermal paste and it sits at a nice 50-60 max like that .. but the other one we talking amd quad core ... that thing goes from 0 to 100 degrees in like 2 seconds ... its not that the chip cant handle it, the mobo would probably melt or at least distort, which with micro-electronics is usually not much fun result ... the old xbox had a trick where you HAD to overheat it to fix the RROD-error cos DUE to lame-ass engineering (well microsoft duh) the heat from the chip actually contorted the plastic in the mainboard in such a way that the connectors didnt .... connect
which lead to the infamous red ring of death, so what you had to do is void warranty, take off the lid, remove the cooler, and let it run for a while until the rrod turned to green led et voila everything back in place OR buy some of that metal X-thing to screw on the bottom to contract the board back in place ...
suxbox ... in this case, im not gonna risk my gtx 970 , that thing cost more than i get in a month
i SERIOUSLY cant afford that fucking up
SO ... i guess its anime then, i hope theres plenty
cos like i said
de money is op joenge
SUX
gilbert van marketing, can i come break your face, now ?

07/21/2017 06:54:26 am
perfect timing

"
does this embed ? keeping it on my 120gb ssd is probably not really
i got WHITES SLUDGE in my main pc ... white sticky shit ... on my psu and on my cables ... it shut itself down, the fan stopped working
suddenly, like NOW
6:48 am .. ??!? 0_o ... gilbert van marketing zeker ? en morgen schoenen kopen. The money is op joenge ... i got a spare bed for three nights thought due to the single person tax (how the fuck can that be legal ?) so if anyone dares to share a room with me for four days, nows the time, well soon's the time, its already paid for ... you gotta bring your own panties and tickets though ... i wont hold to your itinerary either
so the money's spent, for the rest of the year more or less
so how does white sticky stuff get in my pc, which i have cleaned not a month ago while it sits here up in my lonely room , open side at the wall ?
ghost-bird?
if i cant fix it in 10 minutes im gonna have to sleep and anime until tonight, if i cant fix it tonight ill have to sleep and anime until i can fix it and like i said , gilbert van marketing en schoenen kopen, the money is op joenge ...mag ik uw tanden een beetje uitslaan, die gezichtsuitdrukking staat me niet aan .. ok ? niet ok ... hm flauw ze man
anyone ? three nights free bed ?
hmf ... of all times for that shyte to break down, now was not it
o this is gonna make me zuipen bij sintj annaken en trakteren bij remong ? or wait ... its gonna make me go out to the wild nightlife of ratcity ?
sorry gilbeir, the money is op joenge
slidpic didnt come a lot further due to menial tasks and pc stickies but i got a few lines of code in at least ... its not really where it should be it resets the offset to zero, not to outside visible but mwell ... for inbetweenies with half an eye its gonna have to do for now... why ? cuz
and fuck you

07/21/2017 04:40:08 am
yes well read between the lines

"not the lies
fact is i dont have to lie, its KRANK enough (german) as is ... whatever you and you and especially you since you always seem to think its about you while when its about you its about them and sometimes when you think its not it is but usually if the shoe fits you might wanna check your head cos you probably got issues. This here "blog" (i hate that word) reflects the mindstates. It also weaves in moments of clarity when im pondering and thinking but it interrupted by this place at x per second like an epilleptic brainkiller kryptonite van drukkerland attack. Nothing much to do about that but getting out of here to where i set out to be, which i was doing fine, and which YOU , yes YOU, fucking ruined ... now what will people think, reading this ?
see, im not YOU, i dont CARE but you need to know that you dont get to just say sorry and lets forget about it EVER
"they", (not they) ... "they", those people can decide for themselves, some people i like, some people i dont, i dont tend to waste much time on people i dont, and some i dont cos they get in the spotlight i dont wanna be in when im near
and im paranoid, and lazy, and nothing good and this and that and everything you said so why do you keep trying ? hm?
dunno, i just varnished (now thats a nice word) the front door cuz yesterday no paint brush and im trying to code a line or two on my slidpic before the light of day kicks in and chickens start rising. Ive been having terrible heartburn for days now .. .no clue what from
it wont go away and its like by the hour ... the hours i wanna sleep, thats when it comes, some houseghost trick i suppose , mwell
who am i ? nobody ? i wanted to be nobody, BUT NOT FUCKING HERE, here im nobody with no life, thats a bit too much

07/20/2017 11:55:56 pm
really, why is that ?

"cos Satellius and his croneys are such gay microfucks they banned me from skype for no reasons given or cos "or else!" ?
cos euh
I DONT THINK SO ... is my number working already ? you know that number they are obliged to let me keep
legally
i see you dont get how law works ... i know, you're on the wrong side of it, you wouldnt get it would you. Its written by and for you

07/20/2017 06:16:28 pm
i get it now .."smart"

"watch ... its a bluetooth headset looking like a divers watch ... fugly as fuck with like ALL the productivity your old mp3player used to have AND it comes with a wristband and is about the size of half a phone, right? i think i saw one.
so my delusions about holographiccaly projected keyboards and stuff ....?
right, well, no i get why they dont sell, who the fuck would want that shit ?, a small clip on your ear gets the job done and all that other crap you have in your phone already ... you surely cos "your phone is bigger than mine, right", mor ik em ten toch e licht-jeuuuh hahah
NOW I GET IT, alsook "morgen geen schoenen kopen", gilbeir van marketing ... i know theres something in the past which urges you to prove that i cant take care of me and i cant hold money and all that. Its something unmentioned yet, on top of all the money you cost me cos i couldnt make it cos you ruined my whole plan, dreamms, future and chances at own business and delayed me getting out of your shithole country for a decade (thats a lot of intrest bro) so i think its something about money thats no longer there but should have been mine
on top of the rest ?
cos you already low on credit , bro, like deepspace absolute planet nine-class below zero low on credit is about where you are and you come make suggestions? i told you i have to make a stand and a statement to explain you cant just do that to people. Stick to your own level ... or your 'fabulous team', they shouldnt be above your level .. certainly shouldnt be below yours LOL, its kinda hard to stoop any lower than you isnt it, gilbeir from marketing?
you know, you owe me a fucking decade and all the money i didnt make but you really convince me theres even MORE
SO ? anything to say thats not an unwanted suggestion, a manipulation or an offer based on threat?, just adding please or sorry doesnt really work with me, bro ... im not normal , remember ... i choose my own friends and shit, and ill NEVER want to live in belgium
m-kay ? sleepy time yay

07/20/2017 06:15:25 am
ofcourse it doesnt show

"i fixed it, due to some text type equals javasribts without the closing tag IN the content of the paragraph show or hidden by teh accordion button othing but the last post showed so ... doorpainting time before the sun rises
im late

07/20/2017 03:11:39 am
that does not compute

"nclude(): Failed opening 'includefiles/index_menu_flashcards.inc' for inclusion (include_path='.Failed opening 'includefiles/kwutz failed to open stream: No such file or directory
eferenceError: mouse_y is not defined[Learn More]
not defined ? SO HOW THE FUCK DID IT WORK THE YEARS BEFORE TODAY ?
nevermind ... its too hot to think about it, just define it, its probably how its done (why the hell is there a need to pre-allocate memory for variables ? does that actually still apply or is it some ancient code that says thou shalt not chaos ?)

07/20/2017 01:49:06 am
whew, night ...

"once more the clashing alphawaves in thirdspace seem to subside as the kingdom of the night takes over
its been like that since i was a very pre-teenie ... theres very little you, normals, nazis or hippies can hope to do about it, i'll never have it in for sunny beaches unless by moonlight im afraid ...
maybe it IS possible to hook up with some people across the globe without resorting to fakebook or youble, but it seems to be an arduous process where everyone wants to play intermediary for money. I suppose thats 'cuz" most would be socially awkward and thats where its wrong again . The only reason why im always inside (other than that theres nothing here for me) is that I DONT HAVE MONEY to go where i would be at ease. I talk to people like i talk to the walls when im in here. Without holding back haha. Its quite strange if you were to analyze me with normals-algorithms on darkness you can get here or what i do (did HAHAH) on social networks, all ventilation shafts. I had fakebook with i dunno 2000? "friends" none of them were real
so fuggedabouwit .. thats not gonna happen either also not "dating" the word itself implies a lack of spontaneity and random encounter that already makes the concept nauseating
well, no , YOU said i wasnt normal all those years, now im saying it cos
well, cos its true, as a kid i couldnt see the implication (normal = good) is bullshit
(in short)
im really only a part-time kid anymore, when people tell me to "grow up" and "take it seriously and i dig into it they usually talk about the same few things , im not married, i dont have kids, i dont have a loan for a house, i dont have a loan for a car. I got 100times the scars they have, mentally, and a few in my face too actually two little pits in my chin and one above my eye from a fight and all that... but its the lack of a leash that makes me scary isnt it ?
what the hell are you supposed to push me around with ? you already took everything and here i am, NOT buying a watch, NOT buying a phone thats bigger than yours, NOT getting a car, NOT getting a drivers license since (i always say i dont want a license i want a fucking DRIVER, and THATS NOT A JOKE, i barely joke since you put me here) if i cant have a driver its not worth it, and you fucked all that up the day you put me here. People who know me in person and read this as well clearly know the difference, people who dont, well
how could they ?

07/19/2017 05:52:02 pm
alweer kwam tjoeppen aangesneld ?

"als een megamindyheld?
im quite sure the tv was off since its WAY too hot to leave a 50 inch on all night in a small room like this where im sleeping so...i can only guess old bats or vmo remnants are trying to interfere ... LOOK here you fucking dried out mummy remnant lich bitch bastard ... i gotta get along here for 30 days, if YOU think you got anything to say in or about my life or you feel like setting the old folks up with what about the children of flanders and ancient nazi bullshit, JUST SHOW ME YOUR FACE AND TELL IT TO ME I CAN ASSURE YOU IT WILL BE OVER IN FIVE
FUCKING
MINUTES ... you got nothing to say, retards like you ruined my life, and because of that im stuck here, i want NOTHING to do with your shitty flanders, not with your van drukkerland, i dont wanna zuipen ba remong (he doesnt want me there either btw) i dont wanna go bij neus or not tspeireken en i already said i am NEVER setting foot in that nightshop again, they can thank the 5euros for lycamobile they werent allowed to ask for that and make the balance. Good for my liver then, besides i dont feel like drinking, i also dont feel like ruining or letting my flatline neutral mood be ruined. If i spend anything it wont be in belgium. Maybe a day in gent cos maybe theres ONE lyca store that wants to register me as per agreement. Last chance there.
i got a flash drive with adware pre-installed. Something that autoruns on windows when inserted. The simplest concept of a worm ... more like a parasite since it uses humans as well to physically transmit itself. Not very well written since when i wanted to remove safely it kept saying "device busy" (thats when compu-plebs just pulls it out) and saw that "funnyvideos.exe" (a file that came with the drive but had an icon like a folder was still in memory and the worm was in my registry ready to run, also had an infected dll. Its nothing harmful, its adware, it annoys, it slows the pc down and someone somewhere makes money-per-click
UNACCEPTABLE, NOW .. given the price and the like i dunno 100k+ different items that store has, i CAN imagine something slips through, its STILL SLOPPY DUDE
so ill get in touch with support ... otherwise no complaints, i cant make em myself for that price, sure as hell can buy em here for that price so having them delivered to my door for storage space at 1/4th of the price b/c i fuck the cloud cus microfags and youble
i guess its STILL UNACCEPTABLE
not that it really did something cos i was onto it right away
but it would with compu-ples, and that is about almost as bad for business as paki and indi nightshops not investing in the hundreds a customer pays per year by charging ONE TIME FIVE EUROS THEYRE NOT ALLOWED TO, - creating bubbbles leads to bursts, ask lehmann, morgan et al
slow and steady, invest in the customer and the customer will invest in you
its 2017, most of that greed shit wont stick with the next-gen
other than that? JUST ANOTHER SHITTY DAY IN VAN DRUKKERLAND, FLANDERS HELLGIUM, FUCK THIS HELLHOLE (you owe me a decade of life and every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here ... plus intrest ... the answer is not a oeër af en go masjen nor tleeger me een skip and ill give you copperpieces for snickers and loans ... that is the WRONG answer)

07/19/2017 08:18:31 am
well since im there on a saturday ...

"i might as well but since it said "entry policy somewhere" inthere .... bleh ... next thing you know it says "dresscode" as if anything you have to offer warrants me buying shoes just to get in ? i dont think so. The one that said downright rude ? no i dont think so ... i never get in dresscode places ... its like censorship. If i got in id get into shyte anyway cos i probably couldnt stand half the people inthere, stuck up retard inbreed motherfuckers on coke. They're only good when you can make money off of them, otherwise they're just stuck up ... you know?

07/19/2017 02:26:41 am
yes, ofcourse, fairytale-Prague

"access to "the fitness" ? means ?
people go to prague to spend time in the fitness room of a hotel ?
ON HOLIDAY ... i TOLD YOU YOU NORMALS ARE FUCKING WEIRD , MATE
business , stay fit i get all that but holiday to stick in a fitness room in the hotel ?
well i dunno when i was in venice in february i probably went in an out 10-15 times a day but venice is really very very much in a very compact space, and the desk was open 24/7 ... so ... thats totally my style really ...
*sigh* ... lesson learned so far : next thing i go, im gonna check and dyi, just like i do with my computers cos all that preprogrammed regurgitation stuff is ... pfft well, its not mine to tell others what to do, (i wish "others" could take that to heart)
BTW, i HATE HDR-fotography in travel albums, i didnt retouche anything from my trip to venice, it is , as IS
but like i said, if you want it shiney to colour your own memories more than they already are ... thats not for me to say ... lesson 2 : last minutes are more like last months, arent they, i havent been much outward for years i tells you time and time ... last minutes is not next week, last minutes is september - october
lesson learned xD

07/19/2017 01:28:40 am
i'm meltinggggg

"what was that game again ? magicmagic something from the p60 era a bit before 3DFX almost let virtua fighter run on a pc ?
come a long way hasnt it ... BUT I AM, i can feel my brain oozing out , buy AIRCO YOU SAY ? as in reinforce the room into thinking im settling here?
what do you think this is? battle isle ?

07/18/2017 06:41:24 pm
people pay 10 DOLLAR FOR A SHINEY AXE ?

"simply coz it's normally 20 ? a 64x64 pixel icon ? that sounds SO homer simpson to me i can hardly but its THERE, so
i'm in the wrong business
O WAIT, IM IN

NO BUSINESS

since you ruined all i was working for and put me here want dat was niet masjen en ook niet met de annen als een echte moun
and this is where the americans AND asians go like "well just DO it man" , and every time i keep explaining THIS
IS
BELGIUM ... theres a reason why i call it hellgium, to make one cent without being a criminal from something like that ? i need MONTHS of school (paid for ofcourse) statestamped papers, licenses, bullshit bullshit bullshit (all paid for ofcourse) .. doesnt matter what i can or cant im free to work for snickers money 9 to 5 for someone getting fat off of it ofcourse but im afraid im in the wrong section for that, also in the wrong mindset since my mind was set on DOING business, not being some ant deskjockey
and i cant seem to get off of that
after that IF all the papers are approved AND i put down money FIRST before i make a cent
THEN, i maybe might .. IF , counting about 65% taxes to the state PLUS quarterlies amounting to i dunno ? 2500 euros ? like 10k a year (thats if you dont make one euro)
SO ... thats why i go *sigh* when you lot go "just do it"
you dont live here do you? (en dat is niet masjen trouwens)
$20 for a shiney axe huh ? all the more power to you, bro xD .... i would, if i could , practically manage in the land of no portunity its no use unless you're old money , the caste system forbids it

07/18/2017 04:57:48 am
well its night

"but this place is kryptonite
fixed the uploaders so it does thumbnails at once, some layout, subdivision to accordions and shit and stuff and yay, strangely and somehow i find myself in the same place as years ago, only older
how do i embed this
i also strangely find myself stuck back to google even after they wont let me back in to youble where i have 2600 diary-pages stored ... its not about "like me" its about me-for-me, and its unlimited storage ... i dont have that on my few hard drives im afraid ...
how do i embed that ... im gonna have to make a quick choice or risk insanity by not getting out of belgium all summer, the prospects for the rest of the year ? well i wont get out of here to where i need to be with my cat so for all i care this year is already over

07/17/2017 05:20:20 pm
ohhh ... well, its daylight

"my brain wont work, im paralyzed this place is kryptonite i hate it for 30 years. Its quiet allright, like a graveyard but with living dead, you know they're there you just dont hear them thats a good thing, if these were plains with no people for miles around.
i remember the pitfalls ... eat too much since now behind every door theres a stash of food and candy ... luxury problem
whats changed ? if you think you have anything to say or decide about my life, leave your name and number so i can come to exterminate you and your family later. Its not like im gonna have much else to do this rotten summer but lose another two months of my life in hell. (the answer is not masjen alzuk ni a oeër af en go masjen nor tleeger me een skip)
i hate this place no less or more than last week, but i turned 44 so i hate it a year longer
and that is how it is, make no mistake im gonna try sleep soon ... till eleven or midnight would be nice, i did nothing all day, its daylight, im paralyzed this place is kryptonite my brain wont work

07/17/2017 05:10:38 am
How to use your yubikey with google

"step 3 : be sure to print your backup codes ...
am i the only one who doesnt fail to see if step three exists no matter what number it is all the steps before it are a waste of time ?
SATOSHI !, TAAKI, ... i know this is below your braingrade but
as the foremost known cryptophiles to mankind ... you think you could spare five seconds to come up with something thats like 1-step easy as bitcoin and secure ?
cos this is REALLY a fuckin mess ... i only realized after losing my phone number HOW MUCH OF A FUCKING MESS THIS IS ... i wish i could, i could maybe think of a few things, ideas ... but i'm not nearly on your kardashev level of intelligence ... is it not a worthy project to get one-standard-to-rule-them-all (and cut the crap right out of megacorp ass for selling all kinds of shit that requires ... step 3 : print the backup codes ?)
né ?
its like saying print your passwrod and hang it on the wall, after buying a smartphone, giving us your number, buy a dongle, a key and a flashdrive and a hardware-encrypted drive BUT DONT FORGET STEP 3 cos its all a marketing sham
né ?
you think youd have time for that ? how hard can it be for people like you ? you came up with the fucking blockchain?

07/17/2017 03:42:16 am
invest in the customer

"or you'll end up not selling beer for the next years to come because you tried to scam a simple five euros which you clearly shouldnt by agreement
the good so far ... atlasobscura ... humblebundle ... EA customer service ... like a CHARM ... steam i didnt even have to contact luckily, they try to shove the authenticator up my arse but i dont have a phone number atm so i dont think thats gonna work, right ? the dude from china said wechat ... i install it first thing it does is ask my number WHY DOES IT NEED MY NUMBER ? WHY ? ...
the bad ? youble and microfags ... they dont have humans to talk to and algorithms that cant seem to solve problems .. EA is a bit of a paradox for a company that size, and that origin platform had been nothing but trouble, like i install it after a year, my WHOLE library is gone, but this is the second or third time im in touch with EA cs and they are GREAT ... thats actually what matters, right ? who gives a shit about turnover and a great CEO if you cant get to your products ?
fivestar ... i didnt bother with MAL since i keep al anime bookmarked, i dont think imdb even replied to my request and pinterest goes automated on my ass like if you dont have access to that email youre fucked otherwise try that email (which i dont have access too cos youble = microshyte) otherwise you're fucked so BYE, pinterest
you dont need me, right? well i dont really need you either, i HAVE noticed however the difficulty in hooking up with peoples around the globe if you dont have fakebook or youble ... and face it which one of your fakebook friends are friends ... when the world was young i had fakebook .. before belgium got hold of its existence ... twitter even ... but its FAKE, right ? twothousand "friends" ? wtf man ... so connecting will be a long and arduous process and im afraid mostly underground if you dont give me my number back ... im personally looking for people born or living in asia alone, but anyone who actually contacts ME i wont refuse, you know ? do or dont, doesnt matter
i am the cat that walked alone, and all you sapients are alike to me ... thats why i hang with mutants, freaks, weirdows, witches, warlocks and the things that lived in shadows before they had a name
and city law and merchant logic all means none to me, lets leave this room
it reeks of the brain

07/16/2017 06:25:55 pm
quiet transition

"well, just to round up the last book : ->

Trump, the game
now for sleepies, am looking for people born or living in asia for talkies, doesnt have to be a language exchange, personal experiences is what i like to hear really

07/15/2017 02:46:08 pm
at every fucking turn

"even now so many years since the last time you ruined my life you tell me to stop and to wait ... ive been waiting and ive been being nice since i got out of jail .. compared to what i see "on tv" as seen on tv, belgian jail is 24/7 solitary, only you're stuck with three people in a space for one so i dont know whats worse
wait ... stop ... stay ... so where am i ? van drukkerland ? where would i have been ? back then it was china, and now its mongolia, whatever it will be its gonna be asia, its that or hell and im already in hell i did ... i dumped EVERYONE, i "worked hard" and all it got me was you lot smelling more money so the fines went UP ... which ended up in no more working hard since that gets me NOTHING but snickers money, and allow me to use your words cos whatever you do "its too late" to make me care ... you thought id wake up scared or dancing to the sound of music in the hills again today didnt you?

07/15/2017 12:44:15 am
its good to be the king ...

"anyone ever see that Mel Brooks movie ? its where he puts his schnoz in a couple of double-Dees and goes like "its GOOD to be the king" and dam motherfucking shit pardon my american english
i hear all of that ? it IS good to be the king
sucks to be not
i think being no one with money to spend is the next best thing still though, exerting control never has been my thing, just like being controlled never will be
panem et circences ... vae victis ... but most of all ... divide et impera
aint that right?
and then some ...
i got lured into buying food again spent 26 fucking euros on shit i didnt need now im like stuffed to the brim with stuff that needs eating, i had to bake bread, i got like ... im gonna grill ...
i swear my cat is playing ca(t)hoots with the new girl in town ... he comes begging for food like, then runs out, then when i come in after i leave the door open (i do that ... a lot) i mean its not like anyone gona come in here and actually if they DID?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, well, that would be therapeutic
she sits there eating it and he just ...
well its like he nods at her , i swear , i go outside to walk, she's there, they just go sit next to each other like they know each other all their life but to actually get food for her?
thats gentlemanlike, dude
must be a girl cos usually any tomcat entering the premise is cast out worse than your american borderpatriotpatrol would do, faster too, but she can just
come into the kitchen and eat the food he begged for and doesnt touch
0_o ... dumb animals huh ...
orley

07/14/2017 09:47:38 pm
o its a new day, is it ?

"then why is it not different from the old day ?
well okpay came through, terribly sorry for the impatience, im sure a takeover must bring severe increased workload
thats fixed ... seems like about every account is fixable xept youble, microfascistgayfucks, imdb (cos trone has drumps i guess) and pinterest (they probably too big to have real cs too)
so now what ? friday right ? zuipen ... chase the bitch and shit ... well theres nothing here for me, its still yesterday here, its still last year here, time stopped when you put me here, there will never be anything for me here. I see Thysenkrupp is picking up on my magnetic ways to build space elevators which was apparently very ridiculous in -ist and dustball circles years ago ... THANKS BOYS ... its a good i dont have money to patent shit right ? you can just like ... see it on youtube and diss it, then use it for your own ... nah well<
just another me vs the dustballs where i turn out to be right but dont worry, excon, no degrees, stuck in shitville ... I just turned 44 so thats past my prime right ? if life begins at 40 you have 4 years of life then , right ? 3 actually, i get it now
i just dont see how the last ten constitute any kind of life so
dont make suggestions or anything im really through with just shrugging off your shit, ill never get the stench out of my nose
and ... you know ... FUCK YOU

07/14/2017 09:43:16 am
well that couldnt be more clear ...

"watashi-wa X ... not L, i used to wear it, its a rune, "the rune of crossroads, pretty straightforward symbolism" ... FATE, two intersecting lines, the ancient norse (you will never hear me say german) mythology has quite the thing with timelines from ygdrassil to everything, most ancient mythologies have serious explanations for cosmic and metafysic phenomena actually so
i used to have a dollar for that, back when i still watched disney cartoons, you know, dagobert duck (i dont know the name in original narcist lobbyspeak and his first dollar and shit) but that dollar got stolen ... how typical ... probably Edison ... so i have to dig up artefacts ...

something left from when i was a kid, a collection, never sold like i never sold any of my records or cds (sadly most of those got stolen (or confiscated no one ever told me)). The dust says "hi, its been a while" ... i dont just flip
20 belgas ... paper money, 1942 ... blood on it ... whooooo spookey ..
10 cents ... 1894 ... leopold 2 ... (probably MORE blood on it) .. artefact
it says no (three times) so i guess im off to bed ... something dark is watching over me hm ?

07/14/2017 09:18:37 am
people really dont know what to do with me

"how about nothing ?
i see the fear, and to some i see the "crazy fuck", i see the "i aint scared", i see the "ill show that im not"
i said that lots of times, YOU are normal, that makes you predictable, its the very definition of normality : shared patterns ... the common denominator, believe it or not that doesnt change anything lol
i think the blonde bitch at the supermart has issues with me, either she switched the pain francais or drill was testing me on how do i react when its broken : WELL, it depends on my mood and lots of things that happened before that, i wouldnt go by one reaction, and i wouldnt even try to since its beyond your omega
and that doesnt make me god, your god is not beyond my omega, its a simple concept really, repeated many times in different cultures
but lets not go there, its a crucial moment, i need the ritual
heads or tails
oh i would do that if i had the job offer of my life the next day ... am i gonna go, or am i gonna call in that something obstructed me, see if they can call again
heads or tails not particularly in that order ...
well you pray to something that apparently invented the world 2000 years ago ... Where im from you sapients are about what ? evolved over 150.000 years ?
so before that ?
all things i know have no name, they can't be prayed to, but they have been there, in the light where you stare blind, in the darkness you can't see, in the shadow in the corner of your eye
LONG BEFORE YOU GAVE THEM NAMES, you think names give you power, "words"
you would need true names according to the best fantasy authors in which case your current god has a few , so which one ... your current beast has a few too, as has your lightbringer, the rebel symbol and confused with beast or god alike
i dont believe in gods who care, i DO however have my obligation to stick to my goals and the things i willingly agreed to so
its heads or tails
you call it what you will

07/14/2017 04:37:22 am
en dan komt tjoeppen aangesneld ...

"als een mega-mindy held
eh mah new neighbour will probably have weird notions by now, this guy here sitting up all night, not showing face by day, walking around with a cat at 3am ... sitting here in a lit room all night talking to the walls, (thinking out loud yea, the songs are anti-conditioning btw, name rank number, ill never forgive i'll never forget) ... i think thats enough tweaking for one day, all pics have thumbs, i adjusted the javascript so it uses thumbs for the grid and the originals for the hudgepic=1 (well more like if (hudgepic && !infopop) im not sure booleans and shit .... it just looks nice and uses less bytes to transfer, né ?
i havent really coded anything since i was a kid, if you call this markup and markup generation coding meh well ... i dont think i could focus on real shit
so that should up loading times across a lot of the site again, im going too fast huh, scrubbed the bath tub and the glass shower window so that whatchu call it ? chalk stain went, so the old lady is happy ..(i hope cos theres always something, ALWAYS something, and after its tjoeppenland van drukkerland, I DONT LIKE IT HERE, however, whoever has complaints needs to address the people responsible for ruining my life and leaving me with one valid choice ... the old folks could hardly say no, right? so that was about the end of my life since then, i havent had one single day, i will never fit in here, every day i isolate myself MORE and now gay satellius and youble fucked me over i have about zero people to talk to AND I DONT WANT FRIENDS HERE AS A PRINCIPLE SINCE I DID NOT CHOOSE THIS HALFLIFE I WILL NEVER SETTLE INTO
so fuck you , your van drukkerland, your flanders and your tjoeppen, your inbreeds, your nazis and your hippies ... i dont know man ... paris ? london ? pffff ... I WANNA GO TO ICELAND ... and then move to asia with my cat and never see belgium again

07/14/2017 12:43:25 am
to run around in London on a leash ? ...

"phew ... im sorry your majesty but thats not gonna happen
four days Rome looked AWE (aaaadoubleyoueeeee-some) however the €149 turns out to be 570 by checkout ... thats more than i have in a month .. TOO BAD
organized tours with guides ... mmmgggpfpfpf ... maybe more something for dog people you know, not for the cat that walked alone, i get itchy just thinking about it, when i went to venice in february you see, i actually had never even been on a plane ... i had NO IDEA where to go , i had to aks EVERYTHING from EVERYONE (good thing im quite the jolly social fellow when im not in belgium ey?)
from Treviso to the entrance of the island nation (well city state , mwell ... city island cityilandscity) that was easy cos the bus was driving ... finding my hotel, two bridges deep into the city ?
LOL
as in

LOL


as in I LIKED THAT
A LOT
i dont speak a word italian and if you think all venetians speak english
think again
but i got there and actually from there i found it was actually about 7-8 minutes back to the busstop once i knew the way ... strada nuevo (-va?) , most important ... dont ask people to lead you to caravecchie cos thats all over the place and i think postmen get special pay since housenumbers make no sense
actually one of the 5 or 10 cops in the city who were there to check the 250.000 people who didnt need checking despite the fact that its carnival whipped his phone out and googlemapped it for me like "o its just overthere across 'that' bridge' like THANKS DUDE PREGOooooo !
its a place i really need to go back to when i got more time and money cos four days aint enough
its a shame, i ve been to england, scotland, edinbra (i know its spelled the old way) the lake district, saw the daffodils and the purple hills but i never been to london ...
so unless i find someone with a spare bed im afraid thats gonna have to wait, toured guide tours are REAAALLY not meant for the cat that walked alone my dear
but theres hope, maybe i get out of belgium for two or three days after all ... if only that, that would make the summer bearable
better londonluck next time

07/13/2017 06:18:11 pm
this took me a while ...

"im like euh, wtf dude it just pops up an alert so wut da deal, you cant do anything with it but, i think i just got it thats how slow i got ... someone links to "hey, i found a site with easy flashcards to learn romanized japanese words", uses this link and something pops up saying "your flash player is outdated", originating from my site or "activatve windows now here or there be trouble" or shyte, and since it comes from me im the to be blacklisted or something, its all i can make from it ... phishing type ... maybe im missing something, i didnt see the point in fixing it since why would anyone use a link on my site, edit it to create a popup that says "a" before going to the page, but it is kinda about when linked to from another site so thats referrer or javascript filtering then i guess
unless im missing the complete point here ? it doesnt look like anything can be injected to haXXor the serbur and make it cry kiddiepr0n, something in front or in the middle could put up a klick here box then, is that it ? i havent done this for YEARS, and YEARS, and YEARS, most of the time any syntax i need in php or jscript i google cos i dont know it, cos its not my daily bread you know, i would have but i got stuck here, its not like i dont get it, programming logic is programming logic, its pretty weird that since turing and von neumann theres not a single language to rule them all but i suppose thats due to cpus and chips getting extended instruction sets, however lower leven languages dont, do they ? constant/variable/statement/condition/iteration/loop ... oh, function yea (guilded loop)
is that what it is ? phishing type ? do these guys have an email or should i rtfa, cleaning it with jscript would help but im not sure whats faster, cleaning it or using referrer from the index only?
im a bit behind and its really no use trying to keep up in informatics is it, you just need to grasp the basics SEVERELY , then you can keep up when you check cos the same von neumann logic still applies does it not even on your $1200 iphone?

1. Vulnerabilities in Custom Web Code (High)
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Port: 	http (80/tcp)
Summary:
We discovered vulnerabilities in the scripts listed below. Next to each script, there is a description of the type of attack that is possible, and the way to recreate the attack. If the attack is a simple HTTP GET request, you can usually paste it into your browser to see how it works. If it's a POST attack, the parameters for the POST request will be listed in square parenthesis.

Cross Site Scripting
URL: http://cat.alleycat.be/tulz/flashcard/index.php?p=japengarray.dat
Affected Parameter: p
Vector Used: '";%0d%0aalert('a');%0d%0a"'
Pattern found: '";
alert('a');
"'
Complete Attack: http://cat.alleycat.be/tulz/flashcard/index.php?p='";%0d%0aalert('a');%0d%0a"'

07/13/2017 05:36:33 pm
LA LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ... (bonkers? nearly ...)

"well, im an unemployed slob who's clearly got no talent but a big head with a streak of narcisssisisisism (should have been born in america, right?) so i have to get by with a few 100 a month, which is about JUST enough to not have me rip your fucking head off per qualche dollare in piu (risk/reward you know, no statelines and shit here) no degrees, a criminal record from 12 years ago, which i clearly didnt renew (but i should have cos being nice got me here apparently and very stuck)

i still feel like euh, if i use an online service im entitled to either be refused access (which is fine i believe in free market in a very NON E_U_S-kinda way, your business, you wanna be homophobe, racist, whatever, hire only women cos you're sexist or refuse people cos they dont have enough THATS FINE
BUT ONLY IF YOU SAY IT UP FRONT, IF YOU DONT I EXPECT THE FUCKING SAME TREATMENT AND ITS BEEN SEVEN DAYS, THATS MICROSOFT-LEVEL SUPPORT DUDES

07/13/2017 04:58:23 pm
and then the music stopped ...

"a long time ago, right ? the beats in my head went when you made me a criminal, little room for fantasies downthere impromptu or not and now ?
i sit in shitville in "the hood" , its become suburbia full of half-bourgeois to hardworkgin unemployed people , a really shitty place where old people come to die, i have hated the whole town since i was 15, i cant stand flanders, i cant stand belgium and for years now europe isnt far enough away from here. The music stopped completely. I was at that party where the dj was great, and i had NO FUN all night, i just dont feel that anymore, this place is kryptonite, it drained me of all but anger. The clock is ticking, then it stopped yea, satellius was a gay microfascist fuck, shortly after all data on all my pcs crashed out at once, shortly after my phonenumber got blocked and indians and pakistanis are trying hard to make me racist about it, so youble wont let me back in and hotmail is gone so theres no more music left, i dont even LOOK for concerts anymore ... after ratcity , the fat slag and the faggot last year, Lokeren is gone forever, if you ever see me there, im probably up to no good, same for those nightshops if i go back there its probably cos im on a snap and im out to wreck the place
so this was your intention huh? put me here until i snap. its gonna happen sooner or later if i dont get to where i need to be ... i think we can all be sure of that, no ? Thats why you put me here?
hobbiton, the shire, neozazizazi flanders, hellgium ?
does this constitute a good mood ? i spent 30 minutes in the garden in full sunlight, im baked ... and i was already running kinda hot from not sleeping
thats why you put me here? want dat was niet masjen ? thats not how its done? a oeër af en go masjen ? YOU GONNA MAKE ME?

07/13/2017 03:10:52 pm
burning daylight ...

"not in the classic sense, it simply BURNS
i think i slept about 15 times ten to twenty minutes between seven and fourteen, when i set my clock to prevent rising chickens influence ... bleeding headache, instant rem-sleep (ever had that? when you're REALLY exhausted and you get 'chunks' of cat-naps ?), you drop into the remphase instantly after the x-th time you pass out, its more passing out than falling asleep. If you get shocked out of it in the middle of something intense you get this kind of sleep paralysis ? i suppose since during remsleep the brain just shuts down a lot of motor functions (allegedly so you dont hurt yourself while dreaming wild shit) and you're awake but you cant move and you have to like FORCE yourself to wake up while already awake, a second time ? if you never had that, and you'd have it a first time, YOUD BE SHITTING YOUR VIRTUAL PANTS. im still 44 i think plus one more day of my life fucked by this hellhole, i dont need money for channel, i need all the money i didnt make cos you put me here, which would have gotten me to Asia for years by now and i wouldnt be living here, well living is an expression ... existing more like
I FUCKING HATE THIS PLACE
im crawling back to bed at 5 til dark, fuck it

07/13/2017 03:41:34 am
whats a 100ms ?

"euh well ... shouldnt you be happy i havent been angry in about 5 minutes ? dont worry thatl come back FAST ... you know ? FAST ! HARD ! FASTER, NOT GOOD ENOUGH, FAST, TOO SLOW !
bitch ... well i dont have money for 4k 1080gtxes by the quads so i wont ask you whats 50 fps once you get above a steady 25 ? not very much, right ? so did that answer your question?
im not quite sure but these things are hop-dependent, right? its not like i get a direct link from that server to my site which guarantees 100% accuracy with no third party interference so




i get 302ms on a first run, then after replacing all pictures on the frontpage with thumbnails 1/4th the size (i just used the originals resized) i get over a 100ms increase ... but turns out i have the wrong url so does file not found affect load times?
I DONT KNOW
so i fix it i get about 50ms more than the first run which is NOT GOOD ENOUGH (right?)
so i notice i still use a global head include which has every page load ajax despite the fact that theres only a few using it for the EXIF display api i somehow got to work on that canvas (which makes 25 calls per second since its an animation and im sure theres some tweaking to be done too so i have no clue how many ms i have, thats what tweaking is about right?
you add 3 $4000 gfx cards, i stick a celeron and try to reduce the k-locks , at the end of the day we go our separate ways but the song remains
RIGHT BITCH ? no this is what im doing now, i doubt it will hold my attention while stuck here
the theme "stuck here" is quite the recurring theme here
mini-itx servers ... no need for extensive gpu ... after be your own bank (well tis to say if okpay would actually fix my login which is fucked since they got bought by moneypolo) now : "be your own facebook ?"
back to the roots, be the ghost in the machine HAHAHAHAhahahahaha (this is not me being funny, this is me trying to not lose my mind)

07/13/2017 01:32:50 am
nerd huh ?

"geek, its geek, not nerd ... nerds are actual victims ... geeks can get nasty if you push them too far
i was, then you made me tough, then you made me a criminal, then when i was getting back on my feet you ruined my life and stuck me here and i havent had ANYTHING since, au contraire, one of my cats is dead, she wont be moving to asia with me .
is that the best you can do on your birthday ? I DONT WANT TO YOU STUPID BITCH, its a milestone of another year lost, its nothing to celebrate, im already sorry that i spent money few days ago emulating fun cos believe it or not, i actually dont feel fun anymore for quite a while now, just like your push to shove me into "love" WONT HAPPEN HERE and im afraid like detachment the longer you are, the harder it is to get back
so

servercat@charon ~ $ cat /proc/cpuinfo
processor	: 0
vendor_id	: GenuineIntel
cpu family	: 6
model		: 94
model name	: Intel(R) Celeron(R) CPU G3900 @ 2.80GHz
stepping	: 3
microcode	: 0x74
cpu MHz		: 799.975
cache size	: 2048 KB
physical id	: 0
siblings	: 2
core id		: 0
cpu cores	: 2
apicid		: 0
initial apicid	: 0
fpu		: yes
fpu_exception	: yes
cpuid level	: 22
wp		: yes
flags		: fpu vme de pse tsc msr pae mce cx8 apic sep mtrr pge mca cmov pat pse36 clflush dts acpi mmx fxsr sse sse2 ss ht tm pbe syscall nx pdpe1gb rdtscp lm constant_tsc art arch_perfmon pebs bts rep_good nopl xtopology nonstop_tsc aperfmperf eagerfpu pni pclmulqdq dtes64 monitor ds_cpl vmx est tm2 ssse3 sdbg cx16 xtpr pdcm pcid sse4_1 sse4_2 x2apic movbe popcnt tsc_deadline_timer aes xsave rdrand lahf_lm abm 3dnowprefetch epb intel_pt tpr_shadow vnmi flexpriority ept vpid fsgsbase tsc_adjust erms invpcid rdseed smap clflushopt xsaveopt xsavec xgetbv1 xsaves dtherm arat pln pts hwp hwp_notify hwp_act_window hwp_epp
bugs		:
bogomips	: 5616.00
clflush size	: 64
cache_alignment	: 64
address sizes	: 39 bits physical, 48 bits virtual
power management:

processor	: 1
vendor_id	: GenuineIntel
cpu family	: 6
model		: 94
model name	: Intel(R) Celeron(R) CPU G3900 @ 2.80GHz
stepping	: 3
microcode	: 0x74
cpu MHz		: 799.975
cache size	: 2048 KB
physical id	: 0
siblings	: 2
core id		: 1
cpu cores	: 2
apicid		: 2
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loadtest shows 250 clients in one minute is avg response time of 302ms
php = cpu, static = mem
network doesnt matter its uebercable
so is 302ms GOOD ... or BAED like dreughs for a system this cheap ? HOW WOULD I KNOW ?

07/12/2017 03:47:22 pm
just to be clear

"its just another day, i dont feel any different, i want what i wanted yesterday and what i wanted ten years ago and what i wanted before you ruined my life and stuck me here. Fuck you, fuck your suggestions, your threats, your bitch, yo momma, your tjoeppen, your inbreeds your nazis your hippies . Do you have my money, bitch ? You owe me a decade of life and every cent i didnt make since the day you stuck me back here , do you have it ? i have one cat left .... he's not getting younger and i just got older. After that unless im out of here with him living where i need to be theres nothing but revenge. And same shit different day, from the matrix to wonderwoman to the mummy. Its always the kiss that saves the day and the world while they're at it. 1960s bullshit endings ruin what could have been decent to a fucking D- in two minutes ... not that i give a shit, but just to be clear.
Do you have my money, bitch ? You owe me ten years, thats a lot of intrest

07/12/2017 01:02:33 am
ah sure, happy birthday, me, yay

"so now i'm 44 ... another year lost in hell achieved nothing, got nowhere, have less than before, stuck ... drink ? no ... yesterdays party by total coincidental happenstance will do ... i have no idea why. I just started walking towards the noise ... 7km later i arrived to the last tune outside ... two hours later i thought i was in a homobar, lol ... (i dont think it was one, there was simply like only three women there?) not that im uncomfortable with that or anything and since i dont do pickups as long as im stuck in belgium theres no need for it either. But it was actually fucking great, the dj was on a roll ;.. just one dude who kept eyeballing me ... few years ago that would have been a recipe for disaster, now i just ignored him, not like he touched or pushed me or anything, so wtf ... and thats it , 44, hate this place just as much as yesterday, feel just as nothing too ... yay lol and shit and stuff ho hoho and fuck it all

07/11/2017 07:21:43 pm
am i on facebook now?

"cos i think that was a party like i havent seen in years. Off all places i didnt take a single pic. The DJ should try his hand at Fuse or some place like that the dude was kinda in the zone OMG, A+

07/10/2017 10:29:52 pm
if you dont know

"you're not down
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ru3gH27Fn6E
im not a game, 1% of friends i dont keep is cos you are parasites, the other 99% cos they shyte
like you

07/10/2017 10:16:23 pm
whats the difference

"whats the difference ?
you go home nijg masjen paying taxes
i dont really have home, theres nothing you can threaten me with other than "ik gon tjoeppen belle zei"
if i didnt get that i sure still will be using it
unless you are willing to tell me who the guy in the convertable was?
hm, didnt think so

so what r u gonna do if i go there and ask for a beer ? give me one ? im close im almost out

07/10/2017 08:58:43 pm
are you sure, queen sugar ?

"
i mean, its not like there no black racists, right ? your panthers and shit ... if you still think im one of "them" and you think i think you are one of "them" then we cant have a straight conversation can we, its gonna be gay not jolly or homo, simply southpark - gay
wouldnt you , you of all people , and maybe niggy tardust agree its a bit overdue for a change ?

07/10/2017 07:30:58 pm
i think you're overdoing it

"first of all what is the entry level for people like you ? paper or daddy-paper?
dresscode ?
cos aint none of that downhere
its a bubble universe

even the mighty Q has to abide by that .. you cant FORCE people here
so ... the only person i WOULD is busy, and i didnt wanna cos there was trouble, and none of that

is your fucking business

a good reason to not have friends i having parasites down your neck, ever thought about that?

07/10/2017 06:30:29 pm
my island ...

"clearly still ...
my island ... i dont grudge against verdinaso remnants or any of that shit, i just need anyone who was there to see it for what it was (and is if thats what it still is), im not gonna tell you to get in or stay out but if you cant see it for what it is cos you dont have the facts, how am i supposed to respect you?
my island ... i see the plaques around town, celebrating the one guy who made it (not true there were a few) cycling ... tour de force, lucien. Quite the achievement. I think he grew up not too far from where i grew up with my grandparents only generations in between ... beek .... kant ... whatever ... i see the names, De Vuyst ... notaris, raes ... all my family
told you this is my island but no one remembers, which is good, thats how inspector columbo gets the mouse in the end
always
good thing im not a cop
the advice i give to people i can understand why you would fuck up my social worker studies but MY LIFE?
its not cos its my island that i want to be here
i thought A4 format 1 post per page at FULL HD resolution is best in the add generation but with the amount of shit i gotta say by the time anyone reads post one its post 20 and that doesnt fit so now what?

07/10/2017 03:59:30 pm
i almost fucking forgot

"tomorrow flemish nationalist day ... july 11th, one day before my birthday, thats TWO DAYS not to celebrate
slimste mens ter wereld clones will be singing ukelele and songs and tales "of old" and shit, people get drunk and bla but actually most of the country dont give a shit and why would they ? what's to celebrate ?
1302 ... the flemish peasants took a stand against the french occupation ... (now if you actually KNEW the history of this place you would know thats the only day in the history of the planet) ... and the french made like the number one mistake of sun tzu bible scripture : they were so superior they were invincible. So their heavy cavalry (good enough to rout a band of peasants in one fell swoop in standard scenarios) forgot the peasant chose the terrain (ouch, its CLASSIC sun tzu but i doubt any of them could read) ... so actually there wasnt really a battle, all they had to do was plunder the guilded shit from the swamp where the french drowned themselves
thats the celebration ... the other 2000 years of occupation and rape by about anything in reach is conveniently not mentioned (a bit like the americans, the nazi party and eugenics) ... its not taught at school, the french came back, whooped peasant ass and that was it
"proud to be flemish" ... O YEA? WHY ? you dont even know your own fucking history, you just know nietschze said that what doesnt (but actually it killed him in the end , see thats you, you're a tv-quiz)
so its a sad day to see all flemish lions hanging out the windows and no one actually knows jack fucking shit except that ONE SINGLE DAY in the history of planet earth ... 800 years later its all that is to celebrate

THAT IS SAD, MOTHERFUCKER

not something to be "proud" about

07/10/2017 05:25:13 am
pop push rol ror rol too old to ror and rol or nop ?

"monday ... another week gone in van drukkerland, got me nothing
shoving data back and forth cos i dont have enough storage and seriously NEVER again will trust it in the hands of "the cloud" if they can just lock me out for no reasons given and gay microfascist google shyte (JUST ONE TALK WITH A CS REP?)
no phonenumber so im sorry you cant call me it seems to take quite a while to get my number back in hellgium
my cat is acting weird, YOU PRAY its fucking stress cos im moving the house into the "as if no one lives here" state, cos if anything happens, im gonna hunt your little shits and that dog down cos the sentence for hurting my cat is the same as violating my privacy
i didnt ask to come live here, it was the only option left and the cat is all i have ... if that shit your little shits came dumping hurt it ... or i come home and its hurt ... its them and the dog, dead or the hospital depending on how fast tjoeppen stops me (if i dont stop him first cos we got something to settle dont we ... 90% of cops are assholes with badges ? why ? cos without the badge they're just a lone asshole)
my sincere conviction based on experience ... after shoving and pushing a few terabytes im gonna reinstall and that should be it for a while ... i could use a second ssd to mirror it but that costs money, right ? and you had your chance and snickers money doesnt get me out of here so
hello monday and

FUCK YOU

07/09/2017 01:50:48 pm
repeating same shit different sunday

"8:30 ... told you not to use my cat cos i cant get mad at it ; 10:30... what ? go to church ? 12:30 ... smells like fries in the hallway, sunday something dinner a bit more down ... strange, im sure i didnt cook while sleepwalking, ancient nazi brainbutcher shit attempting to push me into rising chickens ... hate ... coffee ... i shouldnt ... sun shines, i can barely see where i go ... headache, back to bed, days already done, shouldnt have woken me up but you knew that, FUCK THIS HELLHOLE, FUCK YOU TOO, FUCK YOU BITCH, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY? every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here ?

07/09/2017 03:52:24 am
well that migration didnt take very long

"... mostly ...

07/08/2017 04:06:50 pm
im sorry i cant answer right now ...

"my phonenumbers is blocked, it might take a while. In the land of kabouter plopsaland end de slimste mens ter wereld where megamindy propagates the number one employer eating GDP sed led dura lex applies only to employers and business holders after all so dont hold your breath.
and i feel like shit, got to bed at 6am, got woken at 9-10-11:13-13:30, thats hardly sleep
throat is sore eyes is sore, its hot, i hate this place en the answer is not masjen
fuck you bitch (does this work running in textmode ? it should ... no im too lazy, besides im lazy, remember) and its too hot, maybe tonight, its not like i have zounds of ssds lying around to just back it up quickly and due to satellius being a gay fuck and google automating me out i dont really do cloud anymore
so ... if you missed the first 50 times today : FUCK YOU BITCH ! do i know you ? do you have something for me? do you have my money, bitch ? every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here. Maeket skoon ? i cleaned the shit your unhousetrained brood left on the pavement last night, my day is done

07/07/2017 04:52:28 pm
friday facebook zuipen bij remong ...

"well yes friday, nothing in my life has changed but the nazi brainbutchery still pushed revving on facebook, de werkweek is den hard gedaan en nu ist tgeld moet opgedaan dus zuipen bij sintj annaken en zuipen bij remong ... the usual ... teleslet breaks my connection at the worst moments, everything to get me worked up (how come that doesnt come with the realization that i might work it down on someones face like what happened before a few times when i finally snapped or is that the intention?)
wel i have genoeg gezopen for a month, FAT CHANCE ... unless my birthday comes with six figures and me moving with my cat to asia i see no reason to celebrate ... i hate this place, i cant stand anything here, i think the brats want an honourable mention again but im tired of it, if no one opens their yap im just gonna throw trash at their head every time i have to pass by, im not gonna let anyone steer me, you can fuck off, 100 is not money to spend and t

07/06/2017 02:16:52 pm
finally a day of rain

"i havent gotten round to cleaning the new msgl(b)log-rotation and why would i, after all im expected to let me be extorted five euros since a number seems indisipensable. You know if i WERE a rich spoiled brat this is exactly the shit id be sueing about, with all faces in the papers and media.
but im not and sadly the right way to say no is molotovv but alas im afraid that would work against me too,
wouldnt it ?

07/03/2017 07:36:33 pm
mh ...
another masterplan hm ?
mwell ...
the people i get along with are still the people i get along with
the people i meet by happenstance turn out to be people i can either get along with
or not
to me, PC means personal computer, im as oldskool as it gets like ... you dont take a black panther to a blue angel meeting do you ? that makes you not PC, that makes you AN IDIOT
and vice versa
see what normal people are good at is making lots of noise while staying in their comfort zone
thats how the world turns
friction leads to fire ... change if you like, its why EVERYONE tries to avoid it
cos after that there will be no more you unless you're omni, living in the metaverse where there is no one side you can just sit on
shoot a foton through yo mommas slit and ask it
it will tell you what i need to know
SO
its monday, i get some copper, i get to ratcity
cos all stores here are closed, ITS COOL cos theres one single store in ratcity that has my favourite booze : hot gekkeikan ...
dont ask me why, thats like why do you like the colour blue ?
well why do you? you do, dont you , theres not much why to it
ITS CLOSED
the guy in the phone store tells me
im sorry sir, we cant transfer your number since its technically not active (edisonian shit, right?) ... i dont even go like "BUT THE LAW" i just go like o right i see, cos the dude is just making shit for money doing nine to five and theres like NOTHING he can do about it without endangering his fifth loan, right, hes not my enemy and i dont want him to be
NO, its youths unavoidability to ask , while the moment you no longer do its yours to step aside
never in remembered (not even written) history has "THIS IS HOW ITS DONE COS I WROTE IT" done it
ever ... not once ... if you dont get it, you should just do what you do
like what you do
every day
its easier
SO i get out of there like ... mwell
okay, lets go to my favourite asian specialty store, the only reason why id come to this shytehole of a city anyway, theres a proximus shop down the street if its that urgent
ITS CLOSED ...
closed on mondays suddenly
so i move two streets down to where the other one was ... ITS A NOODLE BAR ... next to one of the hipster cafes that stuck ... probably owned by one of the mafiosi who owns a lot more of the bars or clubs in town ... that business, right, not morals
SO since im in that street im like well i might as well get my single silver earring back (its protection against werewolves and dogs)
ITS CLOSED
so i scour the city looking for some sake cos that was the actual point i didnt expect belgian law to help me out in the first place
i love hot sake
its totally non-aggressive
IN THE CITY I DUBBED RAT-CITY
why would i call a place where i spent so much time since i was a kid and so much fun rat-city ?
COS IT STILL STINKS OF RATS WHENEVER I GO THERE, I HATE THAT PLACE
so .. i end up with several un-identified objects that have either chinese or japanese alphabet on them
its not like i dont trust the chinese girls who took over the turkish market right (im probably still more on it than you even if i havent lived there for 14 years)
its like THATS NOT MY THING
so i go xie xie, and they like DUDE mofo posing west-boy
id be like that too cos thats what this place does to you
and i start walking home
i hunt a lot of catfood on the way ... take a lot of pics , shoot some videos
one of them relates to the one of the 2600 youtube videos (i cant access anymore unless i agree to being extorted by lycamobile reselling shitwads) ... where i say "if i pass here a few months from now ill show you NONE OF THESE has been rented out"
others relate to other shit
and stuff
and shit (that was 20:10 minus the hours since i got home btw you think i lose my mind ?
i only lose my mind when im sober and i realize i let you do this to me
i got a zound of pics and vids on the way i ran out of battery and shit, i told a guy in the catfood store like "dont buy that scratch pole dude ... the cat will go all over it until its his or hers, after that she wont give notice , UNLESS you let a strange cat get all over it, AFTER WHICH ..." from a distance ofcourse, if i share my knowledge on how things really are people usually get scared or feel threatened out of scamming normals
but thats how it is, you know when i was a kid everyone was buying kipling shit, backpacks, shit to put your pencils in ... belgium was a rich country, IT WAS
people here fail to emphasize on WAS
but i never understood until i read the story and i AM
the cat that walked alone, its mighty man it goes beyond rowling
i got my own philosophers and of all yours im not just stuck on plato okay
i know all of them except the obscure ones you like to quote to your own coleagues ... sometimes i think you mistake me for one since you seem to be invaded or something very similar
im not
im not next gen
im omni-metaverse ... when all is said and done i'll close the door behind you
well, this one bottle seems to lend itself to being microwaved for 30 seconds
original sake should be drank drunk warm if not hot
its a different experience i havent looked into the chemistry yet
it would spoil the magic
yes but the plan didnt work did it ? i'm not marxavelli ? im not catolf hitler ... im catavelli
its what you made me ? LOL
dont flatter yourself, but you were part of it, ill grant you that much
the emphasis on cat
ah timestamps ? aint that a bitch ? i said im not guild material unless its mine
i said dont but they always do ... i said this is not a place to discuss that we're here to escape so they said you should stop cos this is not a place to discuss that and im like well this is not a place to discuss that if you really wanna you should kick me i dont fit here
so they did
xD
they really like to discuss that
you call it iconoclasm, right?
i call it i'll be your mirror like that velvet underground song, the LAST THING YOU WANT TO SEE IS YOU
well i AM the great psychologist of your time
emphasis on YOUR
its too late
im in your head
you're in my factory now

no hard feelings man, unless i found it it never works out for me
im sure you're a good guy, im almost convinced after 24 hours you have too much patience
its often confused for love
well doesnt that place look exactly like two streets down, xept for the amish and the jews ... im no sure but i think proclaimed jews would be less safe than non violent muslims here
its just a thing
about this place
this place ... you know im not sure if i were a hiskool gunner who id have to gun down first?

the hippies? the nazis ? the hippiecrites, the skinheads who just like drinking watching telly ? cos all of them are trying to tell me what to do
thats where im pointing my barrel
the politicians ?
whats that? something you invented?
i dont have a gun
everything is safe
still ...
... after everything, like

everything

... still i am the cat that walks alone, im not Cat Marx, not Catolf Hitler
im not
arent you glad im not ? im Catavelli though
there might be some collateral damage
that has always been the whole point was it ... i dont understand why one would choose a star trek letter thats not omega but alas i do
so ...
watashi-wa X
you dont understand my concept of love needs no sex because you cant see the weave between me and my cats ?
does that make me ALF ... yea okja, i think brad pitt owes ME one
it doesnt
it means you dont get it, and im not a buddhist or a jesus freak either, ill cut your fucking balls off where you stand and make you eat them
but i wont do it in the name of
god ?
i just wanted to get out of here and be no one, now look what you made me do
id be scared of omega if i were you im only X
the rune of crossroads they tell me
it was my fate
they tell me
i dont believe in fate
fate is like belief
it can only have power
like ghosts
if you let it
people like me get a lot of following, the most important thing is to not be followed
or you'll never have them think it over
and thats not even what i want
I WANTED TO GET OUT OF HERE AND TO BE LEFT ALONE
o timestamp ? 21:20 dude .. excuse yourself, you should but you are not excused for what you did

i have to explain myself i got a long way to go
im not them
how does that make me YOU or one of your leeches?
i am ME
you have been in my way of trying to be nobody
now i used to be the sword of the buddha thousands of years ago, what you do with that is your problem
i used to fix things
im certainly not gonna fix yours
but why do you insist i fix you ?
i just wanted to get into nothing
be no one
have no name
no achievements
i wouldnt have made a very good sword if i werent, would i now
... but im not him, and im not you
im certainly not god or anything following it
YOU , sir, however
are clearly in my way
how do you suggest i fix this if you FUCKING REFUSE TO GET OUT OF MY WAY ?
? ah no, ill keep grant cardone, warren buffet and bill gates on my list next to pablo escobar (not to einstein im afraid)
what makes you think ?
no ... dot dot dot
/think/ ... etc ...
well thats cos i think grant cardone, bill gates and warren buffet are not evil people ...
they just got caught up in the flow
unlike others they got to ride it
maybe ?
did you plan something today that ignores my "never as long as im stuck in belgium" again ?
did you ?
thats a shame i wish i met them later
you know
some of us
are still left
you didnt kill all of it
the devil gene exists
it will haunt you
its like the flame
the knowledge of the gods
they couldnt extinguish so they put him in hell but for all eternity he will be
the one who brought the flame
im not sure you quite grasp the totality of the whole situation
its not about fame
no names will be remembered
but the world will either live or die
hm the cat ... the cat is here by the grace of what you would call mine trust me if he doesnt want it he'll show it
unfortunately its not my house so when the dog gets back its fucked
would be nice if he found a new friend he's never been without the family he was born with
just a cat huh? HUMAN? just a cat?
not the right answer
this is not my house , there are not my people
not the right answer
whatchu gonna do ? call tjoeppen ?
owh

im afraid dexters in syria, lopping off heads ...
what did you say ? THAT SHOULDNT BE ?
mh ...
dotdotdotparagraph times ten
its not meant to be insulting okay girl ? if you think it is, go katy perry ot the equivalent of modern day bieber, you'll never lose a night of sleep again
in the mean time
me and my crew
who arent really my crew
they're a pack of disorderlyrablle like myself .. with no regard for sbelling or gremmar
who whill woop yo mommas ass EVEN IF SHES BLACK
i hope shes not white
thats too easy
hmz ... and stuff

mwell an independent woman not backed by jay - z ... whos got the hottest bitch in the game on his chain
my girlfriend would like cut off my balls if i said that in public
good thing i dont have one
see what i mean ? i believe they mean well
im sure the girl wont go down well with the islamic state either
so
i have no friends
im not a saviour, im a madman
i realize the world you try to force on me wont be mine (despite the fact that ive been proclaiming that i dont want it since i cant remember)
so its bound to be the world my children are to inherit
but i did not create it
i dont want children either, human spawn is really a shame if nothing else
i got two bottles left, what's your plan actually ? kill me or something?
i am a madman
i never asked for it
i show you a map
you make me king of the world
i tell you i dont wanna
you tell me "its my duty" ?
still dont get it ?
its not very important, there will be something on tv tomorrow
there always is

american gods ... actually technically like i said edison was a great salesman but this is the evolution we are faced with
it goes from here to the future and thats the only way it goes , then
now
and ever
sabatton SUCKED live , right ? but that song is still epic
i just saw an ad with a guy petting his dog and spawn alike
if you're THAT guy
stay very far away from me, i dont like dogs
thats right
cats dont rock
its why ive been trying to get out of here for decades
cats might jazz if they feel like it
they dont rock
THATS RIGHT
im afraid i cant help you, they banned all my accounts from skype to google and back, tell me i cant get my number back despite the law says because its blocked and "technically" its not a number
i got your technics right here, up yo mommas ass
watch me deploy them
give im a couple of bucks ... its 2017 bro
sir
mate
i dont know what your plan was but it was a REAL BAD PLAN
a couple of bucks huh ?
like jesuits raping south america ?

hicks dont have cellos ... its anachron (count the isms)
you wanna be the next thing?
you dont wanna be the next thing
you wanna take the money and run
and if they beg you for it take some more
other than that
you were breathing
im having a REALL bad day
the "law" tells me i cant keep my number cos its not "technically" registered"
thats how i got to know the law so
whos gonna hold that against me ?


its not jeb, its Jo
pronounced YO, not Joe
it gets really annoying like when i try to pronounce o or o in vietnamese or mongolian
three years later i still sound funny
but you dont sound funny to me motherfucker, you owe me
mh
i DO have global directives

you shouldnt sell shit you never drank ... you shouldnt sell shit you never smoked actually if i get hardcore you shouldnt sell it if you still do it but im all about freedom and nanny states wont get you anywhere
if the bitch wanna fuck you then she does ... if she wants to leave then she does
wether she's a bitch or not
thats up to her
if these retards wanna test me and they end up with the plague
thats up to them too
you shouldnt ask me about the simple shit
im sure theres plenty who would answer when you do
its belgium here , bro, whatever hick town you come up with i can double up
nah thats actually truly funny pamela anderon and shit of all the d-cup blondes in the world
shes what mamie van doren will be
or is
you know ?
we are all kosh, we are all kosh
i found out "the law" once more doesnt guarantee me anything at all thats my actual topic of the day
i dont need that number
the statejobshop needs that number
so
i guess you got six months to leave me alone or i'll have to sue microsoft or google
which i wont
i dont need a new number cos i dont have friends
so now what ?
dont know guv

im just not sure since one of you stuck me here
o i know
that last bottle didnt go down well it tastes like burned lychee
i know however
i cant stand sixpack niggers but i talk less about the local yokels?
thats cos i live here

go fuck yourself and when you have, go fuck yourself, and if i think you have done it as many times as you tried to fuck me
then die
for what its worth ... if you can see your own symoblism while leaving the attemted superstar out ... the king ad , rock, mca and mike d ... you're part of my education, i never shot andy in the head though
you're mostly part of my education cos they wouldnt allow me to BUY the record
thats right
dont underestimate yourself

dont give yourself too much credit, more than you're due will give it to them and they will try to use it
even if you dont
they will try to use it
if i put all of the people i mentioned today not just the ones im sure who will get along with me
in one room
i reserve the right to educate myself
if you cant get with that
we have a problem
wott ?
while i was looking for everything you found "a match" ?
whos the poor girl ? what did you do to her? WHEN DID I SIGN UP?
found a match huh ?
takes one match to set the house on fire ? how could you find a match in a country i declared void ten years ago ? what is this?
a game?
?
i got two weeks of food left, one if i scrounge, were you trying to prove something ? after stealing about 15 years of my life ?
the bushes dont concern me, i wasnt alive during world war 2 or 1 and im not a jew either
this is you and me
you think i do this to Teach, i thought i was a pirate ? i think they should shoot the BREIN guy, he ruined so many peoples lives he deserves it
its more humane than the chair
so ?
how about it ? blood money, im sure you know the concept
dont bother ill always be a white boy
its not like im gonna take my chance with the asians
is where i want to be since half my life
and you're still telling me im wrong?
how does that compute in your single braincell ?
mh .. i take cats as seriously as the muslims do muhammad ... some nigger shooting one in a movie gets a fatwah but all you hear is nigger, right?
thats too bad
im afraid you misunderstood
im not a racist or religious
its convenient but alas its true
half a generation bred with access and skills you wouldnt have taught a hundred years ago
i didnt do that
im not even part of them , i just got trained
i was destined to be the shy a-grade kid .. end up middle management with a second wife and four kids
thats not how it went
destiny is your bitch, not mine
i would NEVER CHOOSE to sign up
i can only wonder what made those poor sods do it
IS is not a figment of your its your creation
i can only imagine
after the last book i can draw a picture i dont want to, its too david icke, i cant get with that
someone needs to provide info showing its not like that
and its me
it has to be real
someone somewhere must have known what they were doing if not
my kind should take over
modern day opereatte
not quite verdi but the same rules apply

Bitch

i cant get my number back cos its not active ... a legal quirk i suppose ?
your law again doing what id does best
its cool i dont need it, the people who try to push me will
really ?
i was expecting it, i was hoping for something inventive
its not active ? i got the card right here ? its mine
its not active huh? the "law" hm?
you still dont see it?
i remember
everything
its my life
i xan clearly not see straight atm, if i could right now i probably should be dissected I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS
im sure i can see more human entrails without losing sleep
i was born lacking the gene that can be controlled
thats where it went wrong
the last two bottles were clearly a bad idea
the whole world smells like perfumed lichees
i never liked lichees
its something id give to my girlfriend, she liked the sweet stuff and i love to see her smile
but if i cant get the smell out of my skin i get nasty
nasty NASTY
who the fuck told you i was you cos im not
a general misconception btw

cos you can ruin my life does not mean i'll suck your dick
you had control of the input
but you didnt breed me step by step im not even your product
BAD ùoscp,ceop,
however since i cant see what im typing
never mind
i have my own pholosophers and i trust them only after i made sure they know what they are on about
no not back to the studio, the studio is a sold out place
back to one of your favourites "the people"
its only video games
you really wanna fight the darkness
you dont want to incorporate it?
sill boy

no one is worshipping sid meyer
iim sure hed be apalled by it
its a concept and a set of principles
and your christian good father there
he got them quite right im afraid he was right

sister miriam is the hardest one to fight, among "the people i wanna have a talk with" sid meyer is one of them
but i am no one
i like the people who invited me into that guild but im a leader a guild i didnt found wont work its for the best we are not born hippies people who change cause hurt im not one of them i just want out try getting out while you're not suicidal REALLY , try it whats the main reason for studying the human psychy you think? they got you thinking you're one of them and you wanna find out im right but you cannt afford me to be i know that but im way too dangerous to be opposed so snice im not on the offense
if my einstein is idol im looking for the psyche particle which is causality and could be computed if all of us were normal i hate that formultion cos im not you
go on
git
human behaviour darling, its what they do
dogs
but i happen to like these, (you were trying to motivate me again werent you)

mh, i have a small dick i have to compensate a bit of jesus and muhammad and you cant get your phonenumber back unless you pay but you cant isnt gonna fix that you can have the number if thats the only way it said i could "register for free" so if you know someone, if you cant even provide me with someone
FUCK YOU
bitch ...
its still my house, all the asians moving here will surely have left a spot i can move into to be quiet
im a button now?

i ... i did, i left house when i was 21 with a girl who thought of kids like i did : filth
12 monkeys
she might have changed
i havent
sapients are the problem
this bottle here ... thats gonna BE a problem
8000 lashes at least according to IS
its like hardcore perfumed lichee i dont know what to do with it but drink
i was looking for my fav shit gekkeikan, if i heat this
it burns twice as hard
i wasnt looking for that
i dont live by daylight no matter what you push or try im sorry for the guild people but im not, present day guilds dont need people
all you need is six stuck in a loop games are player based
i hold no grudge, i clrealy warned that i shouldnt be held accountible for anything i said in the comiong 24 hours
your friend told me yesterday you were always working, i can only assume some old bat gave him or her a lecture on work and duty and shit
you got the wrong guy
i would have levelled a new char from lvl 1 if you had a serious proposal for the fuck of it
but im afraid we cant all get along, give my regards to whoever kicked me after i said well tehn kick me
lifes not that simple yarrr, i bet elliott ness didnt even understand the number of dimensions to the dread pirate
i bet he didnt
im off the dope for 14 years bro, i just "drink" like norma people do
i dont thin you ever had a clue
i dont blame you
but you shouldnt pat yourself on the back like that
im not a druglord
if i were a druglord i would NOT be making noise
okay then
i already said originally i wanted to move to scotland, all that spcae
but europe made it so that is not far enough and i DO have a thing for asian girls
you gonna sue me for that?
i had so manny blondes, they pass me by every day
all day
so korpiklaani is like the scandinavian pogues
its finnus, right? no ?
sounds finnish
finland is the last piece of magic left there the others died out i want the plains of mongolia for selfish reasons, not to save humanity
i want to walk it with my cat and see
i believe i will see that ive never been wrong righ three
the cats will show me cos they will be home
they dont like heat
its the only place on the planet that makes sense
i have to do it
with or without them
its where i need to be im always short one mement the plains of mongolia ? excluding the spirit of genghis khan
no street lights ?
i cant imagine any place id want to be more than there since i heard about it
its not gonna get better
just me and my cats
its all i really want
well fuck the gay shit homo

since satellius banned me i hvant had the urge to write a sciprint script that algorithms its way into sbelling im sure an external servic can TRAK IT FUCK THAT
i dont get my number back hm?
then i dot need one, i used it for access only
find me a store quick or be lycamobile retard pakis forever (you're gonna do the indians wrong) dll iv i li dc in gh well if i lived in the same city
you would be dead by now cos hta is how its done irl
i sonr likz tou tou puqh mz hzez, rhzy sonr kno< tou , thzy sonr kno< mz so you wanna leave it running or do i have to take control i need you dead you owe me and you cant pay me back thats the reality not "the law"
you kno< what the problem is with these people ?
wbr> they dont abide
these are the people who died inhaling mustazrd gasssssssssssssssssssssssss its them
im not down with that rotterdam bullshit i am a sword of the buddha when we had a fighting chance
but these are the people who died for you où qiote cp,vo ?????????????????? im quite convinced they wont give me back the accounts the setup is too obvious
o q, nf o q, xdd gjqg nf gpi qf ùu dndùu. ogx ,pg mold gjdufd bp,,q jifgd ùd hpi qfd ùu d,dùu. o dp o get ot ots jard tp be jstpru wjome y ij ts hard to be historu when ou're still alive beaste bous are part of histo like tupac and biggie dont oppose me when i care to speak wntW ots npt abpit ra its abpoit dp,t ypi MP?G tje part wjere amm ypi jad tp dp was be ddocted to pop eue a,d jerru lewis i bet cju ùarrod ,pw got lods a,d sjot did you ? you not gonna tell tehm wha you preached that would make it sad but not over when m e and my cousin played beastie boys i was mca so i didnt die of cancer buti dont like my cousin anyymore 16=44

m hm ... i see its copying something over what i updated any time i do
so the last three or four additions have been lost
ariga-"tay" means not ariga"tow" ... its not zbelling its phonetics like eye and i
the gremmer however ... its not the gremmar bitch, its three thousnad years of yin/yang versus sartre copycatting downwatered buddhism
i dont do superior, i do factual facts .. that why i like the last book so much, stick to the point, opinion is irrelevant once you publich, you're an author ? you're a preacher, ASK YOURSELF
if you're an artist you will never think about it, if you claim to be an artist you're a salesman, watashi-wa X ,thats why they bow to me inevitable even if its the fucking last thing in the metaverse i ever want
what YOU wanna do is FEAR y and z
in the meantime (17:13 btw) you'll have to deal with me
im a reasonable entity , i cant speak for those who come after i get out of here
your "law" ... perjury means you broke the law by speaking against those who wrote it, right? its a catch-all phrase as they say
i understand the need to keep the plankton flowing ... most of it doesnt even have a notion, i agree to all of that
however, your plankton is a minority
thats why you're so scared, all the paper in the world can hold enough writing to make it do
you are not the flow, you dont control it either, i never claimed to be einstein you put those words in my mouth
i have had too many run-ins with "your law" ... i understand
i will never be plankton but i'll never be you, its why all of them HIDE
but they are your best bet, not me, i'm mediocre compared to most
im just above average compared to you
and THAT? my 'friend' ... THAT is a fact
either he married ?????? should i consider my server hacked by powers that cant have me speaking as i am ?
mmyeah, maybe sometime okay ? in the mean time i suggest you do what makes you feel good, thats hardcore darwin and the universe will decide
yea im 44
i should but there's no one
thats why i tell you to fear them i wont be the one to choose them, after all
all i ever wanted is out (thats called alliteration in dutch or flemish if you like to be verenigd dietsland ... see you wanna unite but you cant even stand the hollanders ? it makes sense since they colonized you ... what you're doing wrong from my point of view is you try to classify me
i dont fit in a box like an uncut diamond and thats the way i like to be
no matter what you rip from my mind, the mind is always me so let us leave this room
it reeks of the brain
and your type of brain in my world is a surefire way of getting trouble
my world is not linear but we can all do a to b if needed its just not very interesting
i never met booze design or anyone at all its called "the scene" the only thing goes down is your nick
so far Satoshi is the king, emperor alpha and omega
well since he mined the first bitcoins its quite debatable wether he cashed in or not
if you understand anything at all theres no debate at all there
i think booze is american
but most of them are usually euro-scandinavian
the link between vikings and ultra-coders?
thats a question mark for me too but it seems to be there
until proven innocent, right, as THE LAW prescribes
please turn disk
yo lazy momma joomla ass will not be rewarded
please turn disk

mh?
its called audio-visual modern art while sleeping ... you dont get to poke your guitar at yupsters ... you gotta be quite the man when it comes down to breaking audio-visuality into visible digits , but the audience ... the audience is QUITE unforgiving
im sure you dont know shit about it
what you call production is what they call " a hobby "
the only thing you miss is, they also create it
alpha to omega , bitch
as not seen on tv
stop using that fucking mask, its become a fucking salesmans tool, we all like the movie but the tool has grown to be a cancer
ask q if you can find him
watashi-wa X

i care a lot, but not about your paper law
i have been saying for ages
AGES
its not who you follow its where you want to be
i cant take responsibility for being edited
i dont offer an islamic state matter-o-fac i dont offer anything
i offer YOU the chance to leave ME
the fuck alone
you can stick your jesus up your fucking ass too, right where i keep that muhammad theyve been using
right fucking there
none of us is scared
but none of us is going like oust the mexican mafia either
we live in THIS world
not yours
aha
m hm

the primary realisation is that you are NOT in control sid meyer is an outstanding citizen and a good christian, a family man and whatever, he should never be held accountible for what he believed in or you get another religion on your hands ... im sure he just wanted to share
so please dont
i have no need for a name dont worry about that
watashi - wa x
worry bout the alphabet
q sometimes acts up .. its strange how the other letters never got noticed i fear q i subject to one of your main delusions
being in control

in that case they should fuck off ... i dont do appropriate

sign in to verify your age
you had them on like time magazine , they're mum a dad
they got a kid but
sign in to verify your age ?
orley ? gospel squad much ?
i cant get with that and my names not even jay-z
well dont comply, just be you, it keeps me going
im living in my parents house cos someone put me here, the old lady got a guilt complex .. the old man has a guild complex dating back to a lot of dead people
its not anything the likes of you would recognize
but im still me
bad head park, watashi-wa x ...
i cant do anything about that
verdinaso right, motherfucker ?
you fooled these retards into shoving me as a kid
its why i stick to einstein, not the genius
i can NEVER be that
ever ..
i hope they get a daughter to rule the world at least she would understand part of it
its not up to us
neither of us is fit to do it
too much luggage
way too much
i give credit where its due, its what i do
if you ever get approached by -ists
consult me first
its free nineteen hundred like a magical button
i know you went to great lenghts to make me not do it, i still cant see how that will make me like you
i HAD friends
i diss most of them cos you're a parasite i notice
i dont feel a sudden urge to defend
you should try and see the guy for all gay hes trying to pro-crastinate
i never compete
i only do fun so since you took that from me i cant
i cant
sid meyer, peter molyneux and the yak
if you dont have those people in your bible you will never develop games
also you dont wanna fight switzerland which is me
but
im all about free will
educational nudge is higly underestimated, as much as if its over rated its a matter of how much responsibility you are willing to take
there is no black and white left in this world darwin rules
i dont know how to say it i can only hope i make some sense
despite the fact that im a hot pepper and you might get burned
https://www.audiobooks.com/audiobook/tenx-rule-the-only-difference-between-success-and-failure/125202
if you dont go for it youre goin nowhere, its not an american thing, i like people, not isms
you dont wanna be affiliated ?
tell me
ill delete you
doesnt really matter what you want
you didnt kill me?
why did you not kil me (+l) ?
you clearly didnt i went to venice where vending machines are not robbed overnight in the land of cosa nostra
my world expaned as much as your need to keep me down
i took a picture today
a destroyed vending machine
four days in venice didnt even get me a chance to do that
that is where YOU are at
you are not my master well i need the irish too are you gonnabe belgian about it? all i wanted was to leave but you prevented that i dont like you
but im true
you see yupster
im not shane mcgowan although i like to keep him high cos hes exemplary
you dont see that do you, yupster
pif you really dont well hes one of my philosophers
like beckett killing stroke luc alloo doesnt count unless he agreed to be one of you you should be googling beckett thats what you should be
social relativity has never been your forte has it ?
im afraid isms wont get you here
if all you wanna do is stay in power getting me who put me here should be a small job i dont care about them like i dont care about you i cant wash off the smell of piss in a lifetime
like you said
too late
hours later
you're not my enemy putin, doesnt make you my friend
i thinkit cals for silence 21:58 i know
everybody wants to be
zero punctuation
but you cant
your job is to do menial shit so the rest of us dont have to
im sick of it
all - right ?
you are NOT
you never will be if it killed you if you had to
it is not in you
you got the first principle wrong btw
its not about being anti
its about being real

and so could anyone
i swore to never make it ism
we are all kosh
i dont expect but YOU DO ?
well
beckett disagrees wbr> people keep asking me
who are you?
you wanna be some one ? you wanna be some thing ?
btw respect ends when you do watch my gangsta stance on youtubee but ill call the cops if you copy my cd ?
no one gives a shit, about as much as anyone gives a shit about me, all anyone ever cares about is the message
you use a faggot to get yours heard ?
well, no one cares about homos, its a mans own business where he sticks his dick
as it it is a womans
but she dont have no dick
thats where you always win on semantics
but we always win
you know i dont like americans cos of their standard-ism wbtW
but if youre gonna be black or white about it ? normal as they say
i am NOT your friend, you are NOT my people
i'll stand alone, its not hard, its what ive been doing all my life
i dont fucking need you, im not your friend, im not on your side but theres plenty of room down here
cos nobody likes me
i guess new york is mine
i dont like benig in power, i like darwin
SO
instead of a red carpet, try to evolve like the rest of the world
check my signature , of all the quotes in the world thats the one i pick

go on
git
the last thing i want to hurt is innocence, if anything i want to shelter it from you
i know about that part
i know everything
all the letters of the alphavbet report to me
i dont know who came up with it
but it works wbtW im gonna cat tour head offwnrW kinda funy right ? im gonna cat your head off nr if scaru to you , right ? well ,none of us scares them but all of usq doesnt trust you thats how it is < id like to know who your daddy is kimmey i came too far we are quite specific and i wont edit
wnrW we are
we are all a littlemad are we not wju dp o ît ùu jpês p, i dont
a rich kid who got there despite daddies millions deserves respect too
so i dont
right now i got enough money to apy any junkie to kill anyone
you wouldnt know but ive been there
wnrW please dont push it, you wanna make it look something to feel safe thats your pre rogavie like your jname is boby brown, i clearl stated half a day agop you have a rogram defining me hm ?
well you started it , Q, im not a trekkie, i just see the letters of the alphabet , if we all do what we're good at it will succeed
theres no room for pride down here, we are all kosh, you sterted the fight, im not gonna finish it but i sure as hell will keep the fire burning and so we remain
no body and
anonymous
re
member? its a bit more than skull and bones .. pardon the history lesson
we have the power, its something not to be abused, do your thing ill do mine thats the concept
nah you should talk tyo him , he likes control and he has it
i like evolution yet still we aro one you are legion
a difficult concept suppose, i have no need for control, neither has he but he cant see the world without it
we doneed him, he has access
nothing is dead
yet owh youre gonna be on my side? youre clearly ALF i can forgive your nationalist bullshit cos you never fit in anywhere that shit is cool im not ALF its a measure so ... how the fuck am i gonna get you and the skins in one room ? well µ well aint no man dangeros until his hose gets invaded jp p
pjzqnormu feizns ammu jzq my ally roterdam ot notrottedam its real life hes like me, he just nevergotoutofit où sireypi ar racost tppmest pptoolest mets slo^tjat fprtje toùe beo,g ospr l,p< joxùixj pddsfxfp fjowksx . a jrzd a jref i canhear a dog varking we never had a, name im not tje pne to tell yopu you are gettto,g on mu ,ervzes thhatwould be stupid some hour siemthintg well you git its a menaceto society if you kee p breeding
please dont make me prove it, im not about getting yousold well if you really wanna push it you can be on my side no one here is gonna judge you no one here is gonna push you you are respisible for how you look o ,nzcze qos o sp,r molz ùzeox be q is < q oe n r bn rifhr sqoer was ra,ian trui,n rt said was iranian trin to find home needmore syllables? mwemm wnr asl sad about the knife in his eg while smuggling speed int the count
nothing amarican presidents wouldnt do
you're barking up the wrong cat
wnrW can you do the hi hat ? you tellme opera? i gve you ass o jenkins ass o jenkins os tje wprd tots a ùasterôce isiertje tr imsire tjeu tru tp seml ot ?
old man look at me and says
now you finally have a place to run tio
wbr> how does that ge me home, old man ?
i m afraid i dont see that
do yourself a favour
so please
just admit it
we all owe shane
if it wanst for him no one but me would remember the dubliners
im not one of you doesnt mean i dont get it
i got pushed
so i cant do it
im sure you understand that much nah its where me, the islamic state and the cia fall apart shane what a shme, né ? i would love to, your majesty but im afraid we grew apart i still dont suck dick muhammad or jesus alike
the irish and the scots ?
we got a gene in common you shouldnt tell me what "the law" is
i hvae my own
its got better morals than yours
orfcorse
i am the cazt that walks alone
i could not refuse anything that benefits my path, please make no geo-political mistake i hope you die like you say you lived i mean if you wanna be a symbol its what you gotta i never wanted to be any thing at all
all i wanted was to get out in my church we have saint shane and saint stephen hawking its a peculiar place bit all of them are saints well...
if saint stephen had what saint shane had
none of them woult be it
not in my church theres no turning cheeks here
only conviction convictionis no small matter and my uncle alby will explain matter is not a trifle you dont have to like me
br br br i am the cat that walks alone, all normals are alike to me où ehyeog ujt oyofj jtu ujt ift ph ,ojjty ùpytuje,beblty im afraod tke oosj your majestu im at you service naver at the government im craz like the irish make no mistake
that i am he or he is me
we are all kosh
that was inlucky yes we love speed, its a thing not a way of life < you'll understand when you get to the point where it calms you down well you have mozart i have mozart too i just got more than that my world is scary its the people you need to fisht the people you jate thing is they dont like you upi djpimf,y hry rij tou shoudnt get m gud thing we are all kosh or i wouldnt know what im saying mwell you wanna respect jeb if you dont respect jeb, jevs gonna be the end of you and you wont be talking theres no room for non realists here you gonna b my sister ? tea rufgµµ$ tea rufgr ?????????? yza rugr= ? jes a spmdoer ammrogjt ypi wa, t joù tp dp spùetjo,g . tjats ,pt jpw ot wprls see you can t even read it its what mailyb labsib dreaed if welcome to the realword kimmy j you know i love you, right? you're so innocent où afaod thefuture is not mine to give git gud either he married

07/05/2017 05:32:13 pm
wednesday hm?

someone tell me what happened to tuesday?
precious and more precious ...
o so precious ... i cant get my number back unless i let myself be extorted (silly 5 euros ... YEA PRINCIPLE, MATE) ... google keeps me on the roundabout with the automated recovery shyte ... microsoft says no can do (automated) even after i provide like 5 exact email addresses and topics used last month and they both tell me i can get a new account ... I DONT NEED A NEW ACCOUNT ... the fucking folders are FULL of invoices with my name and what not ... I NEED TO SPEAK TO HUMANOID SAPIENTS AT MICROSHYE AND GUGLEZ ... THATS WHAT I NEED ... but someone tell me where the contact us button is ? FUCKING GAY MICROFASCIST FUCKS

07/03/2017 07:36:33 pm
mh ...
another masterplan hm ?
mwell ...
the people i get along with are still the people i get along with
the people i meet by happenstance turn out to be people i can either get along with
or not
to me, PC means personal computer, im as oldskool as it gets like ... you dont take a black panther to a blue angel meeting do you ? that makes you not PC, that makes you AN IDIOT
and vice versa
see what normal people are good at is making lots of noise while staying in their comfort zone
thats how the world turns
friction leads to fire ... change if you like, its why EVERYONE tries to avoid it
cos after that there will be no more you unless you're omni, living in the metaverse where there is no one side you can just sit on
shoot a foton through yo mommas slit and ask it
it will tell you what i need to know
SO
its monday, i get some copper, i get to ratcity
cos all stores here are closed, ITS COOL cos theres one single store in ratcity that has my favourite booze : hot gekkeikan ...
dont ask me why, thats like why do you like the colour blue ?
well why do you? you do, dont you , theres not much why to it
ITS CLOSED
the guy in the phone store tells me
im sorry sir, we cant transfer your number since its technically not active (edisonian shit, right?) ... i dont even go like "BUT THE LAW" i just go like o right i see, cos the dude is just making shit for money doing nine to five and theres like NOTHING he can do about it without endangering his fifth loan, right, hes not my enemy and i dont want him to be
NO, its youths unavoidability to ask , while the moment you no longer do its yours to step aside
never in remembered (not even written) history has "THIS IS HOW ITS DONE COS I WROTE IT" done it
ever ... not once ... if you dont get it, you should just do what you do
like what you do
every day
its easier
SO i get out of there like ... mwell
okay, lets go to my favourite asian specialty store, the only reason why id come to this shytehole of a city anyway, theres a proximus shop down the street if its that urgent
ITS CLOSED ...
closed on mondays suddenly
so i move two streets down to where the other one was ... ITS A NOODLE BAR ... next to one of the hipster cafes that stuck ... probably owned by one of the mafiosi who owns a lot more of the bars or clubs in town ... that business, right, not morals
SO since im in that street im like well i might as well get my single silver earring back (its protection against werewolves and dogs)
ITS CLOSED
so i scour the city looking for some sake cos that was the actual point i didnt expect belgian law to help me out in the first place
i love hot sake
its totally non-aggressive
IN THE CITY I DUBBED RAT-CITY
why would i call a place where i spent so much time since i was a kid and so much fun rat-city ?
COS IT STILL STINKS OF RATS WHENEVER I GO THERE, I HATE THAT PLACE
so .. i end up with several un-identified objects that have either chinese or japanese alphabet on them
its not like i dont trust the chinese girls who took over the turkish market right (im probably still more on it than you even if i havent lived there for 14 years)
its like THATS NOT MY THING
so i go xie xie, and they like DUDE mofo posing west-boy
id be like that too cos thats what this place does to you
and i start walking home
i hunt a lot of catfood on the way ... take a lot of pics , shoot some videos
one of them relates to the one of the 2600 youtube videos (i cant access anymore unless i agree to being extorted by lycamobile reselling shitwads) ... where i say "if i pass here a few months from now ill show you NONE OF THESE has been rented out"
others relate to other shit
and stuff
and shit (that was 20:10 minus the hours since i got home btw you think i lose my mind ?
i only lose my mind when im sober and i realize i let you do this to me
i got a zound of pics and vids on the way i ran out of battery and shit, i told a guy in the catfood store like "dont buy that scratch pole dude ... the cat will go all over it until its his or hers, after that she wont give notice , UNLESS you let a strange cat get all over it, AFTER WHICH ..." from a distance ofcourse, if i share my knowledge on how things really are people usually get scared or feel threatened out of scamming normals
but thats how it is, you know when i was a kid everyone was buying kipling shit, backpacks, shit to put your pencils in ... belgium was a rich country, IT WAS
people here fail to emphasize on WAS
but i never understood until i read the story and i AM
the cat that walked alone, its mighty man it goes beyond rowling
i got my own philosophers and of all yours im not just stuck on plato okay
i know all of them except the obscure ones you like to quote to your own coleagues ... sometimes i think you mistake me for one since you seem to be invaded or something very similar
im not
im not next gen
im omni-metaverse ... when all is said and done i'll close the door behind you
well, this one bottle seems to lend itself to being microwaved for 30 seconds
original sake should be drank drunk warm if not hot
its a different experience i havent looked into the chemistry yet
it would spoil the magic
yes but the plan didnt work did it ? i'm not marxavelli ? im not catolf hitler ... im catavelli
its what you made me ? LOL
dont flatter yourself, but you were part of it, ill grant you that much
the emphasis on cat
ah timestamps ? aint that a bitch ? i said im not guild material unless its mine
i said dont but they always do ... i said this is not a place to discuss that we're here to escape so they said you should stop cos this is not a place to discuss that and im like well this is not a place to discuss that if you really wanna you should kick me i dont fit here
so they did
xD
they really like to discuss that
you call it iconoclasm, right?
i call it i'll be your mirror like that velvet underground song, the LAST THING YOU WANT TO SEE IS YOU
well i AM the great psychologist of your time
emphasis on YOUR
its too late
im in your head
you're in my factory now

no hard feelings man, unless i found it it never works out for me
im sure you're a good guy, im almost convinced after 24 hours you have too much patience
its often confused for love
well doesnt that place look exactly like two streets down, xept for the amish and the jews ... im no sure but i think proclaimed jews would be less safe than non violent muslims here
its just a thing
about this place
this place ... you know im not sure if i were a hiskool gunner who id have to gun down first?

the hippies? the nazis ? the hippiecrites, the skinheads who just like drinking watching telly ? cos all of them are trying to tell me what to do
thats where im pointing my barrel
the politicians ?
whats that? something you invented?
i dont have a gun
everything is safe
still ...
... after everything, like

everything

... still i am the cat that walks alone, im not Cat Marx, not Catolf Hitler
im not
arent you glad im not ? im Catavelli though
there might be some collateral damage
that has always been the whole point was it ... i dont understand why one would choose a star trek letter thats not omega but alas i do
so ...
watashi-wa X
you dont understand my concept of love needs no sex because you cant see the weave between me and my cats ?
does that make me ALF ... yea okja, i think brad pitt owes ME one
it doesnt
it means you dont get it, and im not a buddhist or a jesus freak either, ill cut your fucking balls off where you stand and make you eat them
but i wont do it in the name of
god ?
i just wanted to get out of here and be no one, now look what you made me do
id be scared of omega if i were you im only X
the rune of crossroads they tell me
it was my fate
they tell me
i dont believe in fate
fate is like belief
it can only have power
like ghosts
if you let it
people like me get a lot of following, the most important thing is to not be followed
or you'll never have them think it over
and thats not even what i want
I WANTED TO GET OUT OF HERE AND TO BE LEFT ALONE
o timestamp ? 21:20 dude .. excuse yourself, you should but you are not excused for what you did

i have to explain myself i got a long way to go
im not them
how does that make me YOU or one of your leeches?
i am ME
you have been in my way of trying to be nobody
now i used to be the sword of the buddha thousands of years ago, what you do with that is your problem
i used to fix things
im certainly not gonna fix yours
but why do you insist i fix you ?
i just wanted to get into nothing
be no one
have no name
no achievements
i wouldnt have made a very good sword if i werent, would i now
... but im not him, and im not you
im certainly not god or anything following it
YOU , sir, however
are clearly in my way
how do you suggest i fix this if you FUCKING REFUSE TO GET OUT OF MY WAY ?
? ah no, ill keep grant cardone, warren buffet and bill gates on my list next to pablo escobar (not to einstein im afraid)
what makes you think ?
no ... dot dot dot
/think/ ... etc ...
well thats cos i think grant cardone, bill gates and warren buffet are not evil people ...
they just got caught up in the flow
unlike others they got to ride it
maybe ?
did you plan something today that ignores my "never as long as im stuck in belgium" again ?
did you ?
thats a shame i wish i met them later
you know
some of us
are still left
you didnt kill all of it
the devil gene exists
it will haunt you
its like the flame
the knowledge of the gods
they couldnt extinguish so they put him in hell but for all eternity he will be
the one who brought the flame
im not sure you quite grasp the totality of the whole situation
its not about fame
no names will be remembered
but the world will either live or die
hm the cat ... the cat is here by the grace of what you would call mine trust me if he doesnt want it he'll show it
unfortunately its not my house so when the dog gets back its fucked
would be nice if he found a new friend he's never been without the family he was born with
just a cat huh? HUMAN? just a cat?
not the right answer
this is not my house , there are not my people
not the right answer
whatchu gonna do ? call tjoeppen ?
owh

im afraid dexters in syria, lopping off heads ...
what did you say ? THAT SHOULDNT BE ?
mh ...
dotdotdotparagraph times ten
its not meant to be insulting okay girl ? if you think it is, go katy perry ot the equivalent of modern day bieber, you'll never lose a night of sleep again
in the mean time
me and my crew
who arent really my crew
they're a pack of disorderlyrablle like myself .. with no regard for sbelling or gremmar
who whill woop yo mommas ass EVEN IF SHES BLACK
i hope shes not white
thats too easy
hmz ... and stuff

mwell an independent woman not backed by jay - z ... whos got the hottest bitch in the game on his chain
my girlfriend would like cut off my balls if i said that in public
good thing i dont have one
see what i mean ? i believe they mean well
im sure the girl wont go down well with the islamic state either
so
i have no friends
im not a saviour, im a madman
i realize the world you try to force on me wont be mine (despite the fact that ive been proclaiming that i dont want it since i cant remember)
so its bound to be the world my children are to inherit
but i did not create it
i dont want children either, human spawn is really a shame if nothing else
i got two bottles left, what's your plan actually ? kill me or something?
i am a madman
i never asked for it
i show you a map
you make me king of the world
i tell you i dont wanna
you tell me "its my duty" ?
still dont get it ?
its not very important, there will be something on tv tomorrow
there always is

american gods ... actually technically like i said edison was a great salesman but this is the evolution we are faced with
it goes from here to the future and thats the only way it goes , then
now
and ever
sabatton SUCKED live , right ? but that song is still epic
i just saw an ad with a guy petting his dog and spawn alike
if you're THAT guy
stay very far away from me, i dont like dogs
thats right
cats dont rock
its why ive been trying to get out of here for decades
cats might jazz if they feel like it
they dont rock
THATS RIGHT
im afraid i cant help you, they banned all my accounts from skype to google and back, tell me i cant get my number back despite the law says because its blocked and "technically" its not a number
i got your technics right here, up yo mommas ass
watch me deploy them
give im a couple of bucks ... its 2017 bro
sir
mate
i dont know what your plan was but it was a REAL BAD PLAN
a couple of bucks huh ?
like jesuits raping south america ?

hicks dont have cellos ... its anachron (count the isms)
you wanna be the next thing?
you dont wanna be the next thing
you wanna take the money and run
and if they beg you for it take some more
other than that
you were breathing
im having a REALL bad day
the "law" tells me i cant keep my number cos its not "technically" registered"
thats how i got to know the law so
whos gonna hold that against me ?


its not jeb, its Jo
pronounced YO, not Joe
it gets really annoying like when i try to pronounce o or o in vietnamese or mongolian
three years later i still sound funny
but you dont sound funny to me motherfucker, you owe me
mh
i DO have global directives

you shouldnt sell shit you never drank ... you shouldnt sell shit you never smoked actually if i get hardcore you shouldnt sell it if you still do it but im all about freedom and nanny states wont get you anywhere
if the bitch wanna fuck you then she does ... if she wants to leave then she does
wether she's a bitch or not
thats up to her
if these retards wanna test me and they end up with the plague
thats up to them too
you shouldnt ask me about the simple shit
im sure theres plenty who would answer when you do
its belgium here , bro, whatever hick town you come up with i can double up
nah thats actually truly funny pamela anderon and shit of all the d-cup blondes in the world
shes what mamie van doren will be
or is
you know ?
we are all kosh, we are all kosh
i found out "the law" once more doesnt guarantee me anything at all thats my actual topic of the day
i dont need that number
the statejobshop needs that number
so
i guess you got six months to leave me alone or i'll have to sue microsoft or google
which i wont
i dont need a new number cos i dont have friends
so now what ?
dont know guv

im just not sure since one of you stuck me here
o i know
that last bottle didnt go down well it tastes like burned lychee
i know however
i cant stand sixpack niggers but i talk less about the local yokels?
thats cos i live here

go fuck yourself and when you have, go fuck yourself, and if i think you have done it as many times as you tried to fuck me
then die
for what its worth ... if you can see your own symoblism while leaving the attemted superstar out ... the king ad , rock, mca and mike d ... you're part of my education, i never shot andy in the head though
you're mostly part of my education cos they wouldnt allow me to BUY the record
thats right
dont underestimate yourself

dont give yourself too much credit, more than you're due will give it to them and they will try to use it
even if you dont
they will try to use it
if i put all of the people i mentioned today not just the ones im sure who will get along with me
in one room
i reserve the right to educate myself
if you cant get with that
we have a problem
wott ?
while i was looking for everything you found "a match" ?
whos the poor girl ? what did you do to her? WHEN DID I SIGN UP?
found a match huh ?
takes one match to set the house on fire ? how could you find a match in a country i declared void ten years ago ? what is this?
a game?
?
i got two weeks of food left, one if i scrounge, were you trying to prove something ? after stealing about 15 years of my life ?
the bushes dont concern me, i wasnt alive during world war 2 or 1 and im not a jew either
this is you and me
you think i do this to Teach, i thought i was a pirate ? i think they should shoot the BREIN guy, he ruined so many peoples lives he deserves it
its more humane than the chair
so ?
how about it ? blood money, im sure you know the concept
dont bother ill always be a white boy
its not like im gonna take my chance with the asians
is where i want to be since half my life
and you're still telling me im wrong?
how does that compute in your single braincell ?
mh .. i take cats as seriously as the muslims do muhammad ... some nigger shooting one in a movie gets a fatwah but all you hear is nigger, right?
thats too bad
im afraid you misunderstood
im not a racist or religious
its convenient but alas its true
half a generation bred with access and skills you wouldnt have taught a hundred years ago
i didnt do that
im not even part of them , i just got trained
i was destined to be the shy a-grade kid .. end up middle management with a second wife and four kids
thats not how it went
destiny is your bitch, not mine
i would NEVER CHOOSE to sign up
i can only wonder what made those poor sods do it
IS is not a figment of your its your creation
i can only imagine
after the last book i can draw a picture i dont want to, its too david icke, i cant get with that
someone needs to provide info showing its not like that
and its me
it has to be real
someone somewhere must have known what they were doing if not
my kind should take over
modern day opereatte
not quite verdi but the same rules apply

Bitch

i cant get my number back cos its not active ... a legal quirk i suppose ?
your law again doing what id does best
its cool i dont need it, the people who try to push me will
really ?
i was expecting it, i was hoping for something inventive
its not active ? i got the card right here ? its mine
its not active huh? the "law" hm?
you still dont see it?
i remember
everything
its my life
i xan clearly not see straight atm, if i could right now i probably should be dissected I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THIS
im sure i can see more human entrails without losing sleep
i was born lacking the gene that can be controlled
thats where it went wrong
the last two bottles were clearly a bad idea
the whole world smells like perfumed lichees
i never liked lichees
its something id give to my girlfriend, she liked the sweet stuff and i love to see her smile
but if i cant get the smell out of my skin i get nasty
nasty NASTY
who the fuck told you i was you cos im not
a general misconception btw

cos you can ruin my life does not mean i'll suck your dick
you had control of the input
but you didnt breed me step by step im not even your product
BAD ùoscp,ceop,
however since i cant see what im typing
never mind
i have my own pholosophers and i trust them only after i made sure they know what they are on about
no not back to the studio, the studio is a sold out place
back to one of your favourites "the people"
its only video games
you really wanna fight the darkness
you dont want to incorporate it?
sill boy

no one is worshipping sid meyer
iim sure hed be apalled by it
its a concept and a set of principles
and your christian good father there
he got them quite right im afraid he was right

sister miriam is the hardest one to fight, among "the people i wanna have a talk with" sid meyer is one of them
but i am no one
i like the people who invited me into that guild but im a leader a guild i didnt found wont work its for the best we are not born hippies people who change cause hurt im not one of them i just want out try getting out while you're not suicidal REALLY , try it whats the main reason for studying the human psychy you think? they got you thinking you're one of them and you wanna find out im right but you cannt afford me to be i know that but im way too dangerous to be opposed so snice im not on the offense
if my einstein is idol im looking for the psyche particle which is causality and could be computed if all of us were normal i hate that formultion cos im not you
go on
git
human behaviour darling, its what they do
dogs
but i happen to like these, (you were trying to motivate me again werent you)

mh, i have a small dick i have to compensate a bit of jesus and muhammad and you cant get your phonenumber back unless you pay but you cant isnt gonna fix that you can have the number if thats the only way it said i could "register for free" so if you know someone, if you cant even provide me with someone
FUCK YOU
bitch ...
its still my house, all the asians moving here will surely have left a spot i can move into to be quiet
im a button now?

i ... i did, i left house when i was 21 with a girl who thought of kids like i did : filth
12 monkeys
she might have changed
i havent
sapients are the problem
this bottle here ... thats gonna BE a problem
8000 lashes at least according to IS
its like hardcore perfumed lichee i dont know what to do with it but drink
i was looking for my fav shit gekkeikan, if i heat this
it burns twice as hard
i wasnt looking for that
i dont live by daylight no matter what you push or try im sorry for the guild people but im not, present day guilds dont need people
all you need is six stuck in a loop games are player based
i hold no grudge, i clrealy warned that i shouldnt be held accountible for anything i said in the comiong 24 hours
your friend told me yesterday you were always working, i can only assume some old bat gave him or her a lecture on work and duty and shit
you got the wrong guy
i would have levelled a new char from lvl 1 if you had a serious proposal for the fuck of it
but im afraid we cant all get along, give my regards to whoever kicked me after i said well tehn kick me
lifes not that simple yarrr, i bet elliott ness didnt even understand the number of dimensions to the dread pirate
i bet he didnt
im off the dope for 14 years bro, i just "drink" like norma people do
i dont thin you ever had a clue
i dont blame you
but you shouldnt pat yourself on the back like that
im not a druglord
if i were a druglord i would NOT be making noise
okay then
i already said originally i wanted to move to scotland, all that spcae
but europe made it so that is not far enough and i DO have a thing for asian girls
you gonna sue me for that?
i had so manny blondes, they pass me by every day
all day
so korpiklaani is like the scandinavian pogues
its finnus, right? no ?
sounds finnish
finland is the last piece of magic left there the others died out i want the plains of mongolia for selfish reasons, not to save humanity
i want to walk it with my cat and see
i believe i will see that ive never been wrong righ three
the cats will show me cos they will be home
they dont like heat
its the only place on the planet that makes sense
i have to do it
with or without them
its where i need to be im always short one mement the plains of mongolia ? excluding the spirit of genghis khan
no street lights ?
i cant imagine any place id want to be more than there since i heard about it
its not gonna get better
just me and my cats
its all i really want
well fuck the gay shit homo

since satellius banned me i hvant had the urge to write a sciprint script that algorithms its way into sbelling im sure an external servic can TRAK IT FUCK THAT
i dont get my number back hm?
then i dot need one, i used it for access only
find me a store quick or be lycamobile retard pakis forever (you're gonna do the indians wrong) dll iv i li dc in gh well if i lived in the same city
you would be dead by now cos hta is how its done irl
i sonr likz tou tou puqh mz hzez, rhzy sonr kno< tou , thzy sonr kno< mz so you wanna leave it running or do i have to take control i need you dead you owe me and you cant pay me back thats the reality not "the law"
you kno< what the problem is with these people ?
wbr> they dont abide
these are the people who died inhaling mustazrd gasssssssssssssssssssssssss its them
im not down with that rotterdam bullshit i am a sword of the buddha when we had a fighting chance
but these are the people who died for you où qiote cp,vo ?????????????????? im quite convinced they wont give me back the accounts the setup is too obvious
o q, nf o q, xdd gjqg nf gpi qf ùu dndùu. ogx ,pg mold gjdufd bp,,q jifgd ùd hpi qfd ùu d,dùu. o dp o get ot ots jard tp be jstpru wjome y ij ts hard to be historu when ou're still alive beaste bous are part of histo like tupac and biggie dont oppose me when i care to speak wntW ots npt abpit ra its abpoit dp,t ypi MP?G tje part wjere amm ypi jad tp dp was be ddocted to pop eue a,d jerru lewis i bet cju ùarrod ,pw got lods a,d sjot did you ? you not gonna tell tehm wha you preached that would make it sad but not over when m e and my cousin played beastie boys i was mca so i didnt die of cancer buti dont like my cousin anyymore 16=44

m hm ... i see its copying something over what i updated any time i do
so the last three or four additions have been lost
ariga-"tay" means not ariga"tow" ... its not zbelling its phonetics like eye and i
the gremmer however ... its not the gremmar bitch, its three thousnad years of yin/yang versus sartre copycatting downwatered buddhism
i dont do superior, i do factual facts .. that why i like the last book so much, stick to the point, opinion is irrelevant once you publich, you're an author ? you're a preacher, ASK YOURSELF
if you're an artist you will never think about it, if you claim to be an artist you're a salesman, watashi-wa X ,thats why they bow to me inevitable even if its the fucking last thing in the metaverse i ever want
what YOU wanna do is FEAR y and z
in the meantime (17:13 btw) you'll have to deal with me
im a reasonable entity , i cant speak for those who come after i get out of here
your "law" ... perjury means you broke the law by speaking against those who wrote it, right? its a catch-all phrase as they say
i understand the need to keep the plankton flowing ... most of it doesnt even have a notion, i agree to all of that
however, your plankton is a minority
thats why you're so scared, all the paper in the world can hold enough writing to make it do
you are not the flow, you dont control it either, i never claimed to be einstein you put those words in my mouth
i have had too many run-ins with "your law" ... i understand
i will never be plankton but i'll never be you, its why all of them HIDE
but they are your best bet, not me, i'm mediocre compared to most
im just above average compared to you
and THAT? my 'friend' ... THAT is a fact
either he married ?????? should i consider my server hacked by powers that cant have me speaking as i am ?
mmyeah, maybe sometime okay ? in the mean time i suggest you do what makes you feel good, thats hardcore darwin and the universe will decide
yea im 44
i should but there's no one
thats why i tell you to fear them i wont be the one to choose them, after all
all i ever wanted is out (thats called alliteration in dutch or flemish if you like to be verenigd dietsland ... see you wanna unite but you cant even stand the hollanders ? it makes sense since they colonized you ... what you're doing wrong from my point of view is you try to classify me
i dont fit in a box like an uncut diamond and thats the way i like to be
no matter what you rip from my mind, the mind is always me so let us leave this room
it reeks of the brain
and your type of brain in my world is a surefire way of getting trouble
my world is not linear but we can all do a to b if needed its just not very interesting
i never met booze design or anyone at all its called "the scene" the only thing goes down is your nick
so far Satoshi is the king, emperor alpha and omega
well since he mined the first bitcoins its quite debatable wether he cashed in or not
if you understand anything at all theres no debate at all there
i think booze is american
but most of them are usually euro-scandinavian
the link between vikings and ultra-coders?
thats a question mark for me too but it seems to be there
until proven innocent, right, as THE LAW prescribes
please turn disk
yo lazy momma joomla ass will not be rewarded
please turn disk

mh?
its called audio-visual modern art while sleeping ... you dont get to poke your guitar at yupsters ... you gotta be quite the man when it comes down to breaking audio-visuality into visible digits , but the audience ... the audience is QUITE unforgiving
im sure you dont know shit about it
what you call production is what they call " a hobby "
the only thing you miss is, they also create it
alpha to omega , bitch
as not seen on tv
stop using that fucking mask, its become a fucking salesmans tool, we all like the movie but the tool has grown to be a cancer
ask q if you can find him
watashi-wa X

i care a lot, but not about your paper law
i have been saying for ages
AGES
its not who you follow its where you want to be
i cant take responsibility for being edited
i dont offer an islamic state matter-o-fac i dont offer anything
i offer YOU the chance to leave ME
the fuck alone
you can stick your jesus up your fucking ass too, right where i keep that muhammad theyve been using
right fucking there
none of us is scared
but none of us is going like oust the mexican mafia either
we live in THIS world
not yours
aha
m hm

the primary realisation is that you are NOT in control sid meyer is an outstanding citizen and a good christian, a family man and whatever, he should never be held accountible for what he believed in or you get another religion on your hands ... im sure he just wanted to share
so please dont
i have no need for a name dont worry about that
watashi - wa x
worry bout the alphabet
q sometimes acts up .. its strange how the other letters never got noticed i fear q i subject to one of your main delusions
being in control

in that case they should fuck off ... i dont do appropriate

sign in to verify your age
you had them on like time magazine , they're mum a dad
they got a kid but
sign in to verify your age ?
orley ? gospel squad much ?
i cant get with that and my names not even jay-z
well dont comply, just be you, it keeps me going
im living in my parents house cos someone put me here, the old lady got a guilt complex .. the old man has a guild complex dating back to a lot of dead people
its not anything the likes of you would recognize
but im still me
bad head park, watashi-wa x ...
i cant do anything about that
verdinaso right, motherfucker ?
you fooled these retards into shoving me as a kid
its why i stick to einstein, not the genius
i can NEVER be that
ever ..
i hope they get a daughter to rule the world at least she would understand part of it
its not up to us
neither of us is fit to do it
too much luggage
way too much
i give credit where its due, its what i do
if you ever get approached by -ists
consult me first
its free nineteen hundred like a magical button
i know you went to great lenghts to make me not do it, i still cant see how that will make me like you
i HAD friends
i diss most of them cos you're a parasite i notice
i dont feel a sudden urge to defend
you should try and see the guy for all gay hes trying to pro-crastinate
i never compete
i only do fun so since you took that from me i cant
i cant
sid meyer, peter molyneux and the yak
if you dont have those people in your bible you will never develop games
also you dont wanna fight switzerland which is me
but
im all about free will
educational nudge is higly underestimated, as much as if its over rated its a matter of how much responsibility you are willing to take
there is no black and white left in this world darwin rules
i dont know how to say it i can only hope i make some sense
despite the fact that im a hot pepper and you might get burned
https://www.audiobooks.com/audiobook/tenx-rule-the-only-difference-between-success-and-failure/125202
if you dont go for it youre goin nowhere, its not an american thing, i like people, not isms
you dont wanna be affiliated ?
tell me
ill delete you
doesnt really matter what you want
you didnt kill me?
why did you not kil me (+l) ?
you clearly didnt i went to venice where vending machines are not robbed overnight in the land of cosa nostra
my world expaned as much as your need to keep me down
i took a picture today
a destroyed vending machine
four days in venice didnt even get me a chance to do that
that is where YOU are at
you are not my master well i need the irish too are you gonnabe belgian about it? all i wanted was to leave but you prevented that i dont like you
but im true
you see yupster
im not shane mcgowan although i like to keep him high cos hes exemplary
you dont see that do you, yupster
pif you really dont well hes one of my philosophers
like beckett killing stroke luc alloo doesnt count unless he agreed to be one of you you should be googling beckett thats what you should be
social relativity has never been your forte has it ?
im afraid isms wont get you here
if all you wanna do is stay in power getting me who put me here should be a small job i dont care about them like i dont care about you i cant wash off the smell of piss in a lifetime
like you said
too late
hours later
you're not my enemy putin, doesnt make you my friend
i thinkit cals for silence 21:58 i know
everybody wants to be
zero punctuation
but you cant
your job is to do menial shit so the rest of us dont have to
im sick of it
all - right ?
you are NOT
you never will be if it killed you if you had to
it is not in you
you got the first principle wrong btw
its not about being anti
its about being real

and so could anyone
i swore to never make it ism
we are all kosh
i dont expect but YOU DO ?
well
beckett disagrees wbr> people keep asking me
who are you?
you wanna be some one ? you wanna be some thing ?
btw respect ends when you do watch my gangsta stance on youtubee but ill call the cops if you copy my cd ?
no one gives a shit, about as much as anyone gives a shit about me, all anyone ever cares about is the message
you use a faggot to get yours heard ?
well, no one cares about homos, its a mans own business where he sticks his dick
as it it is a womans
but she dont have no dick
thats where you always win on semantics
but we always win
you know i dont like americans cos of their standard-ism wbtW
but if youre gonna be black or white about it ? normal as they say
i am NOT your friend, you are NOT my people
i'll stand alone, its not hard, its what ive been doing all my life
i dont fucking need you, im not your friend, im not on your side but theres plenty of room down here
cos nobody likes me
i guess new york is mine
i dont like benig in power, i like darwin
SO
instead of a red carpet, try to evolve like the rest of the world
check my signature , of all the quotes in the world thats the one i pick

go on
git
the last thing i want to hurt is innocence, if anything i want to shelter it from you
i know about that part
i know everything
all the letters of the alphavbet report to me
i dont know who came up with it
but it works wbtW im gonna cat tour head offwnrW kinda funy right ? im gonna cat your head off nr if scaru to you , right ? well ,none of us scares them but all of usq doesnt trust you thats how it is < id like to know who your daddy is kimmey i came too far we are quite specific and i wont edit
wnrW we are
we are all a littlemad are we not wju dp o ît ùu jpês p, i dont
a rich kid who got there despite daddies millions deserves respect too
so i dont
right now i got enough money to apy any junkie to kill anyone
you wouldnt know but ive been there
wnrW please dont push it, you wanna make it look something to feel safe thats your pre rogavie like your jname is boby brown, i clearl stated half a day agop you have a rogram defining me hm ?
well you started it , Q, im not a trekkie, i just see the letters of the alphabet , if we all do what we're good at it will succeed
theres no room for pride down here, we are all kosh, you sterted the fight, im not gonna finish it but i sure as hell will keep the fire burning and so we remain
no body and
anonymous
re
member? its a bit more than skull and bones .. pardon the history lesson
we have the power, its something not to be abused, do your thing ill do mine thats the concept
nah you should talk tyo him , he likes control and he has it
i like evolution yet still we aro one you are legion
a difficult concept suppose, i have no need for control, neither has he but he cant see the world without it
we doneed him, he has access
nothing is dead
yet owh youre gonna be on my side? youre clearly ALF i can forgive your nationalist bullshit cos you never fit in anywhere that shit is cool im not ALF its a measure so ... how the fuck am i gonna get you and the skins in one room ? well µ well aint no man dangeros until his hose gets invaded jp p
pjzqnormu feizns ammu jzq my ally roterdam ot notrottedam its real life hes like me, he just nevergotoutofit où sireypi ar racost tppmest pptoolest mets slo^tjat fprtje toùe beo,g ospr l,p< joxùixj pddsfxfp fjowksx . a jrzd a jref i canhear a dog varking we never had a, name im not tje pne to tell yopu you are gettto,g on mu ,ervzes thhatwould be stupid some hour siemthintg well you git its a menaceto society if you kee p breeding
please dont make me prove it, im not about getting yousold well if you really wanna push it you can be on my side no one here is gonna judge you no one here is gonna push you you are respisible for how you look o ,nzcze qos o sp,r molz ùzeox be q is < q oe n r bn rifhr sqoer was ra,ian trui,n rt said was iranian trin to find home needmore syllables? mwemm wnr asl sad about the knife in his eg while smuggling speed int the count
nothing amarican presidents wouldnt do
you're barking up the wrong cat
wnrW can you do the hi hat ? you tellme opera? i gve you ass o jenkins ass o jenkins os tje wprd tots a ùasterôce isiertje tr imsire tjeu tru tp seml ot ?
old man look at me and says
now you finally have a place to run tio
wbr> how does that ge me home, old man ?
i m afraid i dont see that
do yourself a favour
so please
just admit it
we all owe shane
if it wanst for him no one but me would remember the dubliners
im not one of you doesnt mean i dont get it
i got pushed
so i cant do it
im sure you understand that much nah its where me, the islamic state and the cia fall apart shane what a shme, né ? i would love to, your majesty but im afraid we grew apart i still dont suck dick muhammad or jesus alike
the irish and the scots ?
we got a gene in common you shouldnt tell me what "the law" is
i hvae my own
its got better morals than yours
orfcorse
i am the cazt that walks alone
i could not refuse anything that benefits my path, please make no geo-political mistake i hope you die like you say you lived i mean if you wanna be a symbol its what you gotta i never wanted to be any thing at all
all i wanted was to get out in my church we have saint shane and saint stephen hawking its a peculiar place bit all of them are saints well...
if saint stephen had what saint shane had
none of them woult be it
not in my church theres no turning cheeks here
only conviction convictionis no small matter and my uncle alby will explain matter is not a trifle you dont have to like me
br br br i am the cat that walks alone, all normals are alike to me où ehyeog ujt oyofj jtu ujt ift ph ,ojjty ùpytuje,beblty im afraod tke oosj your majestu im at you service naver at the government im craz like the irish make no mistake
that i am he or he is me
we are all kosh
that was inlucky yes we love speed, its a thing not a way of life < you'll understand when you get to the point where it calms you down well you have mozart i have mozart too i just got more than that my world is scary its the people you need to fisht the people you jate thing is they dont like you upi djpimf,y hry rij tou shoudnt get m gud thing we are all kosh or i wouldnt know what im saying mwell you wanna respect jeb if you dont respect jeb, jevs gonna be the end of you and you wont be talking theres no room for non realists here you gonna b my sister ? tea rufgµµ$ tea rufgr ?????????? yza rugr= ? jes a spmdoer ammrogjt ypi wa, t joù tp dp spùetjo,g . tjats ,pt jpw ot wprls see you can t even read it its what mailyb labsib dreaed if welcome to the realword kimmy j you know i love you, right? you're so innocent où afaod thefuture is not mine to give git gud either he married

07/03/2017 12:06:20 am
testing new frontpage rotation ...

as if the rotation is done by the frontpage and not by the backend hm ?
clearly stuff to be done, zbelling mistakes even ... nothing much to say i said an awful lot, unless someone needs to know im out-threatened its pointless and how much i hate this place, you owe me a decade of life and that can never be undone, nothing will be fine until im living in Asia with my cat, and the whole of fucking belgium can suck my fucking dick ... if you're gonna make more threats, skip that, just do it or shut up and fuck off
I see a trend ... its not a trend, its just another extension of the gospel squad ... books on "how to listen to opera" and "how to read shakespeare" ???!? orley, as if there's rules to pizza ... you forgot the subtitle there author-san ... i know what it says, it says "but if you explain to me "how to listen to new york hardcore or death metal, electronic avant garde jazz or music that uses levels in bass and treble and hi or lo-pass filters as actual tablature ... i will dismiss it since that is inferior"
and thats where we fall apart again,see, i dont think opera is "inferior" or "old" , i just dont like it ... it bores me, its not "my thing" and if you fail to see the beauty in experimental music using basslevels for notes ? how could we ever converse my good man?
you're gospel squad arent you ? disguised as dustball department
money hm ? maybe tomorrow or tuesday a bit of copper pieces if im lucky and the bank computers (you know bank computers need their beauty sleep out of office hours, right ? as well as on weekends and holidays, its not like they can do it without human supervision like say ... the blockchain ... transacting millions a day without error or hackings (its possible actually if one group holds a certain percentage of it, im not gonna explain, but thats why its called "distributed ledger" ... thats the whole point, no single entity can have control ... its totally anti-dustball im afraid and it works 100%
scary i suppose ... i hear microsoft is advertising bing on streaming and torrent sites btw ... i suppose thats morally okay in the "we dont have to give you a reason department then "... guess i said enough for one day , no ? hope gugglez gets back to me so i can get into my email, who knows what state or family mail i have missed in those two weeks since lycamobile showed off the lack of quality control and all their stores asking money AGAINST the signed agreement
screw that fucking fuck , shit that fucking shit (ass, piss dick bitch cunt tits ... CIA AL QAEDA FBI BOMB)
tsch ... yo dude, yea im still on that hardcore shit, that buk that shit ... and its HARDCORE shit, a bit more and im gonna get the impression the americans are responsible for about every evil in the last 100 years ... more actually since eugenics dates back FURTHER ... we learn a little every day
yea they sure did but the question would be if they financed the nazis and INVENTED eugenics, only to save euro-ass later ... well thats the question yes, do i have to pose it ... no i dont live in the past but i do like my factual facts, WHY IS THIS SHIT NOT TAUGHT IN SCHOOLS LIKE IT FUCKING IS?
well well, googles automated process cant verify the account belongs to me so i cant get it back ... THATS PRECIOUS, PRECIOUS ... how many mails have i missed by now .. NO I DONT WANT A NEW ACCOUNT, whats the point if it doesnt get me my access codes to all my other accounts, dear google ? i have no use for a new account ZERO, if i want backup space megaupload has 50gb for free
i need THAT one so i can login to the other ones, and THATS IT, how come a company like that REFUSES to let you talk to any cs-rep ?
the easy way out ? the american way ?
its that or nothing dear ... another account is pointless ... 02:11 ... microsoft seems just as helpful on hotmail, all automated, nothing personal .. i can tell you the name of each folder in there and whats in it but that doesnt seem to be an option hm ? GAY MOTHERFUCKING MICROFASCIST FUCKS i suppose you dont even have to give me a reason so theres only one conclusion, cloud storage is a danger to personal affairs, the only conclusion i can draw so far .. lost all my contacts, now lost all my digital invoices and all statejobshop shit ... and that fucking lyca bullshit wont register my card ... Hellgium all over
NO I DONT NEED A NEW ACCOUNT THERE EITHER, THEYRE BOTH KEY ACCOUNTS WHY ON FUCKING EARTH WOULD I OPEN A NEW ONE IF YOU CANT GET ME BACK IN IT ?
i dont really care but if people gonna cause me trouble cos i cant get to whats in there cos i stored it there for safekeeping
then those people are gonna meet nasty me, and thats it, its too late for me to care, thats one thing you can be sure of , your shit
is worthless without customer service ...
leaves only the get my number back cos they legally have to option, which means
that i need money for a new simcard first (no i REALLY dont even have that little money since weeks now .. .that must be beyond your imagination huh dustball ? i know your answer, WORK HARDER HM ? I WAS GETTING OUT OF THIS SHITHOLE AND I WAS WORKING VERY HARD TO GET THAT juggling my borderline psychotic girlfriend on the side while doing it
YOU FUCKED ME OVER, since then im OUT of giveashit for your shit, you fucking fuck
i guess ... we wait ... a little more ... then, and THANKS FOR NOTHING, may your nightshops be burned down by the competition and may the EU fine you many billions for their champagne parties ... i'll stick to russian and chinese mail then
and FUCK YOU (by the way, ofcourse :-)
03:38 whats in a game ? ...
ff mobius seems to try HARD to stall me until the next achievement is released ... that ranger on max lvl with upgraded weaponry is fighting a status quo battle by itself for about two hours now ... that thing just keeps healing itself hmz ... my queen of snakes in revelation has been proudly standing on a mountaintop facing kneedeep snow and icey winds wearing nothing but a flimsey dress (thats why they look so good, right, if i were otaku it be total waifu material ... alas im not) ... waiting for a few points of diligence ... to find out that i get logged out while im gone at 0.8 points from what i need, TO FIND OUT that crafted backpack needs EXACTLY the same catalyst in order to equip as the 12 slot i already HAVE waiting
far be it from me to get worked up over a game however ... i mean ... there's satellius, edisonians, flanders funny, tjoeppen , the gospel squad and whoever put me here ruining my life, a bit of polygonic setback will find it has a hard time phasing me so now what?
google wont even LET ME prove its me ... it wont LET ME talk to anyone, i KNOW whats in there, like pictures of me and shit, 2k pictures of my cats, the same things i keep on my website, i KNOW whats in my hotmail account, all shit and invoices with my name on it ... BUT ... i bet "for no reasons given" satellius will probably not have to SO
you explain to me WHY i would need " a new account " with them ?
these are "key" accounts ... starting a new one defies the purpose, moreover, 2600 youtube videos or not, i think if i get my number back before the let me back in i'll close it myself
say IF cos i KNOW belgian law is not there to help me, only to take from me and to help those who wrote it
so we'll see when i have money for a new simcard (i know how HARD can it be to imagine a situation in which you DONT EVEN HAVE MONEY LEFT FOR A SIMCARD (cos i didnt work hard enough en vooral DAT WAS NIET MASJEN (ofcourse)
... so ..... ?
who wants a kick in the teeth ? i get a feeling that would be very therapeutic ... for me ... to just whack someone into a bloody pulp ... it would make me feel so much better ... anyone ?
satellius maybe? put your gay mouth where your mouth is before i say gay so many times they think i mean homo ?
no ? thought so ... its funny you are advertising on streaming and torrent sites though, VERY edisonian
eh, would you look at that ...

i was kinda curious as to how and if since you know .;. the shit (and stuff) i say ... partly being the meme factory and stuff ('n shit) ... how many brains i might infect
and well, i started somewhere half last month, but this month i have 15 unique in 2 days ? 0_o ... no thats not me pumping numbers by vpn tunneling to my own site, why would i do that? i dont advertise, i dont sell anything, thats actually the point, my opinion is not paid for
and thats how this site has to be im afraid, i felt the pushes to do it, but i wont, especially not with this
i AM thinking cookies but only as customization using different stylesheets, zero tracking, WHATS THE POINT IF IM NOT SELLING ANYTHING, no thats not bots or spiders, AWstats is pretty good, they have bots and spiders in a separate section
SO ... its monday huh ? 4am ... time to start going horizontal and curse you for waking me up before 2pm
i know you gonna try
so allow me to say
FUCK YOU, up front
this is never gonna work you know .. this place and me ? its NEVER gonna work
ever
500.000 hits hm ? can this thing even handle that ? celeron cpu ... 8 gb ddr4 and a 120gb ssd drive on a multimedia board ... hmz ...
birthday ??? BIRTHDAY ? DO SOMETHING ?
im sorry my sniper rifle with the 12mm rounds hasnt arrived yet ...
precious, i havent had a birthday party in my fucking life ... you think i'll have a happy one turning 44 after years in this shithole after you ruined my life, my future and my dreams ... why dont you put that one braincell of yours in overdrive and TRY to imagine how that makes baby jesus feel, hm?
maybe i smack the first person to say straight in the face and leave them like UH WHY DID HE DO THAT "all of a sudden" ... forgot about the past decade huh?

07/01/2017 03:33:34 pm
testing blogrotation ...

testing blogrotation...
yesterday i knew too much, today i'm harmless? thats exactly how i know you, precious ... bruteforce ignoring the facts like a brainbutcher algorithm stuck in changed times
you know i never even heard of jeb bush ?
american narcissism would probably paint me as a dumb fuck for that
what has changed, precious ? im stuck here one day longer ... im still broke, i wont be out of here tomorrow, you dont get to expect or ask anything, you can make threats all you want. I dont need therapy ... i HAD therapy, i ASKED for it myself when i felt it was necessary, AFTER getting out of jail addicted, cleaning myself up, working my ass off six or seven days a week on a vague dopamine promise that its gonna be okay as long as, finding out it wasnt, getting twice the fines i paid off slapped in my neck two years later cos "they forgot" (i think they "remembered" that i HAD money now) ... demotivated, losing the job, the bitch who wanted a kid "losing" it on the last legal day for abortion ... AND STILL I DIDNT SHOOT ANYONE BITCH ... i'll save that anger for a rainy day and let it all out at once, the day i realize i'll never get out of here which , if its up to me, will never come, so be careful with your motivational tactics to make me suddenly like the place here.
i know who needs therapy ... people like you who wont. I WAS DOING FINE UNTIL YOU STUCK ME HERE, I HAVENT HAD A DAY SINCE, that nationalist bullshit ? i just need to make clear how i got NOTHING to do with it, WANT nothing to do with and WILL HAVE nothing to do with it, thats 30 years late and i never fit in, regardless of posers and camera phones and stories told, edited versions of life and whatnot ... the power of idiots in large numbers, used and abused
16:31 ... and another one down ...
and another day gone ... another one down the drain ... so i hate this place so i hate this place
you think i'm insane ?
its insults now ... i got something about dumb fuck , you know, precious if you're not more clear in your modern motivational skill, "people" will start to think im hearing voices or im talking to myself instead of thinking out loud ...
whats the problem now? not zuipen ba sintj annaken or not bowing to the glory of flanders?
fucking retard
i think i got click-a-pic fixed ... a cry for one-page-fits-all in which case it wouldnt even have been a problem but as hobbies go im actually surprised i spend time on it .. maybe simply cos €125 for this webserver here is about more then a quarter of my monthly income ... yea thats BALLING man, profiteur lek as dasse zeggen
the answer is not "masjen", the right answer comes to the right question : "DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY, BITCH? EVERY CENT I DIDNT MAKE SINCE THE DAY YOU STUCK ME BACK HERE?"

jeb and the bush family , sounds like a slapstick hollywood movie but its not... its not very interesting to me either ... (although american anti's will eat it and like it and conspirationist probably will use it as yet another bible seeing double whats in it ... but i never heard of jeb before that ... that makes me a dumb fuck? i think that makes them great at hiding behind curtains, but shows how america is not actually the center of the world) i mean, plebs will be plebs, the romans got that, the greeks invented democracy ... washington used the name to disguise bi-particracy ... americans suffer from serious homocentrism if not narcissism due to the past 100 years makes them forget they're not 500 years old ...
a nice work on how plankton is plankton and the whale thinks its the master but in fact none of them controls the current and if the whale doesnt go where the plankton's made to flow

it starves

true power lies not with the elected, it lies with those who have the power to get them there ... but who didnt know that already ... mwell .. it seem to be precious' turn to do the insulting but im not really listening, im sitting here up in my dark room again, ready to waste another summer of life in van drukkerland
i dont need therapy you BITCH, i need what i set out to have and was doing great in getting : out of here with my cat, never to see europe again
TO ASIA DUDE, ITS NOT A NEGOTIATION, TO ASIA
i guess i can remove the original layout now, since the new one works fine for both phone and pcs ... will do so tonight
17:51 so what's on the menu today ? ...
Sebas-chan ? whats for supper ? mwell Bo-chan ... today we have barely salted chicken broth with celery and just a few butterfly spirelli for decoration with assorted vegetable omelette on the side and a slice of buttered bread
doesnt sound too rich Sebas-chan .. beats mickey dee bo-chan and you're right, im cleaning out the freezer in creative mode ... tastes great btw ... generates no sense of achievement or joy however
broke as fuck
no place here i wanna go ... (BUT WHAT ABOUT THE STARVING CHILDREN ? i dont know what about them ? you kept me out of money so i cant help them ... i didnt put them there so i dont see why their misery should make me feel better cos they have less ... I DONT HAVE WHAT I WOULD, not could, BY NOW, THATS IT ... PERIOD, you're responsible, THATS IT, PERIOD)

mh 6pm time to try and start to try and get some of that sleep you kept from me this morning and afternoon, wether you prevent it or not ... its downtime until dark
18:49 well we fed and we showered ...
and we lost another day of life to this hellhole ... jumping from here to there on the same topic, whats displacement huh ? space ? time ? matter as in topic ? does it ? i mean matter
?
if your local yokel-Ness is responsible (among others for ruining my life) still thinking im up to something then YOU ARE AN IDIOT, supply has never been the problem bro, its gotte be worth it. People dont have money and b/c of the ueber-Ness war on drugs prices are RIDICULOUS (hence the rise of meth ... which is fucking weird that it hasnt reached here) and all thats achieved so far is obfuscation, maybe the DEA is actually a sub-section of the neo-cartels ... cos they sure as hell dont hurt them lol (HOW COULD THEY BRO, you dont fight the vacuum do you, you're trying to prevent the matter getting into it ... ask any physicist if thats worth the energy spent over time , NO ITS NOT)
metaveeeeeeeeeeeerse
well, your law had no problem faking it ... i even got weed as first note on my record while i never got caught for that, as if someone had to prove a stepping stone, "added later" , huh ?
yea i asked for it some years ago under the weird notion that id have it cleared
but its not worth the money
so if i COULD do it by drugs AGAIN, getting out after the years you cost me, i WOULD as long the risk/reward is decent enough, which it is not
so is robbing a bank, lucky you, i checked all the options, snickers money isnt getting me anywhere so
YOU FUCKED ME, cos i was doing fine, another misconception when i say that, im talking AFTER i got out, cleaned myself up (yea cleaned MYSELF up, you certainly didnt do that for me did you) and was building something piece by piece, THATS WHEN YOU FUCKED ME, BITCH
you still dont expect a thank you or something do you ? i would have been out of this hellhole for years now
thats grown to be europe by now, it WAS belgium, now and since long europe isnt far enough away
so FUCK you (you see how it always comes back to this, no matter where i start as long as im stuck here?) 19:09 no you can't ...
you can do NOTHING to prevent this in the future since im not like you and im not like them whatever i do does not apply
you ruined my life, i still need what i need, i was doing fine, YOU FUCKED IT and now i still need what i need PLUS my pound of flesh
FUCK
OFF, im not playing your shitty game, no matter the threat
no, youre NOT gonna keep me, all you do is make me angry, thats all you ever achieved .. im just gonna once more reply to that last thing, NOooo thats not the most retarded thing i ever heard, EVERYTHING coming out of your mouth is retarded, its just another thing
why would i be "ashamed" over something thats forced on me knowing very well it took serious manipulation and the power of idiots in large numbers to suppress my future?
i'm angry, FURIOUS, HOSTILE (with a smile), ... and some other things i wont mention but SHAME ?
i was doing it, even at half the result id still be out of here for years, i dont see how that results in shame over having no money ... id be ashamed to roll over and lick your balls for snickers money, maybe i would be ashamed then yea
IM NOT YOU
IM NOT THEM
theres nothing here for me, you ruined my life, that can NEVER be undone, ask your fucking priest for forgiveness cos i aint got any, and if you're looking for love, meet me when im living in asia with my cat, maybe ill find that back there but here ?
i aint got none left either
not happening, too late to make me care
okay ? did i repeat myself enough for one day ? good ... i'll do that sleep-or-pretend thing i'll do as long as needed until i have it now
jeezes, THAT AGAIN ? AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO ME ? AFTER WHAT YOU COST ME ?
DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH ? IM FOUR YEARS LATE FOR ASIA, its not a negotiation or discussion, its not even a question 22:08 you didnt ask me shit, you ruined my fucking life, i said its not a negotiation, that was over the day you put me back here ...
21:55 means you wanna win i suppose while ignorant of the fact that 22:00 is way too early .. 23:00 is almost acceptable and now i havent slept shit, in a state of constant angry, too tired to do anything menial, no money to pay someone to do it, not giving a fuck cos i hate this place, burning up my body on adrenaline, whatever the story you tell, its ME you have to reckon with, and whatever the story you tell, i lived it so i was there, your words dont mean a lot
i wasnt clear there, again, precious ... "so i did i make no difference at all?" ... i first thought it was a resetting cycle on the pre-war nazi psychology where you would tell someone they're gonna die in order to overachieve but it might just as well have been Elliott Ness .. in that case : did you achieve something?
YES ! REJOICE !
there was one platform, ONE, centralized, where buyer protection was guaranteed by customer service-experience, which made it about as safe as e-bay to buy stuff. Now theres dozens, maybe hundreds, who knows, with little to no guarantee. Thats what you achieved, so you definitely achieven SOMETHING
which is not my problem...drugs are older than cops or laws so fuck that shit
it reminds me of how one day yokel-inbreeds, legalized rightwing mafia with guns got down on one guy who ALWAYS sold uncut full grams at the lowest price and refused to sell to anyone under 18 (for self-preservation, not out of moralism) and got fucked with exaggerated numbers, setup testimonies by junkies and failing to aid someone who died while he was 30 km away ... after that ...
i guess after that the city must have been drug-free, like i said, if theres one thing you people are GOOD at its at getting them to give you taxmoney, ten times what i get, for doing what?
well you shouldnt have asked ... expect WHAT ? after what you did to me ? what did you say .."OR ELSE" ?.... too late for that mate im out of giveafuck
so FUCK YOU, do you have my money bitch so i can leave here with my cat ? im fucking tired and pissed off, AND I DONT WANT FRIENDS HERE, I WONT HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE HERE, WHICH if you have a braincell by itself leads to the conclusion that THERE WILL BE NO SEX HERE
FUCK YOU
00:58 why arent you on facebook fucking drunk its weekend get the tart ...
well i hate condoms for one, its the main reason for my habit of monogamy, as USUAL it has nothing to do with religion since im not and also not with normals morals
i had a jawdrop just now ... the things one learns while not in school, i REALLY shoulda quit sooner ... New York Eugenics
save your breath, i said NO as long as im stuck here and im only at like 5% info devouring of what i used to be since I CANT FOCUS HERE, THIS PLACE IS KRYPTONITE .. what do i care if someone reads this or not, its here ... THIS ... THESE are NOT lies ... this is me right now, how i feel and what i think , what im doing, not what i WANT to be doing, not what someone says i am or should or should not be doing.
so did i say fuck you yet today ? probably not enough
dude, the nazi's MAIN fucking program was "made in america" ???? ??? 0_o ... i KNEW about the times, atavism all that but THIS ... (well they didnt teach me that in school , they taught me it was zee germans all the way) THIS IS FUCKING PRECIOUS, PRECIOUS ... also probably why i dont watch tv and why i quit school (alas too late, i might have been smarter if i quit sooner) ... that book is a hardcover keeper precious, ... remind me when im out of here and i have shelves to fill ... goes to fucking show what schools are worth ... who writes the books, vae victis ? no thats another thing ... vae students and swallowing bitches ... cutting up kids Z O M G ...world war 2 was made in america , not in china HM ? i wonder what they teach overTHERE in history class cos overhere they sure as fuck left that part out. This has nothing to do with my dislike for Edison or american narcists ... this has everything to do with hippiecrites and PC bullshit (well to me it has ... and in soviet belgium, the state tells you what to learn from a to z)
amazing, and thats not even the deep web huh ... o dont worry im STILL the guy with two convictions for assault as well, i wouldnt have been but you MADE me, remember, you MADE ME A CRIMINAL ... dont shout that too loud, i might actually hear it and then its "KGONDEFLIKKENBELLEZEIIIII" fucking retards ... how long til i get out of here ... to asia with my cat to be NO ONE
thats right, no one, not someone with no ambition, but i dont have the ambition to have MORE or to BE BETTER, i just need all i need, and it has to be good enough FOR ME ... i dont compete, i dont give a shit
... as for the book ... i was afraid it was gonna be another rant written in election frenzy but so far this motherfucker has his shit tight and together it seems (well, i can speak dustball too if you want, sir, but i think thats boring, in this case, as you will know if you are american motherfucker is a compliment ... you know, dustballs cant seem to make the difference between 50 uses of the same word in half as many sentences) ... thats the way i like it, jawdropping AND google seems to agree, only not on the first page hahah
A+ but im not through it it might still end up in rants ... seems to be hard, i never written a book and i dont intend to since atm all i DO is rant but at least i dont pretend to not to
its cute ... all neo-nazis and ultrafundamentalists anti-semites should go heil prescott instead hm ?
no i TOTALLY dig the fact that the red herring is the family but it doesnt turn out in sneers and hacks at the name, thats how i like it, i do i do i DO
you gonna criminalize me for educating myself on inconvenient matters again ? im gonna hide behind vivian redding ... or maybe i'll find my server crashed again tomorrow morning
that wont make it go away ... im not advertising either ... be happy it comes out here and not on someones fucking face
i am NOT whatever you tried to make me nor will i ever be, i dont do good and bad either, i used to give second chances ... long ago, you want good and bad, find a priest ... i do me and you , what you did to me and what you took or kept from me ... in a non biblical sense since i believe in two eyes for one, but i certainly do factual facts
and i can't be not me and i can't not need what i dont need .. like the fist axiom of watlawic makes it so you normals shits cant lie to me and the first axiom of CATlawick ... "its impossible to not interpret" makes it so i can NOT be NOT me ... tough luck , but YOU ruined MY life so YOU gotta pay up, not cos you're baed, cos you're in my fucking way and you owe me
woaaw ... im almost drooling, this is precious, precious its almost conspirationist except for the fact that its not how many have actually been leader of the free world in public ? not that many hm?
this is precious, A++ 2:49 there goes the less bad mood ...
i think your little inbreed shits are testing me ... its either that or they're as fucking retarded and demented as you are
i already repeated myself once ... maybe its packdog behaviour to prove that they're not scared or the idea that im not allowed to hit them. So ...
i dont care about the fucking inbreed graffiti (yea tagging your name is totally inbreed indeed) i dont care about the noise, i dont care about a 10 year old smoking cigarettes but if they dont pick up their trash they'll have to go away, i get in a really bad mood when i have to force, but i gave all the leeway and chances and the trash is unacceptable
if its about proving something, they should prove it to you, not me, im the very wrong person and its SERIOUSLY on my nerves now ... so if i go overthere with a beating stick, not like last time when i was REALLY nice, i just gathered all the trash went there the next day and threw it at their heads. Dont call the cops cos that will make it twice as bad. I dont give a shit who daddy is, maybe he's a cop or with the blue or something
i dont care, daddy's not throwing trash in my street, i asked TWICE already
its on my nerves and im not the defender of the neighbourhood, and its not about obeying me, its about PICKING UP THE FUCKING TRASH YOU FUCKING INBREED FILTH
mh ... im not gonna lie in wait or patrol ... it'll come to pass when i pass by and your spawn is there sitting in its filth ... there's one thing you know for sure : i will NOT call the cops
it would be awfully considerate if you educate them cos THATS NOT MY FUCKING JOB ... i dont wanna lose my cool, certainly not making the natives think i do it for them ... all i want is that trash to not be on the street, thats NOT too much to ask, and there's nothing to prove i dont care if anyone's scared or not ... im not the type, im more the type to pour oil or sulfuric acid on the bench ... or remove the fucking bench while no one's watching, anything but call the cops, im afraid i cant do that, and whoever sets them up to it is testing the wrong person. See ? this is WAY too much thought i have to give that retard shit while i could almost have pretended to be in a good mood, my spicey garlic bread is going well with the grilled cheese, that book is MIGHTY interesting, worth more than all history lessons i had in hischool in the last four years combined. AND NOW, i come back home after my catwalk and im not even in the mood to continue listening
THERES A REASON WHY I DONT WANT KIDS, ITS NOT COS IM STERILE, ITS COS I CANT STAND HUMAN BABYSPAWN, THEYRE FILTH
well okay, but im not gonna let you steer me with this, this is not a game or something to win, and your filth is not mine, you bred them, you fix them, i will casually when i have to pass by make it very clear until they scatter on sight but thats it, pray no accidents happen. You're not gonna make me into your fucking tool, you should have gotten sterilized instead.
no, inbreed boy ... its probably as simple as ammonia .. you know that thing you do when inbreeds let their shitty little dogs shit on your front lawn ? same thing ... or mwell pff .. i dunno, losing balance when one drives by on a little scooter so they crash into a tree, SIMPLISTIC SHIT LIKE THAT, doesnt need to be complicated but since i dont even wanna waste breath on it, i certainly wont waste money on it so
i wasted TOO much time already thinking about it
why do you insist on making it my problem, you dont WANT to know what i wanna do
mh well, ik ben geen echte moun met de annen, me not good fighter either , im not a daddy so im definitely not a good one, im an ex-con with no degrees and im nobody, all i know is dirty tricks that usual come with collateral damage
why do you need to test me ? its not enough to ruin my life and stick me here for almost ten years ? why dont you just send a knife wielding maniac then or something running across the street naked ? that would be easier to decide

06/30/2017 08:18:41 pm

That's right Zashunina ... We are all on our way. It's the nature of the universe, is it not, universer, multiverse. I live between worlds so if i say i saw el gato three times im not talking about that black cat down the streets, but im still here. It's all metaverse. Everything is either transforming or on it's way, always and actually movement is just another transformation so . what was that last one ? you been quite at it the last two days, havent you. But for every attempt at manipulation, every threat you make, i have to double up since an equal reaction will not pay back what you owe me. Id cut that out if i were you it clearly gets no one anywhere but more anger and my life's already fucked unless you have a time machine to give all of it back you don't ? then why are you anything in my general direction? i hate this fucking place, im gonna sleep til dark or pretend to at least with closed eyes, same shit different day
00:58 ... looks like a charm ...
just update my forex demos up yo mommas ass showing me 20% in 3 months is absolutely possible with decreasing risk over time unless greedy so UP YO MOMMAS ASS COS THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN WHILE WORKING MY PART TIME JOB AND MY SMALL PC BUSINESS UP YO MOMMAS ASS FISTFUCK BITCH MOTHERFUCKING SHIT YOU OWE ME TEN YEARS OF MY LIFE
looks like a charm on my huawei phone, $50 phone ... and it has a little light (and no facebook installed, im a heretic and i dont get a hardon from being watched while swiping and im not impressed by yours so dont show it to me you fucking gadget-perv ... you need it cos theres not much in your head dont you?)
so if it look like it fits like a glove on THAT screen im sure it looks good on phoneboys my phone-is-bigger-than-yours-so-watch-me-swipe-phone
good, so i switch to the new layout the moment i get click-a-pic fixed ... i see whats wrong but i didnt pinpoint it yet, my brain thats at 10% capacity because for every thought i have i have 9 cursing this place while im here works even less cos tired and broke and ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYY
it goes looking for somewhere slash 0.jpg (which doesnt exist, but i have to track that manually i wish the debugger, NO I DONT, tracking it myself is good for me)
etcetera ... so i think i'll be broke until i dunno .. wednesday ?
and after that copper pieces (want dat was niet masjen voor snickers) so dont expect any burst of joy from that either
cos im a little funny man (en dat was niet masjen) in een achtergat van drukkerland
yea i feel like absolute shyte, lack of sleep, lack of money has me halve my usual meds (thats LIGHT MUSCLE RELAXANTS AGAINST THE ARTHROSE IN MY NECK OKAY, nothing screwing with my head, yea i know youd like it to be that but its not) ... so i feel even MORE shitty ... i CANT live at rising chickens rythm ... end of june, moving my shit back up, that 50 inch screen is always an adventure carrying it up the stairs by myself ... skin itching from dust cleaning ... broke as fuck but even if i werent i wouldnt be going anywhere since theres no place here i wanna go. Im gonna adjust my mental state to a small room as far as that is possible so i wouldnt expect any sudden outbursts of joy (which should be clear after all these years wont happen anyway here)
2:52 ... i know what you think next summer ...
the perk of being normal ... i saw your blueprint once on acid and it all came clear, since then i know what you think next summer since that is how you roll
witchcraft hm ? telepathy maybe
maybe i sometimes simply dont care , most of the time so it doesnt show or i just nod and smile ... i see my camera still has the nasty habit of stopping recording (stopping to record ? hmz ? record stopping) when i say something inconvenient that doesnt fit the story about me
its why all recording devices kept breaking isnt it ? i go outside , 1 hour away i come home its broken, just lying on a shelf?
ofcourse
thats cos im a funny little man, with a big head ... and obnoxious, ofcourse, lets not forget arrogant, its why you like me SO much you need to wield the power of idiots in large numbers .. (thats probably why IS got that far too, they wielded it better than you did since being "third or more" generation they understand today better than you do
but like all things in power its inevitable ... just like Hitler was the little corporal that couldnt, grew to be a symbol by the grace of himmler and goebbels and then , only then and AFTER that he WAS the fuehrer, and thats when it went downward ... it didnt show right away ... but thats when it went downward, if he had listened to his generals or they would have had the audacity to speak to the symbol he became AFTER they made him, we might all be speaking german and in the end ... look at europe
who's on top huh ?
well WHO IS ?
so who won ? i dont like saying it since anytime i say that im a sympathizer ... but i stopped caring what you think long ago, since i know what you think next summer anyway, the perk of being normal (that would be you) is adhering to the norm, and the norm dictates you, not the other way around ...
thats why your motivations all sound either ridiculous or insulting to me ... i dont get off on swiping phones ... i dont see myself in the third person like that , well YOU DO, precious ... thats how it works, or they wouldnt sell that well .. yea well, sad facts, BURN THE WITCH
right?
you tell me i cant do it and i go "okay" ... i get a blank stare back like (euh that was not what i )
i know, thats why i react like that , which makes you irritated right ? GOOD, people like you fucked my dreams, i NEED you to system error
its the least i can do for now
so you got a big shiney car huh ? thats cool, SURE i wanna joyride but ... i dont want a car ... you dont need to tell me i dont have one or i 'could' cos
i actually DONT WANT ONE (does not compute huh ? i mean EVERYBODY wants a car, right?)
you got more facebook friends hm ? yea, actually that makes logical sense cos
i dont have facebook ... so me : not impressed / you : system error, EVERYBODY has facebook , right
BURN THE WITH .. you're like white bloodcell zombies so i cant be me
not here anyway, and i have known that for a long, long time
you try to demotivate me like "its too late", IT IS, it IS too late to make me care ... and i still want the same
motivate me like i ... well i dont want to, i never wanted that ... i dont wanna be some-THING, i AM somebody, quite somebody, i almost have the voice as if my name were muad dib
... SO FUCKING WHAT, BITCH ? YOU RUINED MY LIFE, YOU OWE ME TEN YEARS, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY? cos theres nothing else you got i want
and nothing left to push me with, i got NO LOVE LEFT for anything but my cat and every second i spend here i fear
more and more that i will never find that back cos its been buried way too deep
and all that cos you had to wield the power of idiots in large numbers cos you couldnt "win"
while i never wanted to play, i wanted out of here and have no name
and you
YOU FUCKED EVERYTHING, and its still the only thing i want, and it will always be
so what do you want ?
a thank you? i wouldnt wait up for that
03:43 also sprach zashunina ...
zarathustra hm ... thats not even funny ... an attempt at twisting or ridiculizing i suppose ?
everybody wants something ... indeed
i want to move to Asia, with my cats, by the time i turn 40
i was doing fine until you knew what was good for me and fucked my whole life up for the what ... fifth time?
assuming i'm like you ... you ... you don't befriend a horse, right? what do YOU call that again ? can i hear you say that?
well im not a horse
or a fucking dog for that matter
thanks gods its raining ... im up here with half my gear (what goes for it but mwell i make the most of celeron ... i dont see windows 10 doing that) and the room's already full ... theres a smell that wont go away if i close the window for half a day .. like week old cigarette smoke in the wallpaper but
i havent smoked in what ... a year and a half .. other than the occasional you want one from someone while drinking, probably comes down to less than a pack in a year and a half
so that cant be it, so what is it then ? the smell of old nazi inbreed ghosts stuck in trying to hack a brain with a hacksaw ?
thanks gods its raining ... im up here with half my gear (what goes for it but mwell i make the most of celeron ... i dont see windows 10 doing that) and the room's already full ... theres a smell that wont go away if i close the window for half a day .. like week old cigarette smoke in the wallpaper but
i havent smoked in what ... a year and a half .. other than the occasional you want one from someone while drinking, probably comes down to less than a pack in a year and a half
so that cant be it, so what is it then ? the smell of old nazi inbreed ghosts stuck in trying to hack a brain with a hacksaw ?
4:23 ... Ypres ... AVV / VVK hm ?
Ieper ... you feel like there's any reason there why i should feel connected or fatherlandly pride cos those fools died in the mud for royalty across the see fled taking shit from the french cos thats was how its done ? I spent TEN years in the remembrance , those poor fuckers STILL serve as symbols for whoever and whatever rightwing old bat can use them. I know all about Borms ... all about it, All for Flanders, Flanders for christ ... thats what it says on the tower .. the tower that got blown up once, re-built and serves as a flemish nationalist monument now ... "nie wieder krieg" no what does it say, also serves for those who rally against the french still in 2017 ... WHO OF US GOT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THAT STILL DUDE ? thats like me taking responsiblity for Leopold keeping black slaves ... I GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT, and those 10 yzerbedevaarts made me LOATHE it
history huh ? THATS HISTORY ? im afraid churchill made history 20 years later, and they will all be soon forgotten, serves them well for doing what they're told
o i know all about it, wargames and flemish nationalist propaganda ... 100 years later the fact that the french were the officers still feeds nationalism
HOW DOES THAT CONCERN ME, I HATE THIS PLACE
all about it, the whole history of chemical warfare ... the fact that ALL of them had stockpiles who afaik still existed a decade ago ? maybe still do ... the fact that even der fuehrer himself refused to use it 20 years later cos he almost fell to a gas attack during the first war ... more impact than you think
also the fact that its the post ww1 that actually made ww2 possible ... all about it, still ... how does that concern me, i have been wanting to leave here for about 30 years now, these are not my people, im just stuck here, what have they done for me ? put me on the street? took everything, slander my name, put me in jail for making ends meet?
really ? nationalist pride ? 5 million hobbits ?
REALLY? well im not stopping you but you need to stay away from me with that bullshit, kicked me out when i was 17 remember ? i didnt grow to like it more since
precious ... im not gonna waste time AGAIN on explaining, look up what VER DI NA SO means and where the founding father of the movement came from. These were NOT the people standing AGAINST the germans ok. THAT is where the youth movement was born. THAT is where i spent ten years. Im sick of explaining. they shoulda kicked me out sooner. I never should have been there, but i was, and so as with many things you "heard about" , i have the t-shirt. So dont tell me what to think or do or dont

06/30/2017 03:21:12 am

i am beyond exhausted ...
i am worn out ... cat didnt feel like going further than 20m ... im looking into collapsing sections(here/underdev to keep the last 5 or 10 posts on front without excessive scrolling
i got as far as google will contact you in 3-5 business days so maybe i dont even need the number back i can just get another one the first chance at free (registerable) i get ...
the nonstop battering of my biorythm by natives and/or houseghost to keep me at rising chickens and des noenens moet men koocken has me feeling worn out, to give in to it however would make me even worse
how is it possible that i have to wait 10 or 20 days to get money back from doctors visit state health insurance? i thought banks didnt give any intrest anymore whats the point in keeping it? besides, i already pay monthly fucking fee ... etcetera, money, phone, out of here, asia, cat ... whats the correlation between the biggest contributors then ... interesting numbers
tired ... cant sleep yet, wont give in, cant give in, never will, i hate this place, thats never gonna change
16:47 ... i see the clicker aint working ...
on the diary page so it wont zoom in on the pics hm ... gud, check out later, fuck feel nothing but hate, this place this place this place, do you have my money bitch ? who's gonna give me back the years you stole ? every second of life i didnt have since the day you ripped my life and put me back here ? i havent had ONE DAY of life since, not ONE, ZERO ... who's gonna fix that? you're expecting shit from me are you ? whats the plan still masterplan? break me? wear me out until i suddenly wake up and like it here? keep forcing me into hours of rising chickens until i collapse ? thats gonna cost you more since all health will be paid for by the state and people who pay more taxes (i hear nothing but complaining that they got 10 times the money i do actually all the rest sounds blablablabla i have only three cars and twenty loans, four houses and six kids ... WEL WHO THE FUCK SAID YOU HAD TO MOTHERFUCKER ? WHO THE FUCK MADE YOU THINK YOU GET TO EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME?
17:51 ... knew it could be done without jquery, just a matter of 1e100 and patience
no, that's not noodles ... but its not spaghetti since its vietnamese wok vegetables ... its got a lot of garlic btw but i hear they dont mind overthere so .. are you telling me theres not only rules to pizza, but RULES TO FOOD ? you know an observation i have made long ago ? you normals, you're a lot like what you attribute to bipolarity or autism ... you're this OR that, not ying and yang and WOE the one who uses spaghetti for noodles for lack of money SINCE THATS NOT HOW ITS DONE, RIGHT?
tsch ... doubleslashfacepalm (yea the collapzor seems to work, havent checked it on the phone ... im sure i will some day or time when i happen to need to be on my site and i only have my phone in reach 18:10 ... i know too much ?
what was that? i got that correctly ... enlighten me cos ... has your zomboid snapped back to threat mode ? tjoeppeflikkenbak or else ... gonna die ? bak ? zotuis ? or is it cos friday and i know too much to get danscafépussy?
you havent been paying attention, have you?
18:34 ... straight through the wok ...
gangster stance, gangster stance, watch my glock on youtube man, the bricks of coke falling out my nose (but i call the cops if you copy my cd !) ... i yea ... "not fast enough" ... "duel" ... yea and probably met de annen lek nen echte moun and shit ... so if i will i be out of here with my cat to asia after that cos im really not competing cos i dont give a shit how big your razer keyboard or your phone is, its as big as that hole in your head where weirdos wear a brain DUDE, are you telling me theres rules to enjoying ?
how its done perhaps ? "lek nen echte moun" i guess
I AM NOT ENJOYING MYSELF IM KILLING TIME, FUN DOES NOT EXIST HERE NOR WILL IT EVER AGAIN
not here

06/28/2017 04:19:09 pm

hah well, i said there would be nothing to talk about .. what is there to talk about ?
do you have my money bitch ? can you fix my number, bitch ? well then ... what is there to talk about?
it woke me up at 11 again, i can only think it has something to do with oldbat inbreed des twaalven moet men zojjen om het eeten aan te gaan or something, so to me thats getting only 3 or 4 hours sleep, so i zombie around all day, do virtually nothing but thats cool cos i dished and cleaned everything last night, so by now im getting ready to eat , shower and drop couch-zomboid until dark-ish cos thats what your masterplan does to my biorythm
and no ... i listen to it several times since im not actively listening (as if like i were to be on a train or something) so i have to cos i miss parts
and no, i still have €1,73 so why would i go outside ? to do what exactly ?
no petatten this week
and well, i cant get a new simcard cos i dont have money so, no ?
and frankly my dear after all this, I REALLY DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANY OF YOUR SHIT, BUT IM FUCKING ANGRY, thats for sure, if that was the plan you succeeded, if immobilizing me was the plan, you did it ...
garden huh ... im not garden-man, its fine to me but b/c you kept me out of synce i havent done anything for three days so the weeds are getting through again, something i dont give a shit about but most people are manic or maybe phobic about it, i think its some kind of illusion of control over the environment (where the environment is the pile of bricks that belongs to the bank for 40 years and if you're lucky in the post 2000s to you when you're 65 and life is over (to most people it is im afraid not everyone is putin or buffet, no link intended)
so NO, i aint doing shit cos im too tired
my veggies seem to be growing,

maybe id spend more time if it was functional but i doubt it cos sunlight and recreational ? a towelsized garden with eight houses around it ? HOW IS THAT FUN ? aint no privacy here, bitch
so do you have my money ? can you fix my number so i can log in against brainrot and shit and check if the statejobshop or maybe o wait maybe the old folks house burned down in france or something ?
the shears are broken too ... the hedge wont stop growing even if it is ... naughty naughty, to think i have to waste time on that while i would be paying people to do it
you owe me , forever, it never goes away cos you cant pay back what you took from me but, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH? im not talking bout the handout, EVERY CENT I DIDNT MAKE SINCE THE DAY YOU PUT ME HERE plus intrest for every second of life i lost in this shithole i hate since i was 15 ... DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY, BITCH ?
wut ? masjen ? oh ... i guess you dont SO DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME
im not a nice guy, i WAS a nice guy, then you stuck me here, now im not
FUCK YOU
hm .. no, that vocore has been lying around since satellius was a gay fuck i lost all skype, onedrive and then suddenly all data stored on all computers at once and now ... for some reason i cant login to google, all in less than a month
you think its a curse or something ? the curse of the bookstore witch putting kali next to basted on a pentagram ? think thats it?
i would be inclined to think otherwise ...

I KNOW ....

paranoia, right, your easy way out of my factual facts like mysteriously appearing passports flying by themselves ending up 30km further in a police station in a town i havent been in months but where i find myself the next month ... paranoia ... I DIDNT GET
THE SMS
ON THE PHONE THAT MATTERS ... i only got one on one that contained a non-registered card so YEA ... paranoia
MOTHERFUCKER .. did i give the impression that im happy and all past 30 years are forgotten again ? some poser with a camera phone walked by and too a snapshot?
17:18 ... chicken canoli .. canneloni ? ...
is it still canneloni if you eat it with rice, extra curry and cayenne for HOTHOTHOT?
i NEVER run out of controversial opinion, darling ... there have been other people like that although i wont mention them cos it gives you an excuse to paint me as whatever you need to to feel safe in your own illusion ... id like to call that de-lusion
its a dangerous one since its seriously inconvenient ... have you ever considered that its a natural reaction?
just like the current economic "climate" is a physical reaction when applied to the metaverse ... all things go to the one as the buddhists say, newton and einstein might tell you the universe is constantly in a state of "seeking balance" at all levels (well, the horndog didnt like the idea of quantum levels having different laws and as far as ANYONE knows he might be right cos it might be a matter of resolution (as in reality-megapixels) why it cant be perceived so)
yes but well IT IS ... call it gravity or falling ... its a state of constantly seeking balance, all things go to the one, well said , Sid ... A+ for physics AND meta-
its CLEAR the current situation is a reaction to the previous action (or lack of it but in this case lets say too much of it so the opposite reaction is just as hard, right? given the fact that theres sapient interference ofcourse its hard to tell, the opposite reaction might be worse, which means some kind of rebound is bound, which doesnt mean thats a good thing since omega (as not seen on tv, dustball)
so , the other bit might be just as well if you take sociology for a science (my old teacher-ess spent more time defending the course as an actual science than actually teaching it, i think it must have been some uni-trauma picked up from exact science friends), i called it mass-psychology tweaked, she burned me to a cinder with her eyes
but whatever, if that so then why is this not an equal reaction to what came before ? the wavenature of reality permeating every level (that metaverse again)
so take it how you want ... saying its a natural reaction does not imply any moral stance btw ... its just saying its a natural reaction which was inevitable given the situation now
what can you do ?
you can take it as a sign of "gooood" .. showing theres one with three faces TESTING you to either unite or die, as totally in tolkiens armies of mordor vs the last shiney men
or you can take it as the rise of a new nation which you will eventually have to deal with either on a too late basis like you did the nazis cos everyone back then was weary of jews and no one really gave a shit (its what people do ... they DONT think about it, its too difficult , it hurts , to me thats actually the only sign of potential divine intervention : contrary to all reason, sapients are not extinct while they prefer to stick their head in the sand when a storm comes rolling down the mountain -) what side is who doesnt matter if you think that its god showing its one face since in the end there will be only one since that is where all things go to, right ? the hindus (who were here before killroy got a smarter view on it all gods are aspects and facets of the bigger whole, its not just a sandalwearing hippie in the sky or some vague symbol that cant be depicted ... it all comes down to the one hahah ... but as for sapients i have (ofcourse) my own theory since they gave up (not as such but) evolution by letting technology do the hard evolving so to speak, which is seems to be a REALLY difficult concept , especially to believers and carbonbased lifeform-ist cos how on hell and earth could evolving technology constitute the drive that life seems to be since its inherently superior and more adaptive than weak, soft mushy sapients (A.I. enemies should LOVE this bit HAHAHAHA)
then again, if thats what this is, then why does life have to be constricted to anything but a principle of evolving to the next state and so extending reach in order to evolve in order to extend, its inherent, is it not ?
blablabla, blebelble, i did certainly (most certainly) NOT see that on tv i came up with that myself, but that doesnt mean life cant have originated in two different places at two different times, can it .. good (NOT GOOD, make no mistake cos i have five minutes of clarity, the hate and darkness will take over the moment im done typing)
OR you can take it as the rise of a new nation which you will deal with on equal terms (yea, thats gonna happen, right? )
so what IS gonna happen ?
I DONT CARE, I WANT MY MONEY AND OUT OF HERE WITH MY CAT, you can all rot and go to hell
18:53 ... we're on the i cant sleep train again
and so it never stops cos im always yawning, whats a "bukowski" ? is that a hipster thing ?
someone "everyone" has read so i should ? you know a hipster thing like ... like Tolstoi used to be a hipster thing 100 years ago ? hipster-thing ... Einstein liked Tolstoi, i never read it ... shows you how im not einstein then and i never said it cos i mention the name
a writer, yes ?
never heard of it ... i got my own philosophers btw, moreover i got my own philosoPHY ... its not regurgitated in -isms and numbers, dustball (o there we go again, yea told you im NOT good at letting go, specially the last ten years, i wonder why even for an insult like that cos you stand for a certain type ... a chunk where as i stand for the cat that walked alone
i just heard the funniest thing, very american ... "every home needs a gun" ... is that so?
sounds very american anyway ... id say it doesnt .. id say ...
"every home needs a kitchen knife"
then you say 0_o
yea, cos you can't cook a steak with a gun, or prepare it at least but you CAN kill a man with a kitchen knife if you're not a fucking coward whos afraid to get up close and dirty hands (i know gremmar, DONT go there cos i will smite thee with it)
yea, "every home needs a kitchen knife, more than a gun" ... but well, i am the cat that walks alone, right?
(and funny, haha, very)
wut ? feel attacked ? i just had food for thought it made me think, thats not an attack, some people with half a mind might even smile at it ... well the dustball, thats an attack cos he insulted me sitting on a throne in the ministry of -isms where they live in the past with closed shutters in a small sand
box ..
im not a monotheist, its not an eye for an eye with me its two for one, you know if you leave the fucker with one good eye he might still see you and come back, that way it never stops
still funny?
23:23 ... yes, i can feel when you're trying to push me
you fucking parasite, in need of words again ... invasion of my privacy is a capital crime, dont act surprised when shit were to hit the fan
what if i dont wanna ? you're gonna make me ? poke until im angry then kgondeflikkenbellezei cos you need pampers? or something cos its not i actually touched anyeone in the past i cant remember since before i got in jail
fanatical drive ... you see the danger here cos you're one-sided whatever i say gets either confused with something pro-you you can use, or something pro-them making me one of them, my qualm is with hippiecrites and dustballs mostly, i care little for the fleeting whims of mortal men and sapients, these things to up and down and nothing ever changes
well, if its fanatical drive then in capitalism what else is money but fanatical drive regardless the consequence? in marxist and soviet communicsm, what else the force to share regardless consequence .. dustball department of the ministry of -isms , hippiecrites, nazis and punks, one and the same if its a circle not a line
its a wave and im a particle, i dont behave cos invasion of my privacy is a capital offence
you see, parasite, i breathe this without thinking, and YOU owe me a decade of life so unless you know how to pay that back you can pay me with your life
how about that? i dont know how to take exactly ten years ? or is that a threat ? against who ? YOU ? you admit it was YOU ?
FUCK YOU
do you have my money bitch, when can i get back in my accounts ? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU and your whole dam bullshit batshit crew, dustballs and hippiecrites, nazis and punks
FUCK YOU, keep in mind that i dont owe anybody anything but revenge for what was taken and what was kept from me, keep in mind it will never be okay until i am where i set out to be, keep in mind the ten years you cost me make it so it will NEVER be okay .. i hate this place, i want nothing to do with your world, when im out, you will not know my name since that was the intention all along, FUCK YOU ...there you go, i said something, now FUCK OFF
00:14 ... its pizza, bro, pizza, not concept art or lekkerkokerellen voor de vrienden ...
i have no friends and i wont as long as im stuck here ... are you gonna tell me theres RULES TO PIZZA now ?

you need to box that too ? measure it ? exact dimensions and amounts ? exact degrees at exact heights for an exact amount of seconds? cos thats what the book says, right?
well, NO, you putting me here ruining my life so i cant even afford takeaway if i want to, THAT was bad for the economy ... me doing this, THAT means i can make 3 of these for the price of one delivered and whats more ... unless its a real restaurant and not that prefab shit, my pizza is WAY better... takeaway ? id go for kebab or pita or chinese ... the vietnam pho shop is closed too, too much of a novelty im afraid .. yes, fries ofcourse (they call it a national dish but its 'french' fries .. no shame or otherwise no pride hm?) ... a sack of stuff from the friture costs MORE than a pita im afraid, its become a luxury i can afford twice a year
the answer is not "a oeër af en go masjen" ... mijn oeër was af azzek 8 joeër was en ze stooke ma in tvee en jee ... rom rom rom, ericcson en shit (and stuff, yes really what do you THINK those wargames on sunday and holidays and the military stand in line ACHTUNG structure was meant for then? well they DID ban all of it xept the youth movement didnt they? it pokes its head sometimes, blood&honour and all that but...dont get me started on that, that was ten years of wasted sundays, im not a fucking soldier but i know the ropes now, yea?) ... earlier today (i cant help that) im watching something with a bunch of people driving up to a place cos they have to get some revenge ... they dont scout it out, they dont check the perimeter, they dont sit aside for at least 24 hours watching what goes in and out, they just drive up to it and the hair on the back of my neck stands up just watching that .. and right ... ofcourse they go in, theres no one there, they find the honeypot
and themselves surrounded by the ones who live there but are waiting in the bushes (DONT GREMMAR ME ON SHORTCUTS)
still, its the first thing i think of seeing that .. thats shitty, right, spoils all the surprise
the answer is not get a job, i had one, you fucked it, i WAS getting out of here, YOU FUCKED THAT, i dont owe anyone and someone owes me LOTS
dont try to enlist me i dont play anymore ... you think thats gaming btw? thats not gaming, i dont game anymore, i dont have fun anymore, i dont WANT friends HERE as a principle, i WILL repeat it until understood, AND next week we wil check "the law" on "you have to let me keep my number" ... im somewhat curious as to who's gonna create what excuse so as not to do it. Its flanders, van drukkerland, ofcourse someones gonna try, fucking inbreed hobbits
tsjah ... im not a pacifist , just like im not einstein, im definitely above average on YOUR scales but my brain doesnt go linear so maybe im like a broken quantum computer to a watson then (since we're going bigger than Texas hm, its not like i could develop my potential, EVER, all my life people tried boxing or enlisting me .. ALL MY FUCKING life, or fuck it up cos thats not how its done, ALL MY FUCKING LIFE, and you expect me to suddenly some day wake up and "give up" or "give in" to this place, its existentially and physically impossible mate ... and ... if you find your "american citizens" fighting alongside bla ... first of all , they're not 'american citizens', they chose a different nationality, but you're stuck on paper like any good legalist would be, thinking you can bend the laws of physics with a pen ... (well, thats basically what you people do .. in general, as a rule of thumb, not necessarly only applied to that situation)
you find them there i can only repeat what i said ... (they're not me, i HAVE purpose, STILL even if you fucked me by postponing it, my purpose is living in asia with my cats before i turn 40 .... 0_o ... hmz ..) you find them there, i can tell you only this, it BEATS having nothing to do, and it BEATS doing nine to five to end up with shit at the end of your life and all your paper and your pens wont fix that
HAPPY ? cos im repeating myself OVER AND OVER AND OVER i havent said anything new in years
01:30 ... yes yes i do ... i understand
the authenticator is there for my protection and EASE, my safety, not for tracking
however, last time i lost my phone ... customer service wouldnt even reset it for me despite still having access to all the fucking purchases (kept in that hotmail account i cant get into atm) COS I DIDNT HAVE THE reset-code (the one you're supposed to write down in a 2017 fashion, you know .. SECURITY)
HOWEVER, lucky me ... i must have had a moment of darkness cos i actually HAD it ... so i got back in, NO THANKS to CS who wouldnt let me, DESPITE dozens of proofs of purchase i didnthave enough cd-keys of actual physical cds or something REALLY lame excuse .. SO im kinda having had it UP to above and beyond HERE with the cloud and the authenticators cos it seems the more i store there, the less i get
so im down to zero-authentication and changing passwords every day, cos satellius is a gay fuck, the biggest search engine in the world cant find its own CS on google and steam wont let me in when i lose my phone
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY I SPENT THERE OVER THE YEARS, BRO ?
TOO MUCH
i KNOW what its for, but no thanks
not this time
03:03 ... magical numbers again, you dont ask the cat why ...
when for months he doesnt go further than 50 or 100 m from the house and tonight he suddenly wants to check the whole block .. you dont ask the cat why
you tell him never to grow up, you tell him
its the least you can do for saving your life and never telling a lie you tell him
you're proud to be the only person on the planet he trusts and respects that much without ever being forced into submission
and you go along

you dont let the mood spoiil by posers paranoia trying to induce ... privacy is sacred, sooner or later there will be a reckoning .. dustballs, punks and nazis, hippiecrites, posers with camera phones ... manipulative gay micro and other fascist fucks ruining your life, but not tonight
you ask the cat do you remember back when we were five, not just the cat that walks alone( i dont count me) and we walked together without asking ? magic ...
its like he's looking for something but .. far be it from me to try and understand .. all the way down .. the writing on the wall tells me someone knows enough spanish to call the mayor a dog, that place is filth , jfc ... but thats not my street is it? im not the litter-avenger or the nanny, i dont give a shit
round and round, im glad he doesnt wanna take the other road back, too much tension for my liking, cars drive by at 4 am sometimes, bad for my heart and nerves
soothing, that is what it is, unlike tail lights in the dark ... or strategy, the perfect strategy you know i actually have no clue on the current situation , im just quite convinced nothing much will have changed
so i look it up , for once ... Iraq, Syria, Lybia (i thought that was all fixed ? iraq with the death of saddam ? lybia with the death of khadafi ... Egypt ??? Saudi-Arabia ? Nigeria ? pakistan, afghanistan ... yemen, algeria, north caucasus ... 50% decline in controlled territory over .. over THREE YEARS? ... pledges of allegiance from ..
from somalia ... indonesia ... the PHILIPPINES???!? thats euh where guys crucify themselves, right? Woaw ... progress ... i guess, against the combined might of the US, Russia and well some european logistics ... started from a band of rabble with a bit of bleach and AK's on a guy dubbed 'illiterate' criminal scum
mwell ... good thing they're that unpopular by atrocity then i guess "or else" ... they might be popular ... so its dispersed ..its nothing new , is it , not a 100 years ago, the atrocities were more covert but if the nazis would have had youtube and twitter im sure goebbels would have made the best of it
same reactions too, at first nothing until too late, then panic ... then what ... it took a Turing and a churchill willing to let the nazis flatten his country and TWO atomic bombs to end it ... your perfect strategy ? you can't afford to blink
id be impressed if i gave a shit but i cant really get down with the raping 9 year old kids and that stuff ... thats a bit too much, even for a balancing horde of mordor, and still nothing got united, syria is a borderline between america and the russians STILL, same shit, different day
same principle, different ideology ... oh well, like i said, nothing ever changes does it ? nothing new under the sun , and then what ? generation three or four ? WHAT THE FUCK WOULD THAT BE THEN ?
my opinion ? well if you didnt fuck up my life i could be walking the plains of mongolia with my cat for days on end ... instead im stuck here so if your world is bleeding

i dont give a shit


i honestly dont, ten years of my life, wheres my money and my phonenumber, and i have but one cat left ...
thats on my mind
the pizza ... adding just a bit of yeast to the dough makes it crunchy at the sides, pizza crossa, lai la la la, not too much cheese, tomato cubes i.o. paste ... could have dried that out just a little longer maybe but it tastes very FRESH over-all, no salt makes the bacon into a "touche" ... not too heavy i think what might just round it off completely is ... some FRESH basilicum and a few slices of chorizo .. but i dont have that do i ... dont have the money to buy it either, but its fine as is, the rest would be RE-"fine"-ment
doesnt make me feel better for more than three minutes though
back to the bleakness at hand, to watch the cat walk free feel safe with me gives a hint of smile though that dissipates at first sunlight i can assure you
05:28 ... sun is waking up, i can feel the darkness rise ...
hell is truly all about repetition, i will forever hate this place, dont gimme that "sun is shining", summertime and pussy shit, i need my money so i can get out of here and never come back and i need my fucking phonenumber to work ... i have zero interest in girls, women or any kind of human interactivity as long as im stuck here ... count the number of days i have been saying that every day, and take it for a fact. You have nothing to offer, you ruined my life, do you have my money bitch
then FUCK OFF
next day 17:25 hm yes, i got plenty but i also still have €1,73 and no phone number, and more over if i cant get that one back i dont see the need to get a new one, i dont keep friends after all ... 10 days waiting for money in 2017 ... not enough people ? really automation ? I DONT TAKE ANY OF YOUR BULLSHIT, the blockchain has ZERO people checking on transactions i still have to hear the first complaint, thats right ZERO people so it just goes on unlike bank pc's that need sleep after office hours or on weekends, its NOT NEW, bitcoin was being mined when i was still living in kraakpandcity, YEARS before you ruined my life and stuck me here resulting in ten years later the present situation, you make excuses, not solutions .. 10 DAYS? i dont wanna talk, i'll maybe post repost later tonight but FUCK YOU< ... these things take time? what , 15 years ? i dont need to hear your bullshit i know all your excuses like i know most conversations with normals before i have them. I usually dont talk much. That chatter is a veil .. let me tell you how it goes in 2017 ... i go to the doc .. the doc scans my id card after i pay him, the visit goes into the system right there, ... shaves off three or four days you say ? ... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, the money can be back in my account THE SAME FUCKING DAY, stick your excuses up yo mommas ass bitches, go just crawl under a rock and play fossil or something
oh interesting, so i dont forget .. A.L.F. in good light hm ? they really did a number on them here, a belgian number ... showed them off as terrorists .. actually accused them of setting a whole truck full of chickens on fire to protest against mcDonalts ... public swallowed it like good flemish bitches do, someone got arrested, probably charged with whatever so .. ALF burning a truck of chickens huh ? NO ONE would believe that but the flemish bitch public, question remains, WHO's the psycho who set fire to a truckload of chickens to set them up, hellgium-style? o yea, all fun and games in the capital of europe, western democracy and what not ... i dont think i have money or my number back yet. I got the picture now why the little shits are here after seeing the mayors name graffitid all over the wall downthere ... chases them off didnt you. The recreational zone, all maintained and fenced, empty 6.5 days a week costing money but HEY, ITS FOR SPORTS ... so you chased the little shits away, THATS why they come sit HERE now, i totally get the picture now. Still i dont like having to bully cos they dump trash, i felt like fucking zouroku earlier today, staring them down for 5 seconds from my mailbox (a street away) and they actually started picking up their shit ... I DONT LIKE DOING THAT, THEYRE NOT MY LITTLE SHITS but hey, heres the deal as was and is, KIDS ... pick up the trash, i dont give a shit if you make 140decibel from 6am till midnight or round the clock, im suire the natives do but i dont see anyone else opening their mouths, just pick up the trash and we cool, thats ALL i ask, im not your fucking daddy ... I GOT NOTHING TO SAY, WHERES MY MONEY SO I CAN CHECK HOW MUCH YOUR PAPER LAW LETS ME KEEP MY NUMBER SO I CAN SIGN BACK IN ... TEN DAYS to refund hm ? how much hellgian bullshit can i take before i crack is that it, cos im not gonna crack on 10 year olds, motherfucker
now, now, lets not get ahead of ourselves ... i dont know how you make headlines after all this time (how would i know ...) but i can say i clearly prefer YOU people over greenpeace, i mean i went for a part-time job at greenpeace ... the motherfucker in charge who has to hire me or not DOESNT EVEN KNOW what fracking is ... yay greenpeace join the revolution! goes like "heheh, fracking yea heheh" as if i said something beavis then asks me what i know about their latest campaign (means:did you see the first pic on the frontpage of our website) didnt hire cos i wasnt left enough ... or maybe looked up fracking and felt embarrassed. so FUCK greenpeace ... if i had money to support like my name was gates, id clearly support you people over greenpeache, that goes without saying, i dont believe for a second the women (or was it her? i think its a woman who got arrested would set a fucking truck full of living chickens on fire to protest mcdonalds ... that goes against about everything you'd stand for ... BUT, doesnt make me one of you, makes you the enemy of my enemy in a subsection, i do eat meat, but i wouldnt kill an animal for it, when faced with an apocalypse id probably eat humans ... i get a steak on my plate its an insult to the animal that died to not eat it ... but if it were me, id prefer the army of twelve monkeys at the risk of eradicating all humans while im at it, they're obsolete anyway, technology will manage or else its back to will it be the spiders or will it be the cats ... (sure as hell wont be the dogs ... might be the cockroaches)
in the meantime i got nothing to say, theres nothing to threaten me with and i will forever hate this place, doesnt make me one of "them" either ... setting the church on fire would be counterproductive to my goals which is was and will be until reached : getting out of here with my cat
im not reposting im reworking the frontpage HERE but at my tempo, i noticed i cant be reached from all countries so i'll try to push a list with green, orange and red lights and im looking into putting up a deep-node ... no scripts there ofcourse
COS ? cos nothing, cos cos, i got nothing to prove but that i'll never give in to this place
which i hate .. HATE ... HATE (does this come up on german stasi echelon programs now ?? HATE)
and FUCK YOU (and them btw, i wonder if it will be possible for me to ever actually feel 'fun' again or 'love' a girl as i think it felt ... i think it felt ... im not sure, its been a while, fuck this place)
07/03/2017 12:06:20 am
testing new rotation ...
07/01/2017 03:33:34 pm
00:58 why arent you on facebook fucking drunk its weekend get the tart ...
well i hate condoms for one, its the main reason for my habit of monogamy, as USUAL it has nothing to do with religion since im not and also not with normals morals
i had a jawdrop just now ... the things one learns while not in school, i REALLY shoulda quit sooner ... New York Eugenics
save your breath, i said NO as long as im stuck here and im only at like 5% info devouring of what i used to be since I CANT FOCUS HERE, THIS PLACE IS KRYPTONITE .. what do i care if someone reads this or not, its here ... THIS ... THESE are NOT lies ... this is me right now, how i feel and what i think , what im doing, not what i WANT to be doing, not what someone says i am or should or should not be doing.
so did i say fuck you yet today ? probably not enough
21:55 means you wanna win i suppose while ignorant of the fact that 22:00 is way too early .. 23:00 is almost acceptable and now i havent slept shit, in a state of constant angry, too tired to do anything menial, no money to pay someone to do it, not giving a fuck cos i hate this place, burning up my body on adrenaline, whatever the story you tell, its ME you have to reckon with, and whatever the story you tell, i lived it so i was there, your words dont mean a lot
i wasnt clear there, again, precious ... "so i did i make no difference at all?" ... i first thought it was a resetting cycle on the pre-war nazi psychology where you would tell someone they're gonna die in order to overachieve but it might just as well have been Elliott Ness .. in that case : did you achieve something?
YES ! REJOICE !
there was one platform, ONE, centralized, where buyer protection was guaranteed by customer service-experience, which made it about as safe as e-bay to buy stuff. Now theres dozens, maybe hundreds, who knows, with little to no guarantee. Thats what you achieved, so you definitely achieven SOMETHING
which is not my problem...drugs are older than cops or laws so fuck that shit
it reminds me of how one day yokel-inbreeds, legalized rightwing mafia with guns got down on one guy who ALWAYS sold uncut full grams at the lowest price and refused to sell to anyone under 18 (for self-preservation, not out of moralism) and got fucked with exaggerated numbers, setup testimonies by junkies and failing to aid someone who died while he was 30 km away ... after that ...
i guess after that the city must have been drug-free, like i said, if theres one thing you people are GOOD at its at getting them to give you taxmoney, ten times what i get, for doing what?
well you shouldnt have asked ... expect WHAT ? after what you did to me ? what did you say .."OR ELSE" ?.... too late for that mate im out of giveafuck
so FUCK YOU, do you have my money bitch so i can leave here with my cat ? im fucking tired and pissed off, AND I DONT WANT FRIENDS HERE, I WONT HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE HERE, WHICH if you have a braincell by itself leads to the conclusion that THERE WILL BE NO SEX HERE
FUCK YOU
19:09 no you can't ...
you can do NOTHING to prevent this in the future since im not like you and im not like them whatever i do does not apply
you ruined my life, i still need what i need, i was doing fine, YOU FUCKED IT and now i still need what i need PLUS my pound of flesh
FUCK
OFF, im not playing your shitty game, no matter the threat
no, youre NOT gonna keep me, all you do is make me angry, thats all you ever achieved .. im just gonna once more reply to that last thing, NOooo thats not the most retarded thing i ever heard, EVERYTHING coming out of your mouth is retarded, its just another thing
why would i be "ashamed" over something thats forced on me knowing very well it took serious manipulation and the power of idiots in large numbers to suppress my future?
i'm angry, FURIOUS, HOSTILE (with a smile), ... and some other things i wont mention but SHAME ?
i was doing it, even at half the result id still be out of here for years, i dont see how that results in shame over having no money ... id be ashamed to roll over and lick your balls for snickers money, maybe i would be ashamed then yea
IM NOT YOU
IM NOT THEM
theres nothing here for me, you ruined my life, that can NEVER be undone, ask your fucking priest for forgiveness cos i aint got any, and if you're looking for love, meet me when im living in asia with my cat, maybe ill find that back there but here ?
i aint got none left either
not happening, too late to make me care
okay ? did i repeat myself enough for one day ? good ... i'll do that sleep-or-pretend thing i'll do as long as needed until i have it now
jeezes, THAT AGAIN ? AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO ME ? AFTER WHAT YOU COST ME ?
DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH ? IM FOUR YEARS LATE FOR ASIA, its not a negotiation or discussion, its not even a question
18:49 well we fed and we showered ...
and we lost another day of life to this hellhole ... jumping from here to there on the same topic, whats displacement huh ? space ? time ? matter as in topic ? does it ? i mean matter
?
if your local yokel-Ness is responsible (among others for ruining my life) still thinking im up to something then YOU ARE AN IDIOT, supply has never been the problem bro, its gotte be worth it. People dont have money and b/c of the ueber-Ness war on drugs prices are RIDICULOUS (hence the rise of meth ... which is fucking weird that it hasnt reached here) and all thats achieved so far is obfuscation, maybe the DEA is actually a sub-section of the neo-cartels ... cos they sure as hell dont hurt them lol (HOW COULD THEY BRO, you dont fight the vacuum do you, you're trying to prevent the matter getting into it ... ask any physicist if thats worth the energy spent over time , NO ITS NOT)
metaveeeeeeeeeeeerse
well, your law had no problem faking it ... i even got weed as first note on my record while i never got caught for that, as if someone had to prove a stepping stone, "added later" , huh ?
yea i asked for it some years ago under the weird notion that id have it cleared
but its not worth the money
so if i COULD do it by drugs AGAIN, getting out after the years you cost me, i WOULD as long the risk/reward is decent enough, which it is not
so is robbing a bank, lucky you, i checked all the options, snickers money isnt getting me anywhere so
YOU FUCKED ME, cos i was doing fine, another misconception when i say that, im talking AFTER i got out, cleaned myself up (yea cleaned MYSELF up, you certainly didnt do that for me did you) and was building something piece by piece, THATS WHEN YOU FUCKED ME, BITCH
you still dont expect a thank you or something do you ? i would have been out of this hellhole for years now
thats grown to be europe by now, it WAS belgium, now and since long europe isnt far enough away
so FUCK you (you see how it always comes back to this, no matter where i start as long as im stuck here?)
17:51 so what's on the menu today ? ...
Sebas-chan ? whats for supper ? mwell Bo-chan ... today we have barely salted chicken broth with celery and just a few butterfly spirelli for decoration with assorted vegetable omelette on the side and a slice of buttered bread
doesnt sound too rich Sebas-chan .. beats mickey dee bo-chan and you're right, im cleaning out the freezer in creative mode ... tastes great btw ... generates no sense of achievement or joy however
broke as fuck
no place here i wanna go ... (BUT WHAT ABOUT THE STARVING CHILDREN ? i dont know what about them ? you kept me out of money so i cant help them ... i didnt put them there so i dont see why their misery should make me feel better cos they have less ... I DONT HAVE WHAT I WOULD, not could, BY NOW, THATS IT ... PERIOD, you're responsible, THATS IT, PERIOD)

mh 6pm time to try and start to try and get some of that sleep you kept from me this morning and afternoon, wether you prevent it or not ... its downtime until dark
i'll replace it with the new layout tonight, clickapic seems to work and the layout fits smoove on both pc and phone, guess i got lucky huh, precious 16:31 ... and another one down ...
and another day gone ... another one down the drain ... so i hate this place so i hate this place
you think i'm insane ?
its insults now ... i got something about dumb fuck , you know, precious if you're not more clear in your modern motivational skill, "people" will start to think im hearing voices or im talking to myself instead of thinking out loud ...
whats the problem now? not zuipen ba sintj annaken or not bowing to the glory of flanders?
fucking retard
i think i got click-a-pic fixed ... a cry for one-page-fits-all in which case it wouldnt even have been a problem but as hobbies go im actually surprised i spend time on it .. maybe simply cos €125 for this webserver here is about more then a quarter of my monthly income ... yea thats BALLING man, profiteur lek as dasse zeggen
the answer is not "masjen", the right answer comes to the right question : "DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY, BITCH? EVERY CENT I DIDNT MAKE SINCE THE DAY YOU STUCK ME BACK HERE?"

jeb and the bush family , sounds like a slapstick hollywood movie but its not... its not very interesting to me either ... (although american anti's will eat it and like it and conspirationist probably will use it as yet another bible seeing double whats in it ... but i never heard of jeb before that ... that makes me a dumb fuck? i think that makes them great at hiding behind curtains, but shows how america is not actually the center of the world) i mean, plebs will be plebs, the romans got that, the greeks invented democracy ... washington used the name to disguise bi-particracy ... americans suffer from serious homocentrism if not narcissism due to the past 100 years makes them forget they're not 500 years old ...
a nice work on how plankton is plankton and the whale thinks its the master but in fact none of them controls the current and if the whale doesnt go where the plankton's made to flow

it starves

true power lies not with the elected, it lies with those who have the power to get them there ... but who didnt know that already ... mwell .. it seem to be precious' turn to do the insulting but im not really listening, im sitting here up in my dark room again, ready to waste another summer of life in van drukkerland
i dont need therapy you BITCH, i need what i set out to have and was doing great in getting : out of here with my cat, never to see europe again
TO ASIA DUDE, ITS NOT A NEGOTIATION, TO ASIA
i guess i can remove the original layout now, since the new one works fine for both phone and pcs ... will do so tonight
testing blogrotation ...
yesterday i knew too much, today i'm harmless? thats exactly how i know you, precious ... bruteforce ignoring the facts like a brainbutcher algorithm stuck in changed times
you know i never even heard of jeb bush ?
american narcissism would probably paint me as a dumb fuck for that
what has changed, precious ? im stuck here one day longer ... im still broke, i wont be out of here tomorrow, you dont get to expect or ask anything, you can make threats all you want. I dont need therapy ... i HAD therapy, i ASKED for it myself when i felt it was necessary, AFTER getting out of jail addicted, cleaning myself up, working my ass off six or seven days a week on a vague dopamine promise that its gonna be okay as long as, finding out it wasnt, getting twice the fines i paid off slapped in my neck two years later cos "they forgot" (i think they "remembered" that i HAD money now) ... demotivated, losing the job, the bitch who wanted a kid "losing" it on the last legal day for abortion ... AND STILL I DIDNT SHOOT ANYONE BITCH ... i'll save that anger for a rainy day and let it all out at once, the day i realize i'll never get out of here which , if its up to me, will never come, so be careful with your motivational tactics to make me suddenly like the place here.
i know who needs therapy ... people like you who wont. I WAS DOING FINE UNTIL YOU STUCK ME HERE, I HAVENT HAD A DAY SINCE, that nationalist bullshit ? i just need to make clear how i got NOTHING to do with it, WANT nothing to do with and WILL HAVE nothing to do with it, thats 30 years late and i never fit in, regardless of posers and camera phones and stories told, edited versions of life and whatnot ... the power of idiots in large numbers, used and abused
06/30/2017 08:18:41 pm
That's right Zashunina ...
tryingnewlayout 4:23 ... Ypres ... AVV / VVK hm ?
Ieper ... you feel like there's any reason there why i should feel connected or fatherlandly pride cos those fools died in the mud for royalty across the see fled taking shit from the french cos thats was how its done ? I spent TEN years in the remembrance , those poor fuckers STILL serve as symbols for whoever and whatever rightwing old bat can use them. I know all about Borms ... all about it, All for Flanders, Flanders for christ ... thats what it says on the tower .. the tower that got blown up once, re-built and serves as a flemish nationalist monument now ... "nie wieder krieg" no what does it say, also serves for those who rally against the french still in 2017 ... WHO OF US GOT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THAT STILL DUDE ? thats like me taking responsiblity for Leopold keeping black slaves ... I GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH THAT, and those 10 yzerbedevaarts made me LOATHE it
history huh ? THATS HISTORY ? im afraid churchill made history 20 years later, and they will all be soon forgotten, serves them well for doing what they're told
o i know all about it, wargames and flemish nationalist propaganda ... 100 years later the fact that the french were the officers still feeds nationalism
HOW DOES THAT CONCERN ME, I HATE THIS PLACE
all about it, the whole history of chemical warfare ... the fact that ALL of them had stockpiles who afaik still existed a decade ago ? maybe still do ... the fact that even der fuehrer himself refused to use it 20 years later cos he almost fell to a gas attack during the first war ... more impact than you think
also the fact that its the post ww1 that actually made ww2 possible ... all about it, still ... how does that concern me, i have been wanting to leave here for about 30 years now, these are not my people, im just stuck here, what have they done for me ? put me on the street? took everything, slander my name, put me in jail for making ends meet?
really ? nationalist pride ? 5 million hobbits ?
REALLY? well im not stopping you but you need to stay away from me with that bullshit, kicked me out when i was 17 remember ? i didnt grow to like it more since
precious ... im not gonna waste time AGAIN on explaining, look up what VER DI NA SO means and where the founding father of the movement came from. These were NOT the people standing AGAINST the germans ok. THAT is where the youth movement was born. THAT is where i spent ten years. Im sick of explaining. they shoulda kicked me out sooner. I never should have been there, but i was, and so as with many things you "heard about" , i have the t-shirt. So dont tell me what to think or do or dont
03:43 also sprach zashunina ...
zarathustra hm ... thats not even funny ... an attempt at twisting or ridiculizing i suppose ?
everybody wants something ... indeed
i want to move to Asia, with my cats, by the time i turn 40
i was doing fine until you knew what was good for me and fucked my whole life up for the what ... fifth time?
assuming i'm like you ... you ... you don't befriend a horse, right? what do YOU call that again ? can i hear you say that?
well im not a horse
or a fucking dog for that matter

thanks gods its raining ... im up here with half my gear (what goes for it but mwell i make the most of celeron ... i dont see windows 10 doing that) and the room's already full ... theres a smell that wont go away if i close the window for half a day .. like week old cigarette smoke in the wallpaper but
i havent smoked in what ... a year and a half .. other than the occasional you want one from someone while drinking, probably comes down to less than a pack in a year and a half
so that cant be it, so what is it then ? the smell of old nazi inbreed ghosts stuck in trying to hack a brain with a hacksaw ?
hmpf ... the new layout actually works on that phone as well, just push the topic and it expands ... but i dont get the cool light-up effect cos a phone has no hover ... how can five or six generations of dullphones still not have a hover alternative ???? LAME
its actually more readable than the original on that little phone i can actually read this heh ... well unintentional lucky i guess ... gud, one-size fits all better than absolute positioning always, ne´?
2:52 ... i know what you think next summer ...
the perk of being normal ... i saw your blueprint once on acid and it all came clear, since then i know what you think next summer since that is how you roll
witchcraft hm ? telepathy maybe
maybe i sometimes simply dont care , most of the time so it doesnt show or i just nod and smile ... i see my camera still has the nasty habit of stopping recording (stopping to record ? hmz ? record stopping) when i say something inconvenient that doesnt fit the story about me
its why all recording devices kept breaking isnt it ? i go outside , 1 hour away i come home its broken, just lying on a shelf?
ofcourse
thats cos im a funny little man, with a big head ... and obnoxious, ofcourse, lets not forget arrogant, its why you like me SO much you need to wield the power of idiots in large numbers .. (thats probably why IS got that far too, they wielded it better than you did since being "third or more" generation they understand today better than you do
but like all things in power its inevitable ... just like Hitler was the little corporal that couldnt, grew to be a symbol by the grace of himmler and goebbels and then , only then and AFTER that he WAS the fuehrer, and thats when it went downward ... it didnt show right away ... but thats when it went downward, if he had listened to his generals or they would have had the audacity to speak to the symbol he became AFTER they made him, we might all be speaking german and in the end ... look at europe
who's on top huh ?
well WHO IS ?
so who won ? i dont like saying it since anytime i say that im a sympathizer ... but i stopped caring what you think long ago, since i know what you think next summer anyway, the perk of being normal (that would be you) is adhering to the norm, and the norm dictates you, not the other way around ...
thats why your motivations all sound either ridiculous or insulting to me ... i dont get off on swiping phones ... i dont see myself in the third person like that , well YOU DO, precious ... thats how it works, or they wouldnt sell that well .. yea well, sad facts, BURN THE WITCH
right?
you tell me i cant do it and i go "okay" ... i get a blank stare back like (euh that was not what i )
i know, thats why i react like that , which makes you irritated right ? GOOD, people like you fucked my dreams, i NEED you to system error
its the least i can do for now
so you got a big shiney car huh ? thats cool, SURE i wanna joyride but ... i dont want a car ... you dont need to tell me i dont have one or i 'could' cos
i actually DONT WANT ONE (does not compute huh ? i mean EVERYBODY wants a car, right?)
you got more facebook friends hm ? yea, actually that makes logical sense cos
i dont have facebook ... so me : not impressed / you : system error, EVERYBODY has facebook , right
BURN THE WITH .. you're like white bloodcell zombies so i cant be me
not here anyway, and i have known that for a long, long time
you try to demotivate me like "its too late", IT IS, it IS too late to make me care ... and i still want the same
motivate me like i ... well i dont want to, i never wanted that ... i dont wanna be some-THING, i AM somebody, quite somebody, i almost have the voice as if my name were muad dib
... SO FUCKING WHAT, BITCH ? YOU RUINED MY LIFE, YOU OWE ME TEN YEARS, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY? cos theres nothing else you got i want
and nothing left to push me with, i got NO LOVE LEFT for anything but my cat and every second i spend here i fear
more and more that i will never find that back cos its been buried way too deep
and all that cos you had to wield the power of idiots in large numbers cos you couldnt "win"
while i never wanted to play, i wanted out of here and have no name
and you
YOU FUCKED EVERYTHING, and its still the only thing i want, and it will always be
so what do you want ?
a thank you? i wouldnt wait up for that
00:58 ... looks like a charm ...
just update my forex demos up yo mommas ass showing me 20% in 3 months is absolutely possible with decreasing risk over time unless greedy so UP YO MOMMAS ASS COS THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN WHILE WORKING MY PART TIME JOB AND MY SMALL PC BUSINESS UP YO MOMMAS ASS FISTFUCK BITCH MOTHERFUCKING SHIT YOU OWE ME TEN YEARS OF MY LIFE
looks like a charm on my huawei phone, $50 phone ... and it has a little light (and no facebook installed, im a heretic and i dont get a hardon from being watched while swiping and im not impressed by yours so dont show it to me you fucking gadget-perv ... you need it cos theres not much in your head dont you?)
so if it look like it fits like a glove on THAT screen im sure it looks good on phoneboys my phone-is-bigger-than-yours-so-watch-me-swipe-phone
good, so i switch to the new layout the moment i get click-a-pic fixed ... i see whats wrong but i didnt pinpoint it yet, my brain thats at 10% capacity because for every thought i have i have 9 cursing this place while im here works even less cos tired and broke and ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYY
it goes looking for somewhere slash 0.jpg (which doesnt exist, but i have to track that manually i wish the debugger, NO I DONT, tracking it myself is good for me)
etcetera ... so i think i'll be broke until i dunno .. wednesday ?
and after that copper pieces (want dat was niet masjen voor snickers) so dont expect any burst of joy from that either
cos im a little funny man (en dat was niet masjen) in een achtergat van drukkerland
yea i feel like absolute shyte, lack of sleep, lack of money has me halve my usual meds (thats LIGHT MUSCLE RELAXANTS AGAINST THE ARTHROSE IN MY NECK OKAY, nothing screwing with my head, yea i know youd like it to be that but its not) ... so i feel even MORE shitty ... i CANT live at rising chickens rythm ... end of june, moving my shit back up, that 50 inch screen is always an adventure carrying it up the stairs by myself ... skin itching from dust cleaning ... broke as fuck but even if i werent i wouldnt be going anywhere since theres no place here i wanna go. Im gonna adjust my mental state to a small room as far as that is possible so i wouldnt expect any sudden outbursts of joy (which should be clear after all these years wont happen anyway here)

We are all on our way. It's the nature of the universe, is it not, universer, multiverse. I live between worlds so if i say i saw el gato three times im not talking about that black cat down the streets, but im still here.
It's all metaverse. Everything is either transforming or on it's way, always and actually movement is just another transformation so .
what was that last one ? you been quite at it the last two days, havent you. But for every attempt at manipulation, every threat you make, i have to double up since an equal reaction will not pay back what you owe me. Id cut that out if i were you it clearly gets no one anywhere but more anger and my life's already fucked unless you have a time machine to give all of it back
you don't ?
then why are you anything in my general direction?
i hate this fucking place, im gonna sleep til dark or pretend to at least with closed eyes, same shit different day
06/30/2017 03:21:12 am

18:34 ... straight through the wok ...
gangster stance, gangster stance, watch my glock on youtube man, the bricks of coke falling out my nose (but i call the cops if you copy my cd !) ... i yea ... "not fast enough" ... "duel" ... yea and probably met de annen lek nen echte moun and shit ... so if i will i be out of here with my cat to asia after that cos im really not competing cos i dont give a shit how big your razer keyboard or your phone is, its as big as that hole in your head where weirdos wear a brain DUDE, are you telling me theres rules to enjoying ?
how its done perhaps ? "lek nen echte moun" i guess
I AM NOT ENJOYING MYSELF IM KILLING TIME, FUN DOES NOT EXIST HERE NOR WILL IT EVER AGAIN
not here
18:10 ... i know too much ?
what was that? i got that correctly ... enlighten me cos ... has your zomboid snapped back to threat mode ? tjoeppeflikkenbak or else ... gonna die ? bak ? zotuis ? or is it cos friday and i know too much to get danscafépussy?
you havent been paying attention, have you? 17:51 ... knew it could be done without jquery, just a matter of 1e100 and patience
no, that's not noodles ... but its not spaghetti since its vietnamese wok vegetables ... its got a lot of garlic btw but i hear they dont mind overthere so .. are you telling me theres not only rules to pizza, but RULES TO FOOD ? you know an observation i have made long ago ? you normals, you're a lot like what you attribute to bipolarity or autism ... you're this OR that, not ying and yang and WOE the one who uses spaghetti for noodles for lack of money SINCE THATS NOT HOW ITS DONE, RIGHT?
tsch ... doubleslashfacepalm (yea the collapzor seems to work, havent checked it on the phone ... im sure i will some day or time when i happen to need to be on my site and i only have my phone in reach
16:47 ... i see the clicker aint working ...
on the diary page so it wont zoom in on the pics hm ... gud, check out later, fuck feel nothing but hate, this place this place this place, do you have my money bitch ? who's gonna give me back the years you stole ? every second of life i didnt have since the day you ripped my life and put me back here ? i havent had ONE DAY of life since, not ONE, ZERO ... who's gonna fix that? you're expecting shit from me are you ? whats the plan still masterplan? break me? wear me out until i suddenly wake up and like it here? keep forcing me into hours of rising chickens until i collapse ? thats gonna cost you more since all health will be paid for by the state and people who pay more taxes (i hear nothing but complaining that they got 10 times the money i do actually all the rest sounds blablablabla i have only three cars and twenty loans, four houses and six kids ... WEL WHO THE FUCK SAID YOU HAD TO MOTHERFUCKER ? WHO THE FUCK MADE YOU THINK YOU GET TO EXPECT ANYTHING FROM ME?
-->origpost i gotta fix it into an incremental system ... well i gotta nothing actually i dont owe anyone jack fucking shit but revenge
i am beyond exhausted ...
i am worn out ... cat didnt feel like going further than 20m ... im looking into collapsing sections(here/underdev to keep the last 5 or 10 posts on front without excessive scrolling
i got as far as google will contact you in 3-5 business days so maybe i dont even need the number back i can just get another one the first chance at free (registerable) i get ...
the nonstop battering of my biorythm by natives and/or houseghost to keep me at rising chickens and des noenens moet men koocken has me feeling worn out, to give in to it however would make me even worse
how is it possible that i have to wait 10 or 20 days to get money back from doctors visit state health insurance? i thought banks didnt give any intrest anymore whats the point in keeping it? besides, i already pay monthly fucking fee ... etcetera, money, phone, out of here, asia, cat ... whats the correlation between the biggest contributors then ... interesting numbers
tired ... cant sleep yet, wont give in, cant give in, never will, i hate this place, thats never gonna change
06/28/2017 04:19:09 pm
next day 17:25 hm yes, i got plenty but i also still have €1,73 and no phone number, and more over if i cant get that one back i dont see the need to get a new one, i dont keep friends after all ... 10 days waiting for money in 2017 ... not enough people ? really automation ? I DONT TAKE ANY OF YOUR BULLSHIT, the blockchain has ZERO people checking on transactions i still have to hear the first complaint, thats right ZERO people so it just goes on unlike bank pc's that need sleep after office hours or on weekends, its NOT NEW, bitcoin was being mined when i was still living in kraakpandcity, YEARS before you ruined my life and stuck me here resulting in ten years later the present situation, you make excuses, not solutions .. 10 DAYS? i dont wanna talk, i'll maybe post repost later tonight but FUCK YOU< ... these things take time? what , 15 years ? i dont need to hear your bullshit i know all your excuses like i know most conversations with normals before i have them. I usually dont talk much. That chatter is a veil .. let me tell you how it goes in 2017 ... i go to the doc .. the doc scans my id card after i pay him, the visit goes into the system right there, ... shaves off three or four days you say ? ... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, the money can be back in my account THE SAME FUCKING DAY, stick your excuses up yo mommas ass bitches, go just crawl under a rock and play fossil or something
oh interesting, so i dont forget .. A.L.F. in good light hm ? they really did a number on them here, a belgian number ... showed them off as terrorists .. actually accused them of setting a whole truck full of chickens on fire to protest against mcDonalts ... public swallowed it like good flemish bitches do, someone got arrested, probably charged with whatever so .. ALF burning a truck of chickens huh ? NO ONE would believe that but the flemish bitch public, question remains, WHO's the psycho who set fire to a truckload of chickens to set them up, hellgium-style? o yea, all fun and games in the capital of europe, western democracy and what not ... i dont think i have money or my number back yet. I got the picture now why the little shits are here after seeing the mayors name graffitid all over the wall downthere ... chases them off didnt you. The recreational zone, all maintained and fenced, empty 6.5 days a week costing money but HEY, ITS FOR SPORTS ... so you chased the little shits away, THATS why they come sit HERE now, i totally get the picture now. Still i dont like having to bully cos they dump trash, i felt like fucking zouroku earlier today, staring them down for 5 seconds from my mailbox (a street away) and they actually started picking up their shit ... I DONT LIKE DOING THAT, THEYRE NOT MY LITTLE SHITS but hey, heres the deal as was and is, KIDS ... pick up the trash, i dont give a shit if you make 140decibel from 6am till midnight or round the clock, im suire the natives do but i dont see anyone else opening their mouths, just pick up the trash and we cool, thats ALL i ask, im not your fucking daddy ... I GOT NOTHING TO SAY, WHERES MY MONEY SO I CAN CHECK HOW MUCH YOUR PAPER LAW LETS ME KEEP MY NUMBER SO I CAN SIGN BACK IN ... TEN DAYS to refund hm ? how much hellgian bullshit can i take before i crack is that it, cos im not gonna crack on 10 year olds, motherfucker
now, now, lets not get ahead of ourselves ... i dont know how you make headlines after all this time (how would i know ...) but i can say i clearly prefer YOU people over greenpeace, i mean i went for a part-time job at greenpeace ... the motherfucker in charge who has to hire me or not DOESNT EVEN KNOW what fracking is ... yay greenpeace join the revolution! goes like "heheh, fracking yea heheh" as if i said something beavis then asks me what i know about their latest campaign (means:did you see the first pic on the frontpage of our website) didnt hire cos i wasnt left enough ... or maybe looked up fracking and felt embarrassed. so FUCK greenpeace ... if i had money to support like my name was gates, id clearly support you people over greenpeache, that goes without saying, i dont believe for a second the women (or was it her? i think its a woman who got arrested would set a fucking truck full of living chickens on fire to protest mcdonalds ... that goes against about everything you'd stand for ... BUT, doesnt make me one of you, makes you the enemy of my enemy in a subsection, i do eat meat, but i wouldnt kill an animal for it, when faced with an apocalypse id probably eat humans ... i get a steak on my plate its an insult to the animal that died to not eat it ... but if it were me, id prefer the army of twelve monkeys at the risk of eradicating all humans while im at it, they're obsolete anyway, technology will manage or else its back to will it be the spiders or will it be the cats ... (sure as hell wont be the dogs ... might be the cockroaches)
in the meantime i got nothing to say, theres nothing to threaten me with and i will forever hate this place, doesnt make me one of "them" either ... setting the church on fire would be counterproductive to my goals which is was and will be until reached : getting out of here with my cat
im not reposting im reworking the frontpage HERE but at my tempo, i noticed i cant be reached from all countries so i'll try to push a list with green, orange and red lights and im looking into putting up a deep-node ... no scripts there ofcourse
COS ? cos nothing, cos cos, i got nothing to prove but that i'll never give in to this place
which i hate .. HATE ... HATE (does this come up on german stasi echelon programs now ?? HATE)
and FUCK YOU (and them btw, i wonder if it will be possible for me to ever actually feel 'fun' again or 'love' a girl as i think it felt ... i think it felt ... im not sure, its been a while, fuck this place)

05:28 ... sun is waking up, i can feel the darkness rise ...
hell is truly all about repetition, i will forever hate this place, dont gimme that "sun is shining", summertime and pussy shit, i need my money so i can get out of here and never come back and i need my fucking phonenumber to work ... i have zero interest in girls, women or any kind of human interactivity as long as im stuck here ... count the number of days i have been saying that every day, and take it for a fact. You have nothing to offer, you ruined my life, do you have my money bitch
then FUCK OFF
03:03 ... magical numbers again, you dont ask the cat why ...
when for months he doesnt go further than 50 or 100 m from the house and tonight he suddenly wants to check the whole block .. you dont ask the cat why
you tell him never to grow up, you tell him
its the least you can do for saving your life and never telling a lie you tell him
you're proud to be the only person on the planet he trusts and respects that much without ever being forced into submission
and you go along

you dont let the mood spoiil by posers paranoia trying to induce ... privacy is sacred, sooner or later there will be a reckoning .. dustballs, punks and nazis, hippiecrites, posers with camera phones ... manipulative gay micro and other fascist fucks ruining your life, but not tonight
you ask the cat do you remember back when we were five, not just the cat that walks alone( i dont count me) and we walked together without asking ? magic ...
its like he's looking for something but .. far be it from me to try and understand .. all the way down .. the writing on the wall tells me someone knows enough spanish to call the mayor a dog, that place is filth , jfc ... but thats not my street is it? im not the litter-avenger or the nanny, i dont give a shit
round and round, im glad he doesnt wanna take the other road back, too much tension for my liking, cars drive by at 4 am sometimes, bad for my heart and nerves
soothing, that is what it is, unlike tail lights in the dark ... or strategy, the perfect strategy you know i actually have no clue on the current situation , im just quite convinced nothing much will have changed
so i look it up , for once ... Iraq, Syria, Lybia (i thought that was all fixed ? iraq with the death of saddam ? lybia with the death of khadafi ... Egypt ??? Saudi-Arabia ? Nigeria ? pakistan, afghanistan ... yemen, algeria, north caucasus ... 50% decline in controlled territory over .. over THREE YEARS? ... pledges of allegiance from ..
from somalia ... indonesia ... the PHILIPPINES???!? thats euh where guys crucify themselves, right? Woaw ... progress ... i guess, against the combined might of the US, Russia and well some european logistics ... started from a band of rabble with a bit of bleach and AK's on a guy dubbed 'illiterate' criminal scum
mwell ... good thing they're that unpopular by atrocity then i guess "or else" ... they might be popular ... so its dispersed ..its nothing new , is it , not a 100 years ago, the atrocities were more covert but if the nazis would have had youtube and twitter im sure goebbels would have made the best of it
same reactions too, at first nothing until too late, then panic ... then what ... it took a Turing and a churchill willing to let the nazis flatten his country and TWO atomic bombs to end it ... your perfect strategy ? you can't afford to blink
id be impressed if i gave a shit but i cant really get down with the raping 9 year old kids and that stuff ... thats a bit too much, even for a balancing horde of mordor, and still nothing got united, syria is a borderline between america and the russians STILL, same shit, different day
same principle, different ideology ... oh well, like i said, nothing ever changes does it ? nothing new under the sun , and then what ? generation three or four ? WHAT THE FUCK WOULD THAT BE THEN ?
my opinion ? well if you didnt fuck up my life i could be walking the plains of mongolia with my cat for days on end ... instead im stuck here so if your world is bleeding

i dont give a shit


i honestly dont, ten years of my life, wheres my money and my phonenumber, and i have but one cat left ...
thats on my mind
the pizza ... adding just a bit of yeast to the dough makes it crunchy at the sides, pizza crossa, lai la la la, not too much cheese, tomato cubes i.o. paste ... could have dried that out just a little longer maybe but it tastes very FRESH over-all, no salt makes the bacon into a "touche" ... not too heavy i think what might just round it off completely is ... some FRESH basilicum and a few slices of chorizo .. but i dont have that do i ... dont have the money to buy it either, but its fine as is, the rest would be RE-"fine"-ment
doesnt make me feel better for more than three minutes though
back to the bleakness at hand, to watch the cat walk free feel safe with me gives a hint of smile though that dissipates at first sunlight i can assure you
01:30 ... yes yes i do ... i understand
the authenticator is there for my protection and EASE, my safety, not for tracking
however, last time i lost my phone ... customer service wouldnt even reset it for me despite still having access to all the fucking purchases (kept in that hotmail account i cant get into atm) COS I DIDNT HAVE THE reset-code (the one you're supposed to write down in a 2017 fashion, you know .. SECURITY)
HOWEVER, lucky me ... i must have had a moment of darkness cos i actually HAD it ... so i got back in, NO THANKS to CS who wouldnt let me, DESPITE dozens of proofs of purchase i didnthave enough cd-keys of actual physical cds or something REALLY lame excuse .. SO im kinda having had it UP to above and beyond HERE with the cloud and the authenticators cos it seems the more i store there, the less i get
so im down to zero-authentication and changing passwords every day, cos satellius is a gay fuck, the biggest search engine in the world cant find its own CS on google and steam wont let me in when i lose my phone
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MONEY I SPENT THERE OVER THE YEARS, BRO ?
TOO MUCH
i KNOW what its for, but no thanks
not this time
00:14 ... its pizza, bro, pizza, not concept art or lekkerkokerellen voor de vrienden ...
i have no friends and i wont as long as im stuck here ... are you gonna tell me theres RULES TO PIZZA now ?

you need to box that too ? measure it ? exact dimensions and amounts ? exact degrees at exact heights for an exact amount of seconds? cos thats what the book says, right?
well, NO, you putting me here ruining my life so i cant even afford takeaway if i want to, THAT was bad for the economy ... me doing this, THAT means i can make 3 of these for the price of one delivered and whats more ... unless its a real restaurant and not that prefab shit, my pizza is WAY better... takeaway ? id go for kebab or pita or chinese ... the vietnam pho shop is closed too, too much of a novelty im afraid .. yes, fries ofcourse (they call it a national dish but its 'french' fries .. no shame or otherwise no pride hm?) ... a sack of stuff from the friture costs MORE than a pita im afraid, its become a luxury i can afford twice a year
the answer is not "a oeër af en go masjen" ... mijn oeër was af azzek 8 joeër was en ze stooke ma in tvee en jee ... rom rom rom, ericcson en shit (and stuff, yes really what do you THINK those wargames on sunday and holidays and the military stand in line ACHTUNG structure was meant for then? well they DID ban all of it xept the youth movement didnt they? it pokes its head sometimes, blood&honour and all that but...dont get me started on that, that was ten years of wasted sundays, im not a fucking soldier but i know the ropes now, yea?) ... earlier today (i cant help that) im watching something with a bunch of people driving up to a place cos they have to get some revenge ... they dont scout it out, they dont check the perimeter, they dont sit aside for at least 24 hours watching what goes in and out, they just drive up to it and the hair on the back of my neck stands up just watching that .. and right ... ofcourse they go in, theres no one there, they find the honeypot
and themselves surrounded by the ones who live there but are waiting in the bushes (DONT GREMMAR ME ON SHORTCUTS)
still, its the first thing i think of seeing that .. thats shitty, right, spoils all the surprise
the answer is not get a job, i had one, you fucked it, i WAS getting out of here, YOU FUCKED THAT, i dont owe anyone and someone owes me LOTS
dont try to enlist me i dont play anymore ... you think thats gaming btw? thats not gaming, i dont game anymore, i dont have fun anymore, i dont WANT friends HERE as a principle, i WILL repeat it until understood, AND next week we wil check "the law" on "you have to let me keep my number" ... im somewhat curious as to who's gonna create what excuse so as not to do it. Its flanders, van drukkerland, ofcourse someones gonna try, fucking inbreed hobbits
tsjah ... im not a pacifist , just like im not einstein, im definitely above average on YOUR scales but my brain doesnt go linear so maybe im like a broken quantum computer to a watson then (since we're going bigger than Texas hm, its not like i could develop my potential, EVER, all my life people tried boxing or enlisting me .. ALL MY FUCKING life, or fuck it up cos thats not how its done, ALL MY FUCKING LIFE, and you expect me to suddenly some day wake up and "give up" or "give in" to this place, its existentially and physically impossible mate ... and ... if you find your "american citizens" fighting alongside bla ... first of all , they're not 'american citizens', they chose a different nationality, but you're stuck on paper like any good legalist would be, thinking you can bend the laws of physics with a pen ... (well, thats basically what you people do .. in general, as a rule of thumb, not necessarly only applied to that situation)
you find them there i can only repeat what i said ... (they're not me, i HAVE purpose, STILL even if you fucked me by postponing it, my purpose is living in asia with my cats before i turn 40 .... 0_o ... hmz ..) you find them there, i can tell you only this, it BEATS having nothing to do, and it BEATS doing nine to five to end up with shit at the end of your life and all your paper and your pens wont fix that
HAPPY ? cos im repeating myself OVER AND OVER AND OVER i havent said anything new in years
23:23 ... yes, i can feel when you're trying to push me
you fucking parasite, in need of words again ... invasion of my privacy is a capital crime, dont act surprised when shit were to hit the fan
what if i dont wanna ? you're gonna make me ? poke until im angry then kgondeflikkenbellezei cos you need pampers? or something cos its not i actually touched anyeone in the past i cant remember since before i got in jail
fanatical drive ... you see the danger here cos you're one-sided whatever i say gets either confused with something pro-you you can use, or something pro-them making me one of them, my qualm is with hippiecrites and dustballs mostly, i care little for the fleeting whims of mortal men and sapients, these things to up and down and nothing ever changes
well, if its fanatical drive then in capitalism what else is money but fanatical drive regardless the consequence? in marxist and soviet communicsm, what else the force to share regardless consequence .. dustball department of the ministry of -isms , hippiecrites, nazis and punks, one and the same if its a circle not a line
its a wave and im a particle, i dont behave cos invasion of my privacy is a capital offence
you see, parasite, i breathe this without thinking, and YOU owe me a decade of life so unless you know how to pay that back you can pay me with your life
how about that? i dont know how to take exactly ten years ? or is that a threat ? against who ? YOU ? you admit it was YOU ?
FUCK YOU
do you have my money bitch, when can i get back in my accounts ? FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU and your whole dam bullshit batshit crew, dustballs and hippiecrites, nazis and punks
FUCK YOU, keep in mind that i dont owe anybody anything but revenge for what was taken and what was kept from me, keep in mind it will never be okay until i am where i set out to be, keep in mind the ten years you cost me make it so it will NEVER be okay .. i hate this place, i want nothing to do with your world, when im out, you will not know my name since that was the intention all along, FUCK YOU ...there you go, i said something, now FUCK OFF
18:53 ... we're on the i cant sleep train again
and so it never stops cos im always yawning, whats a "bukowski" ? is that a hipster thing ?
someone "everyone" has read so i should ? you know a hipster thing like ... like Tolstoi used to be a hipster thing 100 years ago ? hipster-thing ... Einstein liked Tolstoi, i never read it ... shows you how im not einstein then and i never said it cos i mention the name
a writer, yes ?
never heard of it ... i got my own philosophers btw, moreover i got my own philosoPHY ... its not regurgitated in -isms and numbers, dustball (o there we go again, yea told you im NOT good at letting go, specially the last ten years, i wonder why even for an insult like that cos you stand for a certain type ... a chunk where as i stand for the cat that walked alone
i just heard the funniest thing, very american ... "every home needs a gun" ... is that so?
sounds very american anyway ... id say it doesnt .. id say ...
"every home needs a kitchen knife"
then you say 0_o
yea, cos you can't cook a steak with a gun, or prepare it at least but you CAN kill a man with a kitchen knife if you're not a fucking coward whos afraid to get up close and dirty hands (i know gremmar, DONT go there cos i will smite thee with it)
yea, "every home needs a kitchen knife, more than a gun" ... but well, i am the cat that walks alone, right?
(and funny, haha, very)
wut ? feel attacked ? i just had food for thought it made me think, thats not an attack, some people with half a mind might even smile at it ... well the dustball, thats an attack cos he insulted me sitting on a throne in the ministry of -isms where they live in the past with closed shutters in a small sand
box ..
im not a monotheist, its not an eye for an eye with me its two for one, you know if you leave the fucker with one good eye he might still see you and come back, that way it never stops
still funny?
17:18 ... chicken canoli .. canneloni ? ...
is it still canneloni if you eat it with rice, extra curry and cayenne for HOTHOTHOT?
i NEVER run out of controversial opinion, darling ... there have been other people like that although i wont mention them cos it gives you an excuse to paint me as whatever you need to to feel safe in your own illusion ... id like to call that de-lusion
its a dangerous one since its seriously inconvenient ... have you ever considered that its a natural reaction?
just like the current economic "climate" is a physical reaction when applied to the metaverse ... all things go to the one as the buddhists say, newton and einstein might tell you the universe is constantly in a state of "seeking balance" at all levels (well, the horndog didnt like the idea of quantum levels having different laws and as far as ANYONE knows he might be right cos it might be a matter of resolution (as in reality-megapixels) why it cant be perceived so)
yes but well IT IS ... call it gravity or falling ... its a state of constantly seeking balance, all things go to the one, well said , Sid ... A+ for physics AND meta-
its CLEAR the current situation is a reaction to the previous action (or lack of it but in this case lets say too much of it so the opposite reaction is just as hard, right? given the fact that theres sapient interference ofcourse its hard to tell, the opposite reaction might be worse, which means some kind of rebound is bound, which doesnt mean thats a good thing since omega (as not seen on tv, dustball)
so , the other bit might be just as well if you take sociology for a science (my old teacher-ess spent more time defending the course as an actual science than actually teaching it, i think it must have been some uni-trauma picked up from exact science friends), i called it mass-psychology tweaked, she burned me to a cinder with her eyes
but whatever, if that so then why is this not an equal reaction to what came before ? the wavenature of reality permeating every level (that metaverse again)
so take it how you want ... saying its a natural reaction does not imply any moral stance btw ... its just saying its a natural reaction which was inevitable given the situation now
what can you do ?
you can take it as a sign of "gooood" .. showing theres one with three faces TESTING you to either unite or die, as totally in tolkiens armies of mordor vs the last shiney men
or you can take it as the rise of a new nation which you will eventually have to deal with either on a too late basis like you did the nazis cos everyone back then was weary of jews and no one really gave a shit (its what people do ... they DONT think about it, its too difficult , it hurts , to me thats actually the only sign of potential divine intervention : contrary to all reason, sapients are not extinct while they prefer to stick their head in the sand when a storm comes rolling down the mountain -) what side is who doesnt matter if you think that its god showing its one face since in the end there will be only one since that is where all things go to, right ? the hindus (who were here before killroy got a smarter view on it all gods are aspects and facets of the bigger whole, its not just a sandalwearing hippie in the sky or some vague symbol that cant be depicted ... it all comes down to the one hahah ... but as for sapients i have (ofcourse) my own theory since they gave up (not as such but) evolution by letting technology do the hard evolving so to speak, which is seems to be a REALLY difficult concept , especially to believers and carbonbased lifeform-ist cos how on hell and earth could evolving technology constitute the drive that life seems to be since its inherently superior and more adaptive than weak, soft mushy sapients (A.I. enemies should LOVE this bit HAHAHAHA)
then again, if thats what this is, then why does life have to be constricted to anything but a principle of evolving to the next state and so extending reach in order to evolve in order to extend, its inherent, is it not ?
blablabla, blebelble, i did certainly (most certainly) NOT see that on tv i came up with that myself, but that doesnt mean life cant have originated in two different places at two different times, can it .. good (NOT GOOD, make no mistake cos i have five minutes of clarity, the hate and darkness will take over the moment im done typing)
OR you can take it as the rise of a new nation which you will deal with on equal terms (yea, thats gonna happen, right? )
so what IS gonna happen ?
I DONT CARE, I WANT MY MONEY AND OUT OF HERE WITH MY CAT, you can all rot and go to hell
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hah well, i said there would be nothing to talk about .. what is there to talk about ?
do you have my money bitch ? can you fix my number, bitch ? well then ... what is there to talk about?
it woke me up at 11 again, i can only think it has something to do with oldbat inbreed des twaalven moet men zojjen om het eeten aan te gaan or something, so to me thats getting only 3 or 4 hours sleep, so i zombie around all day, do virtually nothing but thats cool cos i dished and cleaned everything last night, so by now im getting ready to eat , shower and drop couch-zomboid until dark-ish cos thats what your masterplan does to my biorythm
and no ... i listen to it several times since im not actively listening (as if like i were to be on a train or something) so i have to cos i miss parts
and no, i still have €1,73 so why would i go outside ? to do what exactly ?
no petatten this week
and well, i cant get a new simcard cos i dont have money so, no ?
and frankly my dear after all this, I REALLY DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANY OF YOUR SHIT, BUT IM FUCKING ANGRY, thats for sure, if that was the plan you succeeded, if immobilizing me was the plan, you did it ...
garden huh ... im not garden-man, its fine to me but b/c you kept me out of synce i havent done anything for three days so the weeds are getting through again, something i dont give a shit about but most people are manic or maybe phobic about it, i think its some kind of illusion of control over the environment (where the environment is the pile of bricks that belongs to the bank for 40 years and if you're lucky in the post 2000s to you when you're 65 and life is over (to most people it is im afraid not everyone is putin or buffet, no link intended)
so NO, i aint doing shit cos im too tired
my veggies seem to be growing,

maybe id spend more time if it was functional but i doubt it cos sunlight and recreational ? a towelsized garden with eight houses around it ? HOW IS THAT FUN ? aint no privacy here, bitch
so do you have my money ? can you fix my number so i can log in against brainrot and shit and check if the statejobshop or maybe o wait maybe the old folks house burned down in france or something ?
the shears are broken too ... the hedge wont stop growing even if it is ... naughty naughty, to think i have to waste time on that while i would be paying people to do it
you owe me , forever, it never goes away cos you cant pay back what you took from me but, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH? im not talking bout the handout, EVERY CENT I DIDNT MAKE SINCE THE DAY YOU PUT ME HERE plus intrest for every second of life i lost in this shithole i hate since i was 15 ... DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY, BITCH ?
wut ? masjen ? oh ... i guess you dont SO DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME
im not a nice guy, i WAS a nice guy, then you stuck me here, now im not
FUCK YOU
hm .. no, that vocore has been lying around since satellius was a gay fuck i lost all skype, onedrive and then suddenly all data stored on all computers at once and now ... for some reason i cant login to google, all in less than a month
you think its a curse or something ? the curse of the bookstore witch putting kali next to basted on a pentagram ? think thats it?
i would be inclined to think otherwise ...

I KNOW ....

paranoia, right, your easy way out of my factual facts like mysteriously appearing passports flying by themselves ending up 30km further in a police station in a town i havent been in months but where i find myself the next month ... paranoia ... I DIDNT GET
THE SMS
ON THE PHONE THAT MATTERS ... i only got one on one that contained a non-registered card so YEA ... paranoia
MOTHERFUCKER .. did i give the impression that im happy and all past 30 years are forgotten again ? some poser with a camera phone walked by and too a snapshot?
06/27/2017 02:07:15 pm
04:34 ...

wut, no meat AGAIN?

mh ... well you never know when the handouts are late or not so im sticking to carbs ... if i were working out id be growing like a beermuscle HAH .. instanoodles, nonono, thats too expensive ... cheap pasta and ill make the sauce myself

say wut ? 0_o ... hack into my google account ?
you know, i think ... no i'm 99% (never a 100 you know that) sure you saw too many movies, and the rest of your life you spent a few years with your nose in pre-scribed schoolbooks, learning way too much on one subject giving you the illusion you were born smart but you're actually as smart as a spreadsheet (lol, thought i was gonna say parrot, right? i dont wanna insult parrots anymore sorry) how do you suggest i go about that? hacking into my gmail thats protected by sms to a blocked simcard that wont receive anything but outgoing to lycamobile cs ?
maybe i could ... install a keylogger in case i enter my password or ... put a twinky on the wires outside, intercepting all packets and going Neo on my ass like O LOOK that looks like its a 256bit encrypted letter of a password right there, doesnt it ?
lol
then hack into lycamobile to see if the sms arrives after i weed my way through all the files ?
or maybe i can bruteforce my way into it , its only a million combinations
if i can enter one code per five minutes on average without google blocking it for 24 hours after x times, thats only 5 million minutes , less if i get it right in the first 100.000 tries , right?
or i could apply for a job at google ... cleaning the dustbins then sneaking into the farm and installing my dingy there ... ofcourse
or just buy seven huge screens with green on black terminals on it, wave my magic wand while wearing hipster glasses et voila ... done
yah, too many movies, mate ...
i have the password and the number ... i jsut cant get the code can i ?
m hmmm... or des vijven moet men op en staan om den afwasch aan ten gaan?
i'll take my chances with orange or something whatever its called these days ... see how much that law is worth
if not then why the fuck would i need a new google account ? whats the point if i cant use it to get into the others ?
pf yea well, its not my area of expertise i never really looked into it much, most problems come from gaping holes ... yea anal errors overlooked ... afaik like for instance when teleslet was new you could just 'find computer' in windows , type someones ip you got from irc (vpns werent really fashionable) and irc was ... if it ends in telenet you would probably have telenet people in the room so, find computer enter ip, if they had any or all folders shared on their local network you could just browse everything
gaping holes and shit but ... that gmail thing ? two-fac ? i can see like for instance ... a guy walks into a bar after he already keylogged his good buddy who he has been following for some time and befriended and gets 5 minutes with the smartphone while the fucker is on the toilet, you could put your own as trusted device i suppose if you're faster than he takes a shit. But stealing sessions and all that ? i have no clue afaik that would require spoofing a device id and i dont think thats a standard function on unbroken androids so ... like i said its not my area but i did see the movies actually and most of them are more comic than cool.
well, if i were a security "expert" i WOULD be working from home telling people i wanna earn THIS much or else ... but im clearly not hahah (lol not)
what i am is tired, tired as in yawn, tired of the shit, tired of this place ... will i ever be able to feel things like fun or 'inlove' again ?
i sure hope so but its gonna take healing, and thats not possible here
03:51 ... almost 4 am huh, means you think you're gonna be allowed to wake me at 11 want des 12ven moet men al te petatten aan en gaan en shit
are you blocking me ? i get the impression you are ... did you suggest "tablet" ? that would be as retarded as telling me to get a drivers license or a car ... are you blocking me?
worried?
why ? i HAVE purpose ... i had purpose YEARS before you ruined my life and postponed it ... to move to asia with my cats by the time i turn 40 so ... i have purpose
why worry, besides, im not a monotheist ...
vlaams is for the 5 million my world is bigger, i dont see this illusion and i never have and i wonder how some come by it since they kicked me out when i was 17 and they should have done that years before that ... would have saved me a lot of shit. Given me a lot more computer or girlfriend sundays ... way better
i dont think i have much to say other than repeat myself until i get money for a prepaid card with a provider that transfers the number without hassle (or trying to sell me subscriptions or "free" tablets if i only subscribe for 5 years (the price of 20 tablets) ...
i have always been sick of this place ... since i was 15 ... its why i left here at 21 with nothing ... actually nothing no, we had a fridge (which her parents bought), two inflatable camping matresses ... a watercooker and a coffee thermos if i remember correctly that was about it (clothes ofcourse, a small radio cd player and cds...) ofcourse ...
i NEVER liked it here, i have NEVER fit in here ... but i have purpose, right, you just stole ten years of my life which i'll never get back ... thinking you could what? break me ? force me to like it here? make me "let it go" by sticking me in the middle of it? TEN YEARS OF MY LIFE I HAVE HAD NOTHING because of you, a little gratitude that i havent flipped on someones face even ONCE despite this place and all the bullshit ? no ? like asking me five euros for not ratting them out ... they fit right in now, they have "adapted" ... enjoy
euh no, proxistar is not an option so i will be forced to go to ratcity again (never good for my mood i cant get the stench of rats out of my nose for days after that)
for several reasons which are my own, the fact that they're belgian and that the chinese didnt need a hacksaw but went through it with a blunt knife as if it were butter on a hot summers day actually has nothing to do with that ... i got nothing to hide from the chinese ... frankly nothing at all since i just need that number as i need my doorkey here
i dont have friends and i wont, how many times have i said THAT, as long as im stuck here .. i dont wanna hear it, take that up with the people who did it ...
well thats the official story , right ... twas the chinese ... like twas the russians on trump ... why the fuck would the russians do that .. trump spoke in favour ... why would they imperil that by trying to push the election the other way on a leak?
bullshit
like this place ... the only thing ... i do get the need for common enemy but its my sincere opinion the three greats need to stand ... not as one , but as one front against a few things, sovereignty (is that correct zebelleing?) is quite important , i understand and frankly, to get the balance tipped so one faction has all the power has never been a good idea for the past 10.000 years has it ?
thats why its most important none of the big three gets destabilized ... oh dont worry about europe ... like i said, thats perfectly capable of destabilizing itself ... and you wil have your common enemy ...
wont even have to blame it on the mexicans if these people get their way
which makes it more urgent for me to get out of here, but .. well, no but, my cat aint 4 years old anymore ... and i'm 44, which already makes me four years late ... years i'll never get back so ... when it comes to the people who put me here, my purpose might be underweight compared to
well, lets not go there
yet , concern now is : get number back ... it says "obliged by law" but ive seen law in action several times ... for one time for instance when i was paying off my debt to proxistar for MONTHS and they sent me a letter they sue me for the money ... which i had already an agreement on, then tell me im sorry we cant stop the process is already running (BULLSHIT) ... then the judge rules that i can simply continue paying (after the proxistar lawyer knowing absolutely nothing about the fact that i already was while im rubbing the papers in his face ...) and THEN
guess who got to pay for the courtcase cost ?
i'll give you two guesses, was it the guy who already had an agreement and had paid on time each month ? or the state-corp that sued him for money he was already paying?
what do you think, Lexington ? who got to pay ?
that's right
ME
so eerst zien en dan geloven if i dont get that number back i suppose i can just stop looking around cos i lost all invoices and proof
i switched my steam account and the more important ones but the "administration" kept "safely in the cloud"
we'll have to see about that
yea thats what they did, and they did tell me "sorry we cant stop it" BULLLSHITTTTTT, flanders funny bullshit so NO, proxistar is not an option .. certainly has nothing to do with certain people working there who i never can trust in my life again
absolutely not, courtcase ... no ofcourse not (i actually had to pay about two or three times judiciary cost on top of what i still owed proxistar for already paying by agreement on time)
belgian law, it never failed to fuck me over
SO FUCK YOU HELLGIUM
FUCK YOU GOOD .. 23:52 ... i found it in myself to clean some ...
i hate sitting in a messy place but i hate cleaning about just a TINY tidbit less, i love having money to make people who dont mind doing it happy by paying them for it, i dont need fame, fame lasts as long as the buddha so far, not as long as gilgamesh, but you gotta be quite something for that ... the runner up might be confucius i suppose or jesus maybe but most of the ones remembered in modern times would have gotten there by providing lots of sacrifices to the blood-god ... a universal symbol like any other
all was set, and i STILL cant find a reason why i would have failed if not for third party interference so if ANYONE is under the illusion still i will EVER let that go, please go and dis-illusion yourself or do yourself a favour and drive off a cliff .. your brood will be grateful for the money you leave them, maybe they do something with it instead of giving it to banks
i cant understand a hustle, i been on the streets, not born on the streets but i definitely BEEN on the streets ... i get the concept of greed although that always comes with collateral damage and over time never leads to creative strategy or creative use of resources .. i dare say im not since even when dealing dope i was the dude who gave full grams for less money 24/7, uncut from the man to my clients ...
now when it comes to legit business ... i can get down with off the books money if you pay your share, and thats not a moral thing cos most of it goes to government and bullshit, not to the needy but it has to be done, its the enforced legalist concept of what exist in moralism ... like whatever, im sure theres one in the ten commandments that says share the wealth and the muslims have whats it kalled ? "zekat" ? every time i go bigcity side i give one time to the first person who looks like a "serious" beggar ... not a religious thing since im not
off the books money is a GOOD thing, i strongly believe the onslaught against it has actually torn the economy downward here, only yesterday in rat-city i noticed, ALL the time i was there, ZERO police vans patrolling, like ZERO ... even at the station ... now when i lived there, you had one at least every fifteen minutes
what statisticians would call a correlation is that more than 50% of bars are CLOSED ... shops and theres a lot of residence empty so is this safety or does that mean its dead?
my money is on the latter
it IS a correlation, the reason why politicians like statistics but its actually a reverse one more like, theres no need to patrol since theres no life in the city anymore
not cos its safe cos they cleaned it
all that off the books money ... ALL that money got SPENT ... no one puts 10k or 100k in a bank when its not clean money, it gets SPENT, on expensive shit, sneakers, shiney, champagne, bring us a bottle ... eating steak dinner at seven in the morning, putting rims on your car ... small business (my kind of when i say small) uses it to pay extra hands , bakeries, bars, restaurants, you name it, that money's gone, the extra hands are gone, the extra hands dont have money to spend so the other stores get less in and thats the cycle with your onslaught on smalltime "black" money as its called here
and thats a fact, dont get legalist "cos its the law" on me, the dutch let mayor juana slide for decades despite the fact that its officially "gainst ze law" and afaics all mainstreets are littered with DUTCH chain stores, holland is not an anarchy
you see? but WHAT I DONT GET IS WHY THE FUCK YOU WOULD RIP OFF RECURRING CLIENTS ? is that cos you've been living in flanders too long ?
i dont need sorry, three times asking is too late for sorry, and sorry gets me nothing
i need that number up so i can login
so i'll have to find another way i guess
mh re-read, legalist-boy, i clearly speak about smalltime "black" money ... not shovelling billions overseas but who would be able to do that other than people like , euhm ..

you?

maybe ?
yes you actually removed an entire circuit of the ACTUAL economy by doing that, a complete circuit of rolling money that gets earned and spent so you get your taxes ANYWAY, cos at some point in the cycle someone buys a danone shirt or a snickers shoe and that store pays ... and NOW (hah), no one buys the rims, so that store pays not on revenue it didnt get
your degreed ass fucked itself, you must have a mighty dick there to reach that farp
23:20 ... i think i almost slept 45 minutes there
well, accounts bound to id seem to be restored, once again, good thing i dont have to go there locally HUH ?
the others ? has anyone ever spoken to a google cs-rep ? its like for the love of life i can't find how to contact them on the biggest search engine in the world ...?!?
the rest? i was INSULTED ... i dont like ranting, i like my brain floating in thirdspace and the metaverse but this place has done nothing but keep in a puddle of shit. Insulted, .. over 5 euros ? well thats the problem isnt it ... shows again how fucking docile my fellow countrymen who like to bark at the bar are ... i keep saying my theory is since flanders / belgium is about the most overrun territory in history, over thousands of years its not just a cultural fenotype but an actual genetic selection of those who can bow and do it behind your back best. My theory sounds a bit eugenic but its not since i dont wanna create, its how things evolved and it makes total sense for a place that has been nowhere but under foreign rule for milennia. Those most able to adapt survive ... the man himself states the proof needed.
the shame button on "omg i wouldnt complain over 5 euros im not a pauper" also counts HEAVILY here, VERY , the dutch wouldnt stand for it im sure, they'd verbally rip the shopkeeper a new hole, but the flemish ... "OMG WHY WOULD I COMPLAIN OVER 5 EUROS" cos its 220 francs bitch, did you forget that? Yea its a cultural thing but over milennia and since i have been living here all my life, which shouldnt have been the case anymore for a few years by now but got fucked by you know the story if you have read anything i wrote in the past decade cos its quite the recurring issue, one of the things that keeps my braincycles occupied so i cant think straight, hence the problem lies not in the heart .. the problem lies in the place ... darkness CAN be cured by moving the heart from one place to another in this case
so ... i didnt take it cos i know very little shame, and i am fucking dirt poor (which i shouldnt and WOULDNT be if it wasnt for ... same story OVER AND OVER, it should be hard to have missed it by now)
so i guess all i can do is wait until i have physical euros in a belgian bank again, go to some store and then dodge the sales-attempts (no i dont want a subscription even if i get a BIG phone that makes people get a hard-on watching me swipe, i dont keep friends here, remember, why would i want a BIIIG phone, and i dont orgasm on "watch me swipe" either, im as abnormal as they come) ... i need a pre-paid card and i need my number transferred since lycamobile clearly wont help since they dont even have a list of "verified" distributors
which is their problem in the long run since i think they're giving away free money to people who put up the ads on the windows but actually dont do shit but violate the agreement by asking EXTRA money lycamobile doesnt get
no ISO-norms anymore hm?
so it comes down to "wait" ... i waited for ten years in this hellhole ... how long am i supposed to wait .. is this something like "but o i was 65?" ... SO ? i dont have houses and wives here, i would have been 40 and left
now i turn 44 ... its not making me happier as it draws near
if i cant get the number back will i sue ? cos "the law" says they HAVE to let me keep my number but I HATE laying down the law, its COMPLETELY against my principles since "the law" has also done nothing but fuck me over ... a list of verified lycamobile vendors who actually do what the agreement says would have been nice ... but they dont have it, the dude just kept saying i cant help you you have to go to the store, no you dont have to pay they cant ask that, but i cant help you, so after 15 minutes ... my patience was running in threat level
so here i am , wanking about a phone fucking number cos dustball stasiboy has a GREAT idea and the lycans dont have quality control ... NICE JOB, FLANDERS ... saves me the trouble of another place in this town where i'll never go again, i suppose thats a good thing since all i do there is buy beer
yes you did
so ... supposing i cant buy a prepaid simcard AND have my number transferred 18:31 ... i guess im not sleeping ... yet ... again
and so did tusar ... well its a good thing they dont require me to come to the UK to show my face locally isnt it ? the old "play hostage" with the id and current date photo trick still seems to do it, thanks you, arigatou and spazieba
now, those few thousand fotos .. pictures , few dozen documents and euh, about every invoice and stored important mail i have in the past years ... how do i get back in there?
thats gonna be "wait by the grace of nailpolish girl to try and sell you ten things you're not asking for just to get a new simcard and the number transferred" isnt it ?
well ... its not like i have monney, right, and i suppose getting the simcard online wont do me much good if i have to go locally to show my face ... does it now ... so why are they still being sold online ... ?
whats the point?
is this all a ploy of the buy local oldskool stores who still cant grasp the fact that the sixties are over ? or is it spazzi alone ?
whatever it is, its taking up WAY too much of my cycles, everything has since i got here i can barely get in a thought of myself, even after dark
so we wait ... IVE BEEN WAITING FOR ALMOST TEN YEARS BEING NICE ... LOOK WHAT IT GOT ME?
16:57 ... woaw okpay replied within 20 minutes, someones awake there lol
they're a bit expensive and aimed at a target audience with more money than i currently have but the plan was never to be forcibly (manipulatibly) get stuck back here and sit broke for years but i REALLY CANT COMPLAIN there
office hours are nearing so i suppose until tomorrow but well ... getting the number back up is going to take at least ten days switching providers ... the last two weeks have done nothing but make me loathe belgium more , im always surprised at how there is no end to how much you can hate something (is THAT hatespeech Angela, cos they really did a number on me, your capital here)
if i get back in there thats at least one thing then ... now for the others , but without the hotmail i have zero proof of lookforjob over the last year either so the statejobshop could pounce at any time as they can in soviet belgium and i got nothing to show lol
because THEY felt the need to have my phone blocked .. go figure ... well yea and the lycans seem to have zero quality control on their distributors ... that too ... im still not going to generalise it to "foreigners" and "muslims" but this pakistani and that indian im seriously done with
too bad huh ... im fucking tired all the time again its like i get no sleep at all, the house is a mess (cos im fucking tired), nothing gets done and shit like this keeps me on a sharp, hostile edge and then people go like "aah dont worry, it will be ffiiiine" ... sure, and then the past ten years ? whos give me that back ?
hm?
this will be never be okay, this place is forever no-go, you cant possibly fix taking ten years of my life from me, not with six or seven zeroes, theres no monetary value to life's xp and worth missed, time does not come in dollar
you fucked me belgium
sorry huh ? i get that a lot but what does "that" get ME ? what do i get for your sorry ? how many zeroes ? does your sorry get me out of here with my cat to where i would have been by now for years ? does your sorry get me back the years you stole from me ?
well then stick it up yo mommas ass ... and i asked three times politely, i already explained, my credibility should make it clear that im CERTAINLY not going back there, sorry or not, save it for a sucker

the belgian spazzi needs you to re-register, help yourself, day five

So ... i wait on the phone for about an hour, get a cs rep ... i have to repeat myself ten times b/c the connection is HORRIBLE, i explain myself, i tell him i NEED this number, he says go to the store, i say i just told you they charge me money, "o not they'e not allowed to do that" ... "so help me out" , no the only way is to go to the store , "so give me a verified store" ... i dont have a list of that so what am i supposed to do ? go to the store ... well ive been there, they ALL charge me .. yes but its the only way .."so you're telling me to pay?" No, sir, you can report them at cs email. Yes but that doesnt get me my number back. No, sir, the only way is to go to the store. I see so which one do i got to? you want me to travel 30 km to maybe find someone who doesnt charge me ? No sir but its the only way . I see so can i transfer my number. No cant do that. So i cant go to another provider with the same number? Yes that you can do, so youre telling me to either pay, travel the country to find a store that doesnt charge me or swich providers? im sorry, sir

welcome to hellgium

i feel like molotovving some pakistanis and indians but that would make me a racist, right?
14:51 huh, im gonna get nothing done today, i slept four hours b/c van drukkerland houseghost shyte ... inbred bullshit, i spent an hour on the phone waiting 45 minutes to have some guy tell me for 15 minutes he cant even tell me WHERE they will help me, i feel like breaking shit, pakistani shit, indian shit, fat nazi slag shit, local inbreed shit, shit cars and faces, muslim ripoff tart face .. right now id break them all, pour some gas over it and set it on fire
is that hatespeech, Angela cos i dont discriminate, EVERYONE who fucking got in my way and ripped me off can get some right now
im broke, i cant order a new card so i cant transfer the number ... this place IS hell and im not getting friendlier
GREAT JOB AGAIN HELLGIUM, GREAT JOB, and you there, NEVER CALL ME FRIEND AGAIN OK ... ive been nothing but nice, tell your muslim bitch tart she cost you a customer
so now what ? back to belgian provider again? in how much ? TWO WEEKS ?
you seem surprised im a bit hostile ... REALLY? ... ah, funny you should say that ...

I CANT LOGIN TO MY ONLINE PAYMENT SYSTEM BITCH, MY EMAIL AND PHONE IS BLOCKED

yes i could buy a card with that but i NEED THE FUCKING NUMBER TO GET INTO THAT
you REALLY SEEM SURPRISED IM A BIT HOSTILE ? everything will have to wait, cleaning dishes i dont give a shit ... if someone dies in front of my house right now I DONT GIVE A SHIT
FUCK YOU HELLGIUM, fuck you stasi boy, fuck you muslim bitch, fuck you nazi slag, FUCK YOU INBREED MOTHERFUCKER
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06/26/2017 06:46:33 pm
6:56 ... if i yawn once more my head's gonna fall off
well .. that was TRULY impressive, enlightening so to speak, an unseen angle, BOLD even , 10.000 points !
and .. for closers, tho i said it many times before i know some of you are demented cos you never seem to understand how serious i am
i dont oust scams until someone pulls it on me, im not here to save the world
im here cos you put me here, preventing me from living in Asia in peace and quiet by now, like an invisible person, doing some small biz, with my cats and maybe one or more pretty asian ladies depending on how many could stand each other (but one would be fine, the rest is just bonus, right)
thats why im here, you put me here, ruined me
not for anything else
so if you're sorry, thats too bad, sorry doesnt get me anything
if you're not, thats too bad to, but it gets me just as much : nothing
so thats all the same to me
6:01 ... you like hearing me talk do you
i would think you dont cos its pretty much not convenient although for some reason it seems the server hasnt crashed in over a week ...?!?
while it was doing that way too regularly before, i havent added or changed any rules AT ALL
huh ... why would i be on anyone's side but mine ? what have you people done for me that i missed then ?
protect me from what? your delusions and the other sides interests?
see you might mistake my respect for taking sides ... Putin has seen four presidents while each four presidents have seen Putin, he might see a fifth actually working out like that he looks 10 years younger than he is .. well that's power dear, dont give me that moralist shit on world-level politics
you would do it if you could get away with it, dont lie
besides, if russia had a weak motherfucker on top or a drunk fuck like yeltsin (pardon my french but lets say it like it is) it would be fucking destabilized and THAT would be a real problem ... something your old cold war dogs fail to see, THAT arsenal in the hands of militia ?????
i dont even wanna think about that, its in everybody's best interest that none of the three gets destabilized and im not talking about europe, fuck europe, europe's not a player, its a piece of the map where the game is played ... yea lets say it like it is
the old cold war dogs ... the generation who keeps the sino-japanese grudge alive, and keeps korea heated as a good reason to keep the ... can i call it "outpost in the pacific" ?
on BOTH sides ofcourse, or should i say all three ?
opinions a bitch, right ? so is free speech but having those extremists houses raided in germany i think thats really the worst idea i heard this week ... i know, both right AND left wings , right ? they are one and the same actually, they wont let anyone else speak, they have the exact same ruleset, just a different dresscode
pfffff .... im REALLY tired, if i keep typing im gonna drop before i see the end
dont get illusions on what i should, you dont get to expect anything from me since the day you put me here, and i'll contact you after ive been out of here for long enough (not, i'll just disappear and my name will be nobody) 5:45 ... yes well i reserve the right to have an opinion too
just like i reserve the right to educate myself and to speak freely on anything i feel confident enough to speak about. If you wanna correct me with semantics, paper weight or seen that on tv i suggest you dont ... erasing it with black marker wont make it go away either
yes well i suspected an attempt at rising chickens but its pointless, i dont think im gonna do much until my phonenumber is fixed, could have been fixed two days ago but its not
as for the rest? well its too interesting to save until tomorrow. You know a bit longer here, and you wont need to use the chinese as the common enemy at all. And i dont understand why you would wanna, just like why you would wanna the russians ... russians date back what? 1000 years ? 1500 ? 2000 ? i dont know, chinese how long ? about as long as written history permits ? united by centuries and centuries and centuries of war both ... thats how they came into existence ... more centuries than this hellgium exists ... more than the united lobbies of the free world exist, even though they get credit for being born in blood and fire ... it seems to be "a thing" for superpowers ... you dont get written up on paper .. so europe never was ... it almost was, and thats what lots are shouting for, they dont know what they're asking but its what they're shouting for ... so if you wait a little longer you could maybe ally again and come in each from one side, while the chinese mind their own business and save resources hahah
so ... this common enemy thing ? i know its a necessity in times of trouble since plebs will be plebs (doesnt have to be an insult if you use it like the romans would have, just like peasants can be farmers as an honest trade, not an insult) ... you think its smart in times like these ? IS is what ? 40.000 ? 60 ? 80 ? started with nothing now has fighterjets, apcs tanks oil fields ... global reach ...
but your old wardags i think is the problem, stuck in the cold war ... while some of the chinese i think might even still hold a grudge for the opium colonisation era
Its life , jim, but not as you teach it ... so, if the nazis can just wait until i get out of here, they can play common enemy all they want for all i care, i dont give a shit for this place
it ruined my life
need more opinion ? cos im tired and i still need to watch the last bit
and DONT WAKE ME, got no money, got no phone, no email, nothing, i cant just eat all day, and i dont function by daylight and with the shit last week i dont function at night either, if that was the plan, you succeeded
you can wake me early if my number is restored, otherwise not
3:50 .. did you sneak that in ?
cos birdie didnt move here with me, here i get nothing but obfuscated confusion, no vision, i remember saying that to my ex while we were walking home, i dont think that was too long before the mysterious passport and me suddenly being back here something like "i used to see clear, but now i see nothing" ... CREEPY that was, i dont even know where that came from ... did you just sneak in "boots on the ground" ? you want my opinion on that ?
well YOU CREATED THEM, thats ONE THING ..
id start looking at the russians and the chinese as equals btw, not the enemy but keep your guard up cos they will too, and they probably have reason to just as well
i can say only one thing about "boots on the ground", maybe two :
- you keep a standing army you don't use ... send half of them home on less pay and 24/7 standby (downward economy right) 2- you sure as hell gonna make LESS enemies with boots on the ground than you will blowing up whole blocks with drones, but it comes at a price ... so ...
you really want my opinion ? if you sign up for the army voluntarily you dont get to complain about dying, keyword being voluntarily, no ones making you, right ?
thats more than i care to share already, way too much actually i dont like talking about that, i dont feel like im not capable, its simply above my paygrade to care ... especially after years in this place ... and Europe, WHO CARES about europe for anything other than an export market and cheap logistics for the american warmachine ? Seriously ... all who are scared of Europe raise hands now (and a cold wind swept across the room bringing icy silence with it) ... thats why you dont want me to talk about it, okay ? It doesnt even exist on anything but paper, it has no leader, it has committees, it costs more than it gains any of its members ... if tomorrow germany, switzerland, luxembourg, uk and norway decide to go at it alone, even france is fucked, THATS the reality and thats where the rise in extremism comes from, but the strong leader these people want is EVEN WORSE so ... as ive been saying for ten years .. GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF HERE (with my cat) , which i was doing, and i was doing fine
as for the rest ... i NEED to live in Asia cos that is where my heart is , i have no obligations to anyone, i MEAN it when i say the americans brought al qaeda and IS into this world, all the collateral damage included, i dont Putin to tell me that, ive been saying that for a long time ... so dont ask me, im sure its inconvenient
ZZzz would be nice now ... until noon or something cos i literally have nothing better to do ... i dont garden by sunlight, it makes my skin itch, it was better but it got worse over the years back here
soon i'll be a weakling child again with a mind thats more dangerous than bright for all the vitriol you bred
so boots on the ground will get you less enemies cos you dont blow up 100 people with a drone to get just one, its quite simple, the reasoning behind it, also gets you respect for putting yourself in harms way, the question is : do your people actually still want to? its not something you have to ask ME cos you created them ... YOU fix them ... not my problem except for the blowing up places i wanna go and shit
3:41 ... gotta hurry, pasta cooking carbs again motherfuckers gvd
well its cheap and it feeds ... and it doesnt spoil ... big plusses these days, and i actually LIKE pasta and rice a lot
no i dont stay away cos of the bombing, i took the plane to venice, right ?
i stay away cos no money, and i mean MONEY, not like a 50 or 100 for the night, you cant go out on 50 for a night in brussels, that gets you there, a movie, one coke and a small popcorn and back again
when i say money i mean enough, so i can stay as long as i like and go whenever i like, do what i want and not have to spend everything or think about how many cents per minute
arrogant, yea i heard that before but no thanks, i dont think thats arrogant, if i have to watch what im doing its simply no fun
well im not simple, im abnormal, remember?
gud, before the pasta burns and the water is vapor i bid thee fair nightmares, may they feel like i do being stuck in this place
2:28 ... catwalk already done
the other way tonight, i go where he goes, not the other way around, well neither of us is dogs for one thing and moreover he's not just all i have left in life i care about, he's all i have i left in life i CHOSE to care about. I said several times i owe them my life and its a debt thats not a debt but i stick to it and i repay that
who needs humans ... like those little shits i already wasted too much breath and fingertip skin on ? or those bitches trying to scam me for €5, effectively losing revenue ... yea, they're bitches now, i dont discriminate, any girl or woman who tries to rip me off is a bitch, white, black, muslim .. i dont care , rip me off = bitch
there you go
well i cant go back now, can i ? thats not about principles like "sticking to my word" and blah like that, its credibility, i say you stick me here i wont have friends , sex or social life until i get out, ten years later i still stick to it, thats credibility so you better believe im not going back, wether you need my money or not is irrelevant, you insulted me simply by asking for it after i asked three times, appealing to reason, appealing to agreements and then appealing since i didnt rat you out to gratitude, thats a serious insult, dearie, to a returning customer
Now all lycamobile has to do is fix it, i actually just need the google account first, so i NEED the number, from there i access all. It couldnt have been fixed two days ago, now its fucking up my rotation and i will not say thank you to people being funny.
I dont care, if they can tell me one store in east flanders thats guaranteed to do it for free as per agreement, i go there, even if it costs me €25 on train money. I get like that? no i AM like that
one morning after a night of gentsche fieste, i was just a little less bad off financially than now (hah) i remember the taxi place being crowded with all company cars ... some old dud comes up, they're alls standing nice in line, asks me €85 FUCKING EUROS for the ride home (thats 25km okay) ... im like WUT ? you motherfucker, i never pay more than 40 here (well sometimes 55 ... depends) .. and the old dud goes like well but we are REGISTERED cabs and they are (by now it sounds like blabalblabla), so im like are you telling my wallet you struck a deal with the city, chased off all the people trying to make a buck and thats your excuse for charging double ?
so he goes like well registered blablablalbal thats the price ...
so i pull out a 100 ... €100 ... i show it in his face , and

rip it to pieces

... (yea i get like that) then i throw the shreds at him saying "well now you got nothing" you can pick em up and glue them together if you like, you fucking thief
yea i was a bit less poor, not i can really afford to rip up a 100 BUT I GET LIKE THAT, you know id rather take a pitch black african in a rickety car in the heart of brussels, haggling over the price, driving 160 on the highway with the door clattering like its gonna fall off than i pay 1 fucking cent to a bitch like that
(i took the train after ... i didnt go look for a cheaper cab, my theatrics got the best of me when i lost my cool but i'll never forget it HAHAH)
so the dude got nothing instead of a reasonable price ... same thing, i shouldnt even have been asked to pay since what i spend in a year makes that 5 look like nothing, that 5 thats not supposed to be asked in the first place
yea, well i say brussels cos maybe i have done that, but even so as a diehard brussels (before the bombing) fan who never has to be scared cos even the cops leave you alone there even if you're like crawling through the gutter piss drunk (not that i was but they would unless you cause trouble) its still a capital city, multikulti metropole, any guy in a car telling you he'll drive you home is to be approached the right way, white or black ... you dont HAVE the money on you, you have just that left in your bank if he just stops at the atm on the way you'll get it ... you dont just go waving €200 in his or her face asking if he can pay the change back right ? well, thats city night life .. i dont think thats different anywhere
anyway, so, if i say lycamobile just has to fix it, even if that means giving me one name of one shop thats sure to register for free costing me 25 on train then thats what i mean
2:44 by now .. i dont have anywhere to go tomorrow that i know off, certainly not ratcity, i prefer to avoid it like the plague (must be the rats) so if anyone has the illusion that i take pleasure in scaring 10 year olds who are too spazztic to pick up a bottle and put it in a garbage can or im the great defender or something will be disappointed cos i simply dont have to pass by there
i eagerly await lyca answer but i probably will call cs before they mail me back ... i probably should be worried about missed mails or phonecalls but whatever comes of that i'll blame on paranoid bureaucrats and bitches scamming me for 5 euros so FUCK YOU
i dont think its goodnight yet, it will probably at rising chickens try to start my day or something, it always does that
well it always tries that since here
and it fails
01:20 ... whatever gets me through the night, precious, ...
the night is nice, its cool and quiet and without interference it lets me sleep by day (thats the place where normal people live)
i see belgian politicians on my screen .. What do you do with belgian politicians ? well, you give them something shiney ... like president of europe or what not, we ALL know who had and probably holds most of the power, but its belgium here, right , 10 million people (11 maybe now 12 almost i dont count), i have said this many times, the place is SO small, it keeps people small, people think small, everythings small, its the reverse of that texas-thing. People think 25km is "far away", THATs how small this place is. It reflects bottom to top ... whatever floats on top is happy with something shiney, it doesnt need power, there is no power since leopold here. So give them something shiney, "the capital of europe" ... it attracts terrorists more than tourists apparently, like a lighthouse, SHINEY ... you know if i would have been the boss back then (belgian has no boss, it has five governments for said 10 million people, thats like new york with 25% of its population being the administration, count in the weight of ageing, it makes unemployment a nice scapegoat (like syrian refugees) but its actually like the proverbial drop on the hot plate percentagewise, when it comes to government spending or actually active as in contributes to gdp (ergo not admininistration / bureaucracy / cops / military) its like negligible, i dont just say that its TRUE) ... so if i would have been the boss in dystopia where belgium had one, id have said, DEAR ANGELA, PLEASE , by ALL means, you be the capital of europe, we cant fucking afford that, but i have to admit its SHINEY and yes, so did six guys with kalashnikovs think apparently
... o i dont have to hide my love for the place, suddenly, do i ?
small, stuck in the 1830s, more government than people, an actual paper country written up on paper, it didnt even evolve into existence
but its great at fucking up my life, i wish i could do something magnificent like snowden so i can get asylum somewhere far (with my cat ofcourse) but theres simply no magnificence to be had here
which doesnt change the topic of the day (or yesterday for that matter) a topic that wouldnt have been necessary if it wasnt for unnessecary bureaucratic paranoia (which isnt paranoia but im still convinced either UK-style control-freakery or intention to sell)
BLEH !
is the german stasi gonna raid my house for speaking against the party now ? yea i read what they did, about the worst thing you can do to fringe movements .. RAID A HOUSE FOR WHAT THEY SAID ON SOCIAL MEDIA? COME ON MAN ? thats a tap on the shoulder for these people, a pat on the head ... reinforcement
00:47 ... i dont wanna play the runaround with your little shits i have thoughts to think
and i need my number up and running, this hellhole has done enough damage as is
decreasing population and what not, i hurr japan has the same issue there, well, i think its something that will show to be actually a good thing in the long run
contrary to the artificial baby-boom here, to 'cushion' the effect of ageing population instead of sitting it out, i think 15-20 years from now it will show how BAD that idea was (about a lot worse than having people who registered have to register again for money people shouldnt even ask for while it was already done ... welcome to hellgium where bureaucracy was invented ... re-invented, regurgitated and then turned into an artform, the art of confusion)
15-20 years from now, automatisation being what it is, global warming left out of the equasion, the increasing water shortages in places like south africe wont have a direct impact here but eventually every stone in a pond creates ripples right down to the border of the water doesnt it ?
you'll be left here, with an increase in grown up kids ... but a decrease in jobs, unless you're gonna ban machinery and start classic trade again ? (dont think so huh)
and your problem, which you tried to solve by artificial intervention, playing god on the sociological scale? no, playing nature on the local macro scale here .. it will blow up in your face : more grown up kids -> less jobs ... less money over more people = more crime ... times mc² , does my equasion make sense cos it should ?
i think places like russia and japan will be off for the better if they just sit it out, its my honest, professional (which i dont have since no degree ex-con (which you made me actually by leaving me few choices of which i picked one) opinion
time will tell, make no mistake, im still on the "i need to get my number" and i dont give a shit about your little shits, they dont exist in my world, only their waste product so i hate repeating myself on things i dont want like kids ... pick up the trash, or trash somewhere else. Its quite simple, even local inbreeds should get the message. Dont abuse the fact that i cant hit you. Im better when im calm, if i have to come up with a nasty plan to fix it, more people will be fucked, inevitable, theres always collateral damage so please, challenge your daddy, which im not.
the number dudes, the number, if only for a day so i can gain access to my accounts, but id much prefer to see it fixed in a decent businessable manner that says "stay with us"
thank you
23:25 ... time flies when you walk 13km to check if they have the same scam running
does it matter, i hear there ? (were you threatening my cat ? cos that would be about the most STUPID shit in existence you could do, btw, i asked your little shits twice now, so YOU , THEYRE YOURS , tell them to either pick it up or go sit in their own shit somewhere thats not here, i cant afford to lose my cool on a 12 year old, id much rather he called daddy or his big brother so i can discuss it more clearly)
so does it matter, you ask?
it matters

TO ME

, thats all that matters, you picked the wrong guy at the wrong time in a bad place with a bad head park, someone who has ALWAYS been friendly, never stole even a chiclet ... wrong guy (me) ... its in the hands of lyca (not that dog), i asked them for a solution, i gave them no names, i told them if they care about the brand and how they carry the offensive they might wanna do a general audit with their suppliers in flanders since its against my principles to be a reporter ... so wether they fix it, or tell me about a store that costs me €15 for a trainticket but does it for free as per agreement, both is fine as long as i get the number back
good night ? there are no good nights here ... Putin said there like euh "i dont have bad days, im not a woman" i suppose he cant say that cos hes russian but it gets trump elected, right ... i think he meant the moodswings we ALL know exist btw .. and me neither i only have "normal" days and "less bad ones"
ah, Putin, yes ... well, i think i said before i reserve the right to educate myself, definitely on someone a renowned American magazine once dubbed "the most powerful man in the world", in a unique setting as no one has ever seen before ... i'd advise anyone to watch it, everyone actually, and all who can afford to give credit where its due to do so, ofcourse
... i eagerly await your responce, cs
21:49 ...

you would walk 13 km for THAT instead of paying?


yes, precious, i would walk 25km for that instead of paying, i got more time than money and with €1,73 left in my bank, i LITERALLY have nothing better to do so allow me to summarize the situation well i looked up all lycamobile distributors in a radius around me ... turns out for some strange reason, the american lycamobile .. o WAIT a MINUTE ... american ? yea i thought it was weird american is sold only by indians and pakistani .. its ... founded in holland but with headquarters in UK ... so its ? .. ? allow me to summarize the situation nonetheless
the people i encountered so far (excluding the customer service which has been nothing but available and helpful although 24/7 would be better for a global company imo)
seem to lack a few of the fundamentals of doing business ... for instance
invest in your customer see, i just spent more than two hours walking to ratcity and back to get two answers ... first store said (on my question excuse me can i have my lycamobile card registered here) "no" ... which is an up-front and honest answer i can truly appreciate.
the second one (oever twooter) asked me THE SAME 5 EUROS, to which i said "im sorry but lycamobile just told me registration is free" to which i got a flanders funny remark
so allow me to explain "invest in your customer"
the local store, where i often have been and spent quite some i like to think for a store like that id be one of the better returning customers actually, asks me €5 ... something i wouldnt have given a thought since its indeed belgium (despite the fact that lycamobiles attempted onslaught is clearly based on an 'everything for free' approach, get now -> pay later), however since im broke, i was forced to think it over. So i think you saw me calling, thats customer service, that number still works ... i was home 15 minutes before they picked up, when the guy explained that "registration is free, please report the store to our email address" which i havent done, for which i get ZERO thanks
SO, i'll make you the balance for not investing in your customer .. the €5 you tried to pry from me now, violating whatever agreement you signed on the day you started providing a (legitimate) service ... that's €5 you didnt get, now what you do is subtract ALL the money i wont be paying on beer & snacks over the next year from those €5 you didnt get, COS IM NOT COMING BACK
thats your balance for not investing in your customer ... i HEAR you btw .. "i dont need his money"
same thing for the place in ratcity ... i remember you btw ... you never had any qualms accepting stolen crates from junkies for recycling money AT ALL 14 years ago, i CERTAINLY know that for a fact ... its hard to forget a face like that even if you hide him in the back behind a curtain
now in your case, trying to pry €5 while making funny remarks is "not investing in your customer" since your customer wont be coming back to recharge minus all the potential snacks and goodies on the way out ... in my case not much lost since i never come to ratcity unless i have to ... it still stinks of rats to me 14 years later
i hear YOU too, i dont need his money
you push people into belgian providers actually doing that, you have NO eyes on the future, PLUS you violate the service agreement by asking money while "registration is free"
so that's called pride ... not in the biblical sense ... in a business like yours your money is made up of LOTS of my kind of money (which you dont need as you just told yourself) ... thats the wrong attitude sister
not mentioning the fact that in a country with extremism and racism on the rise, antagonizing one of your last few allies with a game of bluff poker and flanders funny is probably not the brightest idea either
like i said, theres plenty who wont mind seeing you go since according to them "you people just do whatever you like with no regulations" and since you're the minority in the middle of mordor, the smallest thing is enough to portray you as if you were a jew in 1930s germany
NOW ... i wont report you, i clearly said that, cos im not a reporter ... i will contact lyca and explain that i need THAT NUMBER whatever the provider or simcard is, but if possible i would like to stay with them so i hope they give me a solution , not excuses or flanders funny
as for you ... since you were so kind to explain to ME that you are "not a public service" for instance, which was REALLY funny, im still laughing
you have legit business, yes ? (other than the not asking questions about the return of stolen goods which im sure was a passing phase over a decade ago) so, you actually VOLUNTARILY agreed to provide a service which has certain terms ... which you are violating as in "breach of contract" which someone who is THAT witty surely understands in a place where time is money is no small matter so
i wont report you ... thats against my principles, i WILL suggest lycamobile they do a general audit if they care about their name.
whats an audit?
an audit is where an inconspicuous guy walks into a bar and pays the €5 without complaining, then goes outside and jots down your name on the breach of terms list
thats an audit ... after which , if they would care to do so, it would NOT be beneath me to leak your names as the origin to every store in flanders
cos that's MY way of being funny
okay ?
i still need the number, but im definitely not coming back, i asked three times, politely, VERY patiently ... you count the balance from the €5 minus all the beer im not gonna buy from you
allrighty then ... hope you had a good laugh, i kinda dont get it other than you having a laugh trying to look smart or flanders funny but any time i asked can i get 10 or even 20 beers i dont have money on me i'll pay tomorrow, i never failed and you ALWAYS gave it , right ? but this time over €5 even if i dont rat you out for scamming you wanna lose a customer ? dont bother, theres no forgive and forget after i ask THREE times, good luck with it, contrary to my fellow countrymen of who(m?) most would gorge on this cos you're foreign muslims, im not even gonna put it on that, cos its not about that, even with you the statistic of me being ripped off over a lifetime still holds 99% of flemish non muslims, thats not it. But there seems to be a general misconception that im a clown, or a nut ... or "that guy" 14 years ago who was on crack and heroin daily. I have never been in the habit of flipping on peoples faces other than those two years (which is quite understandable if you know what that is), its why i keep saying im not scarface, im king benny. For now I NEED THAT NUMBER, if only for a day so i can fix my access. So euh, being funny or pussy is not really my priority but since i said im not coming back im gonna have to stick to that so i hope it was worth the €5 you didnt get anyway but hey, you dont need my money, right?

so it seems we have a problem then

i said when going back the third time in two days, after yesterday being told to come back the next day and today being told its 5 euros to fix it, then calling customer service to be told that they're not allowed to charge for that, then going back and saying 'header above'

they asked me to report you and i didnt

thats the thanks i get? you know the funny thing, miss ? there's not even a registered distributor in wetteren at all ... so we seem to have more than one problem here ... dont look at me if this brings trouble, lots of people want you gonen, but i aint reporting shit, im not coming back either, i think i spent enough money there and then get this as thanks for not reporting ?
i aint reporting shit, jack, if im part of any multisubkulti then thats part of it, but i have no worries that someone soon will, its a place where they call the cops for looking at a car after all
vague excuses from come back tomorrow to its 5 euros to i dont know how to do it i have to call someone who charges me 5 euros
i dont need excuses, I NEED A SOLUTION, i need that number back
first time i get ripped off there, i guess they've been in belgium long enough then now, they're starting to fit in
so, back to calling customer service then

I NEED THAT NUMBER WORKING

doesnt have to be lycamobile although i TOOK lycamobile to make sure i didnt have a belgian provider in the first place
but I NEED THAT NUMBER WORKING SO WHO CAN FIX THIS?
yes its american i think ... can you, TRUMP? or no, you have drones, you dont need to can anything
I CANT LOGIN TO ANYTHING, "get a job" is not the right answer
telling me who can do this , thats the right answer
well she wouldnt give me the number or the name, feels totally flanders to me
SCAM ... but i aint reporting shit, i never called the cops in my life either
see no matter what side ive been on all through life they all agreed on one thing ... thou shalt not rat, fix it yourself
DO I HAVE TO?
ah yes, and, im not 99% sure but quite that i didnt leave the backdoor unlocked ... so are we back to that again ? cos violation of my privacy is a capital crime ... and if i were to find you inside by accident still ... it will be self-defense
now WHAT STORE IN BELGIUM CAN GET MY NUMBER FUCKING WORKING, WHY WASNT EMAILING ALL MY DOCUMENTS (yea thats SAFE, RIGHT) ENOUGH ? cos thats what i did last year for that very fucking number, no, i DO blame the store now but not as much as you stasi-dustball, either they're scamming or they really dont know what they're doing, both is unacceptable
the answer is not "get a job", the answer is not "time in belgium costs money" the answer is we sell it, we service you ...
did i or did i not go back three times, stay polite and not lose my cool , did i not ask then who could fix it ? did i report anything ? No i did not
so, as far as im concerned im green to do whatever i need, but
i just need that number up and running and PLEASE tell your little shits i dont have time to play with them, im not their daddy, they shouldnt be testing me like others should be playing bluff poker with me. Either they pick up their trash or they go litter somewhere else. Im really not in the habit of asking twice, im trying HARD to be nice here
06/25/2017 11:40:25 am
04:30 ... thats a micro-grilled chicken egg & bacon springroll mate ...
i made way too many as the picdiary will show a few pages back so i froze them, now i get one out, put it on micro / grill combo, pour some soy sauce and its actually pretty good
nah ... anarplex ... "the treasure which is privacy" ... i really DO think theres a lot more crypto- than pedo filed under the biggest section of the web but .. you know, its the few that make the basket stink, right, besides ... we all know what the problem is : controlfreakery governmentside and "we arent making money from it" microfascist corporate-side ... crypto-tribes writing philosophical essays on privacy ... not quite Spinoza or Kant im afraid, dustball but well worth the read .. i think they even have a surface-node that can be googled
Abstract:

The Philosophy of Privacy Extremism emphasizes that privacy should be
maintained in all situations; that if in question, privacy should be given
preference, unless sufficient arguments to the contrary apply to the specific
situation.

Privacy serves as a necessary condition for engaging in meaningful and truthful interpersonal relationships.

i prefer to say : "raping my privacy is a capital offense according to my law", one which will never be forgiven, but well ... i also say fuck as if its actually a versatile letter combination and not something about bleeding baby jesus ears so who am i, right ? SOMEBODY, what am i ? nobody ... FUCK YOU, precious, 13 hours till i can get my logins back hm ... better not get in the way there
Furthermore privacy is a necessary condition under which a person can develop
a self and embrace individual responsibility for decisions and actions that
result from them.

A denial of privacy to the contrary establishes and maintains a lack and loss
of esteem, respect and value in and for things and other persons.

Privacy should therefor be the strong standard for personal behavior,
normative for those that thrive towards personal human positive development.
mwell ... dont make me say you made me read that, you might actually try take credit for ruining my life as if it were a good thing
m hm, debunch your fucking panties, suit ... you think they let anyone in to buy dumps ? you dont get in unless you're invited or someone brings you along ... your kid wont run off with the neighbours families credit card numbers that easy ... as for the rest, i think its completely against massmedia misdirected opinion but very true when i say Elliott Ness did nothing to the dread pirate roberts just like if they had left Escobar in place, maybe even opened up to him as president (as if the americans would actually do something like help someone to power when it suits them ... that would be SO un-democratic) ... Colombia MIGHT have been one massive drug cartel now but at least everyone would know where it comes from , the quality could be controlled and so could the flow, now its fishing in the dark isnt it ? same thing, dread pirate roberts ... its a symbol, right ... kill it, it disperses, now you dont know where to throw your bait cos its everywhere ... as for kiddie pr0n and animal abuse i think i stand where everyone stands who isnt into rape as for snuff, well ... maybe vids of hunters being hunted is the hole in the market for rich veggiephiles, who knows
I THINK ITS FUNNY ? DO I? you think its funny ruining my life and sticking me here?
and after all youve done expecting shit from me, then BLOCKING ME, banning me from skype, blocking my numbers, FUCKING ME OVER gossip, harassment
FUCK YOU BITCH ... and your IS problem too, YOU CREATED IT, YOU FIX IT, why are you even looking at me ? i make a good scapegoat or something ? do i look like a goat?
12 more hours till i get my number back up ... maybe i can go back to the usual rant, wut ? inconvenient truths will get me threatened ? been there im afraid its too late to make me give a shit about how its done according to old men in suits , definitely too late to threaten me after taking everything
its just an opinion DUDE, if i had money i wouldnt be fucking living in this shithole, i havent gone below the surface in years but i actually REALLY got NOTHING better to do right now
so in case you missed the last 500 memos today : FUCK YOU
03:13 ... i think its at it again
wut ? well, the friendly guy from lycamobile customer service said : "simply go to the store, take your phone and your passport and you will be able to call RIGHT AWAY" so does he have reason to lie to random customers for teh flanders lulz , does he not know his job or are you simply trying to phase me again, precious ? im too tired to be phased, its also YEARS too late to make me care ... you kept me awake weeks on wrong hours, what would you expect ? that i suddenly decide this place is ok? LOL
i refuse to drop down before at least 4am , i HAVE to ... name, rank , number, you know the drill, drill ... I WONT
FUCKING ... COMPLY TO YOUR SHYTE, TOO LATE, at least 30 years too late
my eyes are sore like dried out since i got up after trying to get at least some closed eye for an hour or two ... i think its at it again, trying to push me into rising chickens and zomboid rythm to see how i behave. Makes sense, this noon i woke up cos i heard that fucking dogs name .. windows closed and all, since that shit got in my garden i react to it like i would to sirens in the distance while im in this town, my brains picks it up ... fuck that shit
wake up, linux pc boots up to a blue screen the x-server fucked ... CONVENIENT ... i take no heed since i assumed (thats -1 for me, assuming and shit) it was simply satellius being a gay fuck since they have been VERY gay fucks to me blocking me from social contact and all that, not letting me backup ... i just re-install i mean, whats better for safety than format c: right ? even on linux
after which i discover both my phones wont call or receive anything but the 1966 1976 lycamobile numbers and some opcodes or whatever thats called *101# to see own number and shit (and stuff) ... so ... i didnt actually expect anyone to pick up on a sunday evening but
apparently other than combell, lycamobile does it too ... sunday service (i dont know if they have 24/7 service like combell but mwell, its a lot MORE than anyone else could say) have the dude tell me like after i go like BUT I DID REGISTER, LIKE RIGHT AWAY COS I NEED THAT SHIT LIKE MY FUCKING DOORKEYS (cos thats what its for ... and the flashlight ... JA KEM TE WEL E LICHTJEN E MAAT, pls dont watch me swipe, i dont get a hard-on from that, RETARD).. o well, no something in the past , things ... retard things
very convenient, blocked from shit, my vpn just expired, i cant login to the place where i keep a few dollars i can spend in either dollars, euros or a few cryptos cos that needs several authentications, which all come down to at least one place that needs the phonenumber to login to
so i dont have vpn, so i cant ... actually do anything cos i cant login to anything (remember that convenient thing where you use google to login (or facebook whatever) so if you cant login to google you're fucked out of all the others, also if you cant login to the backup email since you dont keep a separate phone for all accounts, you're double fucked, so no vpn
leads to interesting reading material i guess ... layered web ... zqktlwi4fecvo6ri ... yea figure it out, genius ... you think its all kiddiepr0n, snuff and markets, right ? ofcourse you do
well i WOULDNT but it seems you INSIST ... its about what ... 80% of the whole internet ? 85% ? invisible and lurking ... that would be a whole lot of pedophiles and junkies, bro LOL
fuck you man, you and your shit masterplan control freakery, just like "it" .. think it wants to see how i behave during rising chicken zomboid hours when blocked off from anything that could possibly keep me sane after 10 years in a place i'll never agree to ... well , think on how einstein was convinced that the same laws apply over the whole board ? well, i DONT behave during daylight and / or while observed cos i hate daylight and i dont even function in it. I NEVER HAVE, ive been living late and night since as long as i can remember having an actual life .. which i havent had since the day you put me here
so, tomorrow, which technically according to conformismsistsisms is today already unless you live in ... mh where ? japan is almost noon i think so where is it not tomorrow yet? bolivia ? yea, bolivia .. had a very nice person to talk to there unless satellius turned out to be a gay microfascist fuck hiding behind the drones of the lobbies of the united free world ... noticed how you see a shitload of black vests again lately ? i think the golden dawn is setting in here too, i told you you're gonna get pogroms, cleansing and if not civil war, then what, and your solution is to block my phone so i cant login to my email so i cant login to anything ?
good job, bro, fuck you, DIE HORRIBLY
so i'll stay in bed listening to radio or something until the shop opens so i can have my number restored so i can go back to refusing rising chicken zomboid rythm, living at night and actually getting menial stuff DONE, instead of being paralyzed all day
FUCK YOU BITCH
nah, the number google asks for it says its in "security settings" is the number from the smallphone i lost, which i had tried to track AND disabled several times as lost so i have no clue how thats still in there ? the email needs the same number and after those options i simply get "we cant help you" ... where's the contact form, sergei ? o right, you did no evil, who's the guy then now ? Wheres the contact form ?
dont expect anything from me after ruining my life and sticking me here for 10 years i hope ?
oh, if you DO decipher it ... theres actually nothing to decipher, and check it ... dont ever go there on a windows pc m-kay ? well please do by all means but ... do you know what irony stands for ? irony stands for the US government CREATING Tor (like they did al-qaeda, putin might have flaws but hes 100% right in stating that, isnt he, Oliver, or are you a patriot cos trump has drones ? ....) and NOW they're probably the first ones to advocate how it needs to be taken down and shit LOL
try to remember, demented suitboy ... al capone didnt have Tor ... Pablo Escobar didnt have bitcoin, they had LOTSA dollars though ... and both made fortune on a situation created by government, not cos they were born with a gun in their hands
have i told you to fuck off yet ? probably not enough, so if you wanna know how i behave like normal people ? I DONT
you cant be THAT stupid as to expect shit from me after all that
22:54 ... google's very helpful btw ...
when did you create the account ???!??? eh ?
what was that other phonenumber you havent used in years ?? eeuuuhh .....
give us an email address you already linked to this account ... well, thats kinda protected by the same phonenumber
what was the reason you couldnt sign in ?
"other" (and then i think like im gonna get a textbox to explain what 'other' is) but
"thank you for your feedback" / sign in with another account ? NO DUDE, I NEED THIS ONE IT HAS ALL MY TWO FAC CODES
so where is this contact form exactly ?
IM GONNA NEED THAT NUMBER BACK, UP AND RUNNING , TOMORROW, cos today is acceptable for emergency reasons, but tomorrow wont be so dont get in the way of the man fixing it as lycamobile said, and dont push shit on me from shops that arent even open after six or on sundays
M-kay ?
you already owe me ten years of life, its not enough ?
you sure you can pay the intrest on that?
im gonna sleep bad tonight, worse than usual, and count the seconds until i can get there to have it fixed ... WHERE IS THE "contact us here" google ?
i can prove a thousand ways its me ... o i have all the aeon dustball department screenshots for one, and google photos for two ...
unless someone else keeps a few thousand pictures of my cats plus ALL the dozens of docs ive been writing, THATS ALSO ALL IN THERE DUDE, well actually all i salvaged after satellius was a gay fuck and banned me from skype (and onedrive) i also uploaded to google drive, so its literally ALL in there
this is massmurderworthy, thats how you create terrorists, stasi-boy
ALL OF IT
fucking hellgian stasishit ... that old number ? ? ? why would i remember my old number ... how can i have a different number in security settings btw ?
nevermind, lycamobile said it would so i should have faith, but i cant, not in anything belgian 21:01 ... see how you keep me awake again?
no i DONT have written codes pinned to my fucking wall in a house thats not even mine, the equivalent of my password ... i dont really SEE how that's a smart thing to do in 2017 and i actually dont feel sorry that i didnt, i dont wish i did
i wish YOU will die of cancer, demented and slowly for what you did to my life
and i dont "wish" that ill get out of here i WILL that i'll get out here (and thats intentional , not gremmar)
with or without phonenumbers
you know i have TWO yubikeys, some of the bestest shit i know of, as safe as anything that can be stolen but NOT TRACKED ... for some reason it NEVER got on top of the list
despite the fact that its cheap, secure, doesnt keep cookies or location data, doesnt send your music playlist to the companies who provide radio for supermarkets to play the common denominator analysed to be what makes you feel at ease the most ?
depending on the time of day ofcourse, instead, all majors have their own "authenticator", which i DONT USE
and i dont regret not doing so, the only problem here is your zero-value masterplan
fucking me over and out of it again
you is a generalised concept as i explained many times (which i shouldnt, Vance is right), in this case it means you, im sure the shoe fits
oh, i found another title ... if you need to ensure even better security for yubikeys try zee russians, i think i linked an article somewhere down there on how they use quantum cryptography (is that even a 'thing' or just a cool word?) to make sure Alice can't fuck with Bobs fotons without destroying them. Yea, the russians, i KNOW, its like the chinese right, im not supposed to but i DO wanna move to Asia and thats what i'll do but the russians are not my enemies, i think they have proven themselves to be quite resourceful over time, from molotov coctails to scorched earth over using a fucking pencil instead of millions for a ballpoint pen .. the trinary (whats it called terniary ? computer) and all that stuff ... same thing like jack ma gets a "smart city" to play with while i cant fucking login cos some government or stasi fuck thought the already done registration didnt count
IT NEVER COUNTS, i dont think quantum cryptography applies to the registration of simcards but maybe ... maybe if you ask the russians they have an idea ... your pride huh? i thought you christians couldnt have that, isnt it a sin or something ?
not being a christian does not make me a muslim .. not being a monotheist doesnt make me an atheist, not being an atheist doesnt make me a believer. I do believe in me and am 99% sure that i WOULD be living in asia by now if it wasnt FOR YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK
20:39 ... i wont, and i'll never be until i am where i set out to be cos that is where i need to be, YOU DONT KNOW "what is good for me"
i'll give you one last chance to shut up ... i personally NEVER anywhere spoke about how the hellgian stasi fucked up on the brussels fiasco since EVERYONE fucked up cos they shot up france too
BUT, like i said, last chance to SHUT THE FUCK UP, its an INTERNATIONAL organization where the SMART GUYS are not the ones who blow themselves up, six guys with kalashnikovs
THATS RIGHT, thats what they were, right? six guys with AK's .. they had AK47s and plastic explosive (which they probably made here, i never bothered to look up the details i know how belgian freedom of information goes ... its 1830s like the rest of the country) so if they got the AK's, what makes you think any terrrererrereristzoizsims would need to even threaten someone instead of just smuggling a few prepaid phones into the country ?
so is that the new contrabande now ?
scan for simcards at airports and implant a camera in the right eye of people who sell them here "to protect them" (thats what you would call it right?)
WELL YOU FUCKING PISSED ME OFF, DID I EVEN MENTION THE UTTER STUPIDITY OF IT BEFORE?
DONT GET IN THE HABIT OF PISSING ME OFF TO MAKE ME SPEAK, the natives get restless, and uncle Po has no requirement to be a genius either, but most of them ARE extreme rightwing
SO ...
this being van drukkerland hellgium im already trying to think about potential scenarios on how i could not get my number back by tomorrow like the guy being run over by a car that fled or something but im gonna try not to think about it
my faith in humanity has been non-existent since before you put me here, i should fay my faith in hellgium sapients ... but i'll try and take the lycamobile customer dudes word for it cos both he AND the store where i got it are at least THERE for me seven days a week , even after six
im gonna try and get some sleep, im almost out of pills too and its ten more days for a bit of fresh copper
exciting huh ? (zie hatten denn denn masjen mussen sein aber oder, zegt, YEA YEA, i had it, you fucked it, i was getting there you fucked it, now you even fuck my fucking email logins ... you fucking fuck)
well, you dont even know why i say that, dude ... half my family was masjers, you know why i keep saying that? en de klark? there was a year when EVERYONE, and i mean EVERYONE, cops stopping and frisking me for nothing (or 'looking at a car') down to fucking lawyers i went to to ask questions on whatever asked me "why dont you do construction work" as if they were fucking alien mindprobed, it became uncanny , and only in this town btw ... "why dont you do construction work" ... coming from "why dont you go to fucking college or uni, ill write you a letter of recommendation" and the last few months before graduation getting FUCKED OUT OF IT, with a mysteriously appearing passport as what i can only consider some attempt at nazi-warning cos you know ... "fear us" and shit
THAT DID NOT GO DOWN WELL ... two of my uncles worked themselves to death doing construction, one of my cousins is doing his best to do that too, his knees is already fucked, i have no problem with their choices okay, i respect honest work if you think thats enough for you DONT PRESUME, or ASSUME anything about me
KNOW that YOU fucked it up for ME, but im not done yet
but i NEED that number back .. you know the "last resort" in modern security usually is "print out backup codes" ?
google does it ... megaupload does it (but thats a liability thing, see, THEY DONT HAVE THE DECRYPTION KEY SO THEY CANT BE SUPPENISSED OR OPPRESSED INTO GIVING IT, SMART MOVE FATSO) ... steam does it ... you WANT the mobile AUTH BUT ... if you were to lose it you NEED a backup code
write it down
modern security
YOU FUCKING FUCK, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING FUCK FOR RUINING MY LIFE, YOU FUCKING RETARED NAZI AND CORPORATE FUCKS; FUCK YOU , YOU FUCKING FUCK
20:16 ... no no no no, you dont get to "i learned a word on tv once too" me, not then, NOT NOW
to me that retard and you (retard) are one and the same ... i am the cat that walks, alone remember, all humans are alike to me (the normal ones that is)
(cos they're normal, so they adhere to the same patterns it makes them highly predictable, its why ad-servers go bonkers over me, cos im not)
i seen every episode of BBC horizon too probably, does that count as tv then ?
you could read mister Lindstrom on how supermarkets (MODERN supermarkets okay, not something you would find in a place stuck in 1830 want das war nich majsen) ... drop 5 cents off the electronic pricetag on cheetos cos you gave them 100 likes. THATS GEOLOCATION, among others, you might not care, I DO
and YOU will end up with double what you intended to buy and complain how expensive life is despite the fact that you have ten times more than i do (and life IS fucking expensive ok)
its not about having to hide, I FUCKING GO NOWHERE, I REFUSE FRIENDS AS A PRINCIPLE SINCE YOU STUCK ME HERE, and THIS ? this is just more of YOU getting in MY way of ME never having to deal with the likes of YOU again
BITCH
19:34 ... so i wait, right?
no i dont expect the man to expect the woman to do it, its his fucking shop, if shes there it means one of the other shops has something going, i do expect him to do it cos it says lycamobile all over the windows
tough luck, although i dont really believe in luck since you put me here
secure ... some of the accounts i talk about wont let me login UNLESS i access via an ip that has to be the right geolocation, after which i will receive a code to an email i cant access unless i can login after i receive a verification code by email ON THAT FUCKING NUMBER
... no its just my fucking email, im just like that, you BITCH, ITS YOUR FAULT, NOBODY ELSES, I DIDNT GET THE FUCKING SMS? I GOT ONE ON ONE NUMBER ON ONE PHONE
... i will stay cool as far as thats possible here since im always burning, and DO NOTHING until its fixed ... yea gandhi style, NO TWAT, COS I GOT NOTHING TO DO, all my emails are blocked out, all my logins are blocked out EVERYTHINGS BLOCKED OUT cos of your stasi masterplan (thats not even working ... WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING ... no , i already answered that, you were thinking WOOO, in the name of what about the children and terrereresimz we can now get it without protest, thats what you were thinking, but YOU ALREADY HAD IT SO THE GUY WHO CAME UP WITH THE PLAN TO MAKE PEOPLE THE WEAKEST LINK, DEFINITELY NEEDS TO BE FIRED, and i should get compensation for time lost ... ON TOP OF THE TEN YEARS YOU OWE ME
motherFUCKER, yea well .. why on EARTH would i fucking "help" you even if i had answer ... you fucked up my whole life and continue to do so, EVEN TODAY from the smallest to the biggest shit, harassment, ruin my future, stick me in a town i hate since i was 15 ... even if my name were KADO:therightanwser itself, WHY THE FUCK would i help
i dont have answers but what i explained today ... this is unneccesary bullshit getting in the way. You're the suit, you got the money, you got the power, i'm just an ex-con with no degrees, you fucked it, you fix it
i REALLY NEED THAT NUMBER BACK BITCH
so tomorrow is tomorrow ... then ... i guess
agghh .. DONT GIMME THAT SHIT MOTHERFUCKER, HERE I SIT WITH A FEW HUNDRED A MONTH, (want dat was niet masjen of trakteren bij remong) while you sit in your fucking tax-free suit with the driver coming up with plans that bring ONLY extra work and administration and have ZERO added value (UNLESS YOURE GONNA SELL THAT DATA OFCOURSE), humans you fucking moron, are ALWAYS the weakest link (yea thats cos you are law-abiding, i know, it seems to be a hidden term for retarded mostly) .. you wanna rob a bank, you take the manager and his family hostage, FUCK the timelocks, you wanna hack a security firm threatening you on how they gonna get you, You get a 16 year old pretty face to rub the nerd who has that one passwords legs, you wanna get your simcard registered to whatever the fuck you want ? DO I REALLY NEED TO FINISH THAT SENTENCE?

RETARD

well, as usual i wouldnt give a shit, like i dont with malware or email scams unless they try it on ME
and you did it to me, TODAY .. i have no idea, i thought satellius was being gay again but the card was simply blocked ... because of YOU .. and your retard masterplans in the name of what about the children

motherfucker


19:15 ... woaw .. one hour, talk about timing huh dustballs ... well, as suspected
given the situation i was in and that was the only roadblock possible it went exactly as suspected. His wife doesnt feel confident doing it
now, hold your nationalist fucking waste of oxygenhole ... RIGHT there, so i can stop it from uttering one syllabe and the consequent co2 pollution you utter making you a complete waste of skin and rare metals that would be put to better use recycled for the space race.
YOU, you're NOT OPEN on sundays ... oh no i'm not done
YOU, you're not open on WEEKDAYS after six so thats already SHUT UP about IKNOWWHATYOUWASGONNASAY
THEY ARE, i get a 50/50 chance of it being him or her (well actually statistically its more chance of getting him but since its 1/2 its always 50/50 to me in cases like this, im not the numbers guy) and since this is van drukkerland hellgium i suspected nothing less so
despite your urban legends and the fact that i would GLADLY put my fist in your mouth so it never utters sound again, i dont see the point in getting angry, since if i got it from YOU, i would have been fucked without even checking, cos you wouldnt be open, ALLRIGHT?
so tomorrow is tomorrow, and THATS IT .. i NEED that number ... THAT number, just one, the other one i dont really care about the smallphone doesnt really need a simcard does it ? most phone crapps would still work without it so this call for euh mobile auth is bullshit and a pointer that my privacy is still being raped by leaving hints, hence being guilty of knowing but not helping (which makes you just as much the enemy)
so tomorrow is tomorrow, otherwise it will take WEEKS to recover just a few accounts and some probably i wont
SO ...
HELLGIUM and the stasi masterplan, succeeded in blocking me, fucking me over, and pissing me off, the usual, its a good thing im not religious isnt it
THE WHOLE POINT of having no mobile authenticators OR phones that are linked (the one i use for auth is actually NOT a smartphone but some old brick i had around, it doesnt do cookies, it only does geolocation by the cia or triangulator vans ... DOES THAT MAKE ME A SUSPECT OFFICER, COS I HAVE NO FRIENDS EITHER) ...
well actually, in order to be one, i would NEED friends, LOTS of them even
YOU FUCKED ME OVER, hellgian incompetence, you know the whole point of not being tracked is nullified since im quite sure they will be selling it to big data, just like they already do with medical records (well there was a proposal, followed by a shitstorm on privacy, followed by 'this is well within european privacy regulations(translates as what does the fucking plebs even KNOW we're doing with it to get fatter) followed by silence, which usually means from here to the united lobbies of the free world, it got passed anyway ... behind closed doors)
SO .. YOURE BLOCKING MY LIFE AGAIN BITCH, FIRE YOURSELF, no one's safer because of this, this is just about control and money
i know but im none of the tales you tell about me, why would i flip on a woman who has NOTHING to do with your bullshit ?
ill go back tomorrow, then i get my number working, its what lycamobile tells me, so thats whats gonna happen, RIGHT?

RIGHT?

any more masterplans to block the plot cos i dont have a plot i just want out of here, forever, if you woulda let me do AFTER I GOT OUT OF JAIL in still you're still confused about that, i would have been out of here, not sitting here SHITTING cos you fucked me over AGAIN
yes, well the numbers are against you, bro, YOU created the 2nd most to go serve there, you ARE better at creating them .. and THIS ? this is a farce, its extra work for free but probably not for you, and THOSE NUMBERS WERE REGISTERED, A COPY OF MY PASSPORT LINKED TO IT YOU FUCKING BITCH
and now im here, BLOCKED
FUCKING RETARDS , these people have no shame, right ? DUSTBALLS
18:15 ... as suspected ...
1000 points for lycamobile for having customer service free number on sunday .. 10.000 points for lycamobile ... i DID get an sms on my smallphone but that one has two simcards in it of which one is not registered since i didnt see the point
i did NOT get any on the other numbers ... Which is most likely flanders funny, SO, WHAT HAPPENED?
it wasnt satellius but that still a gay fuck for banning me from skype ofcourse
the government decided that all the registration i have done, sending passports and shit, WASNT GOOD ENOUGH ... i didnt get the memo, literally
I DIDNT
so i have to go PHYSICALLY to the nearest store to prove i'm ME ... so if someone steals my phone and blows up an airport they can catch me ... m hm ? belgian stasi logic, i wonder how many tax-administration euros this will cost ... this is ALL about control okay, has NOTHING to do with the bombing in brussels, cos any terrrereerst with half a braincell wont be caught by that, people with a stolen phone however .. now THATS SOMETHING ELSE ...
SO IM LOCKED OUT OF

EVERYTHING

until the registration procedure (which i had already done for both numbers) IS COMPLETE AGAIN, i cant read mail, cant write mail, cant get password resets , can login to anything cos i NEVER remember passwords (the whole point, i couldnt even tell them in my sleep)
SO BELGIUM FUCKED ME OVER AGAIN, in the name of terrererereizm, i suggest they move to america, fit right in
HOW IS THAT SUPPOSED TO STOP MOTHERFUCKERS ? this is only about control and big government data, FUCKING RETARDS
im going to the store now, i HOPE they can register me right away or IM FUCKED FOR HOWEVER LONG THATS GONNA TAKE
minus 100.000 points for Hellgium for fucking up my life and getting in the way AGAIN ... how deep below absolute zero were you guys already
SERIOUSLY ? HOW IS THIS GONNA STOP ANYONE FROM COMMUNICATING ? you just wanna track your motherfuckers, how about you chip all newborns maybe ? so who's next on the suspect list ? all simcard vendors because now THEY are the weakest link ... just need one to verify you, right ?
allrighty then flanders funny stasi-logic
up yo mommas ass, and you STILL ASK why im ALWAYS angry in this place?
DUDEso if you live in belgium selling simcards you will probably get an audit by people in dark glasses soon with a request to constantly wear a wire and have a camera on your head since how are they supposed to know you dont just verify people cos they threaten you into it OR WORSE ... you're ONE OF THEM ?
hm ?
motherfucking backyard shithole leopoldsville towelsized turd nation
belgian stasi-logic, keeping it safe since 1830 (you mean keeping them down, right?) you're all fired, half the cops too, and DEFINITELY the whole government, DONT YOU FUCKING KNOW IN ANY SECURITY SYSTEM THE WEAKEST LINKS IS NOT MACHINES, NOT CRYPTOGRAPHY BUT ALWAYS HUMANS ?
FUCKING RETARDS, YOU BLOCKED ME OUT OF EVERYTHING for i have no clue since how long since i dont use those phones for anything but authentication
maybe i missed some whatever and im late on something and in triple deep shit cos YOU RETARDS CAME UP WITH ANOTHER GREAT IDEA, fucing up my life, blocking me, getting in the way and generally showing incompetence
motherFUCKERS ... well, the friendly guy at the phone said ... just go to the store, take your phones and your passport and you'll be able to call right away .. that should be within 60 minutes then, OKAY
LETS FIND OUT, like NOW, fucking shithole retard country , excuse for a country more like it, you see ... despite all that shit and being the like what ? 2nd biggest provider for syrian IS , you STILL DONT SEE that you're WAY better at creating them than stopping them, and you STILL wont renounce your fucking seat huh?
17:53 ... i just noticed the funniest flanders funny thing ... ALL my phonenumbers are suddenly not registered, they dont exist ... ??? i have been happily using them for i cant remember, almost a year? the unregistered one expired not too long ago, the other ones .. they STOPPED WORKING, thats why i dont get sms so i cant login to ANYTHING
now THAT is tjoeppenflikkenbak stasi flanders funny
I AM BLOCKED OUT OF EVERYTHING ... SO STICK YOUR WHATEVER UP YOUR ASS, how am i gonna fix this hm ?
i DID register them, RETARD, thats the whole fucking thing
No money, nowhere here i want to be, no access to my email cos Satellius is being a gay fuck again. Allright then, lets otaku, nothing better to do.
(also fuck you and also off)
06/24/2017 02:21:13 am
17:30 ... stuffed, time for a shower so i dont otaku too much ... why shower BEFORE you get dirty ? cos that is how its done ? IS IT?
okay then ... btw im sorry if theres some confusion ms. Rowling. I've seen all your movies, i just didnt read any of your books. Love harry potter, Love hogwarts and who wouldnt have been bedazzled by the ultimate kawai of little Hermione hm? In another timeline where i'm a familyman doing a clerk job (yea, punny, ruffling dustball feathers since 1988), at my third wife, paying off my house and hers, three cars and five kids id even buy them for my kids (the books) but id still hope i could have them taste zelazny, vance, van vogt and those who made MY mind expand beyond the observable universe
so, im gonna chill out now soon after that much stuffing it happens
im not angry, im ALWAYS angry, you wouldnt notice if you met me
im ALWAYS angry since the day you put me here
yea ... so mr. Rowling :p ... you're one of the failures of the planet ;) (like Bill Gates and starbucks or if we keep it author-ish .. Stephen King?) but you came back with a rosepetal vengeance. People like that tend to appreciate life more since they actually know what colour the front AND backside of their desk has. No i didnt learn that on tv either, its recurring in at least a few of the books downthere of which is totally incomplete ofcourse.
i wonder whats next .. blacklisting my site ? denying access to viral actual memes that arent funny quotes on gifs? you think ... i mean you STILL think all you have to do is swipe some black marker over an inconvenient truth and it goes away ? its STILL THERE, under the black marker ... like a festering wound unattended with a band aid over it.
its STILL a TRUTH ...
gud, nuf said, wut? o yes, sure but only a few, something with towers and randall flagg, mostly movies, i stuck to sci-fi and fantasy so if i read any it would be closer to that than to horror, like weaveworld and shit (and stuff, you know ? yes i know thats not stephen king, i miraculously remember since i see the dvd here 'dread', a book i never read btw so i guess i saw it on tv) ... tried my hand on Kafka once .. i won that war, finished it the last page, then spent a month recovering. That dude was DOWN, and i dont mean down like down or down but like "the original emo', right? die verwandlung. Of all the books i could pick for german class i just HAD to do that. I would advise against it or keep xanax near ... other than that i think i never got beyond the unbearable lightness of being when it comes to pop (is that not "pop"? everyone read it, so what makes pop pop then ?) other than that its either hard reality, insight or sci-fi (with capital SCI) or fantasy beyond Tolkien (which i read when i was eight btw but im not afraid to admit i never finished the silmarillion thats as readable as a bible or something) ... whew, *breathe* ....
right, i think the internet is almost full for today
i dont put my rules on you, you fucked up my life, you dont get to expect anything from me and ILL NEVER GIVE UP and ILL NEVER GIVE IN and ILL NEVER LET IT GO even if i wont suck dick to get there, I WILL
and when i do , NO ONE will know my name, as intended from the start ... i have no need for a fleeting decade (or century for that matter) before i belong to the dustball department alone. i CERTAINLY have no need to saaaave the wooorlllld that fucked me over.
bye now
17:05 ... eating .. well, more like stuffing it looks good in the truman show i suppose, hot meal at five .. but its breakfast to me
since im out of sync with my biorythm im sure ill fall into slumber short after, hopefully actually sleeping a few hours, waking up at around eleven to midnight
make the most of the night, but not cos no money has my motivation not at zero but below ... meanwhile im trying to remember the titles
titles of some teeny tidbits i didnt "learn on tv", dustball ... but im as much the names as im the numbers guy now this is where we differ most i think :
i cant recite passages, the authors name even a lot of the time and certainly not when he or she was born or what school of -ism it belongs to, but everything in it sticks inside my head, and to me thats all that matters, fame is an illusion anyway, go around, ask the first 100 people you meet who gilgamesh is ... DO IT
so you'll excuse me if i misspell the name but i think it was Vivian Redding who said i have the right to educate myself and money cant be in the way of that , or lack of it, ... someting about basic human rights and stuff, AND SO I DO
its not the exact words she used but its what i understood and i think the general idea fits there, i wont be kept stupid cos your -ism has a higher kaste in the dark ages
which means the amount of fucks per second makes you blind to what im saying, which is fine by me, you're a fossil
im TRYING to remember the titles, i havent actually done books for years but since im stuck here and the closer i get to 50 the closer the ultimate deadline comes i dont know what triggered it
but it sure as hell wasnt harry potter
now, do you have my money? every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here ?
or have you fucked off yet?
yes sure, but listen up i shall say this only once, cos im not Vivian Redding but she told me to ... is it in a public library? is it on youtube ? is it available as free trials ? are you an author or a salesman ? do you want to be read only by who can afford it OR DO YOU ACTUALLY HAVE SOMETHING YOU NEED TO SAY?
bitch ... (sorry, that wasnt against any of the authors ofcourse, besides i live by the old credo since im oldskool, buy what you like
if you can afford it, the first step of maslow is a hobbit thing
so?
SO WHAT?
16:20 ... hungry ... no i havent had breakfast, i try to stick to MY schedule which means waking up should have happened not too long ago
i think satellius is being a gay fuck again, i cant login to my main hotmail, which i havent used for anything else but keeping ALL my invoices and online purchases and shit and stuff and shit, cos i havent been able to reset my password in 48 hours now, UNRELIABLE SHYTE, btw dude i never said you a homo, what do i care where you stick your dick, its 2017, i said a gay fuck is you, microfascist corporate gay fuck, get with the time, bro
those dustballs made me actually realise something ive known for a long time. Does the amount of fucks per second thats sometimes in my language (no its not always there, and sometimes its deliberate)distract you from who i really am ? no not "what" i am, im nobody. Who i am ... does it blind you cos i realized once and for all, its like a basketball-sized buttong in the middle of your face like "HE SAID FUCK" and immediately everything gets ignored, the message, the ideas, EVERYTHING, its a surefire trigger to set you off, thats how easy you people are. The word did not have power until you started directing energy at it like you would your god, its almost prayer-level empowered now, FOUR FUCKING LETTERS, just say it and OFF YOU GO
fucking retards
yea well, being broke doesnt make me less cranky and the answer is not "get a job" or "a oeër af en go masjen" ... i had one, i was doing fine before you put me here, i WOULD be living in asia by now, yes check the forex demos which are not what i would have made by working (you know, "working")
but you broke my giveafuck a long time ago, and negotiations stopped YEARS ago, so DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH ? or have you fucked off yet ...
yes, check out how the tone of the message changes from "i feel quite calm in the dark of night after a walk with my cat" to "i hate this fucking place and i will never let it go you fucked my life"
hm, 15:48, i think it tried to wake me at 11:20, still feels like noon is des twaalven moet men eeten maken om den afwasch aan ten gaen-trumanshow shyte
so im already dead tired, also broke for ten days so im gonna need a timesink, you dont get to .. well you get your opinion but im not asking for it
do you have my money, bitch? every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here? OR ELSE TJOEPPEN i guess? mijn oeër af en go masjn? TE LAAT JONG, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH? ah yes, "date" ... ofcourse, i forgot all about that, your demented oldbat corporate nazi ass already forgot the part where it says daily "never again while im stuck in hellgium"? ofcourse you do, it does not compute, does it? btw date who, where with what money, even if ? hmz ...
do you have my money, bitch, every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here, since HERE is the problem so until im living im living in asia with my cat you can fuck off, and i no can do, i was doing fine, YOU FUCKED IT ... back to the start of the message then LALALALALALALLA CANT HEAR YOU
Well, dear dustball,
thats cos you regurgitate, right?
you don't see infinity for the möbius ring it is, you dont see that if you go round from zero to the right you end up at infinity if you just follow the loop and if you add just one to that, where you are after that is ZERO again
but i dont speak dustball, i just see it like that and you cant accept it cos i dont have your dresscode, right?
well thats too bad ... but i still think my explanations make a lot of sense
i always wanted to enslave some numbers guys, you know , my round table of scientists, who can prove on paper what i see in my mind?
but if i do that all i have is a big head cos no papers on the wall so
no, so not, i wont shut up for that
well actually i think its quite interesting if you just visualize it projected on the very symbol used for it, which is as far as i can see a flattened moebius loop, since, as far as my lamer-crank-uneducated-non-dustball-literate ass understands it all you need to propell anything at all faster than light is an infinite amount of energy, which in sé means once you have an infinity amount, due to the nature of infinity wether you propell one foton or a whole planet costs exactly the same : infinity, BUT if you add just one to that, to achieve faster than light plus one, you need only zero
so, to get poetic with it if zero is the speed of dark then dark is faster than light ...
so absence of light is faster than light, which makes sense in a metaversic way since if there is a whole lot of nothing between two points placed anywhere, or just a little bit, the time to travel from one to the other remains the same : its instant, xD, at the speed of dark, distance ceases to exist (lulz) sounds good doesnt it ? like any koan, the idea is to give it some thought, not to find the answer since in doing nothing but that
several points on the path to enlightenment might flare, if even for a moment but
a moment might be all it takes, after all how many worlds at once fit in and what's the speed of one single abstract thought ?
i dont like thinking in words and sentences
nah, just the killing blow left : THAT, precious, is why, despite quanta being the smallest possible, they call it "a quantum leap", its a world of progress gained in one single flash of insight, one moment at the speed of dark 0_o
q.e.d. ? i got nothing to prove :p
well that's floating, but the moebius ring makes perfect sense imo infinity plus one is zero, and the other way around too, who said its a left to right line ? yea who actually said that?
i think i should sleep 4:32 plus eight for health is 12:32, 2pm is an acceptable time but in summer too hot, too bad you kept me awake all day or i could do some tendtothegarden before that, anyways ...Tsscchhhhhhhh chuch ngu ngon (ill never get the accents right so i just leave those out)
crank huh ? lol ... i bet on paper it could even be worked out like that, in theory but i dont have numbers guys at my disposal and the dustball department will never take me seriously enough to even consider it, even just for the fuck (in this case meaning 'fun') of it.
so ? i should talk about the weather more and stick to .. to what? nobody's like me ... not the normals, not the intellectuals, not the weirdos not the free thinkers, i never met anyone quite like me and my name's not even Rock ... so go figure, or fuck yourself, whatever takes or tickles your fancy. I think these things more often than not, but i have no intention of being smart about it, i just wont be treated like shyte cos i'm not an official dustball stamped by the state for learning how to walk and talk like everyone
im afraid i cant do that, so ... no i dont need girlfriends to discuss metafysics with, i had all kinds of friends, but money taught me friends are usually a lie
SO ... ? well, so fucking what? all i want is what i wanted years before you put me here, not to come up with something to save the world that fucked me over
nice, quiet night, turns out the little shits are decent little shit, but please dont mistake my intentions, if my cat wanted to walk the other way tonight i wouldnt even have seen they picked up their trash this time, but it looks like they did
but please dont confuse me for the neighbourhood watch or the nanny
mhz .. yes im re-thinking the layout so i get the latest this-is-my-exciting-life-with-timestamps pictures on the right instead of a 12tile at the bottom of the page, i KNOW that what isnt on top/first sight gets missed a lot cos too lazy to scroll down if not facebook, click-sick
but what was today, my eyes are sore, im still gonna sit it out until at least 4 when it starts to dawn but what was today ? you woke me up at 10, i been on the couch ALL day, brainfried by the sunlight, i cant think straight, paralyzed by the heat, did absolutely NOTHING, tried to get some sleep at six (pm) for some reason while i should been dead tired didnt work, now my eyes are sore and im sitting here yawning, if i sleep now, and wake up at ten again, same thing, i would do some minor task in the garden (which i hate doing and i should have been able to pay people for for years now) at four and five but today im just too fucking worn out, cos you think routine (meaning YOUR routine) is GOOD for me or something. Or else, the only thing i can think of is the point IS (is that the point is DONT CORRECT ME ON GREMMAR YOU FUKKEN NAZI) point IS that i do and achieve nothing, so your yo-theories still stand and your world doesnt crumble while you're still in it. Other than that , if its not to torture me, i cant see why, cos its VERY exhausting and counterproductive to be jammed into a rythm, its like pushing me into a square, you kinda have to fold me and break some pieces off or it wont fit. Same thing for my life. I dont function by day, and i cant be me HERE, that will NEVER work out, EVER
06/23/2017 10:54:01 am
21:08 ... couldnt sleep all day , shithouse shitville woke me up at ten, disabled and immobilized by heat and sunlight, TIRED, but i NEED THE NIGHT, I HATE THE DAY, especially in this place, and where with no money to spend since in this place there is nothing for me AND I DONT WANT FRIENDS HERE ... FUCKING UP MY LIFE TEN YEARS AFTER YOU FUCKED UP MY LIFE
good to be reminded of how this shitty this place is
wake me up at 10:50? to what avail ? i think i have 1 euro left, the weekends gonna be more interesting than usual, the sun is shining, i can't go out or my skin starts itching, so now what?
06/22/2017 03:18:48 pm
3:20am ... the only free week i need is my money, every cent since the day you put me here
there will be no girl until i live in asia with my cats
i wont have friends
until then ... forget about your masterplans, i am not part of them
2:40am .. i dont have friends bro, you clearly havent been paying attention since you put me here and thought you were in control
feels like a script that was written by someone who thought it couldnt fail but did so from the very beginning
unfortunately its my life, which got ruined, and i will never forgive that
2:32 am ... you want my professional opinion on the junkie?
are you sure? cos well, oh , im not scared ive know way worse people than that
first of all in your world i dont have one since im not state stamped and i never learned to talk in line
second it might not be what you agreed upon
he's not harmless,
he's not dangerous until he's pushed too far
which means what?
means he might do again but there's no guarantee he will
does not warrant anyone who never did before won't do it in the same situation
he does NOT feel guilty, not for one second and i stick to my guns when i tell him every time he shouldnt for defending himself, its a natural reaction
all that considering the story is as is ofcourse, how can i know it is or not ? its 20 years, people dont have to lie to have fake memories
so ... he's not unlike many other people i know or have known, he just got unlucky that he had to
the army ? wont work, he gave up on life ... nothing can save him but a mother-figure who takes care of him
again, he's not the only one like that i know or have known
so ? you really want my opinion cos i think the most dangerous thing hes doing is looking for purpose, its how the caliphate gets their muslims only he'll never be one
but there's others rising
you still want ?
cos theres no guarantee cos hes not reliable, but as a suicide death onemansquad he might be
there you go, no guarantee he ever will be if hes left alone
no guarantee he never wont
im gonna eat, sleep, wake up at a lousy hour and my day's gonna be fucked
bij de neus genomen huh? tjoeppen tjoeppenflikkenbak, sjikkenbak, tjoeppensquad, in een neonazigat
well better watch your nose then, tides might turn
well bottom up motherfucker, im gonna eat and watch some anime or something until the hour im supposed to wake up, not the hour you set for me, make your threats elsewhere, i already almost flipped at your kid you couldnt educate and its not mine
please make sure they dont throw trash on my street anymore, other than that i dont give a shit if they're dealing crack or selling uzis
bottom up motherfucker (no that doesnt mean drink) 2:07 am friday ?
today i have no real clue what it was about, i do think the kid situation could have been a setup, some kind of i got five on it or else some tjoeppen squad shit, the other 'random' encounters are as random as they get here, its VERY random considering the frequency at which i can be found outside being next to zero
despite that, i got reminded that junkies got me jailed once and i swore that wouldnt happen again, i shouldnt be nice to people here, its a STATEMENT, junkie or not
the statement stands
should have let me do, id be living where i want to and no one here would know my name
made me hate the place more, hope those kids dont push it and come throw more shit or shit will happen, my cat is in danger there
other than that?
you owe me a shitload of money, every cent i didnt make since the day you put me here, plus intrest, if you dont have that then im afraid our conversation will be limited to the weather, which i hate talking about
that shit i dont really care about, i suppose something about a promise on booze never given that was never gotten but somehow expected, dont give a shit okay, i dont
(i clearly dont) ... other than that? i dont know, DO YOU HAVE MY MONEY BITCH ? im down to one cat and the clock is ticking ... and YOU LOT, you got junkies pretending to be you, im not sure if you want that, just make sure you know i dont want YOU near me , okay ?
i want space, the plains of mongolia are VERY alluring, all that pushed me here, whoever did, made me crave wide spaces with no humans or dogs in it
roll credits, if you wake me up before 2pm ill have nothing to do but lay around, im not getting a job with the vdabob cos you fucked up my last one
dont suck my dick, im not having sex until im out of here, just go die
somewhere im not
i was just being nice and look what i get ?
i get an inbreed masterplan or happenstance gone wrong
neither of it will make me run into the arms of here
'here' is the enemy to me, if you dont get that after all these years you have been fed false information or you're a worse idiot than i can insult you about
what i think? is that even relevant to you ? what you think is not to me since what i want has been clear since before you put me here
i think someone made a grave mistake one last time and the answer is not "get a job" or "masjen"
thats what i think
note to the inbreeds : i was trying to prevent, and i was trying to be nice
i hate this country man, i wouldnt want it if they offered it to me on a silver platter
the plains of mongolia are very alluring, they have been for years, i dont think thats gonna change cos trump has drones and the dawn is rising
i wanna be left alone, with my cat, without my cat i'll use anything to get even, even muslim fanatics
how about "YOU dont understand", zee russians are devising methods to defend from attacks by quantum computers on something as neo as the blockchain while no one has quantum computers yet
how about "you dont understand" stick to your shit stay out of my life and
if you would have let me do i would have been out of this country years ago, not stuck in this shithole for years
and remind yourself you do not have anyone who scares me, all you have is a lot of mosquitos at once
im about to get the spray out if you dont leave me alone
i was trying to be nice, serves me well
you wanna get the general you send the dirty dozen i get all that shit i grew up here
but im not the general i'm switzerland, you should send someone you think is my level if thats what you want
if you want to enlist me : NOBODY enlists switzerland
EVER, dont use fucking plankton cos you're afraid to show your face they just leave a stain, but they still have feelings
the cardboard house pic ? its REAL, brussels has done its best to keep the north station from growing into a cardboard centre, unfortunately they dont always succeed in time
you tell me you see a couple with a 2-4 year old kid in a dump like that and you tell them to "go home" ?
it wont happen again, next time anyone who endangers my cat can get a punch in the teeth
other than that fix your own shit
i'm out of goodwill, thats quite fast after i ran out of patience, you're quite adept at it

those who put me here, those who knew about it, those who went along, the junk is still a victim but when it comes to cutting out the cancer i consider him collateral damage
there you go
00:24 ... hours later, dont say i didnt think it over
you made a fool out of me today, killer, that wont happen again
attack me if you like, i known a lot worse, leave me alone you reminded me what this town does to people
i have no friends here, nor will i ever have until im out of here
NONE
00;06
well its not like its not your league, its not your dimension, so stay out of it
you'll get hurt in ways you dont recognize and there will be no fixing
stay out
ive had enough insults for one day, let me keep one thing clear, i NEED those little shits to quit dropping garbage, last thing i want is uncle Po to get an excuse to patrol

well, it sounds better when the girl tells it but basically it says
fuck you, BITCH
as a personal note : i am not amused, keep your inbreed retard squad far away from me, all i want is out of here, i shall never be your servant
tell your inbreeds to steer clear, keep your dog out of my garden and your cops out of my business,and your litter out of my street, ill be gone once i get enough money, i have hated this place for almost 31 years now, that shouldnt be a problem, but you seriously insult me
23:35 ... i was being compassionate to a person no one likes i can relate, how close have you ever been to that cardboard house ? what do you know outside your office and your comfort zone, cos all places are alike to me .. ARE YOU FUCKING WITH ME, RETARD ? im not talking about the retard im talking about whoever set him up to it, thats the end of polite then
take heed and listen to the story, its built so retards can get it, why on earth would you link your rising dawn with shit like that? im not part of it, im not your enemy
but you seem to be mine

bottom up motherfucker
i still expect your kids to not litter in my street despite the fact that i look like a fucking hippiecrite now, trust me
i wont trust anyone in this shithole ever again, please dont have like demo-cop-vans driving in front of me or something ... no one of these people scares me, you should be aware of that by now

i dont know what you tried but
something about not answering the door and mentioning blood and honour
i cant help you, turns out i really have no friends, no turning back, last time

bottom up motherfucker 22:48, welcome to the world of van drukkerland
im first gonna finish what i was saying im sure you had enough time to think about it
being flanders funny was not the right answer

coming from a concert of someone i consider to be one of hellgiums best and very few true artists i encountered this (we had the part where i told you tjoeppen bij de neus genomen was a bad idea hours ago)
so what is it ?
its two people sleeping with their four year old daughter, filthy, hungry, ready
i gave them the only 5 euros i could afford to miss, should feed them for a day, even in brussels
thats what it was
its the last time i trust any local inbreed, i was already not inclined yet compassionate, psychopaths dont deserve mercy, they should be on a leash or put down
dont put that blood and honour shit on me, its where i grew up, they kicked me out, they still respect me cos im REAL
last time, im sorry for your loss
bottom up motherfucker, 20:03, welcome to the world of that is how its done and the family "we zellenemnekiejer""

you know what that is ? ill give you some time to think about it

how's the boxing, profiling and categorizing getting along then ?
working out for ya?
found out where i fit yet ?
i learned to type in markup language when they got me a job working for the government, thats how much i had to do
i type it like /n was never replaced by an enter key

also, how can it not be my house ? its my STREET cos YOU put me HERE, okay the other street is not mine, thats not my problem either until my cat starts walking there which he doesnt
i dont keep things on leashes to feel in control
i dont affiliate with these people but ill betcha fiver they give me a pass when i happen to be in town
you made me what i am

i made me who i am
respect is earned not forced and you wont know until you find out which means sticking your neck between a wood block and an iron ten ton razor there you go
it means nothing but it sounds good, or maybe it means something but it still sounds good
its not about who they are, its about how much they can respect who i am
'what' we are is a creation of society and a front-face its not who we are
but you wouldnt know that, cos you never had to wake up after falling face first into a concrete road
18:58
19:26 its a bit too late for "its okay" dont you think ?
you owe me at least a decade if i dont start counting from when i was 15 and here i am , pissed on but educating your shit on how to not shit in my street, i give them more credit than i give you, i hope they think twice before breeding too ... to you it was automatic, right ? cos that is how its done ?
hm
a bit too late for cos sorry doesnt get me anything

who hasnt been there, the moment when her mum comes in, who hasnt been there? ... unless you're a homo WHICH IS FINE, if i wanna insult you im gonna call you a gay fuck, not a homo, DUDE, its 2017 okay get with the program, gay parades are as old as whatever you started parading for by now, things get smaller over time dont you notice
yea i am the einstein of social relativity, the more time passes the more compact old problems seem to get
in the end irrelevant b/c even if they stil exist under a different name they're no longer recognized (thats why they love me on their playground, i do it without isming
so fuck you and you , AND YOU, and dont mistake my intentions, and DONT test me, you wanna help me? tell me who put me here or tell me where all the money i havent made since is
you wanna be funny ? DONT or do at your own risk
its cute right when you get to markup your own posts
did you know google actually has codes you can use inline to make text bold and shit ? i didnt know that until someone told me

post is mine, bible belonged to a dude named "Charles" (en francais) who cleary has my surname in 1714, i can look up the date of the quran sitting ,next to it but they tell me the quran has never been altered ... not one letter
gud, its a believer thing
but my bible is older than yours at least, i dont have to believe i just have to have faith that theres something worth believing in when was the first time i told you you will never understand me unless you read all the books i read , watched all the movies , listened to all the songs, and lived my fucking life?
thats a long time ago isnt it ?
it better not be by the neus genomen i dont wanna have to punch hipster dad in the mouth so he can run off to call the blue siren brigade okay
i can do leave you alone, but this is the limit
o i would have been great at it .. im sure, cos im lazy and i dont start before checkmate mate, i would have made a master psychologist too but frankly to be that you dont really need the degree do you ? ... to be the social worker you need the social network, thats what you cut me off from when you put me here, THATS WHY I QUIT THAT SCHOOL, to have a degree in social science without the proper network, i might as well go stell stories on aeon
it wont happen COS YOU FUCKED IT UP, like that last job, which was the last chance
you will not cos im not a dog
despite everything, STILL i am the cat that walks alone, and all people are alike to me
bottom up .. 18:39... told you NOT to do it
now i had to act the brute and you hid behind little kids, very distasteful
this is starting to look more like the original alleycat.be actually with all the talking and shit, im sorry if i had you confused cos my life looks like a hobbit cos my life LOOKS like a hobbit since you put me here, its that or alcoholic and i dont like -isms
i hate laying down the law cos my law is not on paper? no cos i hate laying down the law, you gotta find out for yourself and most people do that by getting battlescars
only the sheep don't
the plankton never gets scars, they just get eaten by the whales who think they are the flow, but the whales are not the flow, not even the white shark is the flow
the flow is the flow, its beyond the plankton
it will come back in most of the quotes on top, reluctance to enforce, free thought and out of the box WEIRD shit as interpreted by normals
but symbiosis is a necessity for survival unless you believe absolutely in an afterlife
cos if theres no next chance, then this is it


its also this or that so in my DSM, bipolarity is the norm, its either this or that
so im not a skinhead, im not a rebel, im switzerland, and those kids were shitting in my street, someone told them, flemish-polite
wasnt enough
am i a brute now ?
im not even sure it will help yet
but it might
please dont mistake my intentions, my cat (and so do i) loves peace and quiet, the plains of mongolia are VERY alluring
bottom up bottom up 18:18, i say 18 cos that makes them responsible by your law, id bitchsclap them from 15 for being retards in my street
but i dont, do i
those kids are not my enemy, whoever put me here is my enemy, the tjoeppendude , THATS my enemy, the guy who calls im looking at a car, THATS my enemy
i got ratted out from about everyone from my parents to my girlfriend like my name was johnny depp in that movie about that guy, only with WAY less money, cos if had THAT much i sure as hell would have a fucking escape route ready
and a plastic surgeon, so
is everybody happy if they stick to nomansland ? cos all i said was pick up the trash, i clearly said i dont give a shit how much noise you make or who you fuck in what bush
(yea i understand thats not what they meant by "mediating on micro- to meso-level, i do, i understand ALL your words, thats too bad right, cos all i have to say is FUCK and you go blind, lame ass motherfucker-)
theres no guarantee right, i dont mind a bit of life in the necropolis, its all about the litter
so ?
o yes, what better time to ask , when i make so much money the only thing i can think of spending it on is a housing block in venice
can i have it now?
yes ofcourse my dear, it would be my pleasure, BY THE WAY

tell Tjoeppen, whoever that was, cop or not .. the guy at the church crossroads who nearly ran me over and wouldnt stop threatening me ?
that one
we never finished our discussion, i'll show you by the neus genomen
cos im sick of your shit
MORE?
dude, you cant be switzerland if you go fighting outside your own fucking turf
and cos you put me here against my better judgment, THIS is now my turf, i HATE this place, i dont wanna live here, the moment i get enough money im gone but while im here theres a limited number of rules i have to enforce against my own principle of don't
dont endanger my cat
dont throw fucking trash in my street, if you pick a fight, dont call the cops to finish it and
DONT TELL ME WHAT TO DO OR DONT
if i did business still since out of jail, how long would i have been stuck here you think ? i dont, and its not viable, believe me i explored every option im not scarface, i wasnt even a criminal until you made me one, the risk/reward ratio says no to that, not cos of cops, cos of no market
please dont go there, i was hoping the elegant solution would have been just that, but we'll have to see that cos there's always one who needs to test, i wish they were 18, would make things easier in my personal lawbook
yea bottom-up, thats doesnt mean assfuck, right, (o daddy you would take offense to pr0n your kid watches on his phone everyday but not tell him to not throw trash in MY street .. well since they put me here its MY street, two streets down its someone elses street, i dont dispute that, and it seems i just proved that this is MY street, theres one other person who said something but they are nice people you know, totally 100% clean at best a parking ticket ever hardworking class all their life people) which i am not, i WAS, i was , you dont do social work if you're not the helping kind, precious
but as this place seeped back in , that part seeped out
so , but you should know by now i dont debate im too lazy, i wouldnt have started social work or psychology if i didnt think it would be easy for me
see i have this weird notion that if you do what you like, you'll learn it twice as fast and do it ten times better
that aside, i wouldnt start a debate at at least one move before checkmate cos i dont like the spotlight
and im lazy
well, in your version of the world i seem to be so fine
ask the daddies and mummies of my generation in THIS town about ..euhm lets see
"de meis van boer frous"
most of them might blush, if it comes to their kids most of them will be either vague or have somewhere to be
but they got how its done, AWAY from houses and where old people live, and that was a bit worse than smoking a cigarette, little man
but im sure they'll deny it ... me ? no, not me, never ... but thats cos i never went out here
just one thing but check mate if you wanna ...
so i did daddy's job, prevention the cops job, i have been the father and the holy spirit what do you have to say to that? get a job? I HAD ONE, YOU FUCKED IT
Yea its a bit of a problem that edited post go top-down while they should be read bottom-up but thats a problem in real life too sometimes, innit
I hope nobody mistakes my intentions here. I also hope nobody had the idea of test or bij de neus genomen b/c that shit is threading on ultra-thin ice if it escalates and daddy or the cops (most likely the cops cos daddy doesnt even have the balls to teach his fucking spawn not to litter ... IN MY DAY , YOUNG MAN, WE WOULD FIGHT, SMOKE WEED, fingerfuck the bitch taking turns cos she just loved it and sell hash ... so dont just sit there throwing trash, cos that will be all you are .. )
thats what you want me to say?
well, i said what i had to and i think they found a most elegant solution
A+ for creativity, move to the bench in no mans land ... thats right lol, well i just happened by, take note : i didnt tell anyone to leave i told them to pick up the trash but its a MOST elegant solution, its not my street (i actually told them that) and well, the old people wont be bothered by the noise.
the litter problem is not my problem there, the only people bothered will be the county who has to clean it up but the fact that township hasnt put a garbage can there makes that debatable since theres streetlights every 10 metres, so i dont give a shit if they pile it up there till they drown in it
dont mistake my intentions, i am NOT uncle Po, im not your daddy, im not the avengers, these kids are not my enemy. If they keep it up, ONE, the bag with old meat is a NO cos cat (and other animals here) and TWO sooner or later someone will call the police cos its all they know, then we get patrols and shit to see if they still there
so i think thats a most elegant solution young man, you wanna sit there in your own filth, thats not my problem, after a while you'll find out yourself
everybody happy :)
yes, the youtube channel .. you know .. i have 2602 videos on there which are about all private, well cos mostly they're not fit for publication so if i say that it probably means serious derogatory language and explicit opinion
good
now what ? oh sixpack, ofcourse, i have to calm my nerves
just think it could be worse xD

don't fucking test me, im not the guy to fuck with
you know testing limits is what four year olds do right, you wanna test someone test your daddy, i catch you again i might not be able to hold my cool, then your bigmouth will be very small, but you didnt have one, so i guess we're cool
as long as you DONT FUCKING THROW TRASH IN MY STREET

i HATE IT when i have to raise my voice, its a few steps away from losing my cool

a bit of mutual self respect and that should be settled then
you fucking ass fucking hole removed the video did ya ?

well i hate doing that, maybe you think i get some kicks out of bullying kids, i HATE doing that, i would MUCH rather daddy was there so i could talk it out with him.
because you didnt get a vasectomy and you cant handle your own spawn, I have to bully little kids, that does NOT make me feel good or give me a feeling of satisfaction, id much rather punch YOU in the mouth so YOU explain it to them than raise my voice at them. But theres limits and this is flanders, people dont make noise. even if, they'll talk about it, and they check through their windows and talk about it but do nothing
i always said i dont belong here
and i TRULY hope its settled now, cos I HATE DOING THAT, theres no ones face in the video ok, but you often think im the clown, right? well, im not
now back to the matters at hand : free speech and edisonians (yea sure so im a brute, im not in the habit of asking twice, WHATEVER, if you woulda taught them some manners i wouldnt have to be the brute, motherfucker, they're yours not mine)
in case you think i dont come out cos im scared cos last time i was pissed on two bottles of whiskey, just back here and they called rambocop to wrestle me down? think again, and that was a different situation, no one actually DID anything there they just pissed their pants cos i looked miffed (and i was right after a relationship of 3 years broken)
06/22/2017 03:07:14 pm
Well, my flashdrive finally arrived. Thats a good thing
but the little shits seem to be seeking me
so since im not one of the old and nice people here, ill have to make sure they find me
i picked up the trash in sight, if they're there later today im gonna go throw it at their head, if one touchs me i bitschlap the fucker, if he calls daddy all the better, that one i can punch in the fucking face, if he calls the cops i'll kill the little shit (haha lol)
yea ofcourse i'll film it and put it on youtube its what everybody does right, just to make sure im not accused of anything i didnt do
listen up, little shits, all the old folks and the nice people are annoyed as FUCK with the noise and the trash
i just care about the trash, you leave plastic bags with leftover meat now ?
thats a direct attack on my cat and all the dog people here walking
im not gonna get out of bed especially for that
you're not worth that much, but if the natives are restless, then my already shitty lfe beveoms more shitty. So if your daddy wont teach you some manners, someone will have to. The old people are scared , and the nice people are nice, and im a convicted criminal, and YOU are littering in MY STREET
last warning
only warning, the rest was polite request
oh well 15:01 .. 2 kids there, i made my point, like i said, threw all the trash i collected there at their heads asked them if they always shit where they sit. Told them EVERYONE is fed up with the racket, but i just care about the trash (like i said, yes i threw it at them). The old people are scared, the nice people are nice, i am not one of those. "it wasnt them" ... so i asked them quite politely to ask their friends to quit it or if his did wont educate him i will have to, im not one of the nice people
is what i said
i SINCERELY HOPE this setles it, i got enough problems and i dont even like this place, its not on me to educate your shits and i dont get paid to neighbourhood watch.
i REALLY HOPE THAT SETTLES IT, plastic bags with leftover meat in it, THATS ASKING FOR A SLAP IN THE FACE KID, even if im not your daddy, you can sue me for the money i dont have, im afraid the whole block stands behind me (about 20meters cos they're old and nice and i have a point where i lose my patience, you're young, you wanna row, COOL, you wanna throw garbage in my street, NOT COOL)
so, i REALLY hope this settles it, i hate it when you shit your pants and call the cops
you endanger my cat with your leftover meat, thats playing with your life
then i can go back to simply having my own 10.000 problems , okay? be a nice little shit and clean it or i remove you
06/22/2017 02:49:48 pm
Well, my flashdrive finally arrived. Thats a good thing
but the little shits seem to be seeking me
so since im not one of the old and nice people here, ill have to make sure they find me
i picked up the trash in sight, if they're there later today im gonna go throw it at their head, if one touchs me i bitschlap the fucker, if he calls daddy all the better, that one i can punch in the fucking face, if he calls the cops i'll kill the little shit (haha lol)
yea ofcourse i'll film it and put it on youtube its what everybody does right, just to make sure im not accused of anything i didnt do
listen up, little shits, all the old folks and the nice people are annoyed as FUCK with the noise and the trash
i just care about the trash, you leave plastic bags with leftover meat now ?
thats a direct attack on my cat and all the dog people here walking
im not gonna get out of bed especially for that
you're not worth that much, but if the natives are restless, then my already shitty lfe beveoms more shitty. So if your daddy wont teach you some manners, someone will have to. The old people are scared , and the nice people are nice, and im a convicted criminal, and YOU are littering in MY STREET
last warning
only warning, the rest was polite request
06/21/2017 02:53:22 pm
5:52 am next day, im not ready to remove this post from the top since i had it over up to here, there and back again with american free speech and hippicrisie, EULAs and drm, free speech is free or it is not. They DO remind me of your average barnazi-pack when you come in the room, exact same reaction. Primitive deepest brainstem reaction really, something normals would do, but HAVE you wondered how mars would look like if einstein, turing and tesla grew up together since childhood? no, ofcourse you havent, its not in the rule-, i mean schoolbooks to think about whats not in it, besides you have to go from a to b, right even if the fotons disagree so hard they split the universe in two every time you check their head ? Well Einstein is Einstein, the genius of Tesla is unclear, he got fucked by Edisonians, well actually by the grand-Edisonian himself, einstein didnt run out of funds and fans, right ? So its hard to say where Tesla would have ended if it wasnt for the salesman in disguise ... americans .. AGAIN ... next thing you know im gonna be labelled anti-american, im not, but im having a hard time with a certain type ... Turing ... well, also hard to say since, he won the war (lets say HE won the war and churchill helped a bit since without Turing no enigma crackers) and then they like told him thank you mister Turing for winning the war but now we have to make you braindead cos despite the fact that you're not a gay satellius , you're a homo thats a crime so off you go ... hard to say where Turing would have ended if they didnt lobotomise him to the point of suicide BUT ... dystopia being the trend these days .. what would mars look like if those three grew up together, i mean , Von Braun might have been a high ranking SS-officer (oowhh, sshh, dont mention the war) an asset to the victory, compared to those three he was just a kid playing with fireworks so its hard to say but id like to think "what would mars look like" and YOU gonna tell me what to say, how to think and when to speak it in which words ? a douchebag is you ...and DONT wake me up at nine and or twelve AGAIN, its POINTLESS i did the cooking and the cleaning at night and the garden before the sun comes in plain sight, NOW IM GONNA SLEEP ITS HOW I DO THINGS so okay then back to -->yesterdays post ... wellwellwell, second ddos today, im gonna have to restrict the number of connections or something do i ?
so lame man ... you cant handle it you block someone from speaking ... LAME
speaking of which i found some mails from the dustball department in a mailbox where i didnt receive their newsletter
so whats up with the DDOssing, i have been saying i hate this place for years daily, and suddenly it has to be censored?
but wait, here's the mails from the dustball department of the ministry of -isms, as usual my opinions are often unwanted ... SO , all the more reason to wipe my ass with your degree, parrot. In order of appearance ... a gay fuck is you , the site has been labelled, dusty old hippiecrites hiding in a comfort zone unable to let anyone in. It feels about the same as when you would walk into one of the local barnazi bars here. All the heads would turn around like "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?" you dont dress like us ... very similar, VERY ... similar
yes ofcourse, i quickly photoshopped that up into a png file, all five of them, you know, precious,
i am no Einstein and i never claimed to be though formals and normals often mistake my using his name as such, same thing as when i say something buddha would have said, it doesnt make me him or an -ist, but they seem to think so, i think its a defense mechanism cos i dont fit in
and I DONT FIT IN
ever since i was that kid standing against the wall at school during breaks, watching others show me yours, kick the can and cops and firemen, dreaming into distant places, stars in encyclopedia, reading beFORE school i think helped quite some to make me above average (which is what i consider myself to be) since my intake started sooner and UNDERSTANING, not simply KNOWING is an exponential process. You can recite the whole fucking oxford library, if you dont get one iota you will never get the second, from there you wont get the next four linked to it
my aversion to authority and uniform got drilled in by the fact that they tried to drill it in (the other way) some brains just dont go down that way im afraid
ever since, reading on heretics ... galileo, paracelsus ... people who made something out of nothing into unbelievable .. pablo escobar (morals not included) all kinds, travelling to distant worlds created by people with a vast imagination, vance, zelazny, van voght (WHO THE FUCK is asimov? asimov is agath fuckig christie with robots)
ever since
i have always been
the cat that walked alone

well as one might notice the reaction went as expected. Its called american free speech. I get this all the time. In western democracy a school actually serves one purpose : to teach how one talks and walks like others so as not to fall out of line. It would upset the order.
could you stop the ddossing i dont see the point i hardly get 20 visitors a day, or maybe since this last post does not say how much i HATE this fucking place and i only have 11 euros left meaning i WOULD be outside if i had money, JUST NOT HERE ... too inconvenient huh ? WHERES MY FUCKING FLASHDRIVE BTW its been 25 days
*breathe in*
yes well ... even today if i sometimes take the time to try to explain i still get the reaction why how is that possible if you didnt finish hischool, you cant do that, you have to do it in the right order, preschool schoolschool hischool college ...
BUT YOU DONT
im no einstein it was social work which i was gonna combine with personal small IT biz cos its all i do at home unless i have a girlfriend in which case i try to divide my time between sitting on top of my computer or trying to get on top of her.
all it needed was a reference by soemone who talked to me and an entrance exam ... but for some reason it seems like it was not allowed even at the last steps months away from graduation ... same thing with the university psychology degree.
the human psyche has always interested me (since im abnormal for one, which only implies good or bad if normals use the word btw), so ... it sounds preposterous and obnoxious (but im generation x right i can be obnoxious all i want) the human psyche is not that hard for the big chunk, simply BECAUSE they are normal, which is not a moral thing but a statistical thing, you are middle of the bell-curve normal BECAUSE you adhere to the same patterns, that goes for most of the dustball department at the ministry of -isms too, that cloud of smug can hide that from me i see through it. you are NORMAL, it makes you predictable in ways you dont like, you dont want that, you certainly dont want people to tell you that
one of the easiest triggers to prove it is "O , you mean you're abnormal?" for instance
behavioural patterns and standard conditioning is what makes normals normal and easy to read , theres no witchcraft to it.
nonetheless having received the money for the introductory course from my lawyer who believed in me and all set to go, accepted and what not
THATS NOT HOW ITS DONE, HOW CAN YOU EVEN THIN UNIVERSITY YOU DIDNT FINISH HI SCHOOL
so you think thats new, yea ?
well i'm no einstein, im not the numbers guy, AT ALL
i'm above average but if i HAD idols hes one of them
not you, dustball, not you
whats more important ? the number you can recite linked to the exact point in spacetime or the few that gained you insight to levels you never thought existed ?
i know whats important to you, cos you're normal, you talk the talk, you walk the walk
and that is how its done
yes i know ... thats what schools are for (most of them anyway) no im not going back ever, you lost the last chance for that fucking up my psychology degree
much thanks
06/21/2017 12:48:15 pm
Guess what, it IS a hot, shitty day in a hot shitty naziville. I can set the clock to it ... wake at 5 (but im still awake) wake at nine, wake at 12 ... WORST HOURS OF DAY ... PISSED OFF
inbreed shithole, do what? i have 11 euros left , you want a screenshot of my bank account ?
I NEED SLEEP AND I NEED SLEEP WHEN I NEED SLEEP, NOT WHEN CHICKENS BED

AND WHERES MY FUCKING FLASHDRIVE BITCH?

fucking shithole, retard nazi inbreed hinterland, ruining my life since i was a kid, if i had gods who cared id pray everyday for this place to sink into the sea the day i get out (WITH my cat ofcourse), yea consider the day fucked (but which one hasnt been since you put me here?)
06/21/2017 05:26:50 am
mh, is this gonna be a habit ? ddossing my site at the hour of rising chickens?
cos i dont really see the point in that other than inbreed fuck-overfest van de familje we zellen em nekiejer
You worried about what those kids were doing there at 4:30 this morning ?
as far as i could see its the brothers from the house back street, the mucho renovated house, with the big dog, which is a weird thing to have for muslims who follow the quran as far as i know but its ramadan as far as i know so they have to be up early to eat if they follow that. Which explains why they would be sitting on a bench at 4:30 in the morning way before school if that can ease your mind.
i'm not dropping of dreughs for kids to sell, but they need to stop dropping trash, its cleaned, but not completely
if i were selling dreughs, i sure as hell wouldnt be living HERE, now would i
would i now ? still think im a sheep and all you have to do is run a lapdog around me so i go and stay where you want ?
I DONT LIKE IT HERE, ITS A SHITTY COUNTRY AND THIS TOWN FUCKED ME OVER 30 YEARS AGO
the sun is coming over the rooftops, my skin starts to itch, so much for being outside and gardening (my favourite still among all other favourites), it itches before sunrise, but a LOT MORE during and after
but i had too much coffee .. so trying to sleep would be frustrating ill find something to do here and it wont be working since you fucked up work from home for me so FUCK YOU
how about that flash-drive? is it still embargoed by the buy-local nationalist mailman squad or does the eurostasi have to check it for malware or to see if its not a secret communication device to let me spy for zee russians cos satellius is a gay fuck and trump has drones ? or maybe i have pussypics your daughter sent me ? is that what you're checking cos i refuse to fuck your local inbreed slags ?
well good luck, however i paid for it, so its mine, im stuck here for ten years with holes in my shoes, i dont really fit the profile honeypop
ITS GONNA BE A HOT SHITTY DAY, HOT SHITTY DAY, HOT SHITTY DAY in a rotten dead place, do you have my money bitch, cos if not dont talk in my general direction please
06/20/2017 04:47:46 pm

WOAW

thats precious turns out my code is FINE, 100% FINE doing what it has to , the problem seems to be ...
megasync saw fit to re-place one file from server to client into my , euh "working directory" as its called .. the exact file that holds ALL the fucking shit i wrote so thats been stuck at december 2016 every time i run the update-script after making some alterations to the code or markup
can you say I FEEL FUCKING SABOTAGED of all the files it could mistakenly put back after i delete it clientside it puts THAT one back so everything i said since december 2016 is GONE (cos i never check myself to edit, yeah)
i feel i cant take the blame for this and satellius still is a gay fuck for banning me from skype for no reasons given cos we dont have to and trump has drones
but it came out of my head so im sure its still in here.
The dustball department at the ministry of -isms still hasnt dignified my email with a response, let me assure you i dont want my account re-instated i just want my posts back and to know who accused me, its how things are done on paper, i thought paper people like yourselves would get that, aeon-thinkers, you know looking down on people like that cos they dont talk like you "I LEARNED A WORD ON TV TOO ONCE as if I FUCKING CANT READ COS I DIDNT GET PAID FOR BY DADDY, its the internet era man, i STARTED learning when i quit school, not when i was forced to attend it, so i eagerly await your reply, i think i already know what its gonna say, its gonna a satellius-is-a-gay-fuck-style answer
but like i said, i just want my posts back
I FUCKING WROTE THEM, fucking ameriCANTS
so
#!/bin/sh

cd site-wip

rm devlog.html
rm msglog.html

cd wouldntyouliketoknowthenameofthepasswordprotectedmap

rm mindblog.html

cd ..

sudo cp -Rv * /var/www/html
precautions in case of MEGA-fuckup again, no, i REALLY dont want the account back, you read what i wrote and open your eyes it might be clear that i left your room cos it reeks of the brain and i dont take shit from deskjockeys, but i still would like my posts back, i explicitly ASKED to be given the chance TO BACK MY FUCKING SHIT UP, but i guess all americans are gay fucks like satellius these days, the ones in suits anyway. I cant speak for the others, but i think i should go back underground.
18:09 .. yea im gonna eat and back to sleep til dark (if THATS OKAY WITH THE RISIING CHICKENS ? I DIDNT SIGN UP FOR THE TRUMAN SHOW OKAY?)
did say what ? people are scared ? of what ? me sitting on a chair ? me looking at a car ? did i ever touch anyone here, even with a fucking pinky? DID I? WELL GET PAMPERS THEN
O SCARED OF THAT? charlie hebdo huh ? Yo man, where i COME FROM (which is not where i wanna be) scared people get black eyes and broken noses too, did you know that? ofcourse you dont violence is baaed, but you got a mouth full of Plato, who DID like to smack em around cos he was a wrestler, wasnt he
So you're scared ? And you think by sacrificing me "they" will not come to your house ?
listen up, dustball, i talk about the pope for the bastard he is, denying inquisition and protecting pedophiles, like i talk about hitler to the nazis, jesus to the africans (WHO THE HELL PUT JESUS IN THE AFRICANS ANYWAY?), like i talk about anything the fucking way i want and straight up with some elaborate sentences. If you are scared the syrians will come to lop your head off, silencing me will not make it go away. Erasing an inconvenient truth with a black marker does not erase the truth. I reserve the right to say fuck and if need be to draw muhammad cartoons, but only for the fanatic fucks okay ? ESPECIALLY for those, they got the message wrong, they're the vatican all over, re-born, using a "holy book" to achieve worldly goals
THATS WHAT YOURE SCARED OFF ? i bet you were that guy who kept giving his lunch money for 12 years daily cos he never ONCE picked up a fucking brick and smacked a fucker in the face. Thats just what you are, right? Scared old men, hiding behind a paper wall, playing dictionary in a bunker, in your own little group there
scared huh ?
OF WHAT ? OF DYING? then you're in denial, BITCH
yes well, you can ask the guy with the 15 friends who took my last ten euros or the other retards who kicked me to the pavement twice and saved their maingoons life cos i came at him to stab him, full bar or not, you can ask them just how scared i am.
thats where you got it ALL wrong, i ALWAYS walk alone, even in brussels, molenbeek, all that places, no one ever harassed me, overthere not even the cops
you're scared of a VERY small minority and they grow cos you keep giving them your lunch money but dont mistake me for a christian okay, all that jesus bullshit ?
not for me
can i have my posts back please then ill be on my way, IF you at least dignify someone from a place where some of us learn words from tv, then have the audacity to understand them (which in that specific case i didnt cos it was in a discussion with quite the intelligent mathematician) but i learned a few words on tv too, very versatile, FUCK YOU YOU FUCKING SHIT-ASS MOTHERFUCKING FUCKER
get pampers, if you keep this up ... yo know what will happen ? the point of no return will happen, ku klux klan and nazi shit, pogroms , ethnic (but in this case religious cleansing) indiscriminate, targetting mostly people who lead conservative family working class lives but dont turn other cheeks when asked to, the non fanatics
it was like that before, things havent changed, dont flatter yourself, and dont point fingers when it bursts
i think i actually said something like if you're scared your head will be lopped off by self-crucifying filippinos then just let me know so i can back up my shit
but you went satellius on my ass, see if it happens, it bursts, you get death squads and cleansing cos of the paranoia you instill by "terrerists are everywhere" its gonna be YOU who dunnit, not me for speaking my mind on everything, YOU for keeping it quiet and censoring the whole shit
and it WILL happen if this keeps up, your silencing of speech is EXACTLY what will make it happen so get PAMPERS, go talk in a bunker and let no one in in that case
let the rest of the world evolve while you sit -isming over dead people
(told you im not good at letting go, i didnt even get a reply yet on the how and why and who, retard-ist)
yea yea yea ... the scared ones end up cannon fodder when the town is taken, if you would get your head out of your ass you would know that much, besides its a classic tactic, as old as the pincushion peasant to catch the first wave of arrows. It is you, my friend who is 'of shit' and quite 'of shyte', i never have problems with muslims or christians who dont try to convert me or threaten me, i have problem with people who think they are more cos daddy paid for it, cos they're wearing a suit, cos they learned a dictionary by heart but dont really have anything to say but what others said before them rearranged, and VERY MUCH with american dustballs who take their first amendment to wipe their ass cos they feel threatened. You wanna be the leaders of the free world ? act like it
yea yea, i didnt come to debate, i came to ask my posts back and to show you a mirror but like the bug you are you just wanna scuttle back under that rock you came from and hope salvation will fall from the sky
consider it the new style
sugar hill gang versus zonamo underground or something, while in the meantime im stil the wisest of all greeks cos i dont have a stick up my ass, blijf ik een vervelende jongen als die mic aanstaat, it usually ends like this you know, either in "but i have a job", "but i have more degrees" or "but you cant use that word, it doesnt end in -ism" so now we're gonna shut you up
censorship
american free speech
up yo mommas ass
you concentrate on the finger, in my case the middle one so , like i tried explaining bruce lee to the guy who thaught i learned omega from tv (i actually studied latin as a kid, do you know that? I wasnt born with a criminal record, im a statistical anomaly, THE THING THAT SHOULD NOT BE) but he kept concentrating on the finger and i have a pretty big middle finger, its like arnold schwarzenegger muscles in his prime from all the flexing
so you miss the heavenly glory, blinded by four letters and never having seen a single episode of south park
no wonder you stopped evolving, you're stuck on people from thousand years ago, problem is, I KNOW THOSE TOO, i just dont know their birth dates now
id love to spank you a little further but that would be bad for my beauty sleep
and if you look like me after ten years here, you NEED that beauty sleep
dude i KNOW omega is a greek letter, i know the metafor stands for beginning to end encompassing all, i know of that, so STOP TRYING you look ridiculous
and dusty
oh 19:42 already ... the local inbreeds ?
you know i didnt think about that all day but you HAD to bring it up ? what did you say ? verbal aggression? you dont GET to complain after slandering me for years and talking behind my back and i confront you to your face without lifting a finger, if that made you look bad you had two choices : hit me or STFU forever now and yap about someone else, if thats verbal aggression im guilty, but THIS IS NOT FUCKING HIPPIEVILLE OKAY?
if you let your dog get in my garden THREE times and i get angry the third time WITHOUT lifting a finger, YOU ARE NOT THE ONE WHO GETS TO COMPLAIN
i dont need anything but my money and to be left alone while im here, i dont bother ANYONE unless looking at a car and sitting on a chair drinking in silence counts
which it doesnt
this town is inbred, rightwing, and fucking more than nazi bullshit
you WILL stay out of my life
if little shits keep littering and no one says anything and the day after i dont say anything but here they suddenly dont sit there anymore and the whole plain is clean ? then what did i do?
huh ?
scared? you're barking at the wrong cat, if you know who put me here and you know who's been spreading stories, THAT WOULD HELP ME, you can help me out with my cat, not just provide snickers money if i roll over, that would be fine, otherwise, all you have to is ask if you cant move that couch and otherwise all you NEED to do is leave me alone
i dont like it here and i no longer want to pretend, thats been years, i took the slander, i took the harassment, i even took one or two hits without hitting back
that part is over
now let me sleep and tomorrow DONT AGAIN WAKE ME UP AT FUCKING NINE O CLOCK COS THATS NOT WHEN I WAKE UP
okay ?
oh and wheres my flash drive again ? its been almost thirty days ? the model's too hard to be edited by the eurostasi without damaging it or something? well sure, ... give me the money back and tell me where i can buy one here EXACTLY like that delivered to my door for the exact same price
its starting to show someone's fucking with it AGAIN, its why i like your shitty continent so much and no he's not talking, even mentioning that means you missed the last 6000 memos, hes not talking hes standing at the other side with a bat, waiting
saying nothing
that shit is OVER okay ... no more inbreed we zellen em nekiejer bullshit
06/20/2017 04:37:20 pm
test2
06/20/2017 04:34:36 pm
test1
06/20/2017 04:32:02 pm
test
06/19/2017 01:56:31 am
6:01 ... thats one sandwich too many but hell
im already too fat and theres nothing here i'll ever fuck so, make you a deal girl
you can help me get my abs while you sit on top and
Well, old man,
when the japanese say ossan it stil holds -san,
not just old but if you have a problem with my style
you should answer me in my language cos yours not mine,
see how far you get
goodnight, dont wake till me til the sun is setting the house is still hot from yesterday
well im sorry old man (the most abused expression in english ofcourse im not) but if you have to shut people up or censor them b/c it cranks your style i think actually its because you fear them, its a primitive reaction to anything thats out of the ordinary and with all your paper words you still cant suppress it so you make it go away
you lose, OLD MAN, no you don't get the -san from me
hah, but im not talking about the chinese am i ? you think i wanted to move there ten years ago when i was constanly saying the dragon is rising, to go oppose the regime or something ? different places, 1 billion people, different methods, not my business
but they don't have that fancy first amendment do they, so the americans have two strikes in a row now, first satellius a gay fuck is you and now the old dustball department, the ministry of -isms and -ists. Proven that that fancy first amendment weighs as much as "the law" does here : about the weight of one sheet of paper
im gonna sleep, stand corrected and fuck off, id still like my posts back though, after all i wrote them
5:28 ... that hamsalad is yummy, better than the plastic supermarket version clearly
that myth ? fresh is actually cheaper since you dont pay V.A.T. on the energy invested on it by others plus double the price on ingredients, except maybe for meat since meat is expensive as shit (see how shit here is not a cuss word and doesnt mean excrement either but points at the superlative? no ofcourse you dont, it doesnt end in -ism) unless you call that shit (here its closer to excrement but points at euhm, id have to look that up ... lets say "the negative", you fucking old dustball, where fucking does not imply the act of mating but means i dont like you in this case) you buy at mickey dees counts as meat cuzzzzeuh, thats mostly shit (here we go again, figure it out yourself) you wouldnt touch with a ten foot pole before it got grinded and milled into soypaste with flavour-shit on top of the other shit, like SHIT , MAN! whatchu eatin' ?
i dont think there will be gardening today i actually DONT have a strict routine, so if i dont get to eat at twelve the universe doesnt topple over ... no i was hacking at you cos you're like describing an autist , but in that case almost all normal people are, i dont need to do the exact same thing at the exact same time on a daily basis. That would actually drive me crazy, i simply function when on my hours, and not when on yours, i dont roll over either, the cat metafor goes a long way ... but i dont think i have actually eight resurrections ahead although i wont find out until, right, i did have at least seven lives of which YOU fucked up at least five, including the last one, and the timeline you broke off by putting me here
but on top of that since i can't be me here (and thats not something like coming out the closet cos im SO not gay even if you dont understand why i refuse to fuck your local tarts (its a sacred oath, not a vow, i made the pact with demons, not with GOooood, the sandalwearing hippie in the sky or the other one who can't be depicted or the queen of hearts will come for you) so i cant be at full funcionality here, also and maybe mainly cos i need at least 90% of my cpu cycles simply to stay sane in this place i hated since a kid
whatever the consequences may be, YOU DID THIS TO ME, and im not jesus the forgiver
stop making suggestions, and don't threat
(-en?)
and FUCK YOU ... im gonna pop some pills and watch some shit until i sleep and if you wake me up too early ill pop some more, so DONT, too much pills aint good, like mickey dees
o yea and

FUCK YOU

04:42 ... this is, euh, routine, right ? strict routine, just that you meant "live on my hours of rising chickens and roll over when i tell you to", well
i woke up at 4pm and my potatoes are peeled anyway for tonight, just did it, a gay fuck is you and im starting to dislike americans for the american way of free speech see
kim 'korea' soong is at least honest about it
well, the quotations will be added as they are added, not cuz has to or feel urge, i got nothing to prove theres four now, the snippet works, thats most important
i actually have a devlog, its hidden under the top right logo, its been there since twisted.be was mine i think and things were to be part of simple building blocks to be part of a part of all i needed to get me out of here
then you fucked up my life, mind you in case you missed THAT 2000 times, im never talking about the dealing and shit, i dealt dope cos it was the only valid option available at the moment, i set my plan to get out LATER
but i set that LONG BEFORE you put me here, i was doing JUST fine, this site has nothing to prove btw, xept maybe how you could extrapolate how much you owe me from what part time social workers make plus part time computer repair network and website man cos its what i do at home ANYWAY when im not trying to jump my girlfriend (which i dont have but this was never meant to be home ANYWAY since I HATE THIS FUCKING TOWN)
YOU FUCKED UP MY LIFE, you get to ask, say or do NOTHING that concerns me, i dont owe anybody jack fucking shit and im not gonna talk like you just cos you fail to understand what im saying
i got another quote for you ... my ex-psycho loved it, she was a lot smarter than she radiated, despite the cutting up herself and shit and NO I DONT MISS HER, WE QUIT FOR ALL I CARE SHES DEAD, "never argue with an idiot, they drag you down to their level, then beat you with experience"
im not sure who said that first but its ON SPOT
im gonna make me some ham salad since its ten times cheaper and i cant support any economy, local or global since you put me here and kept me out of money and offered nothing but snickers and danone pennies
so FUCK YOU, you dont get to expect SHIT from me
yea i'll fix the blog block so it folds nicely on the frontpage with the last entry and links to the whole on one or more different pages
when i feel like it, i got nothing to prove
o yea and in case you missed that : FUCK YOU, YOU OWE ME A DECADE OF LIFE 04;06 ... i just noticed
clicking the link leads to a file that hasnt appended shit since 2016 so everything i wrote from then to now is gone hm ?
interesting, shows how much i read and correct and edit myself i suppose, gotta fix that though, it did before and i cant remember changing that on purpose, cant keep everything on the frontpage it would be a lightyear long by now ... i seriously didnt notice, o wait i did, i thought i fixed that so what happened? no i didnt check why would i re-read myself. I say what i say not to impress but cos its from my head to my fingertips, i dont wanna edit to look better, and i SURE AS HELL (let me tell you again) am not going to adapt to sound like "you" to fit in
22:55 ... never ceases to amaze me
you know "do you have my money" means "who put me here and who helped out, who knew about it and kept silent, right" ? no one has the money since i never got to make it. To accept money from someone who had nothing to do with it would put me in debt. even if, then it would still put me in debt. The whole point of making it out making money was to be MY OWN MAN, not to be in debt, AND I WAS DOING FINE, theres is not one single god dam reasons why i would have failed , i wasnt going for yaughts and ferraris
but SOMEONE (clearly more than one individual) FUCKED IT ALL UP, so to take the money from those responsible, THAT would be a double whammy
and if they dont have it and im undeniably stuck here ?
i dont know
let your imagination go wild
21:31
slashdot ? do i look like a sheep ? you think you just get one of your bordercollie lapdog shits to run around blocking access and im gonna go where you want ?
do you have my money bitch ? every cent you owe me since the day you stuck me here? cos i dont think you do or you gonna make like conditions and shit
theres one option : you have my money , you give it to me , you start running before i start hitting you, i leave this place, i never come back to this hellhole and we never see each other again
and FUCK YOU 16:52 ... i see my site shut itself down again ?
the message wasnt convenient or something, well neither was anything for me since the day you stuck me here in shitville
FUCK YOU MAN
hm 9:11am woaw, what a biblical time of day
back from the doc, 10 euros left + money for one bottle of med
listen up , you fuck, i know you hobbit shits are very happy feeling elevated at the first step of maslow and its all your single braincelled organism desires, some of us are NOT
and whats more, considering what i WOULD (not could) have had if you didnt ruin my life and stuck me here, i dont share (and even if then i still wouldnt i never thought like that) the filosophy that i need to be complacent and happy with what i have just because theres someone else who has less
i dont think like that
and you need to fuck off, im out of EVERYTHING but some time left, that includes patience with your bullshit, not just money
so if you gonna push me where need money for chanel and poor little rich kid lives
DONT COS IM NOT
im fucking pissed off ALL THE time and the familje we zellen em nekiejer doesnt make that better
its almost my birthday, a milestone in THIS IS HOW MANY DAYS OF LIFE YOU MADE ME LOSE BY RUINING MY LIFE AND STICKING ME HERE
TICK TOCK MOTHERFUCKER
and at start of post
Not all the worlds a stage, you think you're a player and tell me if i ... then i can or else and i won or i lose but i'm not playing, my life is not a game, my life is RUINED since the day you put me here. You have to fuck off out of my life unless you have my money or know more about who did it
yeah, and whatever, and i know those little shits aint mine, they gotta have parents, they AINT mine so id much prefer it if I wanst the one to explain they need to pick up their shit and take it 2m further to the trashcan, its an eyesore. I dont give a shit if they sit there shouting til 3am. The litter is getting on my nerves. So parent, do some parenting. If your reply is "BUT I JOB JOB MET DE VDABOB" then mine is "if you cant combine it either quit or give them up for adoption". THE LITTER PLEASE? ... dont get funny with me now, okay? you have something to say im right here, im ALWAYS here since whover put me here and i havent had money or life since (want dat was niet masjen), DONT GET FUNNY, i want nothing to do with you or this place, the garbage is an eyesore and your filthy un-educated spawn dumps it there, its NOT MINE. So if you could explain to them thats not how its done we can all leave eachother the fuck alone just dont get funny, dont yap behind my back, dont set me up, dont we zellen em nekiejer, you dont wanna do that to people who got nothing left to lose. AND I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU SO I WOULD PREFER YOU TALKED TO THEM
yea sure, something along the lines of "Yo kid are you a spaz or something? got trouble holding things in your hands? NO? then why is there shit all over the ground here? Your friend a spaz maybe?" something very politically correct which ends in mouthing off by pubescents little shits in packs which can rapidly turn sour.
just cos you cant FUCKING teach them the minimal amount of manners ... its okay, i would rather NOT talk to anyone at all EVER here as long as im stuck here but the trash is getting on my nerves and why would it be MY responsiblity what am i the neigbourhood watch ? i got a criminal record, im not even allowed to start a course in education cos i did dreuuughs and violence
its gonna be a hot fucking day and im already pissed off AGAIN, and you tell me i NAG too much right, while i have ALL this .. this i didnt choose for while i would be living in asia making ten times what i have now or more, not could, WOULD
someone fix those little shits spaztrash problems if you PLEASE
i dont care, im past the point of caring, i need barnazis to trap their yaps and i need little shits to pick up garbage they throw in my street. Ever wondered if some stand up comedians arent trying to be funny at all ? They're just angry and they say exactly what they mean but someone came along and said HEY i can make good money off of you and ill give you a few coppers for it. WELL THATS NOT ME, I HATE THE SPOTLIGHT
i wonder if the church of -ism ists and dusty intellectuals will even bother to reply to my mail and give me "my intellectual property back" which I WROTE, thats how it works, yea ?
I HATE THIS PLACE ENOUGH AS IS, im not allowed to hit kids, maybe im allowed to hit daddy for negligence, i'll check with the goonsquad next time they stop me for looking at a car
retard shithole
you dont wanna start a discussion with me, its why you like me so much. According to "the rules" i cant be right but i am , and way too much to your liking. Let me say it this way (thats why it always ends up in semantics or similar to a presidential debate with offtopic below the belt or simply by censoring and removing the right to speak when they do engage) Let me say it this way, a guy walks into a bar and his dog shits on the pavement ... you expect him to pick it up, right?
needs more words than that ? you cant be THAT stupid
... no my cat goes into the middle of a bush, digs a hole dumps it in and puts the earth back over ... not even close besides thats already drifting off topic to elude the problem and matters at hand
FUCK you and your whole fucking continent (and the americans too yea they proven themselves again, first amendment my ass) .. heh .. my cat also doesnt chase or kill things other than rats or vermin when its off the leash (thats why it doesnt need one you fuck, dont go there)
yea i know and im gay cos i refuse to have friends or sex or any life as long as im stuck here since it was not my choice it was the only choice left to me and thats something you cant grasp plus the fact that ill never start anything with any girl or woman living in belgium ever again ... OFF TOPIC stick to the litter
and you have a job ... YEA SO give up your spawn for abortion to someone who has time to explain it to them ... OFF TOPIC
OFF TOPIC
OFF TOPIC
classical presidential political wards ... i have magical invisible tattoos against those grafted in my skin
12/25/2016 07:39:18 am
apparently, two days after stating i have nothing to do with who streams what from this ip i get banned from google , im gonna film my whole profile tomorrow so it shows why
12/04/2016 07:18:37 pm
i have seen your ethics ... and adapted mine
12/02/2016 04:25:17 am
retard phonepics dont resize properly....will work from home, tick, tock ...
11/29/2016 12:52:11 pm
realitycheck, i still hate belgium and whats in it as much as before. If anything breaks while m normal people on "the job" i probably have to quit to stay home to see that it doesnt, houseghostery and flanders funny, and fuck you all
11/25/2016 05:08:37 am
i think we need a near-zero to show the difference
11/17/2016 04:57:35 am
sure, alas letting go is above my paygrade ... like caring ... or saving the world
11/16/2016 11:58:06 pm
what did i say from the start? There will be no socializing, that means also not on the triain. Every train is a means to an end and otherwise a waste of time and money for me. By now its clear every train is a nuisance and im associating it with unprofessional, retard flanders funny shit. What did i say from the start? If i want to socialize, ill go somewhere in weekends
11/12/2016 07:27:34 pm
well yea, lets hope so then, dont say i didnt ask to prevent discomfort, okay ?
11/12/2016 01:38:47 pm
sex? whats that? i vaguely remember it but i said years ago no sex here, fun does not exist here, i will have no friends here, are you demented ?
11/09/2016 05:01:56 am
there will be no life here, all my smiles are fake, ill have no friends, no social-, sex- or fun, no life. All i need and want is money to get out here with my cat before something irreversible happens and i wish death upon you all
11/08/2016 04:39:09 am
im not sure i can remember, i think last weeks conclusion was "dont buy at Panos"
11/04/2016 12:45:41 pm
yagh, pl0x to not xpect me to sart weekending and suddenly. Ill be happy to take out and try to bring home the kitten when i can easily spend 500 on one night or more. Otherwise, its been years so it can wait and everything flanders is doomed to fail cos i made a promise on my personal soul and life here ... do NOT manipulate. Ill go where i want, thanks
11/04/2016 05:33:23 am
SOoo... was that you tonight, drill? Team Reddington maybe or mister robot ... or simply my prediction from 2pm that tonight would be run for the ticket night ?
11/01/2016 12:54:06 pm
two nihgts in thhis room and i feel 95 again when i wake up, seems like the vampires aint gone yet
11/01/2016 05:39:02 am
aha, i guess now we wait for flanders funny or people who know what's good for me to fuck it up and send me back to the stone age. There's no alternative, precious, no acceptable ones, take it or leave it
10/31/2016 09:48:58 am
flandersfunny nmbs and overnight the train was gone... AINT THAT FUNNY?
10/30/2016 04:01:19 am
if it were one of my true dearies i could try a setup for a few more free tickets but i guess its not worth the try
10/29/2016 10:26:40 am
the conditions? nothings changed. No stalking, no harassing, no threats, most you can get is the 40% extortion from the governments and PLEASE don't insult my mediocre intelligence. I'm not a phisherman -inc.com ? i know how to spoof man, if you dont send those to me, i dont have to show them to the world, k thx, trato? its not open for negotiation actually, any of it
10/27/2016 05:25:07 am
gbs euhm sbs, gbs? sbg ? forgot the name already turned out as prophecized, Alternate turns out to be flemish after all ... met de moneyspast
10/23/2016 10:46:13 pm
i dont think she would want lady gaga to promote her presence lol :D ... we're all a bit mad here, Alice
10/23/2016 04:39:41 pm
lost ol sporty, R.I.P. lg50 , bleh van drukkerland
10/21/2016 01:11:24 pm
HAHAH, funny dream, and almost electrocuted myself cos that old fuse was SO stuck i used a screwdriver to get it out. Non plastified one HAHAHAH how attentive today, maybe the lack of sleep?
10/20/2016 05:09:51 am
omg forgot to set the clock. KittyCat wake me at 4 i forgot tsk ... mailcheckingstime
10/19/2016 03:45:27 am
this is gonna be a long, pointless, boring useless day
10/18/2016 04:15:21 am
what's on my mind, euh ... ZERO inspiration, havent talked to anyone on skype in like a week, i hate this fucking place.
10/15/2016 09:46:07 pm
nullurday ... scanning for holes and cleaning the home, my lifelong ambition
10/14/2016 04:57:46 am
dont mind if i dont its friday i dont see the point
10/12/2016 06:55:40 pm
6:45? seriously? i wass allowed to sleep 3 hours today? you still get the impression you have anything to say about my life. Im gonna be drained by saturday, exhausted by monday if you keep pushing daylight
10/12/2016 09:31:24 am
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.... the fun never stops, does it ? i will HUNT YOU DOWN
10/11/2016 01:50:12 pm
wake me up after three hours for truman show. Highly dysfunctional non-adaptive since not planned and no need unless parasites must be exterminated
10/11/2016 08:39:22 am
toptwat misses formatting tag on merge, screen needs relativity, forgot to check, yah bye ZZzZz
10/11/2016 07:48:26 am
the ist almost 8am test , test this is a test
10/11/2016 06:49:54 am
test, test, this is a test
09/10/2016 17:00:30 am
1700, ... end of day , allright then ... You know, ever wondered why poland has like these extremist ultras AFTER what the jerries did to the place in the 40s? you people are sometimes a little bit offbeat, you know that?
other than that? what other than that? im expected to do x/month, i already did that but the best replies i got are stated as before mostly
im not serious? you seriously expect me to "yes sirrah, yes boss-man" cos daens turns in his grave 20 times a month at least these days.
im dead serious ... we'll see next week if everybody's serious or if everybody's trying to be funny
cos im not funny ... its a decade of my life thats NOT funny, at least when i was dealing i had money, power and fucking respect
09/10/2016 10:19:30 am
ok ... strange coincidence in that case , fine ... and thanks for the opportunity, yah real but ..
but ... hou je paarden man der sto nog niet vast en pijst goed, nou bek ne goeien of wa? nog niet ee mor uk al ge moetj er nou nimmer me afkommen ben lank genoeg ne slechte geweest en kben nog atted dezelden
luistert goed, diejenegste reden es vur ir rapper weg te gerouken nor VEIR WEG VAN IER, aster dor iet in de weg komt, inn da zotte gedachte krijgt om geldj va mou te krijgen gelijk wie, ten est derekt gedoeën aja, zetj kontent dak et zelfs nog overweeg, en dadest en da zantj zen of niet, miejer geld of anders tzelde as nou of zjust nit
vergetj mor alles wadagge va plan wort, i intended to move to asia over eight years ago, thats still the only way, if not that, then nothing

right ... i dont know who thinks whos playing who or if my life is a game or not.

I havent had reply from the statejobshop on refunds of my transport so here's the deal, can i have all offers on the table (excluding the one who did it by phone and is already set). If not, its ALL NEXT WEEK. trekter a plan me, eerst jaren niets en nu wa? its e spelleke misschien? i got five on it ?
ast ni goe es pakt ten mor al 1 van de 55.000 mr iets zegt me dat ofwel e spelleken is ofwel desperate asge al tot bij mij zit
ok 1st alles op tafel dak kan beslissen
of anders helemaal niets, dank u
yea well, precious, i dont wanna be this and i dont wanna be that, or this and that, do you honestly expect me to believe after all that time this game of ping pong isnt in cahootse ?
ORLY ?
yea you probably saw all my surfings by now, whats wrong with you people what if since nine years i want to be THERE ... like over-THERE, i cant do that with pocket money but THIS IS WHERE YOU PUT ME so ill do that shitty shit but only so i can get some real dough with it AND THATS IT, anything else aint worth it
who cares ik ben toch al nen dikkenek
take it or leave it yo, best offer wins
nine years yo, NINE YEARS, can you make a rough estimate of what i would have made by now, dont say COULD, what i WOULD ... i couldnt buy a house there yet by now ? you sure of that, cos im quite sure of the opposite, YOU SET ME BACK NINE YEARS and YO ey, you overthere, if choice is ample, then by all means pick the better one, why even bother putting five on what the alien does next ? im not a fucking toy and you are not my friend
I DONT HAVE FRIENDS ANYMORE, and i wont as long as i live in belgium
yes its okay, dearie, eight years of this its not like im expecting anything ... dont say you didnt have your chance :) ... a yea they said not to do it ... who? they! they voices ofcourse
i hate this fucking town
i hate this fucking town
i hate this fucking town
i hate this fucking town
if that aint the truth ... then what is ... paranoid ? No
thats not me ... the voices, the voices, precious, they are paranoid.
you want paranoid ? okay how about
the girl said she used to work as an interim consultant before that ... ONE DAY LATER i get THREE CALLS FROM THREE PLACES AFTER YEARS OF NOTHING WHO ALL PUSH TO SEE ME ON THE SAME DAY SO I NEED TO MAKE CHOICES
THAT .. is paranoid .. or is it ? you know there's only a few people who i actually ever sent the url to this site, google only just crawled it this week
YOU KNOW THESE THINGS KEEP LOGS, RIGHT ?
... no i havent checked ... that would be paranoid .. if it was being funny i told you not to do it, if its testing me
how many years have i been telling people not to test me without explicitly asking first, you see .... IM PARANOID ! WHAZHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA
FUNNY HUH
i have made a choice, like i said, i could come today but ... i missed that chance so anything else will have to be next week unless the statejobshop pays back FAST
peter en de wolf, joenge ? wtf is that supposed to mean ?
jajajah, could we spare the bullshit pl0x? the way i see it theres 53500 who refuse to do it, well thats what i was told, i extend an offer, you take it or leave it cos apparently you dont have that much choice and im seriously overqualified albeit underdegreed
THAT
THAT is the state of the state, dearies ... its not a hard bargain, its a real one, if you dont then dont waste my time testing
none of you are my friends ... will work for money, best offer wins
ORLY ? if they're lining up to do it, why does half of what i see at least keep coming back month after month after month after month ... 36.000 open ? was it?
SO, if they're lining up and im just a test why are you wasting your bossman's money on calling me for funnies ?
see : THIS is what ive been reading for years, and without changing anything overnight it changed in "that", but THIS , THIS is "normal"
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YOU STARTED IT
09/10/2016 05:59:30 am
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09/10/2016 22:31:30 am
wow dude ... how do you get fog without water? Dno, have you ever seen the sun peek through the opening between two curtains in an old room ? no wind ... no water dust ? o ya, i forgot ... crank, i thought it was a question, i didnt hear anything about 'we analyzed the composition or anything' just the question with half an ear as they say...how can life suck so bad? no i know you hope i will but i wont ... ever ... kill myself ... never ... wont happen, dont count on it
i sense threats , must be something from the past or something trying to push me into the hour of rising chickens ... i dunno man, i havent had school training, id come up with all kinds of crank like is it possible that some atmosphere remained deep in the craters and the scars like marineris ... cos its closer to the core ... thats how it works , no? if gravity gets less further away it has to be stronger closer so is the difference enough to keep a remnant of a denser atmosphere an everest deep from surface level ? i mean if you go an everest up oxygen is less so if you go an everest deep .. IS THAT POSSIBLE ... i dont do this wishful thinking that seems to permeate the non crank scholar who WANTS there to be life and water ... i do quite the opposite due to life as it is ... so all these things ... who's gonna answer that for me ? the state of belgium ?
Piss off already
ah-SIGH , well precious, the air you walk in is molecules ... molecules have mass, mass and gravity interact so to speak so if its stronger closer to a massive object like a planets core is it possible some remnant of the as-said old atmosphere (thats when they dug the canals and built the giant face) remains deep deep down, thats the reasoning but forget about it
i still dont feel well, i dont think i will feel well ever again while stuck in belgium
JEEZES, precious, talking to you is like having to explain a joke
which i dont make cos i cant remember what fun feels like
ERGO : if thats the case the whatlooksasmist might actually BE oxygen rich vapour cos deep down theres some more left than what's left
seen as from a crank perspective without math
saying these doesnt make me feel better, i want to see the world burn for what it did to me and i wanna see it burn until i get it all back and i am where i need to be
ahuh, thats what it always comes back to, imagine how much braincycles i waste on that since the day i got pinned down back here ... every path eventually ends in back to that
i dont know mate, im no engineer, what if you use that engine power to drag , like euh, well something on top front , welded with a LOOONG cable with hooks you can attach to shit drilled in deeper ice which lets you pull the weight forward by moving the caters in reverse attached to it somewhat so cos those jetskis dont look like they can drag more than a backpack you know
its annoying i shouldnt be watching this in het land van maar dat was niet masjen en zo wordt dat niet gedaan, yes well, you would have the weels digging in the ice unless you can rev the engine to only pull the whatever you call that , cable roll, which will do nothing but pull with the same power it has to drive that thing
GODS I HATE THIS FUCKING PLACE
WHAAAAAAAAA, my cat is taking shorter walks ... can blame that on the cold. You know i have had several urges to "sleep" and "turn it off" ... dont you know the uptime on a server is one of the criteria to measure dicksize? I cant call it a hobby that would imply having fun. Sleep aint natural for someone who lives at night 4 hours after he wakes up. Do you honestly believe for a second i believe they want anything else than to pick the weirdow how its done in weirdowland?
I DONT KNOW MAN, ... silksteel from genetically modified tungstensplice spiders or some special nanoweave tube cable a hair thick with the strength of a full one. You're the guys with the life , and the money, and the cool and the degrees from caltek and m.i.t. so figure the fuck something out, have you EVER known batman or spiderman ask for third party help when they got stuck in the sand? No, they grapple
my mood seems to be NOT improving by the second ... i get that when something's pushing me
who care about a few kgs extra payload if it means you're billion dollars doesnt get stuck in the sand halfway the solar system (so to speak?) hm ? Shoulda had that space elevator and transport line up by now but oh NOEZ, more important to fuel terrerizm so we can keep the peasants down with fear ofcourse. In a k-paxian world musk and boeing would be working together, pooling resources. In a homo spazzient world you have to compete cos im bettter than you and dicksize must be measured so in your case its probably better if they do.
fuck shit piss cunt ass dick bitch
i hate this place
yea i get the shut down part, thats about what if he starts looking like not the clown in the video and it turns out we were all along ? i get that, if you could just tell me who it was im sure you can jail me for severe violence soon enough after that
see what i mean by interrupted braincycles in this environment?
and nooo dude ... i kinda admire the positivity but this wishful thinking is dangerous. Your self-fulfilling prophecies dont work since YOURE ON MARS ... there is no stopping, no middle of the wayhouse, no extra batteries, no replaceable machinery, no guys on sleds coming to and fro, you dont HAVE the oxygen to spare to exert yourself every two days going out and fixing, losing a little bit every time you go through the hatch
in fact, it FAILED
try again from zip if you want a REAL simulation, just like a stresstest on people who KNOW the outside actually HAS oxygen and if someone gets a heart attack they WILL be 911'd to the outside doesnt count
cos its not real
the doors aint welded, if someone pierces a hole in the hull they wont choke, the only thing that test counts for is isolation, all the rest is nil
your crankness, at your service but HEY, you had a nice holiday, i know how it works, but always this observer in the middle thing, thats not good
i think im facing a more lousy than usual week but im afraid its not gonna work out for either party and end up wasting time and money I CANT AFFORD TO MISS
hah ... my life's already ruined, fat chance a threat will have effect but DU-u-u-UUuuude ... if its a simulation ... first i have no idea how a combustion engine works in an environment thats low on oxygen so im not gonna consider the anything on that but
the least you could have done is simulate oxygen supply and force them to wear spacesuits to do repairs
the very least id say
yes, your cockiness at your service
im getting pissed off since i think im gonna fall asleep and waste precious night time
aaaah, aagh, ya manito ... two or three times ain't a charm here, unless you have a manned flight in orbit ... or unmanned with superdrones, the need for an unfixable spare part one time is game over, no extra life for saving the princess ... i know its about paid vacation and maybe a little about getting as much data as possible while going on with it since the money's already spent and you need to present to get more for the next time but you DO realize thats twice game over at least on real mars
cool shit nonetheless, almost bearable to watch compared to news or sports heh heh (no thats not me laughing .. thats more like when the likes of you emulate emotion
bleh
it IS, it IS ... the homocentrism .. it IS annoying, it knows no boundaries... you ARE alien life, dude ... you're at the edge of everything close to the beginning of nothing in space here, you ARE alien life, riddle me this, batman ... oh no, wrong metafor, batman wouldnt get stuck and call robin to pull him out
riddle me this ... why do you seek for the proof of 'alien' life and not for the proof it doesn't exist since all probability actually points towards it existing since
well, it does ... here
as alien as anything else ... I SOMETIMES, you GENIUSSESSES ARE SO FUCKING NORMAL ... it baffles the mind
yes, that, && i
i fail to see what useful data can be gathered from driving a diesel engine across ice related to a manned mission to mars BUT i dont even know what im seeing ... the nasa logos look real enough
imagine just simply the fact that you HAVE to put on an airtigh spacesuit EVERY time before you go outside for ANYTHING at all, that alone, with or without oxygen level simulation makes it look like national geographic
who the fuck sent me this ? is this an infomercial for some american car-brand
pffffft, half past three huh ? and im tired already , look here man , dont be to hard on yourself if i break the mirror you were looking in, blame whoever made me look, no one comes to me for a bible lesson on hope or to get their ass kissed
yah, mwah, mate, if someone came up to me and said YO you wanna take a paid vacation on the arctic simulating something something mars, id say yea too but ... afaiks ... those guys would have been severely dead at least 20 times IF they had a few hot air balloons, like oxygen balloons with them to drag around for all the times they went outside to fix and eat, otherwise they probably would have died only five times. Thats at least one lesson to be learned.
im gonna have to fall asleep, which is piss cos id do better being awake but im sleepy, which is fuck cos i woke up at half past eight ... pm
so somethings not right
and everyone there and there, save me the threats, i got no life left it doesnt matter, if you threaten, do it and ill come along dead or unconscious
so don't , you owe me a decade of life
and a shitload of money, retard flanders, belgium, europe, shitville ...
if this keeps up im gonna suspect the americans too but of the others im sure
i hate this fucking place, nothings gonna change that, i have nothing so lay your dreams to rest of getting something from me while
YOU
OWE
ME
...
09/10/2016 22:31:30 am
game over hm? i said i wasnt playing so you have won whenever. I dont want to save or change the world, i wanna see it burn for what it did to me, slowly, and i want my money motherfucker
08/10/2016 06:32:30 am
right ... test over, show over ... couchtime, its high noon , it burns and i still dont feel quite right
08/10/2016 06:32:30 am
yea, clickable ... i still need to write the input form so it stays within limits always but its what i call on the fly and i dont get paid and i dont need to be told how its done since its a passtime, not dress to impress, yes theres little arrows in the menu section where i edited or added or re-added something last. I know how to automate and insta from the cms it but i dont have the cms yet ... only part of it and most of it is simple entry forms
No, i dont feel better but the gnomes are on strike and the cleaning lady doesnt come for free AND I LIVE AT NIGHT, I HAVE DONE SO MORE THAN HALF MY LIFE, ITS NORMAL FOR ME. uh-uh .. CAT-cam ... test was when cat next to me ... works, live stream linux is DA SHIIIT ... no its not on now, its like im gonna make it a showyouwhenimhome thing but the motion detectors are always when im not ... opendoors and shit, i cant have that, if your face gets caught on any cam trying to be funny, i can assure you it will get caught by something somewhat less funny
i have never called the cops in my life im not about to start unless, well its not my house so i cant put boobytraps and i would have to if something happened but i dont think that counts cos it would be manipulation
if i see your face on any cam cos you accidentally stepped in too far
you will understand what i mean when i say you wish you hadnt done that
o wait it is ... reboot .. gotta check, LOOK ITS A CLOSET ... old and done for, not my style ... if you're lucky you can see me with a broom in my hands O M G ... Yo-loooooo
.....eeeeuh, omdat zwet es e kleinnn? sigh... you know if my shit just didnt keep breaking all these years by lying there i could have the whole house covered with cameras by now
im looking for speech recognition software on linux but im not sure, maybe ill have to do it by phone
well, so i can detonate that bomb under the table if i see movement while im not here ofcourse ... why else?
yea i got this strange idea on privacy that unless i share something myself ... you're not invited ... anything passed on behind my back without my permission is trespassing and mental rape, you know what im saying ?
08/10/2016 06:32:30 am
mhm? Funny you should ask that, whats my motivation? My motivation is to be left alone unless it gets me out of here to asia with my cat. Do you, by any chance, presume to know whats good for me? Cos after all that happened im quite reddington about that. Or maybe you assume to know how the world works and want to tell me how its done? Mh? Is .. what if, .. better if i next time say i won a scratch lottery ticket and took some time off? Better if i lie? Or maybe like a tearjerker like 'isurvivedthefightagaintcancerthatswhenilostmyhair' or something? i could probably do it almost convincing? is that expected? I still expect to get where i need, regardless collateral damage, but not without my cat
right, design ... i dont get paid to design ... euh .. yea this is more supposed to be tweetsized ... my phone is off im sick, im burning and not just with hate and rage, my volume is down, skype is off ... i'm a liar ... yea i adapt well so be careful not to call me a thief, you know what ... just so we are clear, ill ask a copy of the record somewhere next week, scan it, and put it online here, so you can see for yourself if you like me or not, half of that at least i dont consider my doing, some of it actually isnt, and some of it is, but all of it, the what i did a consesquence of what i said there in that other place, i take no responsibility, i dont owe anybody jack fucking shit.
i got some numbers for you though ... i have about 240 left for the month ... theres 23 more days + at least five next month before theres anything new, equals like less than ten a day ... at 15 euros or more for a train
whatever your masterplan, it better not be about picking my head, being funny or not worth my time for money, thanks for your consideration
the funny thing is im actually not drinking until end year so imagine if i was HAHAH ... was that someone telling me to stop posting or else, or tos shut up or else?
im sorry, im an idiot, i dont speak flemish threats ...
yah problem ... sick yet not sleep yet ... some half shut eye with the usual visions
shut up or else shut up or else shut up or else ... or else WHAT ? ruin my life ? HAH
where were you when i was begging for stupid part time jobs to pay for my psychology degree ? a year and a half NOTHING ... WHERE were you when i was asking for ANYTHING to be able to pay the rent before i lost it ?
and now three calls in one day without me switching anything?
how does that make you feel ?
i feel sick
sorry if anyone blip
08/10/2016 06:32:30 am
yea, clickable ... i still need to write the input form so it stays within limits always but its what i call on the fly and i dont get paid and i dont need to be told how its done since its a passtime, not dress to impress, yes theres little arrows in the menu section where i edited or added or re-added something last. I know how to automate and insta from the cms it but i dont have the cms yet ... only part of it and most of it is simple entry forms
No, i dont feel better but the gnomes are on strike and the cleaning lady doesnt come for free AND I LIVE AT NIGHT, I HAVE DONE SO MORE THAN HALF MY LIFE, ITS NORMAL FOR ME. uh-uh .. CAT-cam ... test was when cat next to me ... works, live stream linux is DA SHIIIT ... no its not on now, its like im gonna make it a showyouwhenimhome thing but the motion detectors are always when im not ... opendoors and shit, i cant have that, if your face gets caught on any cam trying to be funny, i can assure you it will get caught by something somewhat less funny
i have never called the cops in my life im not about to start unless, well its not my house so i cant put boobytraps and i would have to if something happened but i dont think that counts cos it would be manipulation
if i see your face on any cam cos you accidentally stepped in too far
you will understand what i mean when i say you wish you hadnt done that
o wait it is ... reboot .. gotta check, LOOK ITS A CLOSET ... old and done for, not my style ... if you're lucky you can see me with a broom in my hands O M G ... Yo-loooooo
.....eeeeuh, omdat zwet es e kleinnn? sigh... you know if my shit just didnt keep breaking all these years by lying there i could have the whole house covered with cameras by now
im looking for speech recognition software on linux but im not sure, maybe ill have to do it by phone
well, so i can detonate that bomb under the table if i see movement while im not here ofcourse ... why else?
yea i got this strange idea on privacy that unless i share something myself ... you're not invited ... anything passed on behind my back without my permission is trespassing and mental rape, you know what im saying ?
ped me on skype, i thought it was off i heard the blip, ITS OFF, it wont be on til monday morning
im sick, not just of gugglez and youtups, but actually physically sick, and of the place ofcourse hah, yes i think this msg will self destruct by mondaymorning too, this section is supposed to be tweet or doubletweesized max, im figuring out a relative distance system so i dont have to keep 20 index pages but that happens on a feel-to-do-like basis
last cough i almost had to throw up and now its like no itch at all but my head is too big on the inside , must be the big head again, good thing you cant read it all
if you do : hacking is a criminal offense and you will be extradited to trumpland cos i will say you're a terrerizt
08/10/2016 03:05:30 am
yea, i dont know what came over me wit.h this youtube shit but that ends NOW. As for the rest, i dont believe the sudden overnight change unless i fell through a hole in space again. Dont expect too much since i certainly don't, and i definitely don't trust the way this is done
07/10/2016 15:52:30 pm
whARGH...i go out 30 minutes, my router decides to switch internal ip to the webserverboard so the forwarding with my provider gets cranked. Can i do static this or something cuz i cant have routers deciding when i can access and control my home, yea thats where its going eventually, imma need some help with that later, but for now motivation and money while im waiting for more money so i can control a house in asia, its not HAL, its MEL, why do routers do that, are they supposed to do that without rebooting ?
07/10/2016 03:18:30 pm
woke up at 3:08 whew, i needed that, m physically broken in half and it looks like my cam clock is 2 hours off, which is not good since someone broke the screen in lokeren i cant see the menu or only half of it
06/10/2016 02:46:30 pm
think its possible digital radio delivers groomed content based on keywords from chat, like you get with skype and google to ads? its very not-motivational since it sounds like beenspying on me but my top down might be bottom up or vice versa, syntax is a waste of brainspace since i know what i mean and i dont owe anyone any thing, neither money nor apologies or explanations. Like them said : its too late for that, it cant be undone
05/10/2016 22:10:30 pm
apparently i succeeded in having an itx case delivered after checking extensivley if that fits a baby-atx, i must have overlooked it five times i guess, no more alternate.be for me
05/10/2016 10:24:30 am
come home from store, front door is open, one day after cam breaks, silly coincidence ... again
05/10/2016 03:38:30 am
its getting fucking cold, winter is here, finally ... sadly, cat gets home faster or maybe theres just something down there he doesnt trust